Four years of crisis [entertainment]

Guan Mingsong felt as if a piece of cotton was stuck in his throat.It took him a lot of effort to open his mouth under Song Jinfeng's gaze, and he said to Song Jinfeng as calmly as possible: "Jinfeng, listen to me, our life circles are different, and our life trajectories do not intersect. The reason why I am in this relationship is entirely because of that thought four years ago. But that is wrong."

Song Jinfeng stared at Guan Mingsong helplessly, his eyes turned red.

Guan Mingsong explained again: "Jinfeng, what would happen if you were found out to be gay during your rising period, and someone revealed your relationship? Your career would plummet, and your competitors would toast and cheer. When you think back in the next year, don’t you feel sorry for the ruined future? As for me, although I won’t be watched by so many people in my private life, if I really choose to be with you, maybe I will be happy now , but what about in the future? In the future, I will find out that you don’t understand my mathematics, and I don’t understand your music. Two people who are not in the same field and have no common topics, how can they live for a long time?”

Song Jinfeng smiled strangely, and he raised his head, as if trying to hold back tears.Song Jinfeng closed his eyes, and asked Guan Mingsong in a weak voice, "So?"

"So, the relationship between you and me was a mistake. If it continues, the loss caused by this mistake will become greater and greater, and the damage to the two people will become greater and greater. Therefore, Jinfeng, stop the loss in time , I think, maybe both of us will have some pain at the beginning, but short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, isn't it?"

"Haha!" Song Jinfeng laughed strangely twice, he opened his eyes, his eyes were blood red, and he looked at Guan Mingsong with extremely aggressive anger.

Song Jinfeng approached Guan Mingsong step by step, "Stop the loss in time?" He asked with a sneer.

Without warning, Song Jinfeng pulled Guan Mingsong's body, and suddenly pressed Guan Mingsong against the window sill.Unexpectedly, Guan Mingsong slammed his back against the glass window, making a "dong" sound.Song Jinfeng in front of him looked at him coldly with a cold face.

Song Jinfeng exerted too much pressure on Guan Mingsong. Guan Mingsong sensed that the situation was not good, and subconsciously wanted to push Song Jinfeng away.Unexpectedly, the corner of Song Jinfeng's mouth curled up, and the strength in his hands was several times stronger than that of Guan Mingsong.Song Jinfeng held Guan Mingsong down with one hand, and put his other hand into Guan Mingsong's pants. He leaned against Guan Mingsong and sneered in Guan Mingsong's ear.

Guan Mingsong couldn't bear the shame and anger, and said angrily: "Song Jinfeng!" Song Jinfeng ignored him, and moved his hands dishonestly.Song Jinfeng has been with Guan Mingsong for four years, no one knows better than him how to make Guan Mingsong surrender.

The flush climbed onto Guan Mingsong's face, the curtains were not drawn, and Guan Mingsong did not forget to pull the curtains even in his confusion, but was forcibly stopped by Song Jinfeng.

"Don't you like it, Dr. Guan?" Song Jinfeng said while panting, "Actually, you like it, right? Don't pretend to be serious, you like excitement, you like to go out of line, because you and I are the same kind of people." Said After that, Song Jinfeng lowered his head and bit down on a piece of meat on the back of Guan Mingsong's neck so hard that Guan Mingsong thought he was going to tear a piece of flesh off.

Guan Mingsong was eaten by Song Jinfeng inexplicably.The two were lying on the sofa, Song Jinfeng hugged Guan Mingsong, and buried his head on Guan Mingsong's neck.

"Are you driving me away?" Song Jinfeng asked suddenly.

Guan Mingsong's eyes were empty, he stared at the ceiling and said, "Just think it was a breakup gun just now."

"Haha." Song Jinfeng laughed, "Guan Mingsong, Guan Mingsong, you have never disappointed me in terms of indifference. Why are you so cruel?" His tone suddenly softened, "Ming Song, did I do something wrong?"

Am I doing something wrong?Guan Mingsong felt a pain in his heart. The pain started from the apex of his heart and spread to every part of his body. He opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

At this moment, Song Jinfeng's cell phone rang.

Song Jinfeng answered the phone, and Tang Yuan's voice came out from the phone: "Brother Jin, I drove to the downstairs of Dr. Guan, you should go downstairs quickly. Your night flight is at 25 o'clock, and now it is [-]:[-] , it takes an hour to rush to the airport, and the time is a bit tight."

"Okay, I'll come down right now."

Song Jinfeng hung up the phone, and Guan Mingsong asked, "Why did you catch the flight so late?"

Song Jinfeng got up from Guan Mingsong, and said calmly while arranging his clothes: "I just reduce my work, but it's not that I don't have no work at all."

Guan Mingsong watched Song Jinfeng walk to the door.Song Jinfeng put on his peaked cap. Before he opened the door, he suddenly thought of something. He turned around and said to Guan Mingsong, "I understand. Guan Mingsong, people like you, because they are afraid of losing and getting hurt, put the 'stop loss in time' 'These four words are brought to the extreme, and no matter what happens, a bad ending must be presupposed. If I really made a mistake and did something wrong, you should stop the loss in time, but Guan Mingsong , I obviously did nothing wrong."

I clearly did nothing wrong.These words entered Guan Mingsong's ears, making Guan Mingsong feel sour again.

"You want to break up, I don't agree." After speaking, Song Jinfeng opened the door and walked out, then closed the door with a "slap".

Guan Mingsong was the only one left in the house, and his heart felt empty and uncomfortable.But even though it was extremely uncomfortable, there was still a small voice in my heart saying: You are not suitable, let's end it.

Guan Mingsong didn't know why Song Jinfeng had to catch that night flight because of his job. In fact, he knew it after visiting Song Jinfeng's Chaohua, but he deliberately didn't let himself pay attention to Song Jinfeng.But the more he deliberately didn't pay attention to Song Jinfeng, the more Song Jinfeng would pop up in his mind.Guan Mingsong thought about Song Jinfeng uncontrollably all the time, and he discovered for the first time that his brain can get out of control.

Guan Mingsong didn't know if Song Jinfeng had finished his work and returned from other places, but Song Jinfeng didn't contact Guan Mingsong for several days, and within a few days, Guan Mingsong fell ill.

Guan Mingsong was weak all over. He got up from the bed, feeling his stomach was empty, so he ordered a takeaway.However, after the takeaway arrived, he had no appetite. He barely ate a little, but suddenly his stomach felt uncomfortable. He hurried to the bathroom and vomited embarrassingly.After vomiting, Guan Mingsong returned to the bedroom in a daze, fell on the bed with his eyes darkened, and fell asleep again.

When Guan Mingsong woke up again, it was already afternoon.He took his temperature and it didn't have a fever.

Guan Mingsong sat alone on the sofa, his brain, which was usually as sophisticated as a machine, stopped working.Guan Mingsong's mind was in a mess and his heart was empty.Guan Mingsong seldom showed his emotions, so he just held back himself, to the extreme, and his body would naturally protest.

At this time, the phone rang, and it was Huo Wenchu.

"Hello, Wen Chu." Guan Mingsong answered the phone.

"Mingsong, are you free tonight? Please have dinner." Huo Wenchu's happy voice came from the other end of the phone, seeming to be in a good mood.

Guan Mingsong smiled wearily, "I don't feel well today, let's try another day."

Huo Wenchu ​​heard from Guan Mingsong's voice that he was really not in good condition, and asked worriedly, "What's wrong with you? Are you all right?"

"It's okay, I have an upset stomach."

"Stomach upset? Did you eat?"

"Ordered takeaway."

"Takeaway? Why don't you order takeaway when you have an upset stomach? The takeaway is so oily and salty. Are you at home? Let's cook some porridge. Sigh, I'll go over there. I feel uncomfortable hearing your voice..."

Huo Wenchu ​​was a man who kept his word and did what he said, and it didn't take long for him to arrive.

When Guan Mingsong opened the door, Huo Wenchu ​​picked up a bag of things and hurried to the kitchen.

"What did you do? Do you have stomach medicine at home? Or go to the hospital?" Huo Wenchu ​​asked.

Guan Mingsong smiled helplessly: "My stomach is fine, and I don't know what's wrong today. My stomach has never had any problems before."

"That was before." Huo Wenchu ​​reminded.

Huo Wenchu ​​cooked porridge in an electric rice cooker. When he came to the living room, he was attracted by a men's watch next to the fish tank.

"Oh, Montblanc, yes Mingsong, are you willing to buy yourself a good watch?" Huo Wenchu ​​picked up the watch and said with a smile.Suddenly, Huo Wenchu ​​thought of something, his smile sank, and he asked, "Or was it Song Jinfeng who sent it?"

Guan Mingsong shook his head, "No. It was given by a friend. Wen Chu, I don't know much about watches, so you can estimate the price for me. I have to give you a gift of about the same price. As for me and Jinfeng... Guan Mingsong's eyes dimmed, "Jin Feng and I have already broken up."

Huo Wenchu ​​stopped holding the watch.He put the watch back to its original position unhurriedly, walked up to Guan Mingsong and sat down, facing Guan Mingsong.

"Really?" Huo Wenchu ​​asked Guan Mingsong.

"Hmm. Really." Guan Mingsong remained expressionless.

"Very good. The two of you are not suitable at all. He is in the entertainment industry, and he takes the route of idols and powerful factions. He has a lot of fans, most of them are female fans, and they are very crazy. Like him, The most taboo thing is the exposure of the relationship. You are both men, so this is not just a scruple about the relationship. Neither Song Jinfeng's team nor Song Jinfeng himself will allow this dangerous relationship to continue. And Ming As for Song you, I have known you for so long, and I know what kind of person you are, you like quietness, hate trouble, and are obsessed with academics, and Song Jinfeng is not in the same circle at all, you will get tired sooner or later when you are with him."

"I know it all. So it's that simple." Guan Mingsong said calmly, "In the past four years, I've been quite tired sometimes."

Huo Wenchu ​​felt relieved, as if he was in a good mood. "Let me see if the porridge is okay?" He said to Guan Mingsong with a smile.

When Huo Wenchu ​​brought over the hot porridge, Guan Mingsong said apologetically, "Sorry, you came to my house. I don't have anything to entertain you, so I have to trouble you to take care of me."

"What are you talking about. Mingsong, you are good in everything, except that you are too polite to everyone."

Huo Wenchu ​​watched Guan Mingsong drink half a bowl of porridge, his fingers crossed together, as if he was a little nervous.When the nervousness was over, Huo Wenchu ​​gritted his teeth, and said to Guan Mingsong, "You and Song Jinfeng broke up, can you consider trying with me?"

Guan Mingsong's eyes widened. He didn't expect Huo Wenchu ​​to be so direct.

"Wen Chu, we are friends..."

"I knew you would say that. That's what I thought. If you brought up the breakup, wouldn't Song Jinfeng be reconciled? You can use me as a shield to make him give up, and you two will break up cleanly."

Huo Wenchu's words made Guan Mingsong a little shaken.He thought for a long time with his shut-down brain, and finally said: "Okay."

Let Song Jinfeng give up, and let himself give up.Guan Mingsong thought in confusion.