Too much

The weather was so hot that the air seemed to freeze, and the teacher's lectures made people drowsy more and more.Halfway through the class, Qi Jingchen closed his eyes for a few seconds when the teacher turned around and played the projection.

In the light sleep state, he rarely dreamed, but for some reason, Qi Jingchen had a short but real dream during this nap of no more than 10 minutes.

At first the dream was a blank white, and he heard Shen Zeming's voice from not too far away, with strong emotions, Shen Zeming said, "What on earth do you want to do?"

Qi Jingchen was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that this was the question Shen Zeming asked, looking at him stubbornly and vigilantly before class.

Maybe it was because of the dream, Qi Jingchen didn't know what he was going to do for a while, until the emptiness receded, revealing the original appearance - Shen Zeming's house.

It was still the small living room, with old and tacky decorative paintings hanging on the wall, and a sofa made of mahogany. Sheng Juan pulled him to sit on this side, chatting and laughing with Song Lan on the other side.

Qi Jingchen hates any social interaction, because most of the time he has to hide all bad thoughts and pretend to be a qualified normal person.

Originally thought that such a boring conversation would last the whole afternoon until Shen Zeming appeared.

Shen Zeming was not outstanding, and he couldn't notice it at first sight even if he picked it out of the crowd.He was thin and pale, his eyes were covered by the ends of his hair, making it hard to see his expression clearly, he looked a little timid standing in front of Song Lan with his head bowed, gloomy and dull, he looked easy to bully.

The house has no entrance, the door and the sofa are next to each other, the door creaked, Shen Zeming walked in with his schoolbag on his back, and leaned on the shoe cabinet to change his shoes.Hearing Song Lan calling him, Shen Zeming paused, then quickly put on his slippers and turned to look at the person.

Looking at each other for a few seconds, Qi Jingchen frowned very slightly.

The pupils of those eyes are very dark, and the shape of the eyes is also very beautiful, but when looking at people, they have a dull and numb feeling, and there is a dead air, as if the sky is falling and there will be no waves.

After listening to Song Lan's speech, Qi Jingchen followed Shen Zeming to his room as promised.He sat on the only chair, watched as Shen Zeming opened the closet with downcast eyes, found a tattered book from the bottom, and carefully held it in front of him.

At this moment, there was light in Shen Zeming's eyes.

Qi Jingchen lowered his head to look, the book is very old, the corners of the book are rolled up, pasted with a bunch of colorful cartoon characters, very childish.

But Shen Zeming obviously regarded it as a treasure.With a thought, Qi Jingchen didn't reach out to pick it up, but quietly looked at the cover of the book.

As time passed, after 2 minutes passed, he raised his eyes again, the light in Shen Zeming's eyes went out, and he froze again.

But when he reached out to take it and praised the book with a smile, the beam of light lit up again, as if he had suddenly regained his spirit.

When the screen turned, Shen Zeming was holding the tattered sticker book in front of him, asking why he threw it away.

At this moment, Shen Zeming had no light in his eyes, but his eyes were no longer the original lifeless look, as if something was broken.

Qi Jingchen knew that it was a kind of despair after hope was broken.Nothing is more hopeless than that.

It is undeniable that he enjoys this feeling, like teasing a dog.

But it wasn't enough, and he wanted more.

For a few seconds, those things suppressed under the disguise were like wildly growing vines, covering the sky and the sun in his heart.

At the end of the dream, Qi Jingchen was standing in front of the mirror, and Shen Zeming was standing next to him, his eyes were still clumped with death, but there was something else in the way he looked at Qi Jingchen.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, Qi Jingchen opened his eyes and met Shen Zeming's guarded gaze as soon as he turned his head. He was suddenly a little irritable.

"I'll ask for the last time." Shen Zeming still stared at him, "What are you going to do?"

After a pause, he turned his eyes away, and his eyes stayed on Qi Jingchen's fingers: "Why all of a sudden..."

Qi Jingchen smiled, feeling inexplicably relieved, "Suddenly showing affection to you?"

Shen Zeming gave a low "hmm".

"That's because I want to be your friend."

Shen Zeming froze for a moment.

"Some of my behavior was bad before, and I apologize to you." Qi Jingchen continued, "I hope you can forgive me."

He seemed to be a different person suddenly, those stubborn and malicious things were all restrained, as if they had never appeared before.Shen Zeming raised his eyes, Qi Jingchen's eyes were so sincere and reliable, he pinched the palm of his hand, and didn't answer at the beginning.

.In the blink of an eye, it was Friday, and the students who had been holding back the entire midterm exam week became lively again, and all the students who had a good relationship gathered together to think about how to relax on the weekend.Qi Jingchen was very popular, several small groups came to ask him if he wanted to join, but without exception, he politely refused.

Sending off the students who were overly enthusiastic, Qi Jingchen looked at Shen Zeming and was about to speak when Yang Tianfeng dragged him out to play.Maybe he thought it was impolite, even though Shen Zeming didn't look at him at all, he still gave Shen Zeming an apologetic smile.

Seeing Qi Jingchen leave, Shen Zeming took his eyes away from the book and stared at his back from a distance, lost in thought.

After talking about it that day, Shen Zeming thought for a long time, but he still couldn't figure out the reason for Qi Jingchen's change. The excuse of being friends was too far-fetched, and he didn't believe it.But Qi Jingchen really treated him very well, and he basically did what was listed in the agreement.

Shen Zeming couldn't find anything wrong, and he couldn't understand what Qi Jingchen was thinking.

However, this matter is not what we should focus on right now. The campus forum has recently started a new wave of climax. Someone posted a new post to help Qi Jingchen clarify, and the new post also included evidence that Shen Zeming was the anonymous poster and his photo.

Now the whole school knows that Shen Zeming is a villain, a bad breed, maybe he is a disgusting homosexual, so they post rumors to slander Qi Jingchen's innocence, which makes Shen Zeming's already bad situation worse.

In recent days, when he was walking home, some boys and girls from the same school would appear and throw stones at him.Before entering the classroom in the morning, he would be stopped by the students on duty at the school gate for no reason, but he didn't do anything to him, it was just delaying time that made him late for every morning reading.

These are all fine, Shen Zeming is used to it, the difficult part lies in the people who block him on the way home from school and delay the time to go home.

Maybe Shen Zelin didn't do well in the midterm exam, so Song Lan enrolled him in a cram school.Shen Zeming finished school one hour later than Shen Zelin in the afternoon, just enough for Shen Zelin to finish a tutorial class.

Song Lan was busy picking up Shen Zelin, and Shen Ming had to work very late, so the task of cooking fell to Shen Zeming.

Going back late, Shen Zelin had nothing to eat when he got home, so Song Lan punished him not to have dinner.Shen Zeming didn't want to go hungry, so he had to go home as soon as possible.

After the mid-term exam, in order to improve the quality of teaching, the school changed the Friday afternoon extracurricular activities of senior high school students to self-study classes, but because there was no teacher to attend classes, the bold students still slipped out to play.

Shen Zeming is timid and just sits in the classroom doing homework.When the time came to [-]:[-], before the get out of class bell rang, he put on his schoolbag and rushed out of the classroom.

There were already many students on the road, Shen Zeming lowered his head, and ran quickly and hurriedly across the intersection that was blocked the day before yesterday, he was relieved.

But after turning a corner, a group of people suddenly appeared to stop him in the alley where he and Qi Jingchen had moved their swords before.

Shen Zeming stopped and sighed in his heart.He closed his eyes, crouched down slowly with his head in his arms, and said, "Let's fight."

The leader laughed when he heard this, "Did you hear that? He's already saying that, so don't be too polite."

Furious fists and foul words fell on him, Shen Zeming stared blankly at the stones on the ground, as if he couldn't feel the pain.

After an unknown amount of time, he heard a familiar voice coming from the alley, the man said, "I'm calling the police."

"Don't meddle in other people's business." Someone replied viciously, "If you are sensible, get out of here."

"There are so many people bullying him, it's somewhat shameless." The man said as he walked.

"Who the hell are you? Believe it or not, I beat you up too."

The sound of footsteps went from far to near, and finally stopped half a meter away from him. Shen Zeming opened his eyes and caught a glimpse of a pair of familiar sneakers.

His heart skipped a beat and he raised his head. It was Qi Jingchen.