What should I do if my deskmate is blind

—— "Ji Chen. Look, it's snowing."

Ji Chen didn't know what Shu Yan was seeing at this moment, but his movement of pressing Shu Yan's entire palm bone through the piano keys remained unchanged.

The boy's knuckles were so hard that his palms hurt a little, and his presence clearly showed how blatant his actions were at the moment.

But Ji Chen didn't want to let go.

He didn't know when his heart started to move, whether it was the accumulation of every tiny and sporadic heartbeat out of order, or whether he touched the thumping switch in the first place.

He also believed that with Shu Yan's IQ, he understood what his actions at the moment meant.It can't be really teaching him fingering.

Shu Yan didn't avoid him, not even scold him.

At the beginning, he was so bad-tempered that even a touch of his shoulder through his school uniform would cut him back and press the boy against the dirt wall, and he didn't avoid his touch.

So can he unilaterally believe that Shu Yan at least has the same idea as him.That thought that was on the verge of coming out and hiding in hiding——

like.

Yes, just like it.

It's not the kind of liking that just wants to play hooligans, but the liking of Shu Yan who has identified him as Ji Chen.

Shu Yan didn't know what Ji Chen was thinking as he looked at the hands of the two of them with lowered eyelashes, he was so engrossed in his thoughts.

But the heat that was pressed on the heart was like the temperature in the palm of a young man, spreading all the way up with the body temperature.

"I..." Shu Yan didn't know what he wanted to say, so he just gave me a meaningless monosyllable.

The boy next to him suddenly moved.

The heat attached to the back of his hand suddenly left, and Shu Yan's heart suddenly emptied as if weightless.

The empty feeling of not being able to step on the ground has not yet been fully understood, but Ji Chen suddenly approached, pulled him by the wrist and pulled him over, and kissed his lips without warning.

Although Ji Chen didn't use bumping anymore, he was obviously inexperienced, and stopped after his movements were not gentle.While watching his reaction with half-down eyelashes, Shu Yan could still feel his irregular but restrained breathing.

Mixed with Shu Yan's own chaotic heartbeat.

The sudden rise in room temperature caused his vision to lose focus for a moment.

The boy has a bad temper, but his lips are soft and hot, and the corners of his lips still have a hint of strawberry sweetness.Shu Yan didn't know if he simply wanted to lick his lower lip, the tip of his tongue was soft and soft, and he tapped the corner of Ji Chen's lips lightly.

The fuze lit up the night sky, and the tip of his tongue with a bit of hard candy and sweetness pressed against his teeth, in a disorderly and aggressive way, bit by bit, he squeezed away the remaining tobacco smell.

Consciousness is like soaking too much in a snow-melting hot spring, unable to stand up on the slippery steps, and finally letting it soak into the dense mist...

"...Ji Chen," Shu Yan pushed him symbolically, "You fucking... are you really a dog?"

His lips were so numb right now that he could feel the pain of being bitten again.

But Ji Chen followed without a pause: "I like you."

Very direct, without fancy prefixes and suffixes, the breath is still unsteady but unusually firm.

Shu Yan froze for a moment.

"I didn't drink fake wine and didn't get smoked, my mind was sober as if soaked in snowflakes outside all night," Ji Chen didn't let go of him, and he didn't know when he reached out to hug him.Pressing the back of Shu Yan's hand with one hand, pinching his waist with the other, sticking him very close, emphasizing again, "I'm sure I like you. The kind of liking that you can't help being sore even if there is even a slight hint that someone else likes you, I don't want to see you suffer I'm not happy when I'm tired, and I don't like seeing you being bullied."

A very coherent paragraph was formed in one go, Ji Chen said it, but his voice was suppressed, and after he finished speaking, his Adam's apple subconsciously slipped down hard.

Shu Yan could hear the uneasiness deliberately suppressed in his voice, and he could even see the firm and helpless contradiction in his clear eyes.It's like... being sure, but also caring about that one-thousandth impossibility.

His heart shrank under his ironing, and then beat softly.

"Although... I just heard..." Ji Chen obviously expressed his love for the first time. With his Chinese essay level, which can only be divided by paper, it is quite difficult to organize the language temporarily again, "Just, Anyway, the person who confesses first has no family status, right? So...then what..." Let's kiss first and then talk!

"..." Shu Yan couldn't help laughing as he pushed the person away after being stunned by his intermittent expression.

Isn't it a bit of a loss for him to be at the same table as a white table?

"..." Ji Chen obediently stepped back a little, but he almost laughed him away. What the hell does this mean?

When we kissed just now, didn't this guy enjoy it as much as he did? !

"What about you?" Now that it was confirmed, Ji Chen had to ask Shu Yan for an equally clear answer, so he hit a straight ball.

Shu Yan withdrew his smile, and asked him casually like before: "What do you think?"

Is it stupid?Don't like to let you kiss?I have already put you in the piano keys.

Ji Chen looked at him with strained breath, not knowing how he felt at the moment.

The thoughts are "Is this guy not feeling enough, do you want to kiss me for a while?", "He doesn't like me? Doesn't he just want to play a hooligan with me?", "Anyway, I don't care if I kiss , if you don't fucking take responsibility for me, I will..." During the flashback, Shu Yan suddenly said, "Brother Chen, I'm hungry."

After they came back from the hospital, they took a shower, smoked and played the piano, and they didn't eat dinner.

"Ah?" Ji Chen was completely dumbfounded.

Shu Yan smiled lightly, and said lazily, "Are you trying to starve your boyfriend to death?"

"..."

"...?"

"...Fuck!" Ji Chen felt that a whole piece of fireworks had not exploded in his head, but his whole body was carried up into the sky by the fireworks.

"Ah... so what... hey, hey... what do you want to eat?" Ji Chen felt that his hands and feet were a little bit wrong, and no matter where he put them, he couldn't show that he was the kind of cock who suddenly had a boyfriend Qualified people.

The piano benches are a bit cramped, but just right.

Shu Yan felt that Ji Chen was obviously smiling like an idiot at the moment, but inexplicably felt that the halo on Ji Chen's body would not fade even if he was so stupid that he could stand on his head twice.

No one ever said "I love you" to him.From before to now, many people have confessed to him.Even "I love you" was thrown at his feet over and over again like a wholesale sale.Even... the ratio of male to female is very coordinated.

But he has never felt so thoroughly and transparently loved by someone without flinching like he is now.

"Just what you called last time, I like it very much." Shu Yan said with some thought.

"Okay, I'll call and ask them to bring it over. Besides the ones from last time, what else do you have special..." Ji Chen stood up, and when he looked at it again, he bent down and opened the music stand to look for it. , "Huh? Where's my phone?"

"..." Shu Yan chuckled, stood up and said "fool" softly, and went to lie down on the sofa.

He put his phone on the coffee table earlier, thinking... to see if there is any news.

The moment I touched the phone, I felt like jumping back from a fairy tale book to reality inexplicably and hypocritically.

Shu Yan didn't feel like laughing, so she twitched her lips and swiped open the screen.

No one was looking for him.

Shu Yan didn't know if he was happy, or if he was suspended in mid-air again with that tone.

The suddenly sunken sofa around him brought him back to his senses.

"Wait," Ji Chen suddenly became serious, "You know who I am, right?"

Shu Yan paused, then began to laugh: "Crazy."

But Ji Chen approached him relentlessly, and asked him in a low voice, half joking and half threatening: "Who am I?"

Shu Yan drooped her eyelashes, glanced at his breath coming again, curled her lips and said, "Ji Chen."

"Tsk," Ji Chen was a little dissatisfied, "You're not called Brother Chen anymore?"

"Well," Shu Yan lazily replied, "I just want to call you by first and last name a few times."

After speaking, he pushed him again.This time I worked hard.

"Ayan." Ji Chen called him in a low voice.

"Huh?" Shu Yan replied lazily.However, the ears were a little hot from the young man's deep and gentle cry of "Ayan".

"You just..." Ji Chen raised his hand, and carefully rubbed his fingertips against the tear mole on his lower eyelashes, "The eyes are foggy."

Like that piece of glass the last time you showered...

The young man's eyes brightly filled with messy thoughts again.

"..." Shu Yan was stunned for a moment, then squinted at him.

Just when Ji Chen thought that he was about to strike, and in what posture he should be beaten, Shu Yan suddenly leaned back on the sofa, laughed breathlessly in his nasal cavity, and said to him in a very soft voice with a slight drawdown :"rogue."

"..." Ji Chen's throat tightened, and he felt as if his brain waves were being monitored in front of Shu Yan.

When Shu Yan was hungry and was still entangled in messy things, a lot of horse races were automatically going on in his mind.It's really not very personal...

"Brother Chen," Shu Yan stopped teasing him, and asked him seriously, but uncertainly, "What would you do if... this matter changed you?"

Ji Chen came back to his senses and was stunned.

He knew that for Shu Yan, no matter whether he went or not, he would always hold his breath.

For himself, even if his parents are unreliable, especially Mr. Ji—to put it in a rebellious way, in his eyes, Ji Zeen is a proper old foolish hero.In addition to being qualified in the business field, all family and love affairs can be handled into a mess - but he is different from Shu Yan.

Behind him, there is an old man who has been sending him family affection and love since he was a child.In fact, he has always known that he has always had the backing and confidence.

So if it was him, he wouldn't go.

But Shu Yan...Ji Chen even felt that Shu Yan was like the kind of child who resisted attachment, contradictoryly resisting, and subconsciously longing for the family affection that should belong to him.

So no matter whether he goes or not, Shu Yan can fall into conflict and pain.

This is what Ji Chen loves him the most.Very distressed.

Ji Chen looked at him, stood up suddenly and said, "Wait for me a while! Soon!"

Shu Yan saw that he didn't even take the elevator, and ran to the second floor like climbing a rock: "...?"

Another gust of wind went down, and the movement stood in front of him greatly.

Shu Yan looked up at him and smiled: "Are you crazy?"

Ji Chen let out a short breath, clenched his right hand, bent down in front of him and said, "Extend your hand."

Shu Yan raised her eyelashes to look at him, stretched out her arms jokingly: "How many carats?"

Ji Chen was stunned for a moment before he realized it, and then laughed: "You like it? I'll chisel it for you later. Die a piece the size of rock sugar from the supermarket."

After finishing speaking, he spread out his palm, and awkwardly put the fingernail-sized thing that Shu Yan asked for on his wrist bone.

Shu Yan was stunned for a while, the little silver jewelry and - I don't know where it came from, but the very familiar red string still carried the warmth of the boy's palm.

"Cough..." Ji Chen coughed a little embarrassedly, "At first, I thought, at least to make a Christmas, New Year's Eve or something, so I can save a gift and give it to you. But... It's bad! Anyway, now I'll give it to you!"

Ji Chen helped him fasten it, and seeing that the length was just right, he grasped Shu Yan's wrist bone and said to himself, "I guess it's quite accurate."

Doesn't the benefit of pinching less usually reflect it?

Shu Yan didn't slap his hand away, and wanted to say something again.Just say thank you.

In the end, he watched Ji Chen squat down short.

"Ayan," Ji Chen raised his hand, rubbed his head like a big cat, and asked him, "Do you believe in fate?"

Shu Yan was stunned for a moment, before he had time to care about his messing with his hair, remembering Ji Chen's very firm "I don't believe in fate" when they met the second time, he let out a soft "Huh?" in his throat.

"Try your luck," Ji Chen said, "let God decide."

The boy squatted in front of him, looked up at him, his knuckles were still clutching his wrist.

Shu Yan looked at him, raised the corners of his lips unconsciously, and lowered the end of his beautiful peach eyes, nodded: "Okay, let's try."

Although he has been watching Sui Yi and his grandfather scientifically "bluff and deceive", Shu Yan, like Ji Chen, has never believed in such things as "fate".

But this time, Shu Yan wanted to give it a try.

Nothing else, he just wanted to see if God was really on his side.

Starting with - Ji Chen, I'm on his side.

In the end, Ji Chen said to him again solemnly: "But if the real match is successful, I will still change your fate against the sky."

Shu Yan raised his eyebrows: "?"

"Your family's business is not in the mainland, right?" Ji Chen smiled with the corners of his lips curled up, the expression on his face showed the word "dandy" to the fullest, and then said slowly, "It's snowing, let my grandpa take them Get out."

Shu Yan: "..."

Shu Yan: "...?"