What should I do if my deskmate is blind

Sweating all over, Ji Chen wanted to go to the toilet to flush his face, there was still a small half bottle of water left and handed it to Shu Yan: "Help me take it back first."

"Yeah." Shu Yan didn't ask him what he wanted, and took it.

Ji Chen glanced at the back of him going upstairs, and wanted to sigh again.

Hey, a piece of "Proud Boy" is given to...for everyone.

After Shu Yan went back to the classroom and put away the water bottle, he suddenly felt like going to the toilet.

Of course, I wouldn't find it troublesome, so I slowly swung downstairs again.

Walking to the toilet door on the first floor, Shu Yan was at a loss.

Is he now... so blind that he can't even tell the difference between the male and female signs at the toilet door?

Xu Muzhou, who had just come out of the women's room, saw Shu Yan standing at the door of the men's room in a daze because of her, pointed to the men's room, and kindly reminded him: "Don't doubt yourself, you didn't go wrong."

"...Ah," Shu Yan recognized, it was Zhao Yi Qingmei's voice, "Thank you."

Xu Muzhou glanced at Shu Yan who had already walked in, feeling a little puzzled.

With her current height, appearance and hairstyle, she often makes people doubt her life at the toilet door, so Shu Yan thinks she is a boy, which is quite normal.What puzzled her was that Shu Yan looked at her not because she was confused about how she got out of the women's bathroom, but...as if she didn't know her at all.But when he said "thank you", he seemed to know who she was again.

Scratching his head, Xu Muzhou didn't think any more, and turned to go to the small supermarket.

As soon as Shu Yan entered the men's room, he saw a man washing his hands by the sink.He probably heard him coming in and looked up.

I have to say that although this school has a folk tradition, there are many handsome guys.This boy with water dripping down his collarbone and into his collar is no less than his deskmate.

What does his deskmate look like?Hmm... forgot.

The habitual smile on the corner of Shu Yan's lips didn't go away, she lowered her chin slightly towards him, then turned her eyes away, and walked towards the urinal.

"...?" The upward arc of Ji Chen's mouth was not yet ready, and he was still struggling with the tone and volume of greeting him, so he watched Shu Yan walk over with a face of "who the hell are you"... Go...go, fuck!

The men's toilets in the school are quite privacy-conscious, and there are half-person-high wooden partitions in the middle of each urinal, but they can't stand being stared at like this.

Shu Yan's hand to pull the zipper of his trousers couldn't go down, but his face pulled it quite quickly.

Ji Chen just looked at the expression on Shu Yan's face, from when he walked in and gave him a "smile of affection", to now "if you want to fight, don't stand there".

"Fuck! Crazy!" Ji Chen cursed angrily and left.

Shu Yan was taken aback, closed his eyes, and let out a sigh of relief.

There are no handsome guys in this school.

When Ji Chen returned to the classroom, he saw the water that Shu Yan put on his desk, and the [-] yuan that he was reluctant to throw away with only two mouthfuls left.

Rubbing his hair irritably, he couldn't figure it out.

Reaching into the desk, he touched his tin jar, put it on his lap and opened it, picked three identical ones, peeled off the paper, and stuffed them into his mouth viciously.

It's annoying!Neuropathy!

After Shu Yan washed his hands, he went upstairs unhurriedly.

When the sound of "fuck" came out, he knew who it was.Ji Chen's voice is very distinctive, usually low-pitched, and slightly hoarse after exercising, with a naturally lazy tone of voice, not intentional at all, and... nice.

Why didn't he speak first?Shu Yan sighed again.

No matter how embarrassing he had to go into the classroom, Shu Yan walked to the back door and glanced at his and Ji Chen's desks.Ji Chen was already sitting there, and it was obvious that he was sulking.

Between opening his mouth to explain something and "Being an unintentional scumbag, as long as I don't mention the unpleasantness that happened, it will be over", Shu Yan sat down and decisively chose the latter.

Of course, Ji Chen couldn't bear this kind of behavior.

This is the same as the emotional mailbox on the Internet, "every time I quarrel with my boyfriend, he doesn't explain, he doesn't coax me, and he doesn't ask me why I lost my temper, just as if nothing happened. I It’s so painful, so aggrieved, so depressed, what’s the difference between the question, does it mean he doesn’t love me?

Ask nonsense, he just doesn't love you!Regardless of year?

Wait a minute... that's far away! !

"Do you have any opinion on me?" Ji Chen snorted angrily.

Shu Yan glanced at him, then mechanically bent his fingertips on the table, "No, it's my problem."

"What's the problem?" Ji Chen asked patiently.

Shu Yan was silent.

What do you say?Say "ah, sorry, I'm face blind"?Then what?Do you want to explain again whether it is born or acquired, and what causes it if it is acquired?

It seems that starting this problem is to take the initiative to lift the scabs that have formed in front of others.how?Also invite others to visit and see if there is any new flesh growing under the scab?If you don't want to see things yourself, don't disgust others.

"...No," Ji Chen was so upset, what's the difference between this and a silent scumbag who only evades questions and says "it's my fault" and asks him what's wrong?It's even more annoying, okay? "Who the hell owes you? Obliged to spoil you?"

Shu Yan was taken aback, and closed his eyes.Groups of fuzzy, indistinct, and noisy human voices poured into the eardrums.

"Xiao Yan, you have to know that even if this is the case, we don't owe you anything."

"The school doesn't belong to him alone! He still goes to school in this situation?! Who owes him, let him go to someone! Whose child is not a treasure! It is obligatory to pamper him?!"

"You choose yourself, no one forces you."

"Xiao Yan! Xiao Yan..."

……

Irritability, depression, resentment, hatred, the sense of loneliness that has always been out of reality, and even... the cowardice and grievance that I despise, because Ji Chen's words are like holding sharp knives, wanting to Cut through the drum skin covering them, and rushed out clamoring.

Shu Yan squeezed some stiff knuckles, and when his emotions swept across the marks on Ji Chen's wrist that hadn't faded, and there were red marks of the same color on his forearm, he was pressed one by one by himself against the tip of the knife go back.

"Sorry, I was a little bit downstairs just now..." Shu Yan said, "He was distracted."

"You fucking..." Ji Chen's smoldering anger, as if a basin of cold water had been poured out of his fleeting complex expression, smoked.But still a little annoyed, "You are not distracted, you are sleepwalking."

Affirmative.

"Ah," Shu Yan nodded with a serious expression, "I think so too."

"……?"Hold!Ji Chen was convinced.The highest state of invulnerability is to be your own biggest sunspot. Congratulations to his deskmate for doing it.