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The silver color of the bite ring under the light was so dazzling that Lin Bochuan's pupils contracted and he felt a little dizzy at the same time.

He lowered his eyes again, and it was the first time he saw Zang Bai's completely naked neck, with a slender and graceful curvature like a swan's neck, and it was also the first time he saw Zang Bai's back neck, where there was a tattoo.

The tattoo, with very delicate lines, is not as big as a thumb, but it is a dragonfly with complicated patterns.It was crucified on a little cross, and it was not the great Jesus, just a small, beautiful, suffering insect.

A burst of white light flashed suddenly, and then there were a few clicks, and a burst of thunder fell near them, which made people's hearts shatter.

As the rumbling thunder faded away, the pouring rain became clear again.The sound of the rain became louder and louder. It seemed that the rain did not fall outside, but between the two of them.

"I don't have glands, and I don't have pheromones. I've been keeping this from you... sorry..."

Zang Bai spoke suddenly, interrupting the heavy rain.The sound of the rushing rain quickly faded from between them, retreated outside the house, retreated to the depths of the ocean, and returned the world to these two people.

Lin Bochuan didn't speak, his breathing gradually became heavy.

"...You, how come you, don't have glands? You are an Omega, I've smelled your pheromones...sweet orange..."

"I removed it." Zang Bai said indifferently.Now that he said it, he ruthlessly punctured any luck and fantasy of Lin Bochuan.

"Why do you want to remove it?"

"..."

Seeing Zang Bai lowering his eyebrows and not saying a word, Lin Bochuan was instantly struck by lightning.His whole heart tightened in an instant, and he sat back on the bed as if his whole body was exhausted.

He swallowed hard and opened his mouth several times before he asked this question: "You... when did you remove it?"

"..."

He turned around, held Zang Bai's shoulders, his face was distorted, "When did you remove the glands?"

Zang Bai rolled his eyes away, but felt pain in his heart: "That's not important anymore. I'm just telling you that I don't have pheromones, and I can't have them, and you need Omega pheromones now..."

"...Is it that incident back then? Is it because of me? Isn't it?"

"..."

"Why do you want to remove it? Did I mark it successfully?" Lin Bochuan turned Zang Bai's face and looked at him. When he asked this question, his eyes were already filled with tears.

It hurts so much.

The pain of rape, the pain of biting, the pain of marking, the pain of removing the glands... All these pains have passed through the years, and now they are all retribution on him.

He saw the tattoo on the back of Zang Bai's neck, the outline of the scar hidden under those fine lines.Seeing those raised scars, it was as if a knife had been poked into his eyes, and then pulled out from his chest. Blood flowed all the way, and his heart ached all the way.

Tears streamed down his face, he firmly held Zang Bai's shoulder, and said incoherently: "Why, tell me why you removed it, why, tell me..."

"...not marked, just infected..."

Lin Bochuan touched the back of his neck with trembling hands. The skin was the same as what he saw, it was uneven, and there were uneven scars under the tattoo.

"Does it... still hurt? Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

But the pain had already melted in Lin Bochuan's heart, making his breathing tremble.He retracted his hand, but couldn't help touching it with his fingertips, asking repeatedly: "Does it still hurt? Is it very painful..."

Zang Bai also felt very uncomfortable, this was Lin Bochuan's reaction that he did not expect.He lowered his head and pressed Lin Bochuan's hand up, making his palm close to the back of his neck.

"I said it doesn't hurt anymore," he raised his voice. "It's been a long time since it hurt. How many years has it been? Are you stupid?"

Another thunderclap fell between the two, cutting off all the conversation.

Lin Bochuan bit his lip, tears just poured out, his burly body trembling all the time.He seemed to be curling himself up, and this tall, adult body seemed to be shrinking, shrinking back to the helpless, cowardly, and evasive...

Yes, this incident will also cause him pain, Zang Bai had thought of it a long time ago, but he didn't expect him to be so uncomfortable.

"I'm not in pain anymore." Zang Bai hugged his shoulders, pressed Lin Bochuan's face on his shoulders, let him have something to rely on, and let all his tears have a refuge, "It's been gone for a long time, it's okay ,real."

"...I'm sorry..." Lin Bochuan hugged Zang Bai tightly, cried while leaning on his shoulder, and the sound of the rain outside.

A rain that never stopped in the hearts of the two of them.

"It's ok."

……

In the second half of the night, the thunder gradually stopped, and the sound of the rain became softer. Only the waves in the distance were still surging, giving the world a dull bottom tone.But this night, both of them are doomed to sleepless nights.

Lin Bochuan calmed down a bit, and asked Zang Bai carefully about the past.

Even though he apologized a long time ago and was forgiven by the other party, he never mentioned it again in the following years.Not only did it make them forget that period of the past as Zang Bai said, but in fact, he still didn't dare to know more detailed and painful details.

"Actually, it's not that it can't be cured, it's just that it's very troublesome to cure. I didn't want people to know, so I just had an extirpation." Zang Bai sighed softly, "So the matter of the glands is not all your fault."

Lin Bochuan hugged Zang Bai from behind, buried his face in the back of his neck, there would no longer be pheromones there, and there was still his own warm body fragrance.He knew that Zang Bai was trying to make him feel better, but he had no right to feel uncomfortable.

"So you took the initiative to divorce the Luo family?"

"I thought I would never be with Alpha in my life, let alone marry Alpha." "I also thought that our marriage would end soon...but...it was really hard to say it later, and I didn't deliberately hide it you……"

"I know." Lin Bochuan interrupted him, "It's not important, it's not important at all, really."

Compared with the harm he caused to him, Zang Bai's flaws in the face of Alpha are insignificant at all, and it can't hurt his feelings for him at all, but he has more love for him.

Zang Bai said "Yes", and the attitude of the other party was almost as he expected - without any accusation or disappointment.However, when Lin Bochuan really said "it's not important", his worries were still largely relieved.

Maybe it's because he really thinks too much, and it won't affect his relationship with Lin Bochuan at all.Nothing has changed between them, everything is still the same as before.This is just one of the insignificant difficulties and obstacles they encountered after they got together, and it's not worth Zang Bai's anxiety at all.At this moment, he even regretted not telling Lin Bochuan earlier that he had suffered so much for nothing.

"Is it painful to have the gland removed?"

"It will be under general anesthesia, and I didn't know when it was picked."

"It's good that you don't suffer too much."

Zang Bai didn't say that during the operation, he was indeed numb and passed out, and he didn't feel anything.But after the anesthesia passed and he woke up, he would never forget the pain like a needle prick, like a fire, like a rusty blunt saw repeatedly pulling on the back of his neck, and he would never forget it in his life, let alone experience it again.

Just hearing Lin Bochuan mention it again, he felt his temples throbbing with tension.

Suddenly, two soft and warm lips touched the back of his neck—the forbidden place of the Omega that has experienced many scars, and now there is only an ordinary scar and an ordinary cross tattoo.

Lin Bochuan kissed that place softly but repeatedly, kissing that dragonfly.And the slightly trembling skin seemed to be a tiny life that had gone through all the sufferings and was finally blessed by God.

A shallow kiss is like a small stone thrown into the center of the lake, causing ripples.

Zang Bai kept the matter of removing the glands from everyone, and he rarely took off the bite ring, it almost became a part of his body.And the skin under the protection of the bite ring is ridiculously sensitive to any stimulation.

Circle after circle of electrified ripples swayed in his body repeatedly, the tingling feeling was transmitted to the nerve endings of the fingertips, like water waves hitting the shore of a lake, and swayed back again, over and over again, endlessly, until love and The flame of desire rises in the chest and burns blazingly.

Zang Bai leaned his neck back, resting the back of his head on Lin Bochuan's forehead. He sighed comfortably and long, and a soft humming sound leaked out of his nose.He grabbed Lin Bochuan's hand and pressed it on his chest, hooked his ankle around Lin Bochuan's calf, stepped on his instep and rubbed it lightly, he slightly pouted his hips backwards, and pressed against his opponent's thigh.

When he seldom took the initiative to ask for sex, it was not because he was embarrassed or had any ideological burden, but because Lin Bochuan never gave him the opportunity to take the initiative. Alpha's energy is beyond comprehension. Sometimes he works all day, if Zang Bai hadn't stopped him in time, he would still be tossing around all night, and then go to the company the next day.

But today he felt really good.Maybe it was because of the over-excited emotions just now, or maybe Lin Bochuan gave just the right amount of comfort, or maybe he wanted to prove something, and he felt that he was out of control.

He turned around suddenly, held the other's chin and kissed him.Lin Bochuan was a little dazed for a moment, Zang Bai rarely held the initiative, and he gradually deepened the kiss according to his instinct.

Pulling off the other person's clothes, stroking his waist, fingers also picked up the loose waistband of his trousers, and poked inside.

His groping fingers were suddenly stopped, his head was dizzy, and Zang Bai only had a little breath: "What's wrong?"

He didn't expect Lin Bochuan to reject him at all, so he heard the other party say: "Ruirui, can we do it tomorrow night, I'm not in the right mood today... sorry..."

"...Hmm." It's not embarrassing to make an active courtship, but it's somewhat embarrassing to be rejected.Zang Bai only felt that his fingers were a little stiff, he let go of Lin Bochuan, withdrew his hand, and turned around, "Then let's talk."

Lin Bochuan also noticed this kind of embarrassment, but he was still stuck in that uncomfortable emotion, and he was really not in the mood to love.After a while, he moved closer and put his arms around Zang Bai's waist: "I want to hug you."

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