both you and me

"what happened to you?"

You noticed something was wrong with me, turned your head to look at me and asked with concern, I had to adjust my strange mood and smiled and shook my head at you, although you were still weird at the time, you didn't ask.

I don’t know what the content of the movie was that day, because I was absent-minded at all that day, and only the words you said echoed in my mind. At that time, I felt that I thought of you too simply, and yes, you with such good conditions How come you don't have a boyfriend?But having said that, you and I are also ordinary friends, so why should I be sad that you have a boyfriend?

"You're back, is the movie any good?"

When I returned to the dormitory, because it was Friday, there were only me and Zhao Xiaoxu, two children from other places, in the dormitory.

"Wang Yunxi has a boyfriend..."

I don't know if I was too immersed in my own world at the time, or because I knew Zhao Xiaoxu was not a bad boy through a month of getting along, so I felt relieved to tell her what I was thinking.

"So you're jealous?"

Zhao Xiaoxu moved a chair and sat across from me. I lay on the bed and looked at the bottom of the upper bunk.

"Why am I jealous? She and I are just friends."

"Friend? Do you know how you look at Wang Yunxi?"

"What can I do?"

I feel a little guilty and set my eyes on other places, because I also vaguely feel that my feelings for you are somewhat different.

"It's like the way those boys look at Wang Yunxi."

"How can I! We are all women, okay..."

I don't want to continue talking with Zhao Xiaoxu, because even I can't believe my own words, so I just took the toiletries to wash up. At that time, the condition of the dormitory was very bad. It takes a long time to queue up to take a shower.

When I walked to the public bathroom, I saw the notice posted on it. Because the solar energy was broken, the bathroom was closed. I saw the notice with mixed feelings. Is today my most unlucky day?

"What are you doing?"

Just when I was staring at the notice in a daze, I didn’t know when I went out again. Now you who came in from the door of the bedroom came to my side, and I pointed to the notice on the wall.

"I can't take a shower today."

You thought about it and told me that I can go to your room to take a shower, because your room has a separate bathroom, although I don't want to go, but I really can't sleep without taking a shower, so I had to take the toiletries and go to your bedroom to take a shower.

"Thank you for tonight."

After taking a shower and thanking you, I planned to leave, but seeing you didn't want to keep me.

"nothing"

After I left your room, I fully felt how unlucky I was that day. I tried to open the door of the dormitory, but it couldn’t be opened at all. I knocked on the door and called Zhao Xiaoxu’s name, but no one answered. I had no choice but to turn around and knock on your door.

"what happened?"

You quickly opened the door, and I scratched my head in embarrassment.

"Can you lend me your phone? It seems that Xiaoxu is not in the dormitory."

"You come in first"

I followed you into the room, you handed me the mobile phone, I took the mobile phone and dialed Xiaoxu's number, but Xiaoxu told me on the phone that she had to go back to her hometown because something happened to her house, so there was no way Come back and open the door for me. At that time, we would change the locks of the dormitory privately, so there was no way to find the administrator.

"Did something happen?"

You sat on a chair and read a book, saw me put down my phone and asked casually, I briefly told you about the current situation, you obviously hesitated and then you asked me to sleep in your dormitory, that's us The first time I shared the same bed, although I promised thousands of times before going to bed that I slept honestly, but when I woke up the next day, I hugged you tightly like an octopus.

You asked me when I started to have feelings for you, in fact, I don’t even know myself, maybe the first time we met, maybe the first time I was close to you, maybe at a moment that I can’t remember, I felt sorry for you My love is like a frog in cold water, unconsciously, when I found out, I was already doomed.

"Wang Yunxi, it's almost eleven, do you have any plans?"

After a simple wash, we went to the cafeteria to have breakfast. You elegantly ate soy milk and drank fried dough sticks. I was used to tearing fried dough sticks and soaking them in soy milk. You gave me a disgusted look.

"Are you eating pig food?"

I was just about to pick up the fat fried dough sticks soaked in soy milk with my chopsticks, when you said that, my hands stopped in midair.

"I think it's delicious to eat like this."

I replied and then continued to pick up the fried dough sticks and deliberately opened my mouth wide and chewed the fried dough sticks in my mouth. You glanced at me and said with a blank face again that I am an idiot. Words are immune, and I won't be offended no matter what you say.

Time is still moving forward in an orderly manner. I find that my feelings for you are becoming more and more out of control. I try to avoid you and try to use time to forget my feelings for you, but the more I do this, the more I can’t forget. drop you.

"Xiaoxu, happy birthday, I respect you with this glass of wine!"

It was Xiaoxu’s birthday that day, Xiaoxu asked me to play together, I didn’t want to stay in school, so I went to eat with Xiaoxu, and when I arrived at the restaurant, I found that Xiaoxu had called many people, both men and women, I didn’t expect this to be very common A good girl will have so many friends. I played crazy that night. I want to numb myself with alcohol, but the more you drink, the more blurred your thoughts are, but the clearer your images will be.

Xiaoxu saw that I drank too much and she had a lot of shows below, so I called you on my mobile phone. I heard Xiaoxu said that you drove over not long after you put down the phone. Already in your car.

"Where is this place?"

I rubbed my forehead and looked around with blurred eyes. I just thought this environment was very familiar, but I couldn't remember where it was.

"What can you do if you don't know how to drink? Are you an idiot??"

There was some anger in your tone. It was the first time you talked to me like that. At that moment, I was stunned, and then I leaned my body on the back of the chair with a wry smile.

"I'm an idiot, how could I fall in love with you if I wasn't an idiot?"

I don't know where I got the courage to confess my love to you so unexpectedly under such circumstances. You didn't speak but just continued driving.

"Wang Yunxi, why do you!! Tell me, why do you make me fall in love with you!!!"

At that time, I really drank too much, otherwise I wouldn't have pulled your skirt so frantically, you braked suddenly, and I fell directly into your arms due to inertia.

"Are you crazy?"

You pushed me away angrily, at that moment the wine also sobered up a lot, and I was also afraid, what if there was really an accident just now?In this way, we were all silent, and we could clearly hear each other's breathing in the quiet compartment.

It didn't take long for you to adjust your mood and continue driving. I didn't dare to talk to you anymore, so I just stared out of the window in a daze. Finally, you parked the car in front of a hotel, then got out of the car and opened my car door and walked in.

"Where are you taking me?"

I want to struggle, but my strength is not as good as you who learned Taekwondo since childhood. In the end, you pushed me into the elevator and then put your right hand on my ear and fixed me in the corner of the elevator.

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