both you and me

"Sister Li, let me think about it."

After leaving Sister Li's house, I went back to the flower shop. I sat there wondering if I should borrow some money from my mother?But to be honest, although our relationship has eased a lot over the years, I still don't want to use her money.

"Mrs. Wang, what are you thinking?"

Yunxi's face suddenly appeared in front of me, and I was startled by her.

"How did you come?"

"Didn't I say that if I go home early today, I will pick you up? What are you thinking, so engrossed?"

Yunxi sat across from me, I thought about it and told Yunxi about this store.

"I thought it was a big deal? Isn't it just one hundred thousand? I'll get it for you."

After hearing this, Yunxi hesitated and agreed without any hesitation. I shook my head persistently. I don't want to use Yunxi's money, let alone her company just started and needs money.

"I'll just borrow it from my mother when I go home. You need money for everything when the company is just starting up. Also, I don't know how your father will suppress you, but you will only report good news and not bad news."

While rejecting her, I complained to her. I hate her for reporting good news but not bad news. I even wondered at first, is it because in her eyes, I can only share wealth with her and not share weal and woe?

"How can I report good news but not bad news? The key is that I only have good news but not bad news. How can I tell you? Well, Mrs. Wang, I'm hungry, can I go home and cook a feast for my wife?"

Speaking of Yunxi, she stood up and held out her hand to me. Naturally, I would not refuse. I put my hand on her hand and let her pull me into the car and go home.

In fact, I have been wondering why Yunxi won't take off her clothes after making out with me after she comes back?Five years ago, she would not hold back, and she would not refuse every time I counterattacked, but after I came back, she never gave me a chance to touch her, and every time she wanted to touch her, she would get me first Until she was unable to counterattack, she would not change clothes behind my back before, but now she has to lock her clothes behind her back to change in the shower and push me out of the room.

Yunxi's various reactions made me uneasy. What happened in the past five years?Does Yunxi already have someone else?If she has someone else, why come back and provoke me? ?

These questions kept bothering me, and I was nervous all day long. I almost couldn't help myself to check her mobile phone many times, but then I held back, and I kept telling myself that you have to believe She, but there is indeed a five-year gap between us, I don't know what happened in these five years?

I feel like I'm going crazy if this goes on, but I can't find a solution. I really don't know what to do. In the end, I still can't control my demons. I installed it on Yunxi's phone. I started stalking the woman I love the most, and I thought I must have gone crazy.

"Yunxi, let's go abroad to get married!"

One night when I was talking to Yunxi who was having dinner, Yunxi spit out a mouthful of rice and choked. In fact, I never thought that I would really have a name with Yunxi. After all, it is good for two people to love each other. I just wanted to use this to test Yunxi's reaction, and Yunxi's reaction made my heart lift again.

"Mingming, why do you suddenly want to get married?"

"Nothing, just thought of it, what do you think?"

I continue to test her.

"I think as long as we are together, there is no need to have such a piece of paper, right?"

She lowered her head and ate without looking at me. The more she reacted like this, the more I felt that there was something wrong with her.

"is it?"

I lowered my head and muttered to myself, but Yunxi didn't continue. Naturally, this topic stopped here. I asked a private detective to check Yunxi's experience in the past five years, but I could only find out what happened after she came back. In other words, no one knows what happened to Yunxi in the past five years. Also, is what she told me true?She really defends me like a jade?Really to me, absolute loyalty to our relationship?

When we were going to bed, I pushed her down and kissed her, and I let her go when she put her arms around me to turn back.

"How are you down here today?"

While talking, I went to take off her pajamas, but she held my hand, and I looked into her eyes without saying a word.

"I like being on it."

There was something malicious in her smile.

"What if I insist?"

"What's the matter with you recently?"

Yunxi frowned, stretched out his hand to turn on the light, I rolled over from Yunxi and sat on the bed.

"Yunxi, is it me or what's wrong with you? Since you came back, you refused to be below. It wasn't like this before you left. What happened in the past five years?"

I've decided to air all my doubts tonight, and I feel like I'm going to go crazy if I go on like this.

"What are you suspecting?"

She stood up with a questioning tone, and I didn't dare to look back at her. I was afraid of seeing answers I shouldn't have seen in those familiar eyes. I admit that I am cowardly.

"Am I suspicious for no reason or are you really hiding something from me?"

"Do you think it's interesting for you to be so suspicious?"

She kept refusing to answer my question directly, and I turned around angrily and glared at her.

"Wang Yunxi, I've had enough! I don't want to doubt you, but you don't tell me anything, how can you make me not doubt! I think five years have changed you a lot, and I also find that I don't understand you more and more Maybe, this time we should really think about what should happen between us."

I got out of bed, changed my clothes and slammed the door. From the beginning to the end, Yunxi never said a word or even stopped me. Maybe it's really over, but why does my heart hurt so much?Why do I have a feeling of being betrayed, even though I have no evidence, and I tell myself to trust her, why does my heart always doubt her?

"Mingming? Why are you out alone so late?"

Walking across from Zhou Mengxue who just came back, Zhou Mengxue looked at me in surprise, I told her that I couldn’t sleep and came out for a walk alone, to be honest, I didn’t even believe myself, let alone her.

"Are you OK?"

She asked with concern, I shook my head to indicate that I was fine, and then I continued to walk forward, Zhou Mengxue didn't speak but followed me silently.

"What are you doing with me?"

She was already feeling aggrieved, but this Zhou Mengxue even shot herself at the muzzle of the gun.

"Is the road your home?"

She actually played a rogue with me, but that's right, the road does not belong to my house, and there is no rule that other people can't walk where I walk, and I don't bother to pay attention to her. I continue to walk forward alone, and I walk alone without knowing it. When I arrived at the university I used to study, there are also many memories of Yunxi and me here. Before, I often came here alone for a walk.

Today I didn't plan to go in but sat down on the side of the road. Zhou Mengxue walked out of a convenience store and handed me a cup of instant milk tea not long after.

"I'm tired after walking for so long, drink something to warm my body."

She forced the milk tea into my hand, I didn't drink it but just used it to warm my palm, I didn't speak Zhou Mengxue and neither did I, so we sat together silently until the next morning.

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