Four years of crisis [entertainment]
Chapter 40
Among these heavenly books that Song Jinfeng couldn't understand, Song Jinfeng found a small and thin notebook that he could understand.
To be precise, this is a book of reading notes, which excerpts some sentences about the methods and principles of love, and also indicates the source.Most of the sentences are from John Gottman's "Love Game" and "Love Communication", Christopher Meng's "Intimate Relationship".Guan Mingsong also carefully summarized these methods and principles with two words, "trust" and "communication".
Song Jinfeng's first reaction was to hold back his laughter. He didn't expect that his doctor of family management would have a hobby of studying love; For a period of time, Yu's three emotional views were all crooked. Although I took him for four years, what really changed him was his own awakening.But this awakening was too late, so that even though Guan Mingsong is a high-end talent in the field of mathematics, in terms of emotions, he is a clumsy infant who is trying to learn to walk.Thinking of this, Song Jinfeng's heart skipped a beat, and he found Guan Mingsong even more cute.
"Song Jinfeng, you seem to be a child with loving parents and a happy family. You grew up full of love, so you can't understand that children like us who grew up in a family that lacks love are sensitive inside, afraid of intimacy, and easy to hurt others. Hurt yourself. You have no idea how much courage we must muster to face love."
This was what Huo Wenchu said to Song Jinfeng on the phone at that time. Now Song Jinfeng looked at the notes he had extracted one by one in his hand, and finally realized that Guan Mingsong was really mustering up the courage to make a change.
At this time, Guan Mingsong woke up.He rubbed his sleepy eyes, and when he opened his eyes and saw Song Jinfeng, he thought he was dreaming.
"Jinfeng? Why are you here?"
After finishing speaking, his eyes fell on Song Jinfeng's own reading notes, his face blushed instantly, and he hurried to grab the notebook in Song Jinfeng's hand.Song Jinfeng didn't give it to him, and teased him for a while holding up the notebook.Enough teasing, Song Jinfeng suddenly hugged Guan Mingsong and laughed.
Guan Mingsong blushed and complained, "You...why did you peek at my notes?"
Song Jinfeng put his chin on Guan Mingsong's shoulder with a smile and said, "Just read it, why don't you let me read it? How well written."
Guan Mingsong's face turned red hot.
"Hey, Mingsong. Why didn't you answer my phone all day? Tell me honestly, are you jealous of me and Ling Xiaoxiao?" Song Jinfeng asked Guan Mingsong triumphantly.
Guan Mingsong scratched his head and said, "No, I listened to the experimental data report meeting for a day today, and then rushed to correct the data. I was too busy, so I missed your call, sorry."
"That's it?" Song Jinfeng was upset, it didn't match his expectations, he felt that Guan Mingsong should be jealous, otherwise he wouldn't show his position in Guan Mingsong's heart.
"Well. I haven't finished correcting my data yet, so I might not even be able to sleep tonight." Guan Mingsong said.
Song Jinfeng was very upset.Not reconciled, he asked again: "I have such a big scandal with Ling Xiaoxiao, why aren't you jealous?"
"At first I felt uncomfortable, but..." As he spoke, Guan Mingsong took the notebook in Song Jinfeng's hand, pointed to the word "trust" on it and said to Song Jinfeng: "The book says, do you have to trust each other?" ..."
Song Jinfeng was stunned for a long time, then blinked at Guan Mingsong.
Guan Mingsong sighed, and said to Song Jinfeng very seriously: "Jinfeng, I know that when I was with you, I didn't do well in many places. That day at Heweizhijia, Heweizhi said that I had already It was stereotyped in the original family, and subconsciously did not believe in love, so that I was always ready to stop the loss in time, and he said that I couldn't change it."
Song Jinfeng quickly said: "I have already warned He Weizhi, and he will not trouble you again in the future."
Guan Mingsong shook his head, "Jinfeng, what I want to say is that I swore to He Weizhi that day that I could change. But it turns out that changing is not that easy. After knowing the scandal between you and Ling Xiaoxiao, I feel very uncomfortable, and when I feel uncomfortable, I will easily distrust you. Once I start to distrust you, I will stage various unfavorable results in my brain, and then I want to run away, want to to escape from you."
Song Jinfeng smiled and said, "You want to stop the loss in time?" He stretched out his hand, squeezed Guan Mingsong's delicate chin, and said, "However, I felt uncomfortable after hearing you say that you knew about my scandal with Ling Xiaoxiao. I'm very happy, it's because you care about me."
Guan Mingsong lowered his eyes and said: "When I was a teenager, the aversion to feelings reached its peak. I went to a relative's wedding, and everyone else was beaming. Only I sat on the stool and watched coldly, thinking to myself: It's over, your love is over at this moment, and all that's left is a pile of chicken feathers; in high school, my classmates fell in love with each other early, the boy pissed off the girl, the girl broke up, the boy bought a gift and waited for the girl downstairs in the girls' dormitory , apologized to her, and then I just thought: He is willing to coax you today because you are still valuable to him, but he will not change anything after coaxing you, because he knows in his heart, anyway, next time you get angry , can also be coaxed back."
Song Jinfeng listened, dumbfounded, he thought that his Dr. Housekeeper still had Ling Xiaoxiao's sobriety.
Guan Mingsong pretended to be relaxed and smiled, and said to Song Jinfeng, "Jinfeng, I didn't trust you at the beginning."
"It's okay, just trust me now." Song Jinfeng said.
"However, sometimes I'm afraid that my weird thinking will hurt you."
Song Jinfeng smiled, "You hurt me not once or twice."
When Guan Mingsong heard this, he also laughed, "Then you stay by my side, are you stupid?"
"How should I put it? Ming Song, everyone is imperfect, and I'm actually not that good. Two imperfect people are together, and harm and happiness coexist. You always feel that you are not good at this and that is not good at all." , the result is that you have a psychological burden and I also have a psychological burden. In fact, in my eyes, after going through intrigue in the entertainment industry, I will feel very peaceful when I return to you. This is the happiness you have brought me."
Song Jinfeng took the notebook in Guan Mingsong's hand again, flipped through two pages, and said to Guan Mingsong with a smile: "No matter how many books you read, it's better to experience it yourself. From now on, you can tell me more about your inner feelings." Don’t ask me anything and you’ll say ‘nothing’, we’ll get better together.”
Guan Mingsong's thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and he smiled softly, "Okay."
"By the way, why did you come to England from Venice?" Guan Mingsong asked curiously.
"I called you and you didn't answer. I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I asked Tang Yuan to book a plane ticket. I have to go back tomorrow."
Guan Mingsong's eyes widened, "Aren't you messing around too much? Have you booked a flight back tomorrow?"
"I asked Tang Yuan to book the earliest plane."
"Then you have worked so hard this time. Take a rest now." Guan Mingsong said.
Song Jinfeng hugged Guan Mingsong tightly, and said coquettishly, "I want to be with you."
Guan Mingsong said: "I'm going to finish the data calibration tonight. I'll turn off the headlights and turn on the desk lamp. If you still feel that you can't sleep, I'll find an eye mask for you."
"I don't need a blindfold. You go to work, I will look at you, and I will fall asleep after looking at you." Song Jinfeng said.
After Song Jinfeng washed up, he got into Guan Mingsong's bed.Guan Mingsong turned off the headlights, turned on the desk lamp and continued working.Song Jinfeng suddenly asked him: "Speaking of which, why is your hypnosis so powerful? You are also a person with a high IQ, so you can be hypnotized so easily?"
Guan Mingsong explained solemnly while working: "Generally speaking, people with high IQs are more likely to be hypnotized."
Song Jinfeng let out an "oh" and said, "Ming Song, have you ever thought about what will happen if the two of us are exposed?"
Guan Mingsong thought for a while, and said, "Your fans should eat me alive. They will think that I am not good enough for you." Speaking of this, Guan Mingsong paused, smiled, and said, "But , you are a big star, I really don't deserve you."
Song Jinfeng scoffed at this point of view, "What, what's wrong with being a celebrity? What's the big deal about being a celebrity? To put it bluntly, this profession is no different from a small civil servant or employee. No matter how popular you are, don't take yourself too seriously."
Guan Mingsong smiled and said, "You're sober."
"Of course, I am awake in the world..."
The two chatted boredly, Song Jinfeng fell asleep after a while.
In order not to wake Song Jinfeng up, Guan Mingsong kept his voice to a minimum.At dawn, the sky turned fish-belly. Guan Mingsong finally got all the data. He was very excited and didn't feel sleepy. , he held back, and quietly did not make any sound.
Guan Mingsong closed the notebook, crept onto the bed, lay down next to Song Jinfeng with the smallest movement, and slept with Song Jinfeng.He didn't sleep, but looked at Song Jinfeng who was sleeping soundly, and he didn't want to blink.
In the early morning, Guan Mingsong sent Song Jinfeng to the airport, and the two were reluctant to leave for a long time before Song Jinfeng passed the security checkpoint.At the moment of parting, both of them felt like they had lost half of their souls.
After Guan Mingsong submitted the corrected experimental data, he became famous in the Department of Mathematics for a while, especially when the British professor asked Guan Mingsong how he found the problem, Guan Mingsong replied calmly: "Mental calculation, and then found the result No." The British professor showed an expression of disbelief.
The British professor was full of praise for Guan Mingsong, and even tested Guan Mingsong's intention to go to his laboratory, but Guan Mingsong was determined to devote himself to China's scientific research, so he declined the British professor.
Guan Mingsong's study visit is still going on, and Song Jinfeng's success in the entertainment industry continues.Before he knew it, six months passed, and it was time for Guan Mingsong to return to China.
To be precise, this is a book of reading notes, which excerpts some sentences about the methods and principles of love, and also indicates the source.Most of the sentences are from John Gottman's "Love Game" and "Love Communication", Christopher Meng's "Intimate Relationship".Guan Mingsong also carefully summarized these methods and principles with two words, "trust" and "communication".
Song Jinfeng's first reaction was to hold back his laughter. He didn't expect that his doctor of family management would have a hobby of studying love; For a period of time, Yu's three emotional views were all crooked. Although I took him for four years, what really changed him was his own awakening.But this awakening was too late, so that even though Guan Mingsong is a high-end talent in the field of mathematics, in terms of emotions, he is a clumsy infant who is trying to learn to walk.Thinking of this, Song Jinfeng's heart skipped a beat, and he found Guan Mingsong even more cute.
"Song Jinfeng, you seem to be a child with loving parents and a happy family. You grew up full of love, so you can't understand that children like us who grew up in a family that lacks love are sensitive inside, afraid of intimacy, and easy to hurt others. Hurt yourself. You have no idea how much courage we must muster to face love."
This was what Huo Wenchu said to Song Jinfeng on the phone at that time. Now Song Jinfeng looked at the notes he had extracted one by one in his hand, and finally realized that Guan Mingsong was really mustering up the courage to make a change.
At this time, Guan Mingsong woke up.He rubbed his sleepy eyes, and when he opened his eyes and saw Song Jinfeng, he thought he was dreaming.
"Jinfeng? Why are you here?"
After finishing speaking, his eyes fell on Song Jinfeng's own reading notes, his face blushed instantly, and he hurried to grab the notebook in Song Jinfeng's hand.Song Jinfeng didn't give it to him, and teased him for a while holding up the notebook.Enough teasing, Song Jinfeng suddenly hugged Guan Mingsong and laughed.
Guan Mingsong blushed and complained, "You...why did you peek at my notes?"
Song Jinfeng put his chin on Guan Mingsong's shoulder with a smile and said, "Just read it, why don't you let me read it? How well written."
Guan Mingsong's face turned red hot.
"Hey, Mingsong. Why didn't you answer my phone all day? Tell me honestly, are you jealous of me and Ling Xiaoxiao?" Song Jinfeng asked Guan Mingsong triumphantly.
Guan Mingsong scratched his head and said, "No, I listened to the experimental data report meeting for a day today, and then rushed to correct the data. I was too busy, so I missed your call, sorry."
"That's it?" Song Jinfeng was upset, it didn't match his expectations, he felt that Guan Mingsong should be jealous, otherwise he wouldn't show his position in Guan Mingsong's heart.
"Well. I haven't finished correcting my data yet, so I might not even be able to sleep tonight." Guan Mingsong said.
Song Jinfeng was very upset.Not reconciled, he asked again: "I have such a big scandal with Ling Xiaoxiao, why aren't you jealous?"
"At first I felt uncomfortable, but..." As he spoke, Guan Mingsong took the notebook in Song Jinfeng's hand, pointed to the word "trust" on it and said to Song Jinfeng: "The book says, do you have to trust each other?" ..."
Song Jinfeng was stunned for a long time, then blinked at Guan Mingsong.
Guan Mingsong sighed, and said to Song Jinfeng very seriously: "Jinfeng, I know that when I was with you, I didn't do well in many places. That day at Heweizhijia, Heweizhi said that I had already It was stereotyped in the original family, and subconsciously did not believe in love, so that I was always ready to stop the loss in time, and he said that I couldn't change it."
Song Jinfeng quickly said: "I have already warned He Weizhi, and he will not trouble you again in the future."
Guan Mingsong shook his head, "Jinfeng, what I want to say is that I swore to He Weizhi that day that I could change. But it turns out that changing is not that easy. After knowing the scandal between you and Ling Xiaoxiao, I feel very uncomfortable, and when I feel uncomfortable, I will easily distrust you. Once I start to distrust you, I will stage various unfavorable results in my brain, and then I want to run away, want to to escape from you."
Song Jinfeng smiled and said, "You want to stop the loss in time?" He stretched out his hand, squeezed Guan Mingsong's delicate chin, and said, "However, I felt uncomfortable after hearing you say that you knew about my scandal with Ling Xiaoxiao. I'm very happy, it's because you care about me."
Guan Mingsong lowered his eyes and said: "When I was a teenager, the aversion to feelings reached its peak. I went to a relative's wedding, and everyone else was beaming. Only I sat on the stool and watched coldly, thinking to myself: It's over, your love is over at this moment, and all that's left is a pile of chicken feathers; in high school, my classmates fell in love with each other early, the boy pissed off the girl, the girl broke up, the boy bought a gift and waited for the girl downstairs in the girls' dormitory , apologized to her, and then I just thought: He is willing to coax you today because you are still valuable to him, but he will not change anything after coaxing you, because he knows in his heart, anyway, next time you get angry , can also be coaxed back."
Song Jinfeng listened, dumbfounded, he thought that his Dr. Housekeeper still had Ling Xiaoxiao's sobriety.
Guan Mingsong pretended to be relaxed and smiled, and said to Song Jinfeng, "Jinfeng, I didn't trust you at the beginning."
"It's okay, just trust me now." Song Jinfeng said.
"However, sometimes I'm afraid that my weird thinking will hurt you."
Song Jinfeng smiled, "You hurt me not once or twice."
When Guan Mingsong heard this, he also laughed, "Then you stay by my side, are you stupid?"
"How should I put it? Ming Song, everyone is imperfect, and I'm actually not that good. Two imperfect people are together, and harm and happiness coexist. You always feel that you are not good at this and that is not good at all." , the result is that you have a psychological burden and I also have a psychological burden. In fact, in my eyes, after going through intrigue in the entertainment industry, I will feel very peaceful when I return to you. This is the happiness you have brought me."
Song Jinfeng took the notebook in Guan Mingsong's hand again, flipped through two pages, and said to Guan Mingsong with a smile: "No matter how many books you read, it's better to experience it yourself. From now on, you can tell me more about your inner feelings." Don’t ask me anything and you’ll say ‘nothing’, we’ll get better together.”
Guan Mingsong's thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and he smiled softly, "Okay."
"By the way, why did you come to England from Venice?" Guan Mingsong asked curiously.
"I called you and you didn't answer. I was afraid that something would happen to you, so I asked Tang Yuan to book a plane ticket. I have to go back tomorrow."
Guan Mingsong's eyes widened, "Aren't you messing around too much? Have you booked a flight back tomorrow?"
"I asked Tang Yuan to book the earliest plane."
"Then you have worked so hard this time. Take a rest now." Guan Mingsong said.
Song Jinfeng hugged Guan Mingsong tightly, and said coquettishly, "I want to be with you."
Guan Mingsong said: "I'm going to finish the data calibration tonight. I'll turn off the headlights and turn on the desk lamp. If you still feel that you can't sleep, I'll find an eye mask for you."
"I don't need a blindfold. You go to work, I will look at you, and I will fall asleep after looking at you." Song Jinfeng said.
After Song Jinfeng washed up, he got into Guan Mingsong's bed.Guan Mingsong turned off the headlights, turned on the desk lamp and continued working.Song Jinfeng suddenly asked him: "Speaking of which, why is your hypnosis so powerful? You are also a person with a high IQ, so you can be hypnotized so easily?"
Guan Mingsong explained solemnly while working: "Generally speaking, people with high IQs are more likely to be hypnotized."
Song Jinfeng let out an "oh" and said, "Ming Song, have you ever thought about what will happen if the two of us are exposed?"
Guan Mingsong thought for a while, and said, "Your fans should eat me alive. They will think that I am not good enough for you." Speaking of this, Guan Mingsong paused, smiled, and said, "But , you are a big star, I really don't deserve you."
Song Jinfeng scoffed at this point of view, "What, what's wrong with being a celebrity? What's the big deal about being a celebrity? To put it bluntly, this profession is no different from a small civil servant or employee. No matter how popular you are, don't take yourself too seriously."
Guan Mingsong smiled and said, "You're sober."
"Of course, I am awake in the world..."
The two chatted boredly, Song Jinfeng fell asleep after a while.
In order not to wake Song Jinfeng up, Guan Mingsong kept his voice to a minimum.At dawn, the sky turned fish-belly. Guan Mingsong finally got all the data. He was very excited and didn't feel sleepy. , he held back, and quietly did not make any sound.
Guan Mingsong closed the notebook, crept onto the bed, lay down next to Song Jinfeng with the smallest movement, and slept with Song Jinfeng.He didn't sleep, but looked at Song Jinfeng who was sleeping soundly, and he didn't want to blink.
In the early morning, Guan Mingsong sent Song Jinfeng to the airport, and the two were reluctant to leave for a long time before Song Jinfeng passed the security checkpoint.At the moment of parting, both of them felt like they had lost half of their souls.
After Guan Mingsong submitted the corrected experimental data, he became famous in the Department of Mathematics for a while, especially when the British professor asked Guan Mingsong how he found the problem, Guan Mingsong replied calmly: "Mental calculation, and then found the result No." The British professor showed an expression of disbelief.
The British professor was full of praise for Guan Mingsong, and even tested Guan Mingsong's intention to go to his laboratory, but Guan Mingsong was determined to devote himself to China's scientific research, so he declined the British professor.
Guan Mingsong's study visit is still going on, and Song Jinfeng's success in the entertainment industry continues.Before he knew it, six months passed, and it was time for Guan Mingsong to return to China.
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