both you and me

She yelled at me, I just looked at her and didn't say anything, after we looked at each other for a while, Yunxi turned his head to the side, and I saw a light flashing in her eyes, it was the tears she was holding back.

"Then just treat it as if I haven't had enough of you. In short, go to the hospital with me first, and we'll talk about the rest later."

I grabbed Yunxi's hand again to go out, Yunxi threw me away again, I grabbed it again, and went back and forth like this several times, I really angered Yunxi, she fell over her shoulder Throwing me on the floor, I gasped in pain, Yunxi pressed me and looked into my eyes and told me clearly.

"Gongsun Mingming, I don't want to see you again!"

As she said, she got up and was about to leave again. I knew that if I really let her go, I would never find her again, so no matter what, I would not let her go. I got up and hugged her tightly from behind. she.

"Wang Yunxi, listen to me too. I won't let you go until you recover from your illness. If you want to break up, you have to wait until you are healthy. You say I'm cheap or whatever. In short, I won't let you go." You leave me like this, or I will hate myself for the rest of my life, you can't be so selfish!"

"Why bother!"

Yunxi smiled bitterly and said weakly, I turned her body so that she looked into my eyes, and I looked at her and said to her seriously.

"Because I love you, I don't deny that I still can't accept your betrayal. Although you didn't mean it, nothing is more important than your life now. If you really feel indebted to me, then please let me Get healthy and give it back to me later."

"You idiot!"

Yunxi hugged me hard, I knew that the tighter she hugged me, the more helpless I would be, so I closed my eyes holding back tears and gently hugged her back.

I took her to the hospital for another detailed examination. The doctor told me that Yunxi's tumor is benign. If the operation is performed immediately, the success rate is as high as 90.00%. I was exhausted, and without even thinking about it, I immediately asked the doctor to go through the hospitalization procedures for Yunxi.

"Eat the apple!"

I handed the peeled apple to Yunxi, and Yunxi took the apple.

"Actually, when I knew I had a tumor, I planned to give up, because I didn't want to spend my energy on such a hopeless thing. I wanted to use my only time to pave a better future for you. Lu, that's when I realized that there is really little I can do for you, other than leaving more money for you so that you have a guarantee for the rest of your life, I can't do anything."

Yunxi looked down at the apple in her hand and said to me very calmly, I reached out and held her hand.

"Listen to me, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, I don't want you to give up, because, I can't live without you!"

I didn't say this to coax Yunxi, but I really can't live without her.

"Even if I did something so excessive?"

Yunxi raised her head and looked at me, I didn't know how to answer her for a while, do I care about that matter?The answer is yes, no one will not care about the betrayal of the person they love the most, but can this be confused with whether I can lose her?

"I'm hungry, can you buy me a bottle of milk?"

Yunxi asked, I nodded, took my wallet and left Yunxi's ward, I knew that Yunxi didn't really want to drink milk, she was just afraid of embarrassing me, so she found an excuse to let me leave for a while to adjust her mood .

After I bought a few cans of milk from the vending machine, I sat on a chair beside me. I put the milk in my hand on the chair beside me, buried it in my hands, and then took a deep breath and rubbed my face vigorously. Face, tell yourself that this is not the time to think wildly, and there is nothing more important than Yunxi's recovery.

After doing my psychological preparation again, I took the milk and returned to Yunxi's ward with a smile on my face. In the next few days, Yunxi was doing various checks for the operation, and then Yunxi was pushed into the operating room. For me It is said that the most difficult hours in life are the hours when Yunxi was in the operating room. I kept looking up at the light at the door of the operating room. The three dazzling words of 'operation' made me upset .

Five hours later, the blinding light finally went out, and when I stood up, I realized that my legs were already numb.

"Doctor, how is she?"

I hurried to the doctor and asked nervously. The doctor took off his mask and breathed a sigh of relief.

"The operation was successful. She will be sent back to the ward in a while, and she will wake up after the anesthesia wears off."

"Thank you doctor!"

After hearing the doctor's words, my heart really returned to normal beating speed, and then Yunxi was pushed out by several nurses, I followed them back to the ward, I sat on the chair and looked at Yunxi who was still sleeping because of anesthesia Xi, thank God for blessing!

An hour later, Yunxi woke up, maybe it was the pain of the wound that made her frown the first expression when she opened her eyes.

"What's wrong with you?"

I hurriedly asked aloud, she turned to me and saw me she actually smiled the moment she saw me.

"why are you laughing?"

I looked at her puzzled. The place where she had a tumor was her stomach, not her brain. She shouldn't be a fool for doing an operation.

"It's nothing, I just think it's nice to see you when I open my eyes!"

Although Yunxi said that she had nothing particularly uncomfortable, I called the doctor to give Yunxi a brief examination. I was relieved when I got the doctor's confirmed answer. The doctor told me some precautions, such as Yunxi Can only eat liquid food.

"You have been with me in the hospital for the past few days, go home and have a good rest!"

When it was getting dark, Yunxi spoke, and I shook my head.

"I'm not worried. Besides, you have a bathroom here and the sofa is big enough. It's fine. When I was a volunteer, I slept in tents. Compared with that, this place is heaven."

In fact, I was worried about leaving her alone in the hospital. There are only four words in my mind to describe this place, life and death. I don't want to miss something just because I leave for a while, then I will hate myself to death.

"Tell me, what have you been doing for the past few months?"

"I followed an organization to a very remote mountain area to do volunteer work..."

I told Yunxi everything I had experienced in the past few months. After I finished speaking, I found out that Yunxi had fallen asleep unknowingly. I stretched out my hand to help her put the bed Ping then helped her cover the quilt and I went to take a shower to get ready to rest.

After taking a shower, I didn’t feel sleepy. I stood in front of the window and looked into the distance. Yunxi’s ward is on the 15th floor, so standing here can overlook the night view of half the city. I was thinking, what should Yunxi and I do? ?reconcile? ?Can I really forget that experience?Separate, or that sentence, are you willing?What should I do?

I feel that life is spent in constant entanglement, I turned my head and looked at Yunxi who was sleeping sweetly, you are fine, you slept so peacefully.

Sighing silently, he left the ward and went to the convenience store downstairs to buy some beer and sat in the hospital garden and drank it alone, as if all the troubles could go away by himself after drinking the cans of beer.

After I bought the last can of beer and drank it, I had no choice but to go back to the ward and continue to watch over Yunxi. When I returned to the ward, Yunxi was still fast asleep, and I fell asleep on the sofa due to the effect of alcohol. , When I woke up, Yunxi's hospital bed was empty, and the nurse was making the bed.

"Nurse, where is the patient in this bed?"

I stood up and shook my still somewhat confused head.

"Don't you know? She was transferred."

After making the bed, the nurse came to me and continued talking.

"Today, this patient found the doctor and asked to be transferred immediately. Before leaving, he said that you are too tired not to wake you up. By the way, this lady left it for you."

The nurse handed me an envelope, and I sat on the couch and opened it.

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