What should I do if my deskmate is blind

Shu Yan went back to the classroom, Ji Chen didn't come until after school, but received a call from his aunt.

"Do you have an appointment for the Mid-Autumn Festival, handsome guy?" Sang Yan's voice on the other end of the phone was very pleasant.

Shu Yan smiled: "No need."

"Then come and eat," Sang Yan said, "Have you not seen me for a while?"

Shu Yan paused and did not speak.

"I told Jiajia," Sang Yan said, "I'll ask your little uncle to pick you up then."

"Are you treating me as blind? I can go by myself." Shu Yan smiled, "Besides, I'm not used to my little uncle's car."

"Okay," Sang Yan also smiled, "You are destined not to experience the joy of sitting on the back of a bicycle and laughing."

After hanging up the phone, Shu Yan let out a sigh of relief.

He Jia is his cousin who is not legally related by blood. Ever since he knew he was adopted by Sang Yan and He Jianbin, every time he saw this cousin, he gave him a hostile stare and his eyes fell out of his sockets.I don't know what the scene will be when the Mid-Autumn Festival is gone.

He Jia is three years younger than him, and he is now in the second year of junior high school. If you say that you were very close to him when you were young, you would call each other your brother and brother happily.

But since something happened to him and his parents separated again, the child probably felt that he would take his parents away, and his attitude towards him began to change qualitatively.

This kind of feeling that didn't fit his usual buddha-like state of mind was covered with a bit of dazed and slightly prickly feeling, which subconsciously reminded him of Ji Chen's attitude in the afternoon.

His emotions were still stuck in the same sentence as He Jia said, "Should a good student tell the truth", and he was immediately pulled up by "Shu Yan, you rascal".

I want to sigh and laugh again.Shu Yan smiled and sighed.

Mid-Autumn afternoon.

"Where are you visiting relatives?" Auntie took the two boxes of mooncakes that Shu Yan had brought.

Shu Yan smiled, changed his shoes, and asked Sang Yan, "Where's little uncle?"

"My colleague has something to do at home, so I'll be back later." Sang Yan said.

"Well," Shu Yan nodded, then smiled at He Jia who was standing behind Sang Yan with an angry face, "Jia Jia."

"Hmph!" He Jia let out a sound in his nasal cavity, and turned his head to go to his study.

Sang Yan looked at Shu Yan and raised her eyebrows helplessly, and told him to sit on the sofa.

Passing him a bottle of pure water, Sang Yan asked, "Your mother won't be back until the end of the year?"

"Yeah." Shu Yan took it over, "Call me before school starts."

"She's with her..." Auntie paused, looked at Shu Yan's expression, and said, "I'm going to bring Bao'er back to China with her."

"Huh?" Shu Yan raised an eyebrow curiously.Bao'er is the object of my mother and my mother, a Chinese nickname for his mixed-race sister.

"Bao'er seems to be in poor health." Auntie said.

"...Ah." Shu Yan was slightly startled, and nodded, not knowing what he was feeling for a while.

Dinner is eaten at my aunt's house.He Jianbin didn't talk much, and He Jia didn't want to talk to him, so Sang Yan chatted with him about school affairs.

He Jianbin is much older than Sang Yan. Sang Yan was kicked out by her family in order to be with him.Now relying on the hobbies and hobbies cultivated when I was the second miss of the Sang family, I am very happy to be a piano teacher.Sang Qian is the kind of daughter that the family likes. She is stable and has a good personality. There is no objection to which family she needs to marry.

Probably seeing that he interacted too much with Sang Yan, He Jia deliberately stood up with chopsticks: "I don't want to eat! I'm going to play a game!"

Sang Yan laughed angrily, grabbed He Jia's ear and carried it over: "Sit down and let my old lady eat! As for the rank you haven't been to for five years, what are you obsessing about?"

He Jia stiffened his neck, looking like he was swearing to die.

Seeing the embarrassing atmosphere, Shu Yan took out his bad joke skills, and choked out a sentence: "Jiajia is such an old man, why do you still care about him like you did when you were a child?"

If someone else said this, there might be nothing wrong with it, but when Shu Yan said it, He Jia unilaterally decided that it was Biluochun from 82!

"You don't want your parents to care about you," He Jia stared, exuding the aura of Gathering all over his body, "I hope everyone else is like you!!"

Shu Yan left the neighborhood of my aunt's family and got on the bus.

As for the scene just now, he could eat it, but he was afraid that He Jia would go on a hunger strike in anger.

The year he had an accident coincided with the time when his parents—Shu Xingyan and Sang Qian were both fledgling and fledgling. They could finally end their marriage, get rid of the control of the family, and each find their true love again.

After finally getting to that point, the couple paid close attention to him materially, out of the spirit of humanitarianism, for this "crystallization of interests".

Shu Xingyan has stayed in Hong Kong City since then, and Sang Qian has been waiting for her true love for more than ten years and urged her to go to Country Y.During the year when he took a break from school for treatment, apart from the psychiatric department, the longest place he went was his aunt's house.

Shu Yan didn't know when He Jia knew that he was adopted. One night when he frequently appeared at his aunt's house and her aunt cared more about him than before, He Jia suddenly cried and pointed at him. Said to Sang Yan and He Jianbin: "Mom and Dad! He said that I am not your own! You will definitely support him in the future, not me!!"

Great dramatic effect and innovative spirit of reverse operation.

He didn't know what his expression was when a sip of milk was still stuck in his throat, but it should be quite exciting anyway.

After that, he went back to school, and his aunt's house came less and less.

Indeed, just like what He Jia said, we can't... If he is left alone, let others feel that he will be left alone.

"The Civic Center is here, passengers arriving at the station, please get off at the back door..."

Shu Yan regained consciousness.

The only fellow passenger in the carriage got off the bus, and the entire bus was empty, except for the driver who drove dutifully and in compliance with the traffic regulations.

Street lights and neon lights fell into the car frame by frame, and Shu Yan turned his head to look out.People from the casual table in the roadside hotel came out, smiling and greeting.

Most of the lights in the darkness were warm, Shu Yan withdrew his gaze and leaned over, leaning his head against the glass window.

Oh, it seems that no one has said Happy Mid-Autumn Festival to him today.Shu Yan closed her eyes, curled her lips and smiled.

The phone in the coat pocket vibrated.

Ji Chen's Mid-Autumn Festival was with Ji Ran. Ji Zeen didn't know which foreign country he went on a business trip. Ji Chen felt that he was no different from a man who refused to go home after work to take care of his children and would rather stay in the company to "work overtime".

I just don't know which of the two factors, "I don't want to come back to see my son" or "I don't want to be scolded by my own father when I come back", has a greater impact on Ji Zeen.

Mid-Autumn Festival and the National Day holiday, Ji Chen didn't leave after eating, and stayed in the old house to accompany Ji Ran to watch the moon in the courtyard.There was Zhang Shitai between the two of them, and Ji Ran lay half-lying in the Taishi chair very leisurely.

"Old man," Ji Chen whispered to Ji Ran who hadn't made a sound for a long time, "Are you asleep?"

"Why don't you just send me a WeChat message?" Ji Ran said, "Can't you stand up and take a look?"

Ji Chen tilted his head and looked at him happily: "It's not because you feel shallow, I'm afraid I'll disturb you."

"Then you are still talking," Ji Ran said disgustedly, "Appreciate the moon, hurry up!"

Ji Chen silently shook his shoulders, propped the back of his head with one hand, and touched the phone with the other.

There were a lot of blessings sent in groups on WeChat messages, Ji Chen clicked on this year's Moments Food Photography Contest.

Refresh the first one, which was posted by "Shu Yan".A picture of the moon in the distance, with text: Some people, once they miss it, they will not be there.

"..." Ji Chen didn't know who his "some people" were referring to.

Although it's really wrong to think about these things next to the old man, but when the monthly exam results came out that day, what Shu Yan said to him, and the dreams he had in the afternoon when he returned home, from time to time, it was as if he was being forcibly sold. He's stuck in his head.

And it is very puzzling to have an illusion of "I did such and such a thing to him, but he just hid a little secret and didn't tell me in advance, of course he chose to forgive him".

Ji Chen: "..." What the hell did he do?Isn't it just a dream?

"Are you dreaming?!" Ji Ran suddenly asked him loudly.

"...!!" Ji Chen came back to his senses, inexplicably feeling a little guilty, "No, I didn't fall asleep!"

"I called you three times, but you didn't hear me," Ji Ran said, "Have you lost your hearing at a young age?"

"Ah," Ji Chen said, "playing with the phone."

Ji Ran looked at him: "Are you in a relationship?"

"??" Ji Chen questioned his head, but subconsciously turned off the phone screen, "What nonsense are you talking about?!"

Ji Ran stared at him and stood up: "Go ahead and reward, I'm a little sleepy and go up first."

"...Oh." For the first time, Ji Chen felt that the old man's eyes were so sharp, as if he had hidden a small blade to open the express box, "Go back, I'll lie down for a while."

Ji Ran stood up, raised his eyebrows with his back to Ji Chen.I couldn't help laughing again.

What are you pretending, even if you're not in a relationship, at least you have to act like that.

It's like no one is young.

Seeing Ji Ran disappearing in the courtyard, Ji Chen heaved a sigh of relief and pressed his heart.

Tsk, I didn't do anything bad, why are you nervous, why is your heart beating faster?

Leaning back again, Ji Chen struggled a dozen times in the dialog box, and finally sent "Shu Yan" a "Happy Mid-Autumn Festival".

If Shu Yan came back, he would talk to Shu Yan properly.

If Shu Yan was angry, he would say it was a group post!

In the end, "Shu Yan" also sent him a happy Mid-Autumn Festival.

It's still a free downloadable emoticon package, and Ji Chen can't see what attitude he wants to express.

Unpleasantly, he couldn't hold back and clicked on his circle of friends.

Why don't you leave a review for him?

As a result, the "President at the same table" who was visible for three days sent another status.

Another photo of him and Sui Yi.

Under the fireworks in the night, the two teenagers smiled with stars shining in their eyes.

What Ji Chen didn't understand was... What kind of fairy stick is there for Mid-Autumn Festival? !What kind of fairy stick are two big men playing with? !

"Aunt Zhou—!" Ji Chen stood up as if there was a lump in his chest, "Don't put so much vinegar in the vinegared cabbage tomorrow, don't you think this batch of vinegar at home is very sour?!"

In class after the festival, the atmosphere between Ji Chen and Shu Yan was quite magical, even Zhao Yi could feel it.

How long has it been since the two of them started to quarrel?The love based on face is really unreliable, it has to be long-lived childhood sweethearts like him and Zhou Zhou to last.Zhao Yi sighed.

After Shu Yan sat down, until the last class before lunch, Ji Chen didn't speak a word to him.But he didn't deliberately chat with others and neglect him.

On the whole, there is a kind of aura of "you can tell by the look on my face that I am being irritable right now".

Logically speaking, he should explain to Ji Chen why he misunderstood his grades even though he was not bad.

But for a person like him who has never explained anything to anyone, how to start and how to speak is as difficult as going to Mr. Crab's class without sleeping.then--

"... Fuck!" Ji Chen glanced at the back of Shu Yan's head and cursed.

Fall asleep again or pretend? !

He has already said that the Mid-Autumn Festival is happy, and it is absolutely impossible for him to speak up on his own initiative!

When Shu Yan woke up, there was no one in the classroom. He looked at the time, and it was only 2 minutes after class ended, but the whole floor was quiet.

There must be fried meatballs in the cafeteria today.

Standing up unhurriedly, Shu Yan walked downstairs.

Ji Chen didn't leave school, and he never admitted that he knew that Shu Yan, like everyone else, had a soft spot for the fried meatballs in the cafeteria, and he would definitely come if nothing happened.So at this moment, I have already prepared my meal and sat in the middle of the cafeteria—or on the only way to Window 6.

Sure enough, as soon as he sat down, he saw Shu Yan wandering in.It's just that he didn't look sideways, and walked to the No. 6 window wholeheartedly.

Ji Chen: "..."

Zhao Yi turned his back to the outside, so naturally he didn't see Shu Yan's expression, but seeing Ji Chen's expression now, he couldn't help but say: "Chen'er, with your current expression, if it weren't for my blood and patience, I would I dare not sit at your table."

If you want to reconcile, just say it straight, why are the two big men so awkward.Harmful!Being in love is really easy to get your brains flooded!

Ji Chen glanced at him: "You know what!"

You didn't look at him at all, okay? !

Not to mention not looking at him, Shu Yan, who had already finished cooking, directly ignored his table, willing to wait for an empty seat, and sat down happily with two plates of dinner.

Ji Chen: "..." Damn it!This guy was deliberately humiliating him!

Until the physical education class in the afternoon, Shu Yan still hadn't said a word to him.Ji Chen felt that he was already a ball filled with hydrogen gas, floating and waiting to explode, and he could hardly hold it down anymore.

So at this moment, he only bought a bottle of water, and Shu Yan, who was walking towards him on the small road with a "who the hell are you" smile, was the last stab at him.

Ji Chen: "..."

Damn it, he must think I have poor grades and look down on me!

This question has been bothering Ji Chen until after school.

He knew that Shu Yan usually went to the cafeteria to eat at night, and would not go to the crowded commercial street outside, so he didn't leave the last class, and waited on the only way he had to go back to the dormitory.

The school uniform jacket was zipped to the top, like a knight in ambush halfway.

Sure enough, the moon was dark and the wind was high, the person he was waiting for came.

On the way back to the dormitory after dinner, Shu Yan wondered whether he should ask Sui Yi if he had Ji Chen's contact information.

Why don't you add a WeChat and explain to him first without seeing his face?After thinking about it, I thought...why did I have such an idea.

Even if his tablemate is a very "kind" and interesting person, he hasn't reached the point where he needs someone by his side to relieve his loneliness.

Even if Ji Chen continued like this until the end of high school, he shouldn't be particularly uncomfortable, right?

Shu Yan raised his eyebrows, wrapped up unnecessary emotions in unintelligible questions and threw them back to the bottom of the box.

Until a person flashed in front of him, and he came to drag him without saying a word.

Shu Yan: "?"

It took a microsecond to react, and Shu Yan pressed his arm with a backhand.

……Hold!Ji Chen cursed inwardly.The guy was pushing hard against the direction of his elbow's growth, like breaking sugar cane.I have never had the word mercy in his dictionary, right? !

Then don't blame him for being rude!

"You just look down on me like that, don't you?!" Ji Chen pinched his wrist and stretched out another arm, pressing his entire shoulder against the wall.Very vengeful, what I arrived at was the small broken wall of the waste recovery room last time.

Shu Yan's raised knee paused for two or three seconds before saying, "...it's you."

"??" Ji Chen became even angrier, "You fucking... really look down on me!"

They've been at the same table for so long, and this guy can still say "it's you"!You're not going to have a deep friendship with him at all, are you? !

Shu Yan looked at his frantic look, which was completely different from the state he was in front of Wu and the bald man, and suddenly felt... a little bit like laughing.

"... Fuck, can you fucking laugh?" Ji Chen was dumbfounded.

"..." He really laughed?Shu Yan never thought that his expression control would be able to pull his hips like this one day.

"Shut up and beat you!" Ji Chen threatened like he was fighting with a kindergarten kid for the first time.

Shu Yan looked at him.

Sui Yi's words came to mind: Brother Chen said - what a big deal, isn't that my deskmate.

"No." Shu Yan said, pressing the corners of her lips.

Shu Yan suddenly made a sound, Ji Chen was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked: "Huh?"

Ji Chen still maintained the posture of pressing his shoulder without moving, but the strength in his hand was a little loose.

The place where the shoulder blades pressed against the wall felt a little painful, Shu Yan moved a little, and tried again curiously: "Hiss——"

"What, what's the matter?" Ji Chen's hand loosened a little more, but he didn't let go.

Shu Yan held back his laughter and said, "It hurts."

At this moment, Ji Chen gave him an illusion that he had grown so big for nothing, and was so innocent that he was a little easy to deceive.

"..." Ji Chen blinked, feeling that it's wrong to let go, and it's wrong not to let go, so he had to speak stiffly, "Didn't you ask for it?"

"Well," Shu Yan called him, "Brother Chen."

"What?" Ji Chen suddenly became alert and asked shortly.

Last time, he was fooled by Brother Chen so much that he forgot about his previous relationship, and followed him to dinner, this time he can't be tricked again.

"I actually..." Shu Yan looked into his eyes.Ji Chen's amber pupils are still clear and clean in the darkness, which contradicts and merges with his easily impatient temper.Shu Yan curled up his knuckles hanging by his side and scratched his palm.As if trying to peel off the scab, he whispered, "I'm face blind."

"Ah?" Ji Chen flew up into the sky like a balloon whose inflator was suddenly released, and was a little dizzy, "What's your face?"

Shu Yan bent his lips, and in order to prevent him from asking about blindness again, he said slowly, "Face, blindness."

"..." Ji Chen digested for a while, "That's the kind, I don't know if this person is good-looking or not...face blind?"

Shu Yan smiled: "No." She looked at him again and said, "I can see whether it looks good or not."

The two of them didn't stand properly at the moment, their eyes were almost at the same level. A street lamp far away cast two light spots on Shu Yan's pupils. Ji Chen saw that the two light spots curved downward, like two little eyes. Claw, scratched somewhere in his chest.

Ji Chen cleared his throat, then heard Shu Yan say again: "I just don't remember who it is."

After Shu Yan finished speaking, he took a deep breath gently.

From the boy who was close to him, the sweet smell of hard candy diffused into the chest cavity.Shu Yan suddenly felt that... some words seemed not so difficult to say.

"Then what about you," Ji Chen stood beside him and walked out of the school gate, Shu Yan said that he was going to buy things in a convenience store outside, "Are you born?"

Shu Yan lowered his eyelashes: "No."

Ji Chen was stunned for a moment, squeezed the hands in his pockets, and asked again: "Then how do you remember people?"

Shu Yan tilted his head and glanced at him.

He didn't know whether Ji Chen was not interested in his "non-inborn reason for face blindness", or if he asked this question on purpose, and smiled and said: "Voice, body shape, dressing style, and for example..."

Shu Yan raised his hand and pointed at the tattoo behind his ear, "It's a special mark like this."

The two of them didn't stop, and Shu Yan's fingertips followed the pace of his walk, and accidentally poked on his ear bone.The fingertips carry the soft coolness blown by the night wind.

Ji Chen froze, and raised his hand to rub the tattoo on the back of his ear thinking that there was no trace of it. When he rubbed his finger over the pinna, he wondered why his hand was cooler than his ear, so he murmured softly: "No wonder, I always Pull up the collar and you won't recognize me."

Shu Yan didn't speak anymore, and occasionally met acquaintances on the road, and someone greeted him, but Ji Chen felt that the atmosphere between the two of them was a little... strange.

"Other than these?" Ji Chen felt like he had nothing to say.

Shu Yan tilted his head to look at him, his red ear tips could be seen even under the street lamp, and suddenly wanted to say, "I'll tell you later."

Arriving in the classroom early the next morning, Ji Chen watched as Shu Yan took out a small box from the schoolbag that only contained dictionaries, and instead of putting it on the desk, he moved it from under the desk and put it in his hand.

A pretty tin candy box with a cute short-haired little girl squinting one eye into the candy jar in her hand.

A look is what a macho should have.

Ji Chen: "?"

Shu Yan glanced at his blank expression, leaned closer to him, and whispered, "I'll quit smoking for you."