Bai Lianhua suffers from him not going to the plot

Tang Yunfan's mind seemed to have a big clock beating non-stop, and the chaos became a mess.Rationally, he knew that separation was the best choice for him and Tang Shisu, but the depression oppressed his throat, and he wanted to say something to stop him.

He opened his mouth, then quickly tightened his lips, "Whatever you want."

Seeing his indifference, Tang Zhengming said in a deep voice, "You let me down so much!"

As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the room was suddenly opened. Tang Zhengming frowned and looked, only to see Tang Shisu walking in. His face was very pale, and he looked as if he was about to collapse at any time.

"Sorry." He apologized first, and then said, "This is my problem."

Yang Wanxiu followed behind, she wanted to pull Tang Shisu out, so she called him anxiously: "Shisu, what nonsense are you talking about?"

Tang Zhengming was in an extremely bad mood, he waved his hand and said, "I already know, you should go out first."

Tang Shisu saw Tang Yunfan who was indifferent, and said seriously: "Brother is not wrong, I like him, don't blame him."

But it was too late, Tang Zhengming didn't believe his words, and the child's "like" was a childish and ridiculous thing in his eyes, even if he explained it, he couldn't approve the reason.

Tang Shisu also knew it was too late, just now Yang Wanxiu wanted to appease him and wait for this matter to pass, she chose to tell him when she saw that the matter was irreversible, because she was afraid that he would do something else.

Tang Zhengming felt that they were messing around, so he said in a low voice, "Enough!"

The low air pressure enveloped the room, Tang Yunfan laughed abruptly, and said to Tang Shisu viciously, "You're so stupid, I've been fed up with it for a long time, but luckily I can get rid of your burden forever in the future."

Tang Shisu stared at him blankly, his fresh heart seemed to be torn into pieces, the scarlet blood quickly dried up into glaring clots, everything withered and collapsed rapidly.

He was left behind.

Why is this, maybe it shouldn't be like this, but things will always develop towards the worst.

Yang Wanxiu abandoned him, and now Tang Yunfan also abandoned him.

Tang Yunfan forced himself to look away from Tang Shisu's face, afraid that his heart would say something he shouldn't say, and his sour emotions would rise uncontrollably, making his eyes a little sour.

Only then did Tang Zhengming realize that Tang Yunfan had said something that made people angry, and he subconsciously slapped him on the cheek to protect his dignity as a father!

But before he touched Tang Yunfan, he was stopped by a hand. Tang Zhengming used a lot of strength, but Tang Shisu's hand stopped his wrist abruptly, and he couldn't move an inch.

When he met the boy's amber eyes, he suddenly felt uneasy, and his intuition made him withdraw his hand.

"Shi Su, you are a good boy, I am sorry for Yun Fan's doing this kind of thing, and you don't want to speak for him anymore, I will arrange everything."

Tang Yunfan's face was full of impatience, and his eyes fell on a place in the void, completely unaffected.

Tang Shisu spoke with a tense voice, "I don't want to leave this house."

He is usually well-behaved and sensible. Seeing his persistence, Tang Zhengming felt that Tang Yunfan had harmed him a lot, so he said in a more relaxed tone, "You... Dad said he wanted you to live there for a while, I I think this is better with your mother, I know you are a sensible child, but it doesn’t matter where you live.”

The adults' lies were cleverly woven, Tang Shisu knew that as long as he left this house, Tang Zhengming and Yang Wanxiu would not allow him to meet Tang Yunfan.

In the end, he was driven to a desperate situation. Maybe he shouldn't have enjoyed everything Tang Yunfan gave before, but now the backlash is as deep as a ghost eating his bones and blood, tearing away his happiness bit by bit, laughing at him for not being worthy of it.

Tang Shisu didn't reply, and stood quietly like a puppet that had lost its soul. Instead, Tang Yunfan said, "Don't waste my time if you have nothing to say," and left.

Yang Wanxiu glanced at Tang Yunfan's leaving back, then looked at Tang Shisu, "What's the matter? Shisu, you just took the matter too seriously, and you just went to live there for a while."

Obviously, it was she who contributed to the situation and became what she is today.

Tang Shisu suddenly bent his lips abnormally, the dimple was still clean and beautiful, he smiled and said, "I have no choice, do I?"

The look in his eyes was cold and gloomy, without any smile.

Yang Wanxiu's goosebumps stood up at this glance, she was clearly a teenager, how could her eyes be so scary?

Before she could react, she saw Tang Shisu leave, and she followed closely. She was relieved to see that he entered her room instead of looking for Tang Yunfan.

......

Tang Yunfan couldn't sleep, all he could think about was Tang Shisu's affairs, one moment he was telling him not to leave him behind, and the next moment it was his pale face, feeling empty in his heart, almost out of breath.

Maybe he was sorry for Tang Shisu.

Tang Yunfan managed to fall asleep in the early hours of the morning, but had to get up to go to school within a few hours.

And the two adults didn't sleep well, and Tang Shisu was still not seen downstairs. Tang Zhengming glanced at him, and waited for him to finish his breakfast before saying, "We will take care of Shisu's matter, no matter what your previous state of mind is." , let me find out that you are messing around and go directly to school to live in."

In the evening, wait for a result.

With a smile on her face, Yang Wanxiu said as if nothing had happened: "Yunfan, Shisu won't be able to go to school with you in the future, he will transfer to his father's school."

Tang Yunfan pursed his lips and said nothing,

Seeing that he didn't speak, Yang Wanxiu simply made it clear, "I hope you don't contact each other in the future. You are still children now, and you can't tell what is true love. In fact, it is good for you."

"When you grow up, you might feel naive when you think about it now."

Tang Yunfan was furious, and suddenly got up to startle her, and looked at her with disdain in brown eyes, "What qualifications do you have to teach me?"

Yang Wanxiu's body froze, and she didn't dare to meet his sharp eyes, "Yunfan, I know you don't like me all the time, but I have long regarded you as a family member."

"How can you be worthy of someone who even takes advantage of your own son?" Tang Yunfan said coldly, and walked directly upstairs.

Just when Tang Zhengming came down from upstairs, "What are you doing up there? We'll have dinner later."

Seeing that Tang Yunfan ignored him, he walked to the table and sat down, frowning and said, "How dare you lose your temper just like that."

Yang Wanxiu clasped her hands, forced a smile and said, "I just told him about Shisu, maybe he was annoyed."

For a few days, Tang Yunfan could only see Tang Shisu at the dinner table, and then they went back to their rooms after eating, like prisoners under guard.

This night, Tang Yunfan still fell asleep very late, even if he fell asleep, he was very restless.Until the dream broke, he opened his eyes in a daze, and saw a figure standing beside the bed in the dim room.

Tang Yunfan woke up instantly from the hazy drowsiness, his whole heart was beating wildly, his throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't make a sound.

The figure noticed that he was awake, moved slightly, and called him very softly, "Brother."

Tang Yunfan was beating wildly, as if his heart was being held by one hand, and he was no longer nervous. Immediately afterwards, unspeakable emotions came to his heart, and he asked in a steady voice, "Why are you in my room?"

Tang Shisu bent down, but due to the dimness of the space, he couldn't see each other's faces clearly, "I'm leaving tomorrow."

Tang Yunfan's mind was empty, he knew it would be a matter of time, and he didn't know what he was going to say, "Oh."

The black shadow pressed down on him, and Tang Shisu hugged him. Tang Yunfan clearly felt Tang Shisu's body tremble slightly, and the hug was so strong that he seemed to be bound.

"Are you leaving me?"

Before Tang Yunfan could answer, his already low voice became weaker, "It's all my fault, bro, don't leave me behind, I'm sorry."

He cried.

Tang Yunfan's eyes were sore, affected by his emotions, "What's wrong with you? It's just that you shouldn't like me, we will become like this sooner or later."

He paused, and then said, "letting go of me is the best choice for you."

Tang Yunfan didn't mention the word lost, but every sentence persuaded him to give up.

Tang Shisu's voice was hoarse: "Then let's leave and go to a place where they can't find it. I have everything ready."

Tang Yunfan was shocked by his words, "Are you crazy? You can think of such an idea!"

"But how can I keep you?" Tang Shisu's trembling and weeping sound was heartbreaking.

Tang Yunfan suddenly thought of the poems of Borges in the original world:

What can I do to keep you?I offer you the poor streets, the hopeless sunsets, the moon of the run-down suburbs.

"Don't cry, be strong." Tang Yunfan sighed, really worried that Tang Shisu would be considered a bully if he cried so much if he went to a new environment.

Although, no one should be able to bully him.

Except for him, an adult in soul, his brother on the surface always makes him cry.Even so, he didn't understand why Tang Shisu liked him.

Anyway, they separated.

After Tang Shisu transferred to another school, Tang Yunfan's performance was no different from usual, except that he, who had never talked much, spoke even less.

He was used to Tang Shisu's existence, and it would be very difficult for people to change a habit. At first, people in the class would ask where Tang Shisu was going, but gradually no one asked. It was drawn out, and then blurred into countless small water droplets and evaporated in the air.

Disappeared.

High School

A new classmate was transferred to class one and three in senior high school. He looked very good-looking, but he didn't seem to like talking very much, and he always looked out the window in class, not knowing what he was thinking.

Class [-] is a key class, and most of the students feel that he is a class that was paid for by the transfer students and that he does not listen carefully to the class.

It was true that Tang Shisu didn't attend the class, he knew everything he could say on stage, but he was about to lose his hold.

Thinking about someone, wanting to look at him all the time, how can I survive these times?

Tang Yunfan lied to others, he would put it down wherever he came to a new environment.

He didn't know that some boys in the class were unhappy with him, especially his good looks were more likely to attract girls' attention. The boys in the class were secretly pushing him out, but he didn't care.

Not long after the transfer, the summer vacation is here.

This is a summer vacation without Tang Yunfan.

......

Tang Yunfan's hard work was not in vain in the arts and science class of the second year of high school. When he saw Sun Zaishu in the class, he knew that he was assigned to the key class.

He and Zhao Dingting, who had been at the same table in the first year of high school, sat down together again.

In addition, there are not many people in the new class who can talk.

On the other side, Tang Shisu entered the key science class. The people in the class were not familiar with him before, and now they are completely unfamiliar. In addition, it was said that he did not study and rely on money to get into the key class. student exclusion.

Because there will be an elimination system for important exams, the competition is fierce and most students will feel unfair and disgusted with "airborne/soldier".

So within a week, Tang Shisu was targeted.

Not long after school, the boy was just looking out of the window quietly, when a broom stick hit his desk directly, making a loud bang.

A boy yelled: "I'm so annoying, people are blocking the seats after school, why don't you clean it?!"

The pimple-faced boy suddenly got angry. He had been unhappy with Tang Shisu for a long time, not only because of his "airborne/soldier" status, but also because the girl he liked praised Tang Shisu for being good-looking, and made fun of him for being like a toad.

Some people in the class were doing their homework or joking around in their seats. When they heard the movement, they all looked at them, looking like they were watching the show.

Tang Shisu turned his head, looked at the person with extremely moving amber eyes, and smiled.

This kind of smile seemed kind to others, but in the next second, Tang Shisu picked up the book on the table and threw it at the boy.

The boy didn't expect that his attitude would change as soon as he said it. When the book hit his stomach, his face turned pale instantly, and he fell backwards to the ground, covering his stomach with his palms so painfully that he couldn't speak, and sweated like crazy.

"Damn, Zhu Zhi, what are you pretending, it's too exaggerated hahaha——"

"Get up, do you have a book?"

Zhu Zhi really couldn't stand up, he felt that he was going to die of pain, and the tears flowed out involuntarily.

Just a book, nothing more, why does it hurt so much? !

But he could still see, the young man with white lips and red teeth picked up the book as if nothing had happened, looked down at him, his amber eyes under long eyelashes were calm and unwavering.

A smile is not a pure signal at all, but a warning before the poisonous snake attacks.

A clear and pleasant boy's voice sounded, "Please don't put the broom on my desk next time."

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Note: [What can I use to keep you?I offer you the poor streets, the hopeless sunsets, the moon of the run-down suburbs. ]

From "What Can I Keep You" by Jorge Luis Borges