sickness

Zhou Chuang's whole face was flushed red, and he didn't know whether he had drunk too much alcohol or whether he was squeezed by two beautiful sisters on the left and right.He shrunk his neck, hunched his back, and was sandwiched between the two of them like a quail, staring straight ahead, not daring to cast a glance.Because of this, the two girls liked to tease him more, feeding him food for a while, and feeding him wine for a while.Knowing that he is a top student at XX University, his mouth is full of compliments, making him want to get under the sofa.

Hua Xiaohao was sitting at the dining table, facing a large table of delicious food, the girl tried to persuade him to drink, but he said that he had to drive and could not drink.

"Isn't there a driver, let the driver take you back later, let's have a drink."

"I think so too, but I'm the driver who wants to drive people off." Hua Xiaohao raised his eyebrows, looking miserable.

"You are the driver? No way, don't lie to my sister."

"I didn't lie to you, I'm Mr. Lin's driver." He looked aside and pointed to Lin Bochuan.

"Really, it's not easy to come out to make a living at such a young age."

"Yes." Hua Xiaohao pointed to the dinner plate in front of him, "Sister, I want to eat shrimp, but I don't know how to peel them."

"Then I'll peel it off for you."

"Thank you, I still want to eat this."

"I'll clamp it for you, ah...open your mouth..."

Zang Bai looked at Hua Xiaohao, this kid is not very old, and he has a lot of tricks. He is a foodie, but let others serve him, and he doesn't know who he learned from.He suddenly said without thinking: "Xiaohao often comes to this kind of place with you."

Lin Bochuan next to him naturally understood: "I didn't teach him this."

"Maybe it can be heard and seen. There is no word to say, but there is also example."

"You don't believe what Liang Tian said?"

Just now Liang Tian said that this is a serious place, and also said that Lin Bochuan has never been nice to him.Zang Bai glanced into the living room, Liang Tian didn't hug the girl himself, but put half of his body on Xie Yifeng's body, drinking with his arms around him, the two beauties on the left and right couldn't get in.

Even though it looked like this, Zang Bai still didn't let go: "You guys are like dogs, of course you will work together." After finishing speaking, he leisurely picked up his wine glass and took a sip of wine.

Lin Bochuan suddenly tilted his head close to Zang Bai's ear, and whispered: "I can't be an adulterer, you know very well, I really can't be hard..." Zang Bai didn't expect to hear this from Lin Bochuan at all. As soon as he said it, the wine in his mouth almost spewed out.He managed to hold back, but the words "can't get hard" hit his ears and eyes, like a hot iron, making him blush.

Lin Bochuan helplessly spread his hands, with a sincere look: "After taking that medicine, there will be no physical desire at all. So Liang Tian didn't tell lies, so you can rest assured."

Can you rest assured?What worries him?Zang Bai wanted to quibble, but it seemed that the more he quibbled, the more guilty he seemed.What is going on tonight is always awkward.Maybe I shouldn't have played that game in the afternoon. Gambling really hurts people.

He pointed at Zhou Chuang: "Save your Zhou Zhu, if you continue, he'll have to drink and lie down."

Lin Bochuan slowly turned the wine glass in his hand: "How do you know he needs my rescue, maybe he is having fun."

"You see how happy he is?"

"On the surface, I was cowering and timid, but I was happy in my heart."

Zang Bai turned his head to look at Lin Bochuan, and frowned: "Why did you say it out of your mouth, everyone is so perverted."

Lin Bochuan snorted lightly: "Maybe it's because you think of me that way if you feel this way."

"What do you think of you?" Zang Bai was puzzled, his brows furrowed tighter and tighter.

Lin Bochuan met his eyes, lowered his eyes slightly, and looked very serious: "I think I'm a... pervert." He didn't make a sound for the last two words, but only made mouth shapes. After speaking, he tilted his head The corners of the mouth seem to be smiling.

"I didn't..." Zang Bai wanted to say that he didn't think so, but it wasn't true.Lin Bochuan is too complicated a person, not a simple character that can be summed up in one word, sometimes he really thinks that this person has psychological problems.But Lin Bochuan obviously understood his point of view, and lying would appear hypocritical. He raised his eyebrows contemptuously, "You look very similar now." Zang Bai twitched his lips and looked away.

Lin Bochuan didn't say anything, got up suddenly, and went to rescue Zhou Chuang.

Maybe Liang Tian said hello, when Lin Bochuan was sitting next to Zang Bai, no one took the initiative to provoke him.But when he got up and went over, the girls were naturally very enthusiastic.He planned to take Zhou Chuang away and find a room for him to rest, but the girls refused to let Zhou Chuang go away, so they naturally left Lin Bochuan behind.

The doors and windows of the room were closed, and the floor heater was very hot. Zang Bai felt stuffy, so he put down his wine glass, took a cigarette from the table, and went to the balcony.

The small arc-shaped balcony of a typical Baroque building is only two or three square meters in size, with a circle of stone pillars and railings around the edge, which made him think of the setting of Romeo and Juliet's tryst in foreign movies.

Zang Bai stood leaning against the stone pillar, took a slow puff of the cigarette between his pockets, the tobacco and the cold wind in front of him cleared up his dizzy mind a lot.But it was still stuffy, and my heart sank heavily, as if it was holding a heavy object, obviously I didn't eat anything tonight.

Maybe he drank too much wine, he put one elbow on the railing, leaning on the side of his face, he felt that he was not in a good mood tonight, and he was always thinking wildly.

The automatic glass door of the balcony opened, and a sudden sinking on his shoulders was his own woolen coat.

"Is not It Cold?"

"It's okay." Zang Bai put on his clothes and stood up straighter.

Lin Bochuan stood beside him: "Why did you come out alone?"

"It's too stuffy inside."

"Don't like the occasion?"

Zang Bai smiled: "It's not interesting."

Lin Bochuan's eyes fell on the orange flame: "I didn't know you smoked?"

"It doesn't matter if you smoke or not, there is no addiction."

He knew that Lin Bochuan didn't like the smell of cigarettes, so he withdrew his hand and was going to kill it.Lin Bochuan took the cigarette from his fingers, and under Zang Bai's surprised gaze, he put it between his lips and sucked it. When he took it out, his two thin lips stuck to the cigarette butt.

Zang Bai couldn't help pursing his lips: "Don't you hate the smell of cigarettes?"

Lin Bochuan exhaled the smoke slowly and took another puff: "I don't hate the smell of cigarettes, I just hate the feeling of being addicted."

"Once a person is addicted to something, the need will betray the will. This feeling makes people very insecure." He took a last puff, threw the remaining half of the cigarette on the ground and crushed it with his toes.

"But it is impossible for a person to control everything about himself in all directions."

"Who knows."

Zang Bai looked at Lin Bochuan, the words lingered in his throat twice, and finally he couldn't help asking: "Is this the reason why you took the medicine? Just let go of the uncontrollable instinct."

"Isn't this better? It makes me feel more free." Lin Bochuan looked out from the window sill, looking at the dark forest.

"If it's because of that incident ten years ago..." Hearing this, Lin Bochuan turned his eyes back to Zang Bai's face.At this time, a gust of wind blew his long bangs onto his forehead.Zang Bai pushed back his messy hair, and continued, "I don't think it's meaningful."

"It is said that all the cells in the human body will be renewed every 28 weeks. So many years have passed, maybe I am no longer that me, and you are not that you."

Zang Bai didn't say forgiveness, and Lin Bochuan didn't expect it too much.He meant let bygones be bygones, and it was a bit far-fetched to find a reason for himself and Lin Bochuan, even if he couldn't forgive or forget, he also tried to find a reason for them to move forward.

The old feeling came back.Zang Bai said that he is no longer who he was ten years ago, but Lin Bochuan thinks he is.He is still so kind and gentle, obviously a victim, obviously full of scars and pain, but he still offered to give him a way of redemption.

In contrast, Lin Bochuan felt that he was still the same person he was ten years ago, even more despicable and cowardly than then. Even at this time, he still shrank like a maggot, not daring to admit it, unable to face it, and also looked like a maggot Ugly and dirty inside.

A gust of wind blew, and Zang Bai's hair on his forehead, which had been smoothed just now, was messed up again.

He thought Lin Bochuan would say something, but the other party remained silent.

He can actually understand that it is easy to admit that he has been hurt, but it is difficult to admit that he has hurt others.Now he doesn't feel that Lin Bochuan didn't say anything because he was indifferent to the past, he was punishing himself in his own way.When a person makes a mistake, it is not the law or morality, but his conscience is the greatest punishment for him.

They stared at each other for a long time, Lin Bochuan turned his back to the light, Zang Bai couldn't see the sunken eyes clearly, but he stubbornly refused to move away, he wanted to see the person in front of him clearly.

Lin Bochuan raised his hand suddenly, and gently brushed away the scattered hair in front of Zang Bai's forehead, exposing his forehead.The hand stroked his hair along the side of his ear, but he didn't take it away immediately.Lin Bochuan just looked down at him, lowered his head slowly, until a kiss was printed on his forehead.

Zang Bai closed his eyes, and the moment he closed his eyes, his mind went blank.

Thoughts stopped running, but feelings became extraordinarily clear, the hand next to the ear moved away, and the kiss was released immediately.But Lin Bochuan kept his bowed posture and did not leave. He put his hands on Zang Bai's shoulders and looked at him at the same level.

This time Zang Bai saw Lin Bochuan's eyes clearly, their beautiful shape and pupil color, they were half closed, and his eyes were fixed on his lips.Lin Bochuan tilted his head, the angle of the tip of his nose just staggered, he slowly approached Zang Bai, until the hot and humid breath covered Zang Bai's breath like a veil.

Lin Bochuan wanted to kiss him, hesitantly and slowly, giving him enough time to refuse and run away, but Zang Bai's thinking and actions had long been stuck together, he could not think about anything, knew nothing, except jumping A racing heart, and a utterly held breath.When Lin Bochuan's nose touched him, Zang Bai closed his eyes, and he gave up, intending to entrust himself entirely to his intuition.

"Boss Lin, tonight..." Liang Tian slammed open the curtain of the balcony, "...sorry, you continue..." After finishing speaking, he slammed the curtain again.

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Come, let me kiss mua! (*╯3╰)