Four years of crisis [entertainment]

Song Jinfeng got into Guan Mingsong's down jacket, stuck to Guan Mingsong, and said: "After Huo Wenchu ​​called me that time, I also reflected a lot on myself. In the past, every time you rejected me, I only knew that Losing my temper, I have never thought about your inner dilemma and contradictions. I am like a child, once you do not satisfy me, I will get angry and feel that I am the most wronged. I also have problems. "

Song Jinfeng paused for a while, and then continued: "Ming Song, do you know how much you mean to me? Four years ago, I returned to China alone. At the beginning, I was full of confidence, thinking that I would be able to do a lot when I came back. Actually I was wrong. The situation in China is more complicated than I thought. China is all about relationships and connections. I have no relationship and no connections. No one can see me. At that time, I once fell into a situation of self-doubt. I questioned My own choice, questioning my ability, I even felt that I had no way out in China. Just when I was most confused, you broke into my life and became my spiritual fulcrum."

After hearing these words, Guan Mingsong's heart trembled. He always felt that Song Jinfeng paid more out of the two, and that he owed him more. He didn't expect that he was supporting his life in the dark.

In the narrow triangular space, two people squeezed together.Time is passing, and as time goes by, the shadow of death is getting closer little by little.

Song Jinfeng felt drowsy and almost fell asleep. Guan Mingsong was startled and slapped Song Jinfeng's face again and again, saying, "Jinfeng, wake up, don't sleep."

Although this place is protected from being injured by falling objects, it is in danger of lack of oxygen.Guan Mingsong was anxious. He put his ears on the wall and listened to the movement outside, while praying in his heart: the rescue team, come, come.

Suddenly, there was a loud noise outside, which was the sound of falling objects being lifted up.Guan Mingsong was overjoyed, knocked on the wall panel recklessly, and shouted loudly: "There are people here! There are people here!"

He heard noisy voices from outside: "This way, this way, come here!"

The rescue team gathered at the position where Guan Mingsong and Song Jinfeng were trapped, and worked together to remove the wall panels that trapped Guan Mingsong and Song Jinfeng.When the bright light came in, Guan Mingsong closed his eyes, and he held Song Jinfeng tightly, full of joy of escaping from death.

The impact of the explosion was very bad, but luckily no one was killed.The police were required to solve the case within a time limit, and soon, Chen, the suspect in the bombing case, was arrested and brought to justice. This Chen was the young man Guan Mingsong met in the bathroom.

On the sofa at Guan Mingsong’s house, Guan Mingsong sat reading his scientific and educational periodicals, while Song Jifeng lay flat, resting his head on Guan Mingsong’s lap and looking at his mobile phone.

"The motive of the bombing has been exposed," Song Jinfeng said.

"What is it?" Guan Mingsong stared at his science and education journals without looking up.

"The online shopping platform that is celebrating its anniversary belongs to an Internet giant, you know that, right?"

"Yeah. I know."

"Chen used to be an employee of the Internet giant. Not long ago, he suffered violent layoffs. He was unhappy, so he planned the explosion. It can be regarded as revenge."

"Violent layoffs? But as far as I know, this Internet giant has sufficient funds, so how could it suddenly lay off employees?"

"The layoffs are not necessarily due to bankruptcy. This kind of Internet giant often has many business lines, and some newly expanded business lines are even just used to test the water. When the market feedback of the business line used to test the water is not good When it's good, the giant will cut off the gecko's tail, cut off the entire business line, and all the people under the business line will leave."

"It's cruel." Guan Mingsong commented, "To cut off the entire business line, for the giants, it's just to clean up a failed product. For them with deep roots, they won't have much loss. But the business line The sudden layoff of ordinary employees under the leadership is a huge event for individuals."

"Yes. And this Mr. Chen joined the business line when it was cut off, and he is still a core employee. He is a very dedicated person. As for ignoring his girlfriend, which caused his girlfriend to leave him sadly and marry someone else; he was also busy with work, so he couldn’t go home when his grandfather passed away, and he couldn’t accompany and take care of his father when he was sick.”

Guan Mingsong collected the science and education periodicals, and said thoughtfully: "He is doing his work as a career. In this case, I may understand his feelings. He has devoted his youth and hard work to his work, and the result is Well, his career would be gone if he said nothing, no one cared about his efforts, so he was very angry and started to dig into the horns. At this time, even if he was compensated, he would not be able to accept it. He was suffocating, suffocating Then it got twisted and ended up being anti-social."

Song Jinfeng leaned on Guan Mingsong's thigh, stretched comfortably, and said, "So, don't take work as the whole of your life. Capital is very ruthless. If it says abandon you, it will abandon you. In the end, the last Those who won't give up on you are often those things that once seemed worthless, such as love, family affection, and friendship."

Guan Mingsong nodded in agreement: "You're right." He patted Song Jinfeng's head with a science and education journal, and said expressionlessly, "Go and wash the dishes in the kitchen."

Song Jinfeng's eyes widened, "Is it time for me to do the dishes?"

"I don't remember, too many things happened before, and the order was messed up, so let's start from the beginning."

"Why am I the head?"

Guan Mingsong removed Song Jinfeng's head from his lap, put the science and education periodicals aside, he stood up, and walked towards the study. "It suddenly occurred to me that some students hadn't changed their homework, so I had to ask Star Song to wash the dishes." Guan Mingsong said indifferently.

Song Jinfeng was stunned for a few seconds, and suddenly said loudly to the study: "Guan Mingsong! Your chasing husband crematorium should last longer!"

Guan Mingsong poked his head out of the study silently, and said solemnly: "I am the husband."

The two of them spent the day from day to night.During dinner, Song Jinfeng peeked at Guan Mingsong chatting with Huo Wenchu ​​on Wechat, and became upset, and asked, "Are you chatting with Huo Wenchu ​​on Wechat?"

"Yes." Guan Mingsong admitted generously.

"What did Huo Wenchu ​​say?"

"He said to let me talk less about you in the future." Guan Mingsong said as he graciously held the phone in front of Song Jinfeng to show him.

Song Jinfeng was moved instantly, and said with tears streaming down his face, "This brother is so interesting!"

The next day, Song Jinfeng had a job, which was about music and movies.Guan Mingsong thought that after escaping from the explosion, he hadn't reported his safety at home, so he went back home.Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked to the door of the house, he heard the sound of Guan Xue smashing things inside.

Guan Xue was discharged from the hospital, but she was still unable to go to school. She took a break from school and stayed at home, taking medicine for observation.The most notable feature of adolescent bipolar disorder is that the mood fluctuates like a roller coaster, and it is extremely unstable. You may be talking to you with a smile one second, and lose your temper with a gloomy face the next second.

When Guan Mingsong walked into the house, Guan Xue had already locked herself in the room, while Guan Xiuqi was sitting on the sofa, holding her head, looking very distressed.

Guan Mingsong sat down beside Guan Xiuqi. He observed his father beside him, and found that he was indeed much older.The hatred I had for my father when I was a child has disappeared at this moment.

"Dad." Guan Mingsong called Guan Xiuqi.

"Ah." Guan Xiuqi looked up blankly, "Ming Song is back."

"Xiaoxue's situation is unstable again?"

"That's right..." Guan Xiuqi rubbed his hair, smiled wryly, "I know I caused her illness. She blamed me, blamed me for hurting her mother, and even blamed me for letting her come into this world. She Revenge me in this way."

Guan Mingsong listened silently.

Guan Xiuqi turned his head to Guan Mingsong, and asked him slowly, "Mingsong, do you hate me too?"

"I hated it when I was young, but I don't hate it now." Guan Mingsong said calmly, "I want to understand, I only regard the entanglement of the previous generation as something that has nothing to do with me, and I won't let it have nothing to do with me again." What happened to me has become a shadow in my heart." Guan Mingsong glanced at Guan Xue's room and said, "I'm going to see Xiaoxue."

Guan Mingsong knocked on the door for a long time before Guan Xue let him in.

Guan Xue sat on the bed lifelessly, staring out the window in a daze.

Guan Mingsong took a stool and sat beside her bed, and he just sat there quietly, he didn't speak, he was waiting for Guan Xue to speak.

"Actually, I shouldn't have come to this world, don't you think so, bro?" Guan Xue asked Guan Mingsong with empty eyes.

Guan Mingsong smiled and said: "No one should come to this world, and to come is to suffer."

Guan Xue's eyes widened, and she turned to look at Guan Mingsong.What's the situation, shouldn't he say something very sad and sad, and then Guan Mingsong will pour chicken soup for himself?Now that Guan Mingsong said something very sad, what did he say?

Guan Mingsong said again: "Since God has chosen you to suffer, you should suffer."

Guan Xue blinked her eyes with a dazed expression.

Guan Xue held back for a long time before choking out a sentence: "Brother, why are you more mournful than me?"

Guan Mingsong saw that Guan Xue's fingernails had grown, so he took the nails and cut them to help Guan Xue cut her nails.He cut it very carefully, and said while cutting: "When I was in junior high school, it was when my parents divorced. At that time, I was more mourned than you. I didn't talk every day, and I just thought about messy things in my heart every day. I compete with myself. The classmates in the class think I am weird and don’t play with me.”

"Are you isolated?"

"Well, who made me weird at that time. But now I want to understand that people, in fact, have limited energy, and there are not many things that can be taken care of in a lifetime. It is enough to take care of yourself, the people you love and the people who love you. , and others, don't worry about it, it's a waste of time, and it's easy to mislead your own cognition." Guan Mingsong's tone was very light and calm.

Guan Xue said half-understanding: "What do you want to tell me, brother?"

"I want to tell you, don't use the mistakes of the previous generation to punish yourself. Life is not easy, just take care of yourself and don't think too much. By the way, I seem to have heard that your mother has found her home in the south. As for my mother, when I called her, I heard her cheerful tone, she should be doing well. My mother also told me that Zhou Yanyan’s ideal university is University A, and asked me to take her to visit University A another day. You Look, everyone's life has entered a new phase."

Guan Xue thought for a long time, and finally said: "So, I should also enter a new stage, right?"

"Well. Guan Xiuqi is outside. He is very worried about you. Let's go out and have a chat with him."

"it is good."