What should I do if my deskmate is blind

——"There is someone who cares more."

Ji Chen tilted his jaw slightly, looked at him with drooping eyelashes, his profile was outlined heavily by the small desk lamp behind him.

The person in front of him is like a thick and soft blanket, wrapped tightly and carefully.Shu Yan curled up with his knuckles on the table, raised the corners of his lips and said, "Are you ready to open?"

"Ah, I have to keep up with my boyfriend." Ji Chen looked at him and smiled, and then took the initiative to explain to him, "I can't think about it myself. When I was young, I knew that my parents didn't have any feelings. Is it the kind of...exquisite egoist? In fact, there is no right or wrong, what is right or wrong to live for yourself?"

Ji Chen breathed a sigh of relief: "But I still bother them. After all, as you said, when they were about to give birth, they didn't discuss it with us. As far as my father... the degree of care for Ji Chengyou, compared with I'm tall. I just wondered if my dad cared so much about Ji Chengyou because he was weak, pitiful and helpless."

Shu Yan listened to him quietly, and when he heard "weak, pitiful and helpless", he looked at each other and smiled tacitly for a while, before Ji Chen continued: "I'm the kind of person who never wants to say what I want in front of them." It’s so embarrassing to just say it, you have to guess, you have to take the initiative, and you have to accommodate me, it’s very hypocritical.” Ji Chen smiled, “And then you know, so hypocritically I chose the most stupid way."

Probably because he was tired from leaning against the desk with his waist, Ji Chen lowered his head and stretched his legs.

Ji Chen said it very easily, but Shu Yan was quite uncomfortable.If something is missing, it is missing. What Ji Chen needed in that period of his life can never be supplemented from other places.

Shu Yan stretched out his hand and pinched it for a while as if playing with his fingers.Ji Chen looked up at him and smiled: "I can't stay with you all the time during the winter vacation."

"Huh?" Shu Yan raised her eyebrows.

"You want to go to those universities in city B, right?" Ji Chen asked.

Shu Yan smiled and nodded.

"I'm going to participate in the winter camp of Z University," Ji Chen said. "The preliminary review will be based on the grades at the end of the semester for reference. After the video interview, I can go to the preliminary test."

When the two of them kept their secrets before, they were paddling in the school's math competition and joint entrance examination selection.If you want to catch up with this trip again, you have to wait until next year.

However, in the winter camp of Z University in City B, those who performed well in the written test and in the camp will be considered as extra points for merit-based admission, and students will be recommended to various departments of the school.

It's not that he's afraid that he won't pass the exam naked, Ji Chen still has this bit of self-confidence.It's just that after encountering Shu Yan's matter, I unconsciously wanted to work hard for an extra layer of protection.After all, I can't bear to think about it just in case.

Shu Yan understood, no wonder he was in a hurry to confess to him, otherwise he would have to know sooner or later when the final grades came out.

"You don't hold grudges," Shu Yan said deliberately, "you hit me in the face without the facts."

Ji Chen smiled, leaned over, and stretched out his hand to pat him on the head: "You have the nerve to say so."

Shu Yan quickly dodged and slapped his wrist off.After laughing for a while, she suddenly called him: "Brother Chen."

"Huh?" Ji Chen calmed down and sat down a little better unconsciously.

Shu Yan can call him Brother Chen, usually something is wrong.

Shu Yan raised his chin slightly to look at him, curled the corner of his lower lip, and said calmly, "I really fainted from the needle, and I'm not joking with you. That's why...that's why I was so scared at that time."

Ji Chen was startled, knowing that he was talking about Sang Qian.

Shu Yan in front of him at this moment is like a child holding a locked box.There may be secrets hidden in the box that he himself does not want to see again, but at this moment, he is willing to pick the lock open by himself and tell him frankly: there are bad things hidden in it.

Shu Yan didn't finish his sentence, and he didn't look like he wanted to talk further.

Of course Ji Chen wouldn't let him open the box to have a look, but just raised his hand over, rubbed his head with a smile, and said with disgust: "Children, aren't they all like this."

Ji Chen has always said that he forced the king to set himself up forever, but Shu Yan thinks that this sentence can be returned to Ji Chen now.

At this moment, Ji Chen, who was sitting on the special bus bound for city B, sent him a message: [You said that when the judges recommend the session, I will tell the teacher which major I like? 】

Shu Yan was doing quizzes at home. The room was well heated and his fingers were nimble, so he quickly replied to him: 【Who gave you confidence? 】

For the selection of the Z University Winter Camp, Ji Chen went to the [-]th Middle School. The video interview question he got was to briefly introduce the purpose, principle and steps of the distillation and boiling point determination experiments in English.

Facts have proved that the progress of the matter is basically consistent with Ji Chen's prediction. Shu Yan even felt that he had made up his mind early in the morning to get a recommendation in the end, not just to join the camp and run with him.

But Shu Yan wanted to ask that on purpose.

[Born with it. 】Ji Chen returned to him indifferently.

Shu Yan looked at the familiar conversation and smiled: 【Where are you? 】

Several schools in the city organized the students participating in the camp together to charter a bus, and sent them there uniformly, taking the expressway between the two cities.The journey on the high-speed light alone takes about two hours.According to the normal speed, the first rest area should be passed by now.

But Ji Chen said: [Morning, today's road conditions, at least three hours up. 】

Shu Yan froze for a moment, feeling palpitated for a moment.Turning his head to look out of the window, the winter fog from morning to now has not dissipated.

His fingertips hesitated, before he could think of what to say, Ji Chen replied: [Hey, I'll sleep for a while, I don't know if I don't ride a big car, so I'm fucking carsick! 】

Shu Yan smiled at these words, and the palpitations quickly faded away, and she replied: [Okay, stop playing with your phone and go to sleep. 】

Ji Chen replied to him with a heart-like still water emoji, and there was no further movement.Shu Yan waited for a while, then flipped through the chat history.

It turns out that every time the topic terminator is Ji Chen.

Whether Ji Chen said good night, or just sent a meaningless emoji, as if he strictly enforced a certain sense of ritual, he always ended it.

Shu Yan turned around for a while, not knowing whether it was because he had eaten too much breakfast, or because the heating in the room was too high, but he also started to feel sleepy...

The vibrating ring of the phone next to the pillow rang tirelessly.

Shu Yan fell into a drowsy sleep, but was not fully asleep, so he closed his eyes impatiently and touched the phone, flicking it twice indiscriminately before connecting.He didn't look at anyone on the opposite side, and asked in a nasal voice, "Who?"

"Yan'er, did Brother Chen call you?" Sui Yi's voice was on the other end of the phone, speaking smoothly.

Shu Yan was taken aback, opened his eyes and sat up: "No, what's the matter?"

Sui Yi paused for a moment: "Multi-vehicle rear-end collision on the S15 expressway... It's a hot search on the closed road."

His heart beat violently, Shu Yan said, "I'm dead."

Finding Ji Chen's number and dialing it, the phone is connected, but no one answered, Shu Yan's knuckles holding the phone were unconsciously tense and turned white.

The bell rang many times, until the busy tone was automatically cut off, Shu Yan's mind was buzzing for a moment.Swallowing heavily, he tensed up and turned to Zhao Yi's phone.

Zhao Yi's remarks were displayed on the screen one step ahead of him, and Shu Yan quickly swiped away.

"Did Ji Chen call you?"/"Did Ji Chen call you?"

The two asked at the same time.

Shu Yan squeezed the phone tightly, closed her white eyes, and immediately got up from the bed, parting her lips twice before saying: "Go find him."

"Shu Yan, don't worry," Zhao Yi said quickly, "He has a problem. He doesn't even turn on the vibration when the phone is on silent. Maybe he fell asleep in the car and didn't see it."

Shu Yan put clothes on his body indiscriminately, and couldn't help swallowing the bloody smell rising from his throat: "No, he's not like this a long time ago."

Ji Chen replied to the messages very quickly, even the phone calls at night would not be missed.If he guessed correctly, Ji Chen slept with his cell phone in the car, because he knew he didn't like to wait, because this way he could feel when there was news...

Zhao Yi was stunned: "Okay, meet at the intersection of the highway."

When Shu Yan arrived, he met not only Zhao Yi.

The traffic accident section has already been closed in both directions, and vehicles stranded at the entrance of the auxiliary road cannot be seen.Ambulances, fire trucks, police cars, reporters, and people like them surrounded the entrance layer by layer.

"Did the ambulance go in?!"

"Three cars have entered from the emergency lane!"

On-site police and road rescue are dispatched.

"The fire truck can't get in at all!"

"Then what?!"

"Get out of the car! Get out of the car! Put on the equipment! Follow me!"

From the nearest fire truck, firefighters yelled.

"You brat! You still know how to turn off the phone at this moment! It must be fine! He must have fallen asleep in the car!" Ji Ran couldn't suppress the trembling of his fingers and voice as he pressed the phone screen off, and his arms were surrounded by Zheng Duo and Zheng Duo who were by his side. Sui Junchuan held him up.

"Grandpa, don't worry. It's not like you don't know about Chen'er. He doesn't even bother to turn on the vibration of his phone. I don't think he knows when it's turned off." Zhao Yi said quickly, and turned to see Ji Zeen, "Uncle, this is our friend. Don't worry. He came with him."

"Has it been more than an hour?" Zhao Yi's voice was a little dry, and he asked Sui Yi in a low voice, "Did anyone go to your school? Did you get in touch?"

Sui Yi glanced at Shu Yan and Ji Ran very carefully, and whispered to Zhao Yi: "We got in touch, their bus was rear-ended, but everyone is wearing seat belts, and there is one..."

"Yan'er! Shu Yan!" Sui Yi suddenly shouted behind him.

"Shu Yan! Where are you going!" Someone called him again.

……

Indistinguishable human faces and familiar or unfamiliar voices are intertwined, and the short and quick introduction that no one has time to take care of dangles in front of the eyes and ears.Shu Yan knew that Ji Chen's grandfather and father were still there.

But at this moment, he is like a tight rubber band, stretched tight on the surface, impeccably calm, but fear is like a tsunami, spreading infinitely from the bottom of his heart, forcing him not to breathe in order to maintain numbness.

"Can't go up! Whose big guy—?! Hurry up and hold him! Why are you joining in the fun?!"

"Don't mess, don't mess! The car in front is loose——! Fire and fire! The fire truck behind is coming!"

The congested vehicles on the expressway, like a zipper, are artificially and slowly torn apart.

Someone in the traffic flow had a hoarse voice and kept repeating: "There is a large truck full of firecrackers five kilometers ahead! Everyone, let the fire truck go in first!"

With this sound, it seemed that the sky had suddenly broken, and Shu Yan was suddenly stunned.

The tight rubber band finally loosened suddenly, Shu Yan yelled at him: "Ji Chen——!"

Ji Chen was startled and turned around.

The sun pierced through the clouds, covering the young man who was in a mess, whose blood stains and dust were not known on his face, but was still dazzling and wanton.

Shu Yan realized that he... finally saw clearly that it was Ji Chen.No longer just knowing that this is Ji Chen.

A few meters away, the boy's tense body rushed up, and when it hit Ji Chen's neck, there was a surge of heat at the end of his eyes.

With a sore nose, Ji Chen hugged him tightly, patted his back lightly, but still comforted him with a smile in a low voice: "What are you afraid of? Brother Chen is here."