Did the same table use the beauty meter today?

Staring fixedly at the sentence in the search box, Sheng Yan stared and hesitated for a while, unable to press the search button. He closed his eyes for a while, and just as he was about to make up his mind to click on it, he happened to hear Cheng Mo coming downstairs. Almost without thinking about the movement, he immediately turned off the phone and put it away, then looked up at Cheng Mo.

Cheng Mo didn't pay attention to Li Qi's phone call just now at all. He looked calm, and when he sat down opposite Sheng Yan, he said good morning to Sheng Yan.

On the other hand, Sheng Yan felt a little flustered when facing Cheng Mo at this moment, as soon as his eyes met Cheng Mo's, he looked away as if he had been burned by something.

With an inexplicable guilty conscience, Sheng Yan avoided Cheng Mo's gaze, moved the breakfast in front of Cheng Mo and said, "Good morning."

For a while, the only sound in the room was the sound of them eating breakfast.

Sheng Yan usually talks, and Cheng Mo listens carefully most of the time, and he will answer when Sheng Yan asks him something, but now Sheng Yan's heart is in a mess, so he doesn't open his mouth. He also rarely spoke, so Cheng Mo didn't notice Sheng Yan's abnormality.

While eating breakfast, Sheng Yan was still thinking about what happened in the morning, and at the same time felt that what happened in the morning was normal, and it might not be because of Cheng Mo, but he couldn't help thinking, what if it was because of Cheng Mo?

When he thought of this, he felt so guilty that he ate absent-mindedly.

"Sheng Yan, when do you plan to go back to school today?" Thinking of what Li Qi called and said just now, Cheng Mo was a little worried that they would come to his house. He wanted to avoid them, so he wanted to go to school earlier, but the main thing was Look at Sheng Yan, whenever Sheng Yan goes, he will go there.

Sheng Yan was still wandering when he heard Cheng Mo's voice, and he immediately came back to his senses: "I can go anytime, I haven't finished my homework yet, why don't we go early today?"

It's okay to stay at home anyway.

Coincidentally with Cheng Mo's thoughts, Cheng Mo nodded immediately.

After meeting Cheng Mo's gaze, Sheng Yan slowly calmed down strangely.

What are you thinking about so much, as long as the way he and Cheng Mo get along remains the same as before, it won't matter.

After figuring this out, Sheng Yan didn't feel uncomfortable anymore, and when he looked at Cheng Mo, he no longer dodged, and his eyes regained the tenderness of the past: "You go back to school first, my books are still at home, I have to go back One trip, coming soon."

"Yeah." Cheng Mo nodded.

After dinner, Cheng Mo cleaned up the house briefly, and then went out with Sheng Yan.However, what he didn't expect was that a car stopped in front of them as soon as they walked out of the community, and Cheng Mo frowned, feeling a familiar discomfort welling up in his heart.

The window was down, and a middle-aged man in a suit was sitting in the driver's seat, with a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, looking very elegant.

It really was Li Chengfei.

Cheng Mo's expression turned ugly for a moment, but he still remembered that Sheng Yan was by his side, so he quickly recovered.

Li Chengfei smiled kindly at them, looked at Sheng Yan, and then at Cheng Mo: "Mo, are you planning to go out with your classmates?"

Sheng Yan looked at Cheng Mo and asked, "Anyone you know?"

Cheng Mo really wanted to say that he didn't know him, but Li Chengfei had already called his name.

He resisted in his heart, but Cheng Mo didn't want to show it in front of Sheng Yan, let alone let Sheng Yan know about these messy things, so he just nodded calmly: "I know."

Seeing Sheng Yan looking over, Li Chengfei smiled and nodded at him, and then looked at Cheng Mo: "Mo, do you have time now? Uncle wants to chat with you, can I?"

It was already blocked at the door of the house, Cheng Mo knew that today he couldn't escape, he looked at Sheng Yan: "I'll chat with him for a while, you go home first, see you at school."

Sheng Yan keenly felt that Cheng Mo's mood was not very good at this time, he was a little worried, but Cheng Mo had already spoken, the person in the car was also known by Cheng Mo, he should believe and respect Cheng Mo's decision, So Sheng Yan nodded: "Remember to call me if you need anything...see you at school."

Cheng Mo nodded, and then watched as Sheng Yan hailed a car at the intersection.After Sheng Yan left, Cheng Mo's expression turned cold, and when he looked away, he looked at the back seat of Li Chengfei's car.

Taking a slightly interested look at the direction Sheng Yan left, and noticing Cheng Mo's gaze, Li Chengfei smiled amiably: "Qi Qi didn't come, I was the only one."

Cheng Mo's face looked a little better.

"Get in the car, let's find a place to chat." Li Chengfei said with a smile.

"No, there's a cafe in front." Cheng Mo didn't want to waste too much time here, and walked forward regardless of Li Chengfei's reaction after saying this.

Li Chengfei was not annoyed, he even smiled, and then went to find a place to park.

He ordered a drink casually, and Li Chengfei came in when Cheng Mo took his second sip. He smiled apologetically at Cheng Mo: "It's not easy to find a parking place here."

Sitting down opposite Cheng Mo, Li Chengfei looked at him with a smile: "Is that boy a friend you met in No. [-] Middle School?"

Cheng Mo didn't want to chat with him: "If you have anything to say, just tell me, I have to go back to school."

Li Chengfei showed a helpless expression: "I made friends in No. [-] Middle School. It seems that you were sincere when you said that No. [-] Middle School was good that day. Your mother knows it, and I think she can finally feel relieved."

Li Chengfei came to him only because of Liu Yan, Cheng Mo didn't talk to him, and only wanted to listen to Li Chengfei's continuation.

It's not the first time I've come into contact with Cheng Mo, and Li Chengfei didn't care about Cheng Mo's indifferent attitude, so he continued on his own: "But no matter what, it was our fault to ask you to transfer schools because of Qiqi's mischief. It's convenient at noon today. Is it? Uncle wants to treat you to a meal, so I will apologize to you as an uncle, is that okay?"

As if they couldn't understand what he said, the whole family insisted on rushing up to "thank you" again and again, no matter how good-tempered Cheng Mo was, it was rare to see some impatience in his eyes at this time.

"I think you should remember that I didn't agree to transfer to another school to accommodate Li Qi, it was just a deal, and my condition is that you don't appear in front of me again in the future. Rather than thanking or apologizing meaninglessly, I think you should Do what you promised at the beginning." Cheng Mo said coldly.

"I know, you don't want us to disturb your life," Li Chengfei sighed, the smile on his face finally disappeared, he looked at Cheng Mo, and said earnestly, "Mo, other conditions are fine, but you You can't stop a mother from caring about her child, that's a mother's instinct."

Cheng Mo's expression remained indifferent.

Li Chengfei continued: "Your mother is very worried about you. After talking with your teacher on the phone yesterday, she didn't sleep all night. She felt guilty and blamed herself. She has always regretted not bringing you by her side all these years. , she really cares about you...give her a chance to make up, don't refuse her concern, okay?"

Li Chengfei said this very sincerely, but Cheng Mo only felt cold all over his body, and his chest was uncomfortable. He slightly pursed his lips, raised his eyes to meet Li Chengfei's gaze, and there was a hint of sarcasm in his eyes that are used to not showing any emotion: " So? Did she take the initiative to visit me once?"

Li Chengfei was stunned when he heard the words, and when he realized it, he said quickly: "She, she is just afraid that you don't want to see her, do you want to see her? If you want her to come to see you, I will convey it to you. I believe she heard the news would be happy."

"No," Cheng Mo shook his head, "she won't be happy."

Hearing Cheng Mo's determined tone, Li Chengfei asked suspiciously: "Why do you think she won't be happy? Mo Mo, you have to believe that your mother really loves you."

"Not only will she not be happy, she will also feel panic..." Cheng Mo's eyes returned to a look of no emotion at all, he was just narrating a fact calmly, "She dare not come to see me."

Li Chengfei frowned: "Why?"

Cheng Mo seldom explained anything to people before, because he felt it was unnecessary, and he didn't care whether it was troublesome or uncomfortable. His attitude towards these things has always been very negative, so he seldom tried to find a solution.

When he promised Liu Yan to transfer to another school, he had expected that Liu Yan would never fulfill the conditions she promised, but he was really annoyed by Liu Yan at that time, so he agreed casually. He knew very well that the troubles were always there, Troubles from the past will be transferred to today.He didn't think it mattered then.

But now, he wants to solve some troubles completely.

Finding out the memories about Liu Yan in his mind, Cheng Mo sorted out his words: "The first time I remember seeing Liu Yan was when I was eight years old."

Li Chengfei frowned slightly, but still chose not to interrupt Cheng Mo's words, regardless of what Cheng Mo called Liu Yan.

"At that time, Ms. Hu...my grandma was still a professor at Tongzhou University, and we lived in a family home," he was clearly talking about memories, but Cheng Mo's voice was still rigid and calm, as if he was telling someone else's story, "The children in the family courtyard are enlightened very early. From a very early age, many people in the courtyard said that I was smart and had a good memory, and some people said that I was a child prodigy."

"I heard that my father was often praised like this when he was a child... He was indeed excellent from childhood to adulthood," Cheng Mo said. He paused at this moment. He knew very little about his father. Because of his special occupation, he even checked There is not even the slightest record about his father, the only knowledge is from Ms. Hu, but this is not the point, "Perhaps because of this, when I behave smarter than other children, everyone pays special attention to me, and my reputation spreads. It is wider. Liu Yan came to Ms. Hu because she heard that I was called a 'child prodigy'."

The memory of that day clearly unfolded in his mind. Cheng Mo paused for a moment, hiding some details: "At first she didn't know that I was in the room. She and Ms. Hu were arguing, and I kept listening."

"In the end, she said that my intelligence when I was a child was determined by my genes, but I was raised by Ms. Hu. No matter how smart I was, I would definitely become a waste. Time will tell. She waited to see me become a waste." Cheng Mo said At this time, I deliberately met Li Chengfei's gaze, "She came that day only to mock Ms. Hu, and just to bet. And I was an experiment she used to prove that Ms. Hu's education failed."

Hearing this, Li Chengfei was so shocked that he couldn't speak. After a while, he hesitated and said, "Is it possible... maybe you remember it wrong? You were so young at that time...you remember it wrong It's also possible..."

"It's a fact that my memory is very good. A grandfather in the family courtyard gave me a memory assessment very early on. This is why Liu Yan is afraid now." Cheng Mo lowered her eyes slightly, "After saying that After she saw me, she ran out of the door in a panic. After that, she never came to me again unless it was accidental or forced."

"She won't come to see me because she knows that I will always remember that day. She thinks she is a good mother who cares about her children. She is afraid of seeing resentment in her children's eyes. As long as she doesn't come to me, she will You can always comfort yourself, I have already forgotten what happened that day." Cheng Mo's eyes remained calm, "The truth is that I can't forget, I always remember."

Li Chengfei was completely silent.Although he has been married to Liu Yan for so many years, Li Chengfei knows very little about Liu Yan's past. He only knows that Liu Yan was married and had a child.

They love each other very much, and he doesn't mind Liu Yan's past. When he was about to get married, he even mentioned that he wanted Cheng Mo to live with them, but Liu Yan refused at that time. He had forgotten the specific reason for the rejection. Now Thinking back, it probably means that Cheng Mo didn't want to leave grandma.

"Everything she does now is just to move herself, and sometimes she dotes on Li Qi almost morbidly, just to prove that she is a good mother, and maybe she has the desire to perform... She never really cared about me, She doesn't really care about me, even if Ms. Hu is dead, she still wants to see me become a waste."

Speaking of this, it was almost done, Cheng Mo stood up: "Instead of asking me to cooperate with her, I suggest you take her to see a psychiatrist."

Regardless of Li Chengfei's expression, Cheng Mo walked out of the cafe directly.

After chatting with Li Chengfei in the cafe for a while, Cheng Mo frowned and rubbed the center of his brows when he walked out the door.It's been a long time since he said so many words at once, and the memories that were originally buried deep in his mind were dug out, along with more not-so-good impressions.

Somewhat uncomfortable.

Cheng Mo didn't plan to go to school now, it would be even more uncomfortable if he got motion sickness.

He was walking aimlessly down the street, and when he passed a park he went in and found a chair to sit down on.

The sun was still dazzling, Cheng Mo sat under the shade of the tree, raised his head, and looked at the sky through the gaps in the leaves above his head.

He concealed some details in what he said to Li Chengfei just now.

That day it was Ms. Hu who told him to stay in the room and not to come out. The sound insulation of the building of the family courtyard was not good. He could hear the conversation between Ms. Hu and Liu Yan clearly in the room. The lady opened the door, deliberately letting Liu Yan see him.

He also remembered what Ms. Hu said that day.

"Cheng Mo's father was brought up by me. We all know that his father is very good. If he becomes a waste in the future, it must be because of the shortcomings he inherited from you."

No matter how smart he was, Cheng Mo couldn't understand the deep meaning contained in the words of Ms. Hu and Liu Yan when he was a child. He could only rely on the common sense he learned from other people and simply believe that every parent wants their children to be excellent. Therefore, he was very serious in whatever he did since he was a child.

Later, as he got older, he knew more and more things.

In fact, both Ms. Hu and Liu Yan hoped that he would become a waste.

He knew it, but he preferred that he didn't know it, and he still stubbornly followed the idea he believed in when he was a child.Later, Ms. Hu took him to move away, leaving the family courtyard where he could occasionally get knowledge and warmth from other grandparents in the same courtyard who watched him grow up, and moved here to a completely strange, empty place where he will always be. No place to feel warm.

He has been avoiding thinking deeply about Ms. Hu's feelings for him, and also avoiding thinking deeply about the meaning behind Ms. Hu's various actions towards him.

He has been avoiding it all the time, but to this day, from what he said to Li Chengfei, it means that he will start to face the things that he deliberately ignored in the past.

He kept looking up at the sky, and at some point Cheng Mo felt the soreness in his eyes, he still maintained that posture, after a while, he closed his eyes, and the corners of his eyes seemed to be a little crystal clear.

After maintaining this position for a long time, the phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated a few times. Cheng Mo opened his eyes, and his eyes were so calm that he couldn't see how bad his mood was at the moment.

It was the message from Sheng Yan.

Are you done talking?I'm home now.

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I brought you candy, which is a bit too much, but it is not good to eat too much candy, so you can only eat one at most a day, and throw it to Sun Xiaofei and the others if you can't finish it.

Sheng Yan said that he can eat at most one candy a day, and he hasn't eaten that one yet.

Cheng Mo took out the candy Sheng Yan brought him yesterday, tore open the package and put it in his mouth.

Very sweet.

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