Promised period

After hearing this sentence, Chen Jue paused.

"You admit it?"

Song Ke was panting slowly as the world spun, and the bloody smell in her nasal cavity was getting thicker and thicker, but she couldn't feel any pain in her body.

Yes, everything that wanted to escape and forget has come back, so what is there to be afraid of?

You don't have to worry about Chen Jue knowing, you don't have to worry about Chen Jue being suspicious anymore, everything will be fine if you admit it.If all the pain must be borne by someone, then he is the most suitable person to be this person.Their relationship ended here, and it seemed that they had no regrets.

After gritting his teeth and standing up, he actually felt relieved.

The mouth is full of fishy-sweet rusty taste, perhaps biting the tongue.I pinched my leg with my hands because I didn't have the strength. At first, I still felt pain, but then even the pain disappeared, leaving only a kind of paralyzing pleasure and relaxation.

"It's just what you think." The voice fluttered strangely in the ear, it seemed clear, but faintly far away.

"Your mother asked me to forgive you. It's ridiculous. Don't you... want me to forgive you unless my father comes back to life. You don't have to pay any price. Just say sorry and just want to get rid of it. How can I be so cheap to you?"

He spoke intermittently, his voice was as soft as sleepwalking, but Chen Juequan heard it, and asked sharply: "So you can force her to go to a dead end?"

"I didn't force her," she paused, trembling, but her meaning was clear, "How can it be called forcing? I just told her the truth."

As soon as the voice fell to the neck, Chen Jue pinched it tightly, and the ending sound broke like a kite.He gasped for breath, everything in front of him turned into a blurred halo, Chen Jue glared at him furiously right in front of his eyes, the veins on the back of his hand protruded as if they were going to break his neck, but it was still fine after pinching for a long time The land grows there.

It's really boring, I still can't bear it until this second.

"Didn't you eat?" He smiled with tears in his eyes, "Why don't you have any energy?"

Chen Juefa tightened his fingers, finally he was so painful that he couldn't stand still, but he still stared at the person in front of him.Just before he was about to faint, the hands on his neck were loosened suddenly, fresh air poured into his lungs that had been suppressed for a long time, and he turned his head away and coughed violently in an instant.

"How stupid do you think I am?" Chen Jue's eyes were scarlet, and his voice was hoarse as if it had been polished by sandpaper, "I thought I found the most important person, I thought I could make up for the previous shortcomings, and I even wanted to buy you another one." As for the ring... I made the greatest determination to change back to the original me, Song Ke, how could you hide this from me, how could you continue to stay by my side with peace of mind after killing my mother?"

Chen Jue used to be like this, calling him by his full name when he was happy, and calling him by his full name when he was angry.Such Song Ke Song Ke's yelling seems to be serious and also seems to be extra careless.And he doesn't often call Chen Jue's name, and this year, he only calls Chen Jue's name when he is feeling helpless and helpless.

The moment his right hand was pulled up, his back shrank slightly, and when he turned around, the cold face was reflected in his pupils.

"Take it off."

It took a while to understand what Chen Jue was going to do. In an instant, he forgot all the pain, and just wanted to stop him from stripping off the ring.But Chen Jue was so strong and his movements were so ruthless, Song Ke was so anxious that his eyes were bloodshot, no matter how much he broke his hands, he couldn't move them, and finally he could only stare at those helpless eyes and said anxiously: "Leave the ring behind!" Give it to me, you don't care anyway. You gave Zhong Wenting so many things in the past, I don't want anything but this one, leave it to me, I will never contact you again in the future, shall we make a clean break?"

Chen Jue didn't speak.

His hand was so hard that Song Ke could hardly resist the pain, but both hands were still tightly clenched and dare not let go.There is another way, there are other ways... Unable to break his fingers, he had to desperately raise the volume: "Why do you do this? You have no right to do this. The ring is mine, and it is mine if you give it to me! Chen Jue Are you still a man? There is no gift to return to what you give away, let go!"

The moment he really let go of his hand, he staggered two steps, and the ring rolled to the side.He rushed over to pick it up hastily, held it in the palm of his hand and pressed it in his arms when he picked it up, his eyes became black and white and dizzy.Chen Jue asked in a calm voice from behind: "If you really cared about our relationship, how could you have the heart to hurt my family? Would you have nightmares when you were lying next to me, and would you feel bad conscience when you thought of her? When you took it out on her, when you forced her to die, did you ever think—"

After a moment of silence, the voice trembled and hoarse: "Have you ever thought about me, about the future?"

future……

The word is too far away, out of reach.Song Ke's mind was agitated, and there were countless words accumulated in her chest, but she just shook her head while clutching the ring: "I can't care about that much anymore."

It is impossible for a person to want everything.If he wants the past, he can't force it in the future; if he wants family affection, he can't force love.

Chen Jue looked at him from behind him: "I seem to know you for the first time, Song Ke, you are more ruthless than I imagined."

This adjective is very fresh.In the past, Chen Jue either said that he was stupid or that he was hypocritical, smart or ruthless. Such words were not meant for him.

Take revenge on me, he thought, he is not afraid.

A person squatted there, next to Xu Dongyun's photo, looking at him with a smile.He was not afraid, holding his ring tightly with both hands, neither turning his head nor making a sound, just waiting so quietly, he couldn't tell what he was waiting for.

It took a long time before the footsteps of leaving came, and Chen Jue left.

After a long time, he clenched his teeth, trembling, and fell on the tombstone and wept bitterly.

There was no other movement around, even the wind stopped, only a dry whimpering voice.He felt it was a pity that after loving Chen Jue for so long, he finally lost him, and felt relieved that after waiting for Chen Jue for so long, he could finally stop waiting.

Chen Jue, where are you?

Why don't you come back to me.

I have no way to wait for you anymore, because I have been waiting for you for too long, my body is about to become a skeleton, my memory is about to become a wisp of smoke, I can hardly remember your appearance, your voice.I dare not say that I have worked hard, but I just feel hopeless, because the pain is like the steps on this mountain, with no end in sight, no way to walk, and there is no you by my side.

He stayed on the mountain for nearly two hours, and he didn't stand up until he was dizzy, and moved down the mountain with all the things he could hold.The ground lights on both sides were glaring. He squinted his swollen eyes. Because his vision was blurred, he almost slipped down the steps several times. In a hurry, he grabbed the iron chain next to him. As a result, his mouth was covered in blood, and he walked away again. There was still blood on the chain far, far away.

He couldn't get a taxi on the way back, so he walked down the mountain road.The curved and arc-shaped road is like a meandering river, and the shadows of the mountains in the distance overlap one after another. Looking out, there is still a brightly lit city, which is within reach but out of reach. The noise has always been far away from him.

He never made a sound, stopped when there was a car light far behind him, stretched out his hand to stop him, and let it be fine if he left.He is not in a hurry to go back.

Without a car, you still have two legs.

The distance was so long, he walked very slowly along the side of the road, his feet were full of fallen rocks, and his hands were full of rock ash.As I walked, I thought about my short life.Toss and turn, pain and joy, it turned out that it was only 30 years.

In terms of career, he is considered mediocre.In terms of background, he has nothing extraordinary, there is only one thing to say——

Father loves himself very much.

But that is also a thing of the past, my father has already left, leaving me alone in the world.If Dad is alive in heaven, he should be very disappointed with himself.Revenge is not cruel enough, and letting go is not free and easy.

But he forgot that his father never told him to take revenge, let alone let him stand out, but just told him to take care of his body.

He forgot.

He thought his father would blame him for making a mess of his life, blaming him for torturing himself like this, saying that he would forget someone but never could.

Dad, I'll go find you, okay?

He picked up a leaf from the side of the road and held it in his hand. After running a few steps, he limped to a stop. Like his father, he put the leaf between his lips and played the harmonica softly.

I haven't played it for many years, and I'm very unfamiliar with it, so I can't make any sound.I remembered what my father said back then: "Maybe they don't dislike you, they just don't like playing the harmonica." Warm liquid gushed out of my eyes, and I felt even more unworthy.

Why is dad so powerful?A person can hold up a home, no matter how big the storm is always in front of him.Thinking of this, I feel a little regretful. If Dad stays with him for a few more years, he can teach him more things.

The leaves are very bitter, even if you put them in your mouth, you have to take them out after a while.The better things are, the harder it is to keep them, especially him, who has always been dull since he was a child, not good at expressing his inner thoughts and love.

So he couldn't say anything until Dad left, and he couldn't say anything until Chen Jue left.Procrastinating and procrastinating, procrastinating to now he also wants to leave, but still feels regretful.

Fortunately, on the phone that day, I already told Chen Jue what I wanted to say, even though it was four years late.

I didn't get home until one or two in the morning, and I was exhausted.Taking the key and pushing the door open, before turning on the light, Xiao Jiu meowed and ran to his feet, circling around, rubbing his little head gently against his calf, as if to comfort and please.

You must know that Xiao Jiu is a very cold cat.Feeling comforted for a moment, he squatted down and stroked the fur on its back, his voice was so hoarse that he almost didn't recognize it: "I'm fine, let's go play."

But it still doesn't go.

He smiled dully, fumbled to turn on the light in the living room, raised his gaze but stood there in a daze.

Only the piece of red rope remained on the door frame of the bedroom, and the wind chime tower that had been torn apart lay quietly on the floor, and it was impossible to appear again.It turned out that Xiao Jiu got into trouble, not because he sensed that something was wrong with his master.

He was in a daze at first, then slowly became angry, his chest heaved and he felt it was difficult to breathe.Grabbing the cat fiercely, I raised my hand to teach it a lesson, but I couldn't be cruel to it.After all, he promised to take care of it for the rest of his life, how could he get angry like this?

What's more, it is unintentional, and the wind chime tower is useless in the first place.

He was sitting on the ground, Xiao Jiu crawled up her knees to show her kindness to him, her soft body cuddled up to him, but he couldn't hold it up anymore.Sitting in a quiet home like this, surrounded by familiar things, I still feel strange for some reason.

After sitting for a long time, he got up, walked to the door of the bedroom to pick up the string of wind chimes, found another small box, and put those pieces together with the ring on his body.

I don't know when I'm done.He returned to the room, closed his clothes and lay down on the bed, and began to have some distant and vague dreams.The protagonist of the dream has changed, and the plot is no longer tender.

He dreamed that Chen Jue's mother came to see him at that time, and repeatedly asked him to go to the house to have a look, saying: "Chen Jue hasn't eaten or left the house these days, and he won't listen to anyone. I'm afraid he won't be able to survive. What is the conflict between the two of you, Song Ke, you are a good boy, can you tell auntie?"

He pushed her hand away to tell her to mind her own business, and she nearly fell in her high heels, but fortunately was supported by the driver who followed.The driver was furious, and he raised his hand to beat him, but he just replied indifferently: "Your driver is really like a wolf dog, a loyal wolf dog."

She maintained her manners and manners, but asked to speak to him.

He really wanted to take revenge on her, so he agreed to her request.He found a random coffee shop on the side of the road, and he had a showdown with her without saying a few words.He pressed her to ask if she knew what happened back then. She was not good at lying, her eyes flicked from side to side, and she couldn't tell a lie.He humiliated her in public, humiliated an elder who was much older than himself, and asked her hoarsely why she was a tiger, why she had already killed an innocent student and wanted to kill his father again, and made him so Orphaned since childhood.He asked her if she knew how much hunger and stares she had suffered in these years, and asked her if she knew how the female student's mother survived, and how his father couldn't bear it and died.

There was no one to vent about everything back then, so he turned all his anger on her, telling her that he had found a good media, and vowed not to be a human being unless the Chen family was brought down.And she didn't defend anything, just begged him to stop shouting, because if this matter got bigger, Chen Jue and Chen Nian would be implicated.

Those are her children, those who are not biological are also her children.She had to find a way to keep their family property and their family's reputation, not to mention——

What's more, Chen Jue still loves him, deeply in love with his enemy's son.

what to do?There is no way.As a mother, I can only do my best to protect my children.Later, when she heard that he had reported the crime, she came to him again and knelt down to him at home, hoping that he would stop pursuing it, but he only felt that she was hypocritical, because the apology came too late.

Song Ke woke up in pain, her chest was so tight that she couldn't breathe, for no reason.After being quiet for a long time, I felt better. When I turned my head and saw the bright moonlight outside, it seemed that he was the only one left in the whole world.

When I touched my pocket, the leaf was still there.

He took it out to blow, but it didn't make a sound, and his body felt cold.I felt vaguely that I had forgotten something important, so I just kept my eyes open and didn't get up until dawn.

As a result, the moment I walked out, I realized what I forgot.All night long, he forgot to close the door, and Xiao Jiu had already disappeared without a trace.

Even it left him.