sickness

When Zang Bai asked this question, he was shocked and suddenly woke up, and then felt that Lin Bochuan's body was stiff, and his breathing stopped for a moment even next to his ear.

Hua Lihui said that he will leave after the festival, and there is no need to ask any questions about him.Perhaps this doubt has lingered in my mind for so long that I subconsciously asked it when I was not sober.

He regretted it a little at first, but after sensing Lin Bochuan's reaction, he wanted to hear the other party's answer instead.

"Did Lihui say anything to you?" Lin Bochuan still put his arms around Zang Bai and asked softly.

"He said he was going to resign with you after the holiday."

With just this one sentence, Lin Bochuan knew that Zang Bai should know everything.At this moment, he regretted his own cleverness, Zang Bai is such a sensitive person, and he tried to hide it from him.Now that he has talked about it, he has no intention of avoiding it.

"Well, I'll let him go."

"You mean a lot to him."

"He is also very important to me." Lin Bochuan turned on the light, sat up from the bed, and leaned on the head of the bed, quite solemnly, "Don't look at him always looking sloppy, in fact, he has taken care of me since childhood. More. Some words are hard to say, but in my heart, I regard him as a big brother."

Zang Bai also propped himself up and sat up: "He didn't regard you as his younger brother."

"I know, but I only treat him as a big brother. It was in the past, it is in the present, and it will be in the future. Whether he can only alienate me in the future, or one day he can be as close as me and Xiaohao. Only this will never change.

"Ruirui, whether it's Lihui or anyone else, the only person I love is you. You trust me."

Zang Bai lowered his head and pursed his lips: "I believe you, I just can't figure out why you rejected Hua Lihui in the first place. You are so close, and he treats you like that, you would rather choose a marriage partner at random than be with him. He tries."

"I didn't choose randomly. There are more suitable marriage partners than you, but after meeting you, I have no choice but to choose other people." He turned to embrace Zang Bai, "After meeting for the second time in the gallery, I I was very nervous, worried that you would refuse. Then you suddenly asked me for money, and I immediately agreed, thinking that if you took the money, you would never turn your back on anyone."

"Hua Lihui wooed you before we met."

"I like this kind of thing, but there is no reason to say it."

Zang Bai just looked at Lin Bochuan

"...He is a Beta, and it doesn't matter whether it is before or after. He has never been in the scope of my mate selection, you should be very clear about that."

There is nothing that cannot be said. As an Omega, Zang Bai should be very understandable.In their world, Beta can only be a friend, a brother, and a relative, and has never been the first choice for a partner or lover.

This is an impeccable answer, and it is also his truest feeling.

Lin Bochuan thought that this explanation was enough for Zang Bai to stop the topic, but unexpectedly he turned his face slowly and asked in surprise, "Just because of this?"

"Is that not enough?"

"Then you chose me only because I'm an Omega?"

"...Of course not. There are so many Omegas in the world, but I only want you." Lin Bochuan was really confused, and he was getting more and more confused about these problems.

"That is to say, you chose me because I am an Omega. If I wasn't, I wouldn't be in your mate selection at all, right?"

"...Ruirui, it doesn't make sense for you to do such a thing. You are already my partner, and you are also an Omega. I don't know what you are struggling with."

"What am I struggling with? I'm struggling with whether I..." Zang Bai couldn't help raising his voice, but when he was about to say that sentence, he stopped suddenly.

At that moment, he suddenly stood in front of that apartment again, and saw the face of Hua Lihui who said he would resign after the festival.

That kind of disheartened heart that gave up completely, that kind of despair that has no place to stand.And does Hua Lihui know the truth?He lost only because he wasn't an O.Ironically, the opponent he lost was not a real O either.

Hua Lihui suddenly turned into a mirror, reflecting the sorrow of the two of them at the same time.

But he was not ready to let Lin Bochuan know this kind of sadness, so Zang Bai rushed out of bed angrily, and attributed all the problems to Lin Bochuan: "I didn't expect that you also discriminated against Beta."

"……I do not……"

He didn't know why he discriminated against Beta, and he didn't have time to explain that he didn't discriminate against Beta. Seeing Zang Bai's anger reminded him of the last time they had a quarrel, the other party was about to slam the door out.

Lin Bochuan hurriedly got up, trying to hold him back.

After all, the alcohol was still in the blood and hadn't been completely discharged, so he moved a lot slower, and he couldn't reach it all at once, and he had already gone to the living room in a blink of an eye.He staggered to the living room again, and went to the entrance door to resist the door, but Zang Bai just went back to his room, and then there was no more movement.

Lin Bochuan waited for a while, and after confirming that he had no intention of rushing out, he was a little relieved, and came outside the room and knocked on the door.

"Zang Bai..."

"Rui Rui..."

"What's wrong with you, can you open the door and tell me?"

"...I don't discriminate against Betas. Most of the employees in Guangchuan are Betas. Apart from the two of us, Zhou Chuang is the biggest in the company, and he is also a Beta..."

"...Ruirui...you open the door, can you tell me something..."

After a while, Zang Bai's voice finally came from the door: "Go to bed, I'm tired."

Zang Bai couldn't fall back asleep in the middle of the night, and that question kept popping up in his mind, why did things come to this point?

Before that, he had a little bit of luck, what if Lin Bochuan didn't care about his partner's attributes.A person like him who is knowledgeable, insightful, has studied abroad, and accepted some pioneering ideas may be true love first, and he will not be limited to traditional AO marriages at all.

Only now, he finally lost all luck.

Based on Zang Bai's understanding of Lin Bochuan, he can already imagine the result of confessing this point.Based on the other party's self-cultivation and conduct, his guilt towards himself in the past, and his gratitude towards himself now, he will never ask for a breakup or divorce.Instead, he told himself not to mind, convincing them both to accept the lack.

Nothing seems to change. To make up for it, Lin Bochuan will only treat him better and more considerately.But the anxiety that can never be soothed by pheromones, the urge to mark forever, can still look forward to plums to quench his thirst, but if he knows that there will be no plums that quench his thirst in the future, how can he suppress and resolve this anxiety?

In this day-to-day torment, how to maintain their love-this kind of illusory and fleeting thing?

Because of responsibility and guilt, he didn't doubt that the other party would be tied to him for the rest of his life.But Zang Bai didn't want to, he was too sensitive and smart, and he couldn't pretend to be stupid, he could see through the love that had turned into an empty shell at a glance, and he couldn't stand it anymore.

Confession means separation sooner or later, depending on the length of suffering.Thinking of these, Zang Bai was both worried and sad.

It was still daylight.Time will not stop moving forward just because human beings are afraid of facing tomorrow.

Zang Bai opened the door of the room with a drowsy head, and Lin Bochuan, who was lying on the sofa in the living room, immediately opened his eyes and sat up.The two looked at each other for a moment, before saying anything, they had already seen each other's tired and haggard faces.

"Why are you sleeping here?" Zang Bai took the initiative to walk towards Lin Bochuan.

Lin Bochuan watched him walk in, slowly raised his head until Zang Bai stood in front of him, and he looked at him with his chin up.He was worried that he would sleep in the bedroom, Zang Bai was leaving in the middle of the night, and he would not be able to stop him in time.

Zang Bai seemed to know what he was thinking, and touched his face: "I won't run away in the middle of the night."

Lin Bochuan's throat slipped, his nose felt a little sore, he hugged the other person's waist, dragged him to the sofa, covered him with a quilt, hugged him, and buried his face on his shoulder: "...I'm sorry ...Call Shang Lihui in the afternoon, and let the three of us talk face to face."

Lin Bochuan also stayed up all night. He reflected half the night and came to the conclusion that either Zang Bai cared about Hua Lihui's existence, or he cared that he hadn't confessed everything to him at the very beginning.

Thinking about it now, I regret that there was nothing between him and Hua Lihui, and there was nothing to explain. I didn't tell Zang Bai immediately, saying that it was to avoid annoying him. In the final analysis, it was to avoid trouble for myself.Avoiding trouble eventually turns a small trouble into a big one, and he made that mistake.

The best solution is to call the three parties together, and let everyone talk face to face, and untie Zang Bai's knot in his heart.

"There's nothing to talk about. I was wrong yesterday, and I shouldn't lose my temper with you." Zang Bai lowered his eyes after saying this.

"...Are you not angry with me?"

"No."

I wasn't mad at him yesterday either.Just think about Lin Bochuan's situation, he grew up in such a family tragedy of AB combination, and this tragedy has not ended to this day, Zang Bai can fully understand the other party's reaction.

And deep down in Zang Bai's heart, he didn't believe in AB's marriage either.

Zang Qingshan’s first wife was Beta, and they worked together to create the Zang family’s business. They conceived four children together, but in the end, Zang Qingshan cheated on an Omega and completely marked each other with her. This is the biological A powerful force of instinct.How can a person fight against such a powerful instinct when it is unbearable to go without food for a day?

"Are you really not angry anymore?"

"Don't be angry, yesterday was my fault..."

Lin Bochuan tightened his arms a bit: "No, it's my fault that I kept it from you for so long..." He pressed his face tightly against Zang Bai's neck, and the skin gradually became moist, "Let's not quarrel in the future, too Sad...really, so sad..."

"Okay, don't quarrel anymore." Zang Bai also blinked vigorously, trying to swallow that bitter feeling, but ended in failure.