Promised period

For the first time, Chen Jue knew that even without any wounds, his body would tremble with pain.

On such a cold and humid night, he put a sweater on Song Ke, and after carrying it on his body, he could no longer see the road clearly.His eyelids were trembling, his hands and feet were trembling uncontrollably, his chest was throbbing with pain, everything in front of him was spinning, but it wasn't because of anything, it was just because of fear.

Fear that Song Ke will leave her, fear that Song Ke will never wake up again.

I never knew that people could be in pain like this, like a chest was cut open alive by a knife, and a piece of flesh was gouged out, and the heart was cut like a knife.He took in a breath in the severe pain, felt that every bone in his body was cracked, felt his liver and gallbladder cracked, and began to feel dizzy and tinnitus for no reason.

He carried Song Ke to his car, and fastened his seat belt with trembling hands.The passing vehicles and street lights outside looked like eyes of judgment, but he could only keep his bloodshot eyes wide open, staring at the road ahead with all his strength, and drove the car out anxiously amidst periods of stronger oxygen deficiency.

Fast, must be fast.

For some reason, there was such a voice in my heart.

The night sky was like a thick black cloth, covering the ground so that there was no trace of fresh air, but the wind was cold and damp.Song Ke curled up on the seat, her body curled up into a ball completely unintentionally, and her hands pressed her stomach tightly.Chen Jue drove the car frantically towards the hospital. He drove through every red light at full speed, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and the surrounding buildings almost had double images.

At the intersection where you turned left, you should have waited for the light, but Song Ke suddenly trembled slightly, and foam began to form at the mouth.Chen Jue turned his head to glance, just one glance, the cold touch suddenly crawled across his brain like a snake.

wrong……

wrong.

This scene seems familiar, but when did it happen?

The eyes flickered, the heart twitched and trembled rapidly in the chest, and the nerves became inexplicably tense.He seemed to be terrified of something happening in his heart, but he couldn't say it, the top of his head was shrouded in dark clouds, and the neon lights and traffic outside the window suddenly became distorted and mottled.

No, it can’t be like this anymore, you have to stay awake, and Song Ke——

Before the thoughts of fear disappeared, a bright light flashed in front of my eyes, and the car body spun violently on the slippery road!

With a bang, it collided head-on with another car.

The next moment the windshield slammed open, and he threw himself sideways with all his strength, holding Song Ke firmly in his arms.

The person who cares the most is unconsciousness, the out-of-control car, and the powerless self.All the details are like a replay, familiar as if a nightmare that has never left, gushing out from the depths of memory like a storm.Chen Jue's forehead was punctured by a sharp piece of glass, blood flowed down the corner of his forehead, and his eyes were so blurred that he couldn't open his eyes at all, but he still hugged Song Ke, his arms were like cast iron, and he tightly hugged the bony girl in his arms. body refused to let go.

There seemed to be someone in his mind telling him not to let go, absolutely not to let go, because once he let go, he would never be able to hold him again.

who is it?

There was a buzzing in my ears, I don't know if it was the cold wind blowing in or something.His whole body was convulsed from the cold, and blood seeped into his eyes, but he heard his own voice struggling in vain: "It's okay, I'll take you to the hospital right away..."

It seemed to have passed through a long distance, for a long time, but only the faint sound of breathing responded.

The blood in front of his eyes was like mist.He heard the beating heartbeat in his chest, smelled the faint smell of medicine, and smelled the strong smell of blood.Holding on to the seat, he couldn't stand upright anyway, until the back of his hand suddenly got wet and his heart shrank——

"Chen Jue..."

Someone was calling him, in a low voice.

He trembled all over in anxiety, clenched his teeth and clenched his fists, and tried for a long time before barely opening his eyes.As a result, in the blurred vision, what he saw was his mother.

What is mother?

It turned out to be the mother.

A big tear fell on the back of his hand, it was his mother crying.She was tied on the car seat by the seat belt, and her body could not be turned sideways. Blood was everywhere on her neck and hands. Her hair, which was usually smooth, was disheveled, and the cuffs of her sweater were soaked in bright red.

"Chen Jue..."

Mom is calling him.

He was so anxious that his internal organs were burned, he rushed over to unbuckle her seat belt, and hugged her bruised body into his arms: "Mom, Mom! It's okay, don't be afraid, your son is here, and he will save you."

The emerald bracelet was broken, and the mother's right wrist was bleeding, and she leaned on his shoulder and gasped weakly.He was terrified, put his arms around her and shook her: "Mom, wake up, don't sleep! Don't leave me."

The mother's eyelids were extremely heavy, and a lot of blood flowed from her face.He wiped the sleeve of his shirt, but he couldn't finish it no matter how hard he tried, the fear in his eyes grew deeper and deeper, and finally he could only hold her hand tightly with both hands, "Mom... it's me, open your eyes and see if I'm okay good?"

She was still holding a half-wet tissue in her palm, because she was still crying about him before taking the medicine.Thinking that Chen Jue and Chen Nian would lose their mother again from now on, she couldn't help feeling sad.Why is her child so good, but her life is so miserable?She wiped her tears with a tissue in her left hand, grabbed a handful of sleeping pills in her right hand and swallowed them, not at all afraid, but reluctant.

Chen Jue hugged her and cried bitterly in the car, because this was the second time he had lost his mother.

He didn't understand why his mother came and left, he didn't understand why his mother was killed by him, he didn't understand, he really didn't understand, why wasn't he the one who died?His mother had never harmed anyone in her life. The only thing she did wrong was to marry his father and become his mother. She died on the way to the hospital for rescue.

It turned out that he himself sent his mother to Huangquan Road with his own hands.

It was him.

Opening her eyes for the last time, her mother just looked at him, staring blankly at him, shedding two lines of tears.He wanted to raise his hand to touch his son's face, but he couldn't do it anyway, so he had to put his face in her palm in a panic.

"Mother!"

In the end, she only wiped the blood from his forehead for him.

It turned out that he himself was seriously injured, his head was bleeding, and his eyes were full of red blood, but he still shouted hoarsely: "Mom, my son is afraid..."

She is not afraid, but he is, but she can't help it.

In fact, she took medicine to atone for her husband.But at the last moment, he didn't want to die anymore and wanted to stay, because he was afraid that Chen Jue would be overwhelmed.

She pressed her slightly cool fingers on his forehead, lying there just inhaling, but unfortunately her vocal cords were already stiff.He opened his mouth, uh uh huh, his tongue couldn't be straightened out, no matter how hard he tried, he could only open his eyes unwillingly, staring at the grown-up Chen Jue.

The hand slipped down softly, unable to hold it anymore.

At the moment when he lost his mother, Chen Jue hated himself so much, his body was in pain, but his soul was at a loss.He didn't even realize that his mother was gone, and he didn't realize that his mother died in his arms. He was as weak as a newborn baby, and he was still saying, "Mom, I was wrong, I'll eat well." , I'm going back to work at the company, don't leave us..."

He was wrong, he was too obsessed, he was too emotional.He is the son of his parents, and he also learned the advantages of his parents.He is as good as Chen Zongyi, but not as cold-blooded as Chen Zongyi. He is as sincere as Xu Dongyun, but not as restrained as Xu Dongyun.He is warm, forthright, decisive, and intelligent.He has a lazy personality, but he is serious in his work, spends a lot of money, and he is sympathetic to the hard work of making money.He is the most unique Chen Jue in the world, he is very good, but good people also make mistakes.

He should have stopped as Song Ke hoped, but unfortunately he didn't. The three words "can't forget" harmed him and his mother, so he forced himself to forget it.This curse followed him like a nightmare, and after a year, it cast a net again.

The past was turned page by page before his eyes, and he saw his mother die in the Porsche.

Remember, Porsche. He bought it for more than 300 million yuan, and the price was not surprising, but at that time, Quan Linjiang couldn't find a second one, which he was proud of for a long time.

At that time, as soon as he brought the car home, he was reprimanded by his father, saying that he was idle, ignorant and incompetent, and he was a prodigal.But his stepmother smiled and vouched for him at dinner: "If it can be driven for three years, it is not a luxury on average. Besides, Chen Jue has performed very well this year, and he knows how to bring gifts for his family when he goes out to play." Dad pouted on his wrist, "I said before that I didn't like the watch my son gave me, but now I wear it so much that I don't want to take it off. Let me tell you, as long as my son knows how to respect us, it's no big deal to buy a few cars."

Mom still knows me best.

That night he went to show his hospitality: "The new car is very comfortable to sit in. I will take you out for a drive another day. You can go anywhere you want."

The Chinese-style study room does not look very luxurious, but it is warmly and spaciously furnished.Sitting upright behind the dark mahogany desk, his mother had a gentle smile and a graceful demeanor, tapping his head with the spine of the book in her hand.

"Don't talk too much. Did you buy this car to carry me? Take advantage of the good weather recently and go out with your friends. I don't like to ride in cars when I'm old."

"Mom, how old are you? Believe it or not, someday you might be taken as my sister when you go out with me."

The two sat in the study room, the floor heating made the soles of their feet warm, the dim sum dishes on the table were plated with light gold sand, the tables and chairs were painted smooth and clean, and the bookshelves behind them exuded an elegant aroma.

Later, when they talked about his getting married, she couldn't help nagging a few words.He didn't like to listen, so he stood up with a straight face: "Mom, can you stop urging me, I said I won't get married. Now what age do you still want to stay, what if you don't have children? If it doesn't work, I will go to the orphanage Adopt ten or eight."

She raised her head and looked at him, and suddenly her adopted son had grown so big that he seemed to be able to break through the ceiling.

"Adopted ones are no better than biological ones after all."

He didn't take it seriously: "Needless to say, I don't believe in blood relationship. Who let me be raised by you? If you want to blame, you are too kind to me."

"What's the matter?" She had no choice but to take her son, and sat there quietly, but she was very considerate in her heart.

Then Chen Jue got acquainted with Song Ke, and was in a stalemate with his father for this reason. It was not until his father passed away that he mediated through his stepmother and said a few soft words.Then there will be a few years of peace and quiet, that is, the side I met at home.Song Ke left without a word of explanation. Xu Dongyun is such a clear person, of course she knew that there must be a reason for what happened, but she never interfered in the child's private affairs, and she didn't realize the seriousness of the matter until very late.

After visiting Song Ke once, she returned home and asked Aunt Gu, "Have you eaten?"

Holding the tray, Aunt Gu just shook her head.

She didn't speak either, she just went into the bedroom and drew the curtains tightly, and took out some things she had treasured for many years.There are love poems written by Chen Zongyi to her, tickets to the ballroom when they first dated, and a set of wedding photos taken by them.

Although Chen Zongyi's legs and feet are inconvenient, he dances with a bit of style.On the first official date, he took Xu Dongyun to the ballroom. He was tall, and the lights inside were dim, so he could keep up with the slow pace of three steps.At first, she was very cautious, because she had only stayed on campus for many years and had little contact with society. This kind of place was quite unfamiliar to her.But Chen Zongyi was a gentleman, he didn't talk much, and he danced calmly with his arms around her waist.But she always stepped on his feet, she was very stupid, and kept apologizing to him. He said it was okay, and she would learn it after a few more times.

"Learning is just learning. I can't dance well."

"It's the greatest honor for you to come." He said, "Most people are not lucky enough to meet a dance partner like you."

She doesn't usually watch the news, and it was only after three months of dating that she found out that he was married and even had two children.Of course there are scruples, but it is difficult to make up your mind to separate from him.Later, I also met with the two children, and found that the children are very cute and sensible. The younger sister is still young, especially the elder brother. He already understands a lot of truths at a young age, and never makes things difficult for her, a "foreigner".

Even when facing her, her elder brother occasionally offered to show his favor.For the first time at home during the Chinese New Year, he gave her a handcrafted car model, and the Lego figure driving inside looked a bit like him.She liked it very much and has kept it to this day.

On the night she left, she folded the suicide note neatly, and the car was on top of it.

She said, son, mother is gone.

Don't feel guilty, things have to be settled, Mom just doesn't want to go on like this.

Just now you said that I am not your mother. Although this is true, my mother is still a little sad.I remember when you lost your temper with me on the street because of a Superman toy when you were young, you also yelled at me with wide-eyed eyes: "You are not my mother! My mother died long ago!" At that time, I really wanted to throw you away in a fit of anger. But I was afraid that your father would scold me, so I had no choice but to take you back in disgrace.In fact, you don't understand, there must always be a red face between parents.Your father has been domineering for so many years, but he still feels a little guilty towards you and your sister, and he is willing to accommodate you in everything, so I have no choice but to be the bad guy.

It's the same thing this time.Your father's life is good, let go of the troubles he caused, and leave us orphans and widows to clean up for him.But what to do?You call me mother for a day, and I have to take care of you for a day until you don't need it.After thinking about it, my mother decided to fulfill you.If we owe someone a life, we should pay him back, that's the most fair way.

After making this determination, my mother became more at ease.People have to admit when they do something wrong, escape cannot solve the problem, your father has escaped all his life, and he is still worried about the day when things will be revealed until his death.He is cowardly, we cannot be like him, especially if you are a man, you must know the truth that holding your head high is more important than anything else.

After I leave, you should not be burdened by thoughts, but dare to pursue happiness, and living a good life is the best reward for me.Also, take good care of your younger sister, she is arrogant, but she cares about you more than anyone else.

Son, this is the last time I will call you that.The fate of our mother and child is over, and you can only go on the road ahead, remember to be strong.