both you and me

The next day, Yunxi specially chose a dignified dress and came to my house with fruit in her arms. My mother had already prepared dinner. When Yunxi came in, she went to the table and ate directly. Said, Yunxi naturally didn't dare to say anything more, for fear that if he said a wrong sentence, the matter would become difficult to deal with.

After dinner, my mother called Yunxi to the living room, and the two of them sat without talking at first. I was washing dishes in the kitchen, but I kept paying attention to the sounds in the living room.

"Do you know why I called you here?"

My mother spoke first.

"I don't know, but I know it must be related to Mingming."

Yunxi replied to my mother, I can feel that every word she said is very cautious.

"Do you love Mingming?"

"If I don't love her, how can I let her live in the most important position in my heart until now?"

"How much do you love her?"

"If I can, I will love her with my life, no matter when it is obviously more important than my life."

"Okay, I agree with you to be together, but you have to promise me the following conditions, first, go abroad to register your marriage with Mingming, second, write all the property under your name in Mingming's name, third, if One day you obviously don't love you anymore, you have to let her go. Can you do these three things?"

"No problem, as long as I can give it, I will not be stingy."

Yunxi answered without hesitation, and I could hear that she was obviously relieved, maybe in her opinion, these conditions of my mother were too easy for her.

"Aren't you afraid that you will have nothing in the future?"

"Without money, I can earn more. I believe that with my ability, I won't starve to death, but without it, no matter how much money I have, I still have nothing."

"Very good, Wang Yunxi, I hope you can remember every word you said today, if one day you make Mingming sad, I will not let you go."

I knew that my mother agreed with Yunxi and me, and I put down the plate in my hand and breathed a sigh of relief. Not long after, my mother issued an order to evict the guests. I sent Yunxi away, and we went downstairs towards the parking lot.

"Your mother agrees that we are together, why does it feel like you are not very happy?"

Yunxi took my hand and asked softly, I don't want to force a smile on Yunxi, so I continued to keep my face blank, because if I have to wear a mask to be a human being in front of Yunxi, then am I too sad up?

"I don't know. Although there is a feeling of relief in my heart, it is still sour. Maybe it's because my mother's compromise and concessions make me feel a little ashamed of her, because I am destined not to have a granddaughter in this life. .”

Yunxi let go of my hand and put his arms around my shoulders, and we continued walking.

"We can adopt one, but I don't think Wei Ming will allow us to get in touch with your mother too much. That man loves your mother to the point of insanity. He can act as a loving father in front of your mother, but he absolutely regards you as a child in his heart." Zuo has a thorn in his side and a thorn in his flesh, because he transferred all his hatred for Zhou Jiahao to you, but don't worry, as long as conditions permit, I will definitely be filial to your mother with you."

"Ok!"

I believe that Yunxi's promise is from the bottom of my heart, not just to coax me. I watched Yunxi's car gradually disappear from my eyes, turned my head and walked home slowly, raised my head and looked at the sky The moon used to be accompanied by countless stars, but now it is the only one hanging in the sky alone in the sky. It is like a person's life. In the end, you are destined to be alone with yourself.

"Mom, I'm back."

I opened the door of the house and went in to change my shoes at the entrance. My mother sat on the sofa and greeted me when she saw me come back. I knew she had something to say to me.

"I'll go back tomorrow, just let me know when you and Wang Yunxi are going to register abroad, and I'll marry you off at that time, and, no matter when you have to remember, you will always be my most beloved and most beloved Proud daughter, I know I was sorry for you when I was young, and I only hope that I can make it up in my lifetime."

After speaking, my mother patted my hand and got up and went back to the room. I wanted to stand up and give her a hug, but my brain didn't listen to me at all. I didn't get up and walk towards my room until my mother walked into the room .

Lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, I finally sat up and got out of bed, walked out of the room and knocked on my mother's door. After getting Yunxi, I opened the door and walked in. My mother was still asleep, she was leaning on the head of the bed and turning over photo album.

"Mom, I want to sleep with you today."

I don't know if I will still have the chance to sleep with my mother after tonight, or if the two of us are alone. I am conflicted in my heart. I don't know whether it was right or wrong to support her to marry Wei Ming, regardless of Wei Ming's opinion. No matter how he behaves, at least he is sincere to my mother, but his possessiveness is too strong, he wished for me to die, so that my mother could be completely owned by him.

"Okay, come."

My mother smiled and patted her bed. I got on the bed and sat beside my mother, looking at the photo album in her hand. I had never seen this photo album before, and it was full of snapshots.

"I took these photos when you were not paying attention. I told myself when you were born, no matter what, I will take a photo of you every year to record your growth. Later, when you grow up, our The relationship is getting worse and worse, and I can only use sneak shots to record your growth. Look at this picture, this is when you were one year old. At that time, you only ate and slept, which made me worry. Other parents Get up several times in the middle of the night, and you never cry in the middle of the night."

Looking at the photo album in my mother's hand and listening to my mother's memories, I realized at this moment that even when I was a child, her love for me was so strong, but she never showed it. In other words, At that time, she hadn't learned how to be a mother.

"Mom, I've always wanted to ask you, why didn't you object to me being friends with Yunxi at the beginning, and why did you object to us being together before?"

This question is something I have always wanted to ask my mother. I still remember that my mother advised me not to lose this 'friend' because of Yunxi's sexual orientation. My mother's thinking is not that corrupt, but she was so desperately opposed to me being with Yunxi before.

My mother closed the photo album in her hand, stretched out her hand to hold my hand in hers, and watched me speak earnestly.

"I don't discriminate against homosexuality, but I can't accept that my daughter is, maybe this is what everyone thinks, I don't care if other people's sexual orientation is normal, and I don't recommend being friends with them, but I just can't accept my own The child is a member of that group, because this road is really too difficult to walk, and it is too difficult to want to be happy. You see, what you and Wang Yunxi have experienced in these years, life and death have been separated by you. Now you think, After going through so much, will you still blush when you are with Wang Yunxi? Or is it just a habit??"

My mother's words made me fall into deep thought, then I raised my head to look at my mother and spoke my heart to my mother seriously.

"I can't deny that now when I'm with Yunxi, I won't blush, and I won't be like my first love. She will bump my hand when she pulls it, and it can even be said that the left hand touches the right hand, but it doesn't mean that I am with her. Not happy, but on the contrary, Yunxi and I are very happy together, this kind of happiness is not a vigorous love but a long-lasting happiness."

"Obviously, in fact, everything my mother does is for your own good. I'm just worried that Wang Yunxi won't be able to give you happiness. However, it seems that no matter what I do, I can't change your determination to be with her. Then I Why bother to be that wicked person again, and simply fulfill you, I can rest assured that you are doing well, and you should give up if you are doing badly."

I put my arms around my mother's waist and put my head on my mother's chest. For the first time, I was so close to my mother's heart. My mother patted my back lightly.

The next day, Yunxi and I sent my mother to the airport. At the airport, I didn’t have much communication with my mother, because I was afraid that I would cry for nothing, so I sent my mother away and went home with Yunxi. As soon as I got home, Yunxi came to me with an IPAD and handed it to me.

"what is this?"

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