My brother is not a good person

Even though her voice was very low, Zhong Yuanzhong could hear this sentence clearly.

The walking steps stopped almost imperceptibly, and then returned to normal and walked forward.

He wasn't sure if she meant what he understood.

But whether it is or not, this can be called evidence of too close a relationship.

Can't get any closer.

Dazai's purpose of attracting her to Yokohama is not pure enough, even he has been coaxing her from the very beginning...

It was the fault of those who walked on the dark side of the world.

So no matter what the consequences are, she should not be made to bear them.

This encounter by chance will end sooner or later.

And when all the truth is revealed, she should also stand under the spotlight and on the podium instead of the shadow she is in.

Mr. Cadre remained silent, pushing the shopping cart to the cashier.

He took out the items in the shopping cart one by one, and finally took out the black card from his wallet and handed it to the cashier.

He also just shook his head when the cashier asked if he wanted home delivery.

Let's call it a day.

The boy lowered his head and put the camping tools into the shopping bag one by one.

After the festival is over, return to a safe distance.

He pursed his lips, picked up the bag and walked towards the parking lot.

But... He had never owned it before, so he shouldn't have felt that he was losing it when he made such a decision.

He actually has nothing to lose.

Nakahara Chuya's silence made Laisha a lot quieter.

Following closely behind the other party, she couldn't help reflecting.

Was it because she was too funny just now?

Maybe a little?

Or more than a little?

But she just wanted to see his entanglements and worries.

Especially when this entanglement and worry are all caused by her, it makes her feel even more satisfied.

And in any case, it can't be considered that she has done too much, can it?

At best there is a sliver of it that doesn't deserve to be "bad" on paper.

If you ask her, she is more like the villain in the drama than Chuya Nakahara.

Zhong Yuanzhong is also a good person.

This is something she can be sure of from the first meeting.

Not "good" in that broad sense, but his essence.

Compared with many people she has met, his "goodness" can even rank among the top few.

He seemed invincible and omnipotent, as if he had never had negative thoughts.

Even in him, she couldn't see "sin" in the true sense.

He may have been a little "arrogant".

But even if there is a trace of talent, he will affirm it, and he will never ignore the role of others because of "arrogance".

He may also have a little "rage".

But even in the face of Osamu Dazai who made him so angry, he chose to save him without any grievances, and did not give up other people's lives because of "rage".

As for the other "jealousy", "laziness", "greedy", "gluttony" and "****", he can't talk about any of them.

Sometimes she even thought that this guy might have come from somewhere, a god-like saint.

Even when he stands in the shadows, his light is still so dazzling.

The girl sighed lightly.

Who doesn't want to drag the gods into the world?

At least that's what she wanted to do.

Make him suffer for himself.

Make him sad for himself.

Let him change from god to man for himself.

In order to achieve this goal, she is willing to be the apple hanging on the "Tree of Knowing Good and Evil".

But this time maybe she was too anxious.

Laisha silently quickened her pace and followed her.

Maybe he will increase the distance between them, but he will definitely accomplish what he has promised, so he will not take action until after the festival.

So before the music festival, she should have a period of cold treatment.

Paralyze him, confuse him, let him think that this is an illusion in order to get closer to him.

This is the most appropriate strategy.

As Raisha judged.

After returning from the mountain sports equipment store, Chuya Nakahara's work suddenly became busy.

He leaves early and returns late every day, minimizing the chances of meeting her as much as possible.

Even though Laisha had expected this, she couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

But what she knew more clearly was that she couldn't show any other reaction except to be indifferent.

After all, no one should feel bad that a "friend" is too busy at work.

The girl lay on the bed, clicked on the calendar on the phone, and drew a cross on the date of the day.

She stared at the number 25 for a long time, then suddenly flipped the phone over and put it on the bed.

Pulling the quilt aside, she buried her face in it.

Please, come on the 25th!

She will soon be unable to pretend anymore!

In the girl's increasingly anxious expectation, the day when they made an appointment to travel together finally arrived.

Once back at the apartment on July 7, Raisha started packing her bags.

Because there are only four nights, I didn't bring a lot of clothes.

But separate raincoats and rain boots must be prepared.

Miss Champion finally stuffed a bulging hiking bag and piled it together with tents and sleeping bags in the corner of the living room.

After packing her luggage, she hugged Luo Jia, who was already in an embarrassing period, and grabbed his ear with a smile, "Luo Jia is getting uglier and uglier!"

As if understanding her words, Luo Jia shook his head angrily and rescued his ears.

He crunched the teething stick in his mouth.

But Raisha laughed even louder.

"It doesn't matter." She rubbed Luo Jia's dog's head, "Even if it becomes ugly, I still like Luo Jia."

Holding the backpack that had just been packed, Nakahara Zhongya stood beside the luggage, watching them hesitate to speak.

"What does Chuya want to say?" Laisha pushed the dog's head away from her face, sat on the ground, and looked up at him.

Putting down his backpack, Mr. Cadre coughed lightly: "Luo Jia can understand you saying he's ugly. And it's just a period of embarrassment. After that, he will look even better than before."

"I know, just to tease him." Miss Champion scratched Luo Jia's chin, "What time do we leave tomorrow?"

"It takes two hours to go there by Shinkansen. If you want a better place to camp, you'd better leave early in the morning."

Nakahara Nakahara has long studied the route of the Fuji Music Festival in the past, and is waiting for a year to participate in it.

"After getting off at Echigo Yuzawa Station in Niigata Prefecture, there will be a special bus to meet you at the station."

After a brief discussion, the two finally decided to start at six o'clock.

Arriving earlier can take advantage of the less hot summer to finish pitching the tent.

Turning off the alarm clock that sounded on time, Laisha finished washing as quickly as possible, and carried the luggage into the car with Zhongya Nakahara.

After successfully getting on the first Shinkansen, Raisha couldn't help but yawned.

She went to bed a little late last night, causing drowsiness to return as soon as she sat in the seat.

Wiping away the physiological tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, she tried her best to cheer herself up.

Seeing that she was really sleepy, Zhong Yuanzhong had no choice but to say: "Go to sleep when you are sleepy, and I will call you when you arrive."

Upon hearing this, Laisha couldn't care less about anything else, she closed her eyes and tilted her head.

She leaned against the window beside her and fell asleep again in a second.

Only when she was asleep, Mr. Cadre dared to look at her openly.

Although she hadn't looked at it for a few days, she was still slightly different from a few days ago.

Maybe it's because she didn't sleep well last night?

After all, it shouldn't be because of myself.

At least half of his busyness is pretending.

Just to see her reaction.

Contrary to what he guessed that day, she didn't notice his cold treatment at all.

Maybe he guessed wrong.

Sure enough, she just regarded herself as a friend.

Zhong Yuanzhong also pursed his lips slightly, unable to explain the astringency in his mouth.

Obviously this is the direction he wants to see...

But this is the last bit of time he can leave for Xia Tian's carnival and dreams.

Just let it go for a while, it shouldn't be a problem, right?

With a deep sigh, the boy tied the hair that fell in front of the girl's eyes behind his ears.

Turning to look out the window, he hummed softly: "Look at the stars. Look how they shine for you..."

Gently opening the eyelids, the girl quietly glanced to the side through the gap.

Even though he just hums casually without accompaniment, it is enough to make people realize that he is actually very good at singing.

And this song...

Closing her eyes again, Laisha's expression was much more relaxed than before.

If she heard correctly, it should be "yellow" by Coldplay.

Two hours is not a long drive.

Nakahara Nakaya held the luggage in one hand and Laisha who was still rubbing her eyes with the other, and got on the bus that received tourists at the station.

One second before Laisha knocked on the window, Nakahara also extended his hand.

And when she realized that she was touching his hand, the last few sleepy bugs in her were completely scared away.

The bus stopped not far from the site specially opened up by the organizer for camping.

After getting off the car with the luggage, Zhong Yuanzhong also took all the luggage except Raisha's own mountaineering bag.

"There is still a long way to go, don't get lost."

Mr. Cadre pulled the luggage and urged her again.

And Miss Champion had no choice but to take the trouble to nod her head in response.

After walking all the way to the entrance, Laisha realized that they didn't come too early.

Before them, there were already quite a few strange people in strange costumes queuing up.

But thankfully, the line is not too long.

Zhong Yuan also patted the top of the luggage, "You sit on it and rest for a while, I'll go and change the ticket."

As he spoke, he held Laisha's waist with both hands and put her directly on the luggage.

When Raisha stared at him with wide eyes in shock, he finally showed his first smile of the day.

"Don't run around, you'll lose it."

Laisha couldn't move the luggage, but she couldn't leave it alone, so she could only shout at the back of Chuya Nakahara, who had gone far away: "Chuya Nakahara, do you think I'm still a child!"

After all, after some distance, Zhongyuan Zhong didn't hear her cry.

However, when he came back after exchanging tickets, he had already guessed her dissatisfaction as soon as he saw her angry face.

Zhong Yuanzhong also smiled, stretched out his right hand, palm up, "stretch out your hand."

Laisha didn't know what to do, she frowned and stretched out her right hand.

In the next second, Nakahara took out the ticket bracelet for the Fuji Music Festival and put it on her wrist.

"One bracelet per person, to prove your identity as a tourist."

Then he put another bracelet in her palm.

"As for this one, it's mine."

Zhongyuan Zhong also did not take back his right hand.

And there is no ticket bracelet on his wrist.