Four years of crisis [entertainment]

Soon after autumn, the maple leaves are first red and the ginkgo is golden. There is a famous maple leaf avenue on the campus of University A. When autumn comes, the forest is fully dyed, attracting countless people to watch and take pictures.

Guan Mingsong was wearing a turtleneck sweater, a khaki jacket outside, and washed blue jeans that made his legs extra long.Guan Mingsong walked slowly along Maple Leaf Avenue, as if there was no one else around.When the little girl who was taking pictures of Maple Leaf with her mobile phone saw him, she secretly turned the camera of her mobile phone and took a picture of Guan Mingsong.

There is no way, Guan Mingsong inherited half of his father's good genes and half of his mother's good genes. He has outstanding looks, and he often becomes a sight in the eyes of others when he walks.

I met a classmate on the way, and the classmate greeted Guan Mingsong enthusiastically: "Mingsong!"

Guan Mingsong quickly smiled at the other party.

"What's the matter, Ming Song, with a worried expression?" asked the classmate.

Guan Mingsong subconsciously touched his face, "Is there? No." He said guilty.

After saying goodbye to his classmates, Guan Mingsong continued to walk towards home.

Guan Mingsong is a graduate student in the Department of Mathematics of University A. He does not live in the school dormitory, but rents a house outside, and usually does part-time jobs to make money.He has been alone since he was a child, and he is used to being alone. He rents a house and lives comfortably.But not long ago, there was an extra person in his small house, Song Jinfeng, the resident singer of a certain Qingba.

Even Guan Mingsong was confused about this matter. He is gay. When he went to a gay bar to drink on his birthday, he got drunk with Song Jinfeng who happened to meet by chance. He had no choice but to take him back to his home. He didn’t know the next morning. No matter what happened, we saw each other right, and something happened.

After all, he was someone he had known for a short time, so Guan Mingsong was careful. During the work, the two of them took safety measures in place, and after the inspection, they did not find any broken condoms. Guan Mingsong was very satisfied.

Guan Mingsong looks cold and serious, but in fact he is not rigid, and he does not resist sex. He just needs to pay attention to safety and hygiene.

Guan Mingsong originally thought that if the passion with Song Jinfeng was over, it would be over. The sudden desire of the two of them did not mean that there would be a follow-up.Unexpectedly, Song Jinfeng became more aggressive and insisted on falling in love with him.

Guan Mingsong has never been in love, and most importantly, he doesn't believe in love.Guan Mingsong's parents were divorced, and they were still in a mess. One had an affair, and the other suffered from severe depression.When Guan Mingsong was young, his parents threw plates, pointed at their noses and scolded each other, which frightened the little Guan Mingsong to numbness.The most surprising thing is that the marriage of Guan Mingsong's parents is not without emotional basis. On the contrary, Guan Mingsong's father, Guan Xiuqi, and mother, Su Wenru, loved each other vigorously and inseparably when they were young. All quite famous.Guan Mingsong has almost witnessed the whole process of Guan Xiuqi and Su Wenru from loving each other to turning against each other. When he was a child, Guan Mingsong couldn't figure out why, but when he grew up, he gradually understood that the world is impermanent, and the origin and death of each other.

So Guan Mingsong thinks that love is a very ridiculous thing. Today you love me to death, or I love you to death, but in a few days?Who can guarantee that the relationship will still be the same as before?Who can guarantee that he can love someone for a lifetime?Can you?can heWho can?

But when Song Jinfeng wanted to fall in love with Guan Mingsong, Guan Mingsong couldn't refuse, because although he was indifferent, it wasn't that he didn't completely understand his true feelings. He liked Song Jinfeng.This liking is manifested in his blushing and heartbeat when Song Jinfeng kisses him; in the fact that he will unconsciously focus on Song Jinfeng when Song Jinfeng dangles in front of his eyes; ——This is a very miraculous thing. Guan Mingsong doesn't even feel sorry for himself, but one day he will feel sorry for others?

It was Guan Mingsong's sudden decision to let Song Jinfeng come to live in his home.The reason is that he accidentally found out that Song Jinfeng's life is a bit tight recently. Song Jinfeng's parents are abroad. As long as Song Jinfeng asks his parents for help, or returns to his parents, the problem can be solved. He did it in spite of his parents' opposition, so he couldn't bear to ask his parents for help.

Guan Mingsong quietly felt distressed, and offered to live with Song Jinfeng.He didn't intend to collect Song Jinfeng's share of the rent, he wanted to help Song Jinfeng through this method, after all, the rent saved was not a small sum.

Song Jinfeng was a bit clingy, living with Guan Mingsong was something he couldn't wish for, so Song Jinfeng was very happy.

It's been almost a month since Song Jinfeng moved in, but Mingsong still couldn't adapt to having one more person in the house.Guan Mingsong likes to be quiet, but Song Jinfeng is very noisy. Guan Mingsong is not used to having too much physical contact with people, but Song Jinfeng likes to stick to Guan Mingsong. That day, Guan Mingsong was sitting on the sofa in the living room reading a book At that time, Song Jinfeng came over suddenly, lay down on the sofa, and rested his head on Guan Mingsong's lap very naturally. Guan Mingsong was so startled that he almost slapped Song Jinfeng away.

The worst thing is that Song Jinfeng actually called himself "wife".Guan Mingsong warned Song Jinfeng several times not to call him that, but Song Jinfeng insisted on calling it that.Guan Mingsong corrected it a few times without any results, then let it go, and followed Song Jinfeng's call. He didn't like to dwell on meaningless things for too long.

Looking at Song Jinfeng's posture, everyone thought he wanted to spend the rest of his life with Guan Mingsong, but Guan Mingsong didn't believe it.But to be honest, Guan Mingsong was reluctant to part with Song Jinfeng, so Guan Mingsong thought, stay together as long as there is still fate to be together, and when the fate is over, we will separate, each go their own way, and no one will be delayed who.

Guan Mingsong walked while thinking, and arrived at the door of the house before he knew it.Guan Mingsong took out the key and opened the door, only to hear a "bang" from the kitchen.Guan Mingsong was taken aback for a moment, then angrily walked towards the kitchen, saying as he walked, "Song Jinfeng!"

As soon as I entered the kitchen, as expected, there was a broken plate on the ground.

Song Jinfeng stuck out his tongue innocently like a puppy, and said, "My hands are slippery..."

"You're slippery again? Every time you enter the kitchen, you break the dishes. It's been less than a month since you moved in, and all the dishes in my house have been changed." Guan Mingsong said angrily.

Guan Mingsong was puzzled, "I don't understand, seeing you doing kitchen work, chopping vegetables, frying and cooking, you are very proficient, you are not the kind of novice who never works, how can you break it so easily? Where are the dishes?"

Song Jinfeng said with a smile: "Slip, slip, I'll go buy a new one to fix it right away." He was a little guilty, and there would inevitably be small movements when he was guilty, so he unconsciously picked up a good and clean dish that was on the table. Plate, put the plate on top of your fingers like turning a football and turn it a few times.

Guan Mingsong stared at him with wide eyes, then pointed to his hand and said, "I see. I know why you broke a plate once in the kitchen, and you're practicing acrobatics here, learning to spin the plate?"

Song Jinfeng smiled shyly and said, "I'm just learning, handsome or not... Hey, hey, don't be angry, wife, I'll go buy dishes right away."

The dinner was relatively simple, cooked by Song Jinfeng. Although the dishes were simple, they tasted good.

While eating, Song Jinfeng suddenly said: "Honey, when I become famous and have a lot of money, I will treat you to a big meal."

Song Jinfeng's dream is to be a singer and give concerts.Song Jinfeng's academic background is actually very good. He graduated from a famous music academy in Europe. Unfortunately, after he returned to China, he had no contacts and experience, and he couldn't find a way to enter the entertainment circle. He was a bit frustrated.

"You don't need to ask, I want to eat and I will buy it myself." Guan Mingsong said, he thought for a while, and said, "Jinfeng, if... I mean, if you are not popular, do you want to make other plans?"

Song Jinfeng curled his lips, picked up a vegetable, and said stubbornly: "No. Some people like to put eggs in several baskets and make plans, but some people like to go all the way to the dark without hitting the south wall Don't look back. I'm the latter kind of person."

What Song Jinfeng said casually, Guan Mingsong remembered very clearly.So Guan Mingsong has always known Song Jinfeng's persistence in his dreams, and later Song Jinfeng really became popular, and Guan Mingsong was even more nervous about his career than Song Jinfeng.

Speaking of this, Song Jinfeng suddenly changed into a smiling expression, and said to Guan Mingsong: "I am so stubborn. If I say I want to fall in love with you, I will fall in love with you. Even if you are a south wall, don't you now?" Was it broken by me?"

"Your metaphor is inappropriate, what is the south wall?" Guan Mingsong rolled his eyes at Song Jinfeng, "We said we were in love, but in fact we just wanted to be each other's companions. If you develop better in the future, or have Other changes, there will still be the possibility of separation."

Song Jinfeng frowned, "What did you say?"

"I say……"

"Forget it, you better stop talking, just shut up." Song Jinfeng interrupted Guan Mingsong, "I have never heard a decent answer from you on this question."

Song Jinfeng was still angry, and added another sentence: "Fuck you tonight."

"You..." Guan Mingsong didn't expect Song Jinfeng to be such a rascal, so he froze for a moment.

"I asked you how much rent you should pay yesterday, why didn't you answer me?" Song Jinfeng suddenly changed the subject.

"Oh, the landlord hasn't agreed to accept it yet. It will take a few days." Guan Mingsong didn't intend to collect Song Jinfeng's rent, so he decided to find an excuse to delay it.

Song Jinfeng looked at Guan Mingsong suspiciously.

Guan Mingsong set the rules, do not wash the dishes when cooking, and do not cook when washing the dishes. Today Song Jinfeng cooked, so Guan Mingsong was in charge of washing the dishes.When Guan Mingsong came out of the kitchen after washing the dishes, he saw Song Jinfeng lying on the big window sill of his house and looking out.Seeing Guan Mingsong came out, Song Jinfeng smiled at him and said, "Your house has a good view, it must be beautiful to see the snow here in winter."

Song Jinfeng came over, pulled Guan Mingsong to the window, kissed Guan Mingsong without warning, and said: "From now on, when it snows, we will watch the snow here, this year, next year, the year after, and every year." Look, you can't run away."

Guan Mingsong's heart moved, and he felt a warm current pouring into his atrium, giving some vitality to the heart that had been cold for many years.Guan Mingsong looked at Song Jinfeng without blinking his eyes, and thought to himself: A dead artist is the best at speaking with one mouth.

"You don't believe me?" Song Jinfeng asked.

Should I believe Song Jinfeng?From a rational point of view, Guan Mingsong has not known Song Jinfeng for a long time, so he should not believe him; but from an emotional point of view, Guan Mingsong has an irresistible urge in his heart-why trust him once?

"Letter." Guan Mingsong thought to himself, and said the word.

The author has something to say: The inspiration for writing this article comes from the topic "happiness and misfortune are hereditary".A person's ability and attitude to deal with intimacy largely comes from his family of origin.In fact, most people's families are neither as happy as Song Jinfeng's, nor as broken as Guan Mingsong's. They are in the middle, which is not bad, but each has its own imperfections.I believe that people are powerful, and that happiness and misfortune cannot be completely attributed to the family, and they can make changes by themselves.The definition of happiness and misfortune is not whether you have found a partner recognized by society, but whether you are heterosexual, homosexual, or living your own life. I hope everyone has the ability to love and be loved, and to choose their own life. courage.