[Comprehensive] Jinmu Rebirth · Fanwai

Yongjin Yingliang CP Kaneki Ken.

Because of the subject matter, this article is serialized in "Golden Wood Rebirth Fanwai", as will other articles of the same subject in the future.

Jinjiang alone, the new story began to be serialized——May 2019, 5.

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"Nagakin Hideyoshi and Kaneki Ken are lifelong best friends. 』

From meeting in elementary school, to growing up, to entering adolescence, the two have always thought so.

If there is no accident, we will get along like this.

until……

An irresistible event happens, shattering the ordinary life, or until one loses the other and finds that the other is no longer alone, the other rabbit who is so lonely that he is about to die will understand...

--I like you.

……

late September.

The sultry summer is spent with the sound of cicadas, and the cool and comfortable autumn is ushered in.

As soon as get out of class ended on Monday afternoon, the high-achieving students of the University of Tokyo walked out of the school one after another to find a place to eat. In the BIGGIRL food chain restaurant closest to the school, there were two teenagers who came to eat and chat.

"Ying, are you still sleepy?"

"Ah... a little... It was too late to play the game yesterday."

Yongjin Yingliang was lying on the table of the fast food restaurant, his mental state was not good, and his golden hair was also limp.

After eating and drinking, he was a little dozed off. Around his neck was an in-ear red earphone, a branded product with a trendy style, and the edges had slight wear and tear from long-term use. At this time, he was playing light music that soothes the spirit.

Wanting to fall asleep, but having trouble falling asleep refers to his recent bad insomnia.

Irregular heartbeat.

Nervous.

This kind of reaction lasted for several days... What was even more depressing was that this morning, Jin Mu said in embarrassment that he fell in love with a girl at first sight, and wanted to invite him to give advice.

Yongjin Yingliang is unwilling to tell the truth to make the other party worry. He has always been the only one who cares about others, and has never lost the chain himself.He narrowed his sleepy eyes, cheered up in the blink of an eye, and smiled as usual.

"Hey, Kaneki."

The black-haired boy called "Kinki" raised his eyes and looked at his friend suspiciously.

"Have you been reading Takatsuki-sensei's novel recently?"

Yongjin Hideyoshi bent his index finger and pointed at the light brown shoulder bag of the other party.

"Yes."

Ken Kaneki nodded, took out the brand new "Black Goat's Egg" from his schoolbag, and smoothed the pressed footer with care. The slogan on it was "The seventh work of the ghost Takatsuki!"

Yongjin Yingliang glanced at the cover of the book, and felt a familiar sense of déjà vu in his heart.He remembered this matter with no surprise, leaned his chin on his arm, and said with great interest: "Why do you still get such good grades in reading novels?"

Kaneki Ken said helplessly to Ying, who didn't like reading textbooks: "Reading novels doesn't affect reading."

Just as Nagato Hideyoshi was about to refute, Kaneki Ken said worriedly: "But playing games will definitely affect your grades. You must not fail the course. Ying, the University of Tokyo has very strict requirements for credits, and it is easy to repeat a grade if you are not careful."

In front of Xueba, Yongjin Yingliang cried and said: "Why should I overestimate my own ability to take the entrance exam to Tokyo University!"

The pressure is really great.

He was partial to subjects, dozed off while reading, and his grades fluctuated all the time.

Kaneki Ken covered half of his face with a novel, and couldn't help but reply: "I didn't expect Ying to work so hard..."

Thinking back to the time when I wanted to take a step back to get into Jing University and go back to my hometown in the [-]th district to study, but Yongjin Yingliang persuaded him, saying that with such good grades and deviations, there was no need to go to an inferior school.He witnessed with his own eyes that Yongjin Yingliang issued a military order, and in a short period of time, the deviation value was increased, and he was admitted to the foreign language department of the University of Tokyo dangerously.

Thus, there was this scene of the two of them having dinner outside the campus of Dongda University.

Kaneki Ken felt warm in his heart. He had always been withdrawn, and he only liked to hide at home and read books. Ever since he was a child, he had only one friend, Yongjin Yingliang. He never thought that the two could be alumni together in Dongda.

【very nice. 】

Looking at the frowning face, he will definitely pass the English exam next time, Kaneki Ken said in his heart.Such a leisurely time, without having to worry about family life, he felt incredible like a dream.

The change of all this is that when he was 15 years old, he changed from being fostered at the home of his aunt in Asaogang to the family of Ninzu. resource.Otherwise, he would not have had the opportunity to be admitted to Tokyo University, Japan's leading university, and become a first-year student in the Department of Literature.

Yongjin Hideyoshi, who was lying on the table, glanced at Kaneki Ken's expression, how could he not know what the other party was thinking.

He muttered: "You who are so simple and happy are like a little rabbit who got a carrot."

Kaneki Ken didn't deny it and laughed.

The wall-mounted TV in the store broadcasts the latest news: "... On the 28th, the body found in Takata Building, the autopsy results showed that it was the work of ghouls. According to the information released by the Ghoul Countermeasures Bureau CCG, a series of predation occurred around the 20th district. The incidents all belong to the same ghoul, and the CCG is currently investigating...'"

Something happened in the [-]th ward of Tokyo?

Yongjin Yingliang's heart skipped a beat, and he was about to sit up straight to discuss this matter, when suddenly a burst of dizziness came, he suppressed the slackness of his pupils, his heartbeat was rapid, and the muscles of his legs, which had lost control of his nerves, trembled faintly under the table .

Even so, there is still a casual and optimistic smile on his face.

"It's scary. Takata Building is in the 24th district. Fortunately, we are studying in the [-]th district."

What's going on today?

Both the sense of sight and the sense of sight!

Whether it's the novels that Kaneki produced or the news broadcast on TV, he has a sense of suffocation that he is about to lose something, and his face that can be relaxed and funny in the past seems to be dead, and he can only smile casually.

"Gulu—" He picked up the Coke and took a sip, standing up with one hand on the table.

"Hey Kaneki, I'm going to the bathroom."

"Oh, you go."

Kaneki swallowed the words to chat with Ying, who was urgent to urinate after drinking Coke, and stayed on the seat.

Yongjin Yingliang walked to the bathroom step by step, not fast, and deliberately avoided other guests coming and going.The cold sweat overflowing from his back was blocked by the brightly colored clothes, together with the slightly pale expression under the blond hair.

What he didn't see was that when Jin Muyan was watching the news, he suddenly turned to look at him again.

In that glance, the dark gray pupils seemed to be smeared with dark colors, revealing a trace of worry.

【Britain……】

In the bathroom, Yongjin Yingliang quickly flushed his face.

Under the stimulation of the cold water, he finally recovered, shook his head, and looked at himself in the mirror with water droplets on his face.

The blond-haired boy can't be called a youth yet, with a round face, bright brown eyes, and a sporty outfit, it's no problem to say that he is a high school student.

"What is this foreshadowing...why is it different from the usual feeling."

"Is it related to Jinmu?"

His brows were clenched in thought, his face was a little dazed, more and more intensive pain appeared in his brain, it seemed that something wanted to spew out, squeeze his brain, and want to make up for the missing memory.

Yongjin Yingliang has a little secret that is well hidden.

He was much more mature than children of the same age when he was young, and his mother died early, and his father was a ghoul investigator, so he was destined to be more exposed to things than other children.After his father died, he lived in CCG's shelter for a period of time as an orphan, and then was adopted by his current adoptive father and had a new family.

But at the same time, he always has various senses of déjà vu, as if he is experiencing what he has experienced.

Even before his father would die, he had a premonition that his father might leave, and grabbed the other party's sleeve to prevent the other party from leaving.Unfortunately, the man still let go of his fingers, mistakenly thinking that he was afraid of staying at home alone, and comforting him that he would come back at night.In fact, the other party never came back, and what was left to him was only the cold corpse when the body bid farewell, and the result that he had only one life and could never come back.

Is it the sixth sense of human beings?

Or is it extraordinary predictive ability?

When he was bored, he kept guessing, and he couldn't find a definite proof after reading various books.Most importantly - he's a smart kid who won't tell anyone else his secrets until he can't find the answers.

He thought it would take him a long time to solve the puzzle, but unexpectedly, the puzzle was solved quickly.

At the age of eight, he followed his adoptive father to live in District [-]. After transferring to another school, he met a withdrawn and introverted classmate.

For an instant.

He knew what his sense of déjà vu was.

"It's a rewind of life."

Whether it is maturity or premonition, it is only part of the wealth left by him after his rebirth.

The stimulation brought by him seeing Jin Muyan gave him a memory that was almost the same as his current one.If he studied carefully, there were still some differences in the details of his memory, for example, the other self did not grab his father's hand when he was six years old to prevent him from going to work.Also because of the sudden acquisition of part of the memories before rebirth, on the day of the transfer, he stared at Kaneki Ken's nosebleed and made a joke because of his brain crash.

As he grows older, the memory he gets grows in tandem.

To say what kind of benefits this kind of thing brought him, to be honest, there were really not many. At most, it helped him stabilize the knowledge points in his memory and improve the performance rankings of some schools.When he remembered that Kaneki's mother would die of illness, the woman who was oppressed by life was already in danger, her body was overwhelmed, and she was sick from overwork. Doomed.

The only luck is - he found a rich distant relative on Jin Mu's mother's side.

Under his best planning, Jin Muyan did not accept long-term cold violence at Qiangang's house, but went to a family that could understand his learning talent and gentle disposition, and help him lead a better life.

Yongjin Yingliang grinned and said to himself: "Rebirth is still meaningful."

I helped my friend.

He felt that he had recovered a bit, and before he left the edge of the pool, he staggered, his eyes darkened, and he knocked his head against the wall with an "ow", like a large golden retriever squatting in the corner and whimpering with his head in his arms.

Across the wall of the bathroom, the unfinished news on the TV came faintly through the crack of the door.

"Mr. Hisashi Ogura, as a research expert on ghouls, do you have any suggestions that can effectively avoid danger?" "Ghouls can disguise humans. My suggestion is to stay away from dangerous areas where ghouls have been haunted...don't go out alone at night... ..."

Yongjin Hideyoshi's fingers gripped the tiles on the wall, his brain was so painful that he couldn't squeeze out any memories, he stood up reluctantly, "No, I have to go out...otherwise Kaneki will think wildly..." Thinking of the lack of A sense of security, Kaneki, who was finally rescued from the abyss of misfortune, will be hit again. If he has a mental problem, he can't help but feel a jolt, and even his brain with CPU heat feels "cool".

His friend was usually terribly simple, and sometimes frighteningly sensitive.

"Golden wood—wood—"

With a drawn-out tone, Yongjin Yingliang, who ran back from the bathroom with his stomach in his arms, sat down, pursed his mouth and said, "I don't feel well, I didn't make you wait too long."

Jin Muyan moved his iced Coke away from his face: "You'd better stop drinking this."

Yongjin Yingliang fought with him childishly: "I think I can drink a few sips, isn't there a saying called 'fighting poison with poison'."

Kaneki Ken blackly said: "There is no such saying in Western medicine!"

Yongjin Yingliang has a wealth of knowledge: "Yes! Some snake venom can treat poisonous snake bites!"

Kaneki Ken was speechless.

While the TV was still playing, the inexplicably irritable Yongjin Hideyoshi picked a topic: "Kaneki, watch the news, be careful recently, if it's Kaneki, it will definitely be eaten in two or three hits.

Kaneki Ken was puzzled: "Why am I being eaten?"

Yongjin Yingliang said unscrupulously: "Because Kaneki doesn't understand anything, he can only read books!"

Kaneki: "..."

"Maybe Kaneki is delicious in the mouth of ghouls, after all, you don't like sports—" Yongjin Yingliang subconsciously teased the other party, with a real and hearty smile on his face, saying a very dangerous and serious matter without any hesitation Real feeling, "Ghouls have the same appearance as humans, and can eat people. In other words, you have almost noticed it, the ghouls are close at hand."

Kaneki Ken was stunned, cold sweat streaming down his forehead.

"Britain?"

Yongjin Hideyoshi looked at him straight, secretly amused: Kaneki is still so easy to change the subject.

The next second, Kaneki Ken, who was frightened, folded his shoulders and lowered his eyelids and said, "Are you going to say you are a ghoul? How many years have we been together..."

Yongjin Yingliang did not accept his embarrassment, "Why don't I remember that we were together?"

Kaneki Ken rolled his eyes: "Anyway, it can't be Ying."

Yongjin Yingliang laughed loudly: "You don't even know what I really look like!"

He changed the subject and cut to the point of the other party: "Kaneki, your topic today is this girl! Oh oh, the one I fell in love with at first sight, I'll ask her if she has a boyfriend." Yongjin Yingliang found a beautiful girl. The girl is pointing to the waitress who is serving other customers, the cutest lady in these maid costumes!

Kaneki Ken immediately became excited...and stopped the other party.

"It's not her, don't talk nonsense! Ahh——she heard it!"

Not far away, the beautiful maid with long legs and big breasts looked at them, smiled cutely, and continued to serve the guests.

Looking at Kaneki who hurriedly explained the situation with a face full of shyness and embarrassment, Yongjin Hideyoshi smiled wickedly.Jin Mu is still the same, he will explode at a little bit, even if he feels a little sour in his heart, he is reluctant to bear it.

Anyway -

The one who can accompany Jin Mu for the rest of his life is not himself.

"Who is that?"

Yongjin Yingliang has decided that as long as the girl doesn't have a boyfriend, she will help draw up the battle plan.

This is the first time Jin Muju has been tempted.

Jin Muyan looked towards the door, sat down suddenly and bowed his head, "Come, come, come."

Turning his head, Yongjin Yingliang saw the purple-haired woman who first made people's eyes shine from the entrance of the fast food restaurant, and then turned black.The other party walked in with the book "Black Goat's Egg" in their arms, and crossed the narrow corridor between the dining tables. The mature and charming figure, as well as the intellectual and elegant temperament were revealed in front of their eyes.

Destiny is like the light fragrance of a goddess passing by, imprinted in the eyes, causing ripples in the heart lake.

"Britain……"

"Britain……?"

"What do you think...she and I read the same book..."

Kaneki Ken's voice as small as a mosquito urged Yongjin Yingliang, but Yongjin Yingliang's ears were rumbling, and he couldn't hear clearly. From the corner of his eyes, he stared at the woman who sat in the back row.

[God-generation-li-shi-! 】

Not only that...

This woman... this person... she... is...

When the woman's name appeared, Yongjin Yingliang lost his short-term response to the outside world, and his brain storm continued.

【And—repair—】

[Violence—eater——￥…&%#]

【CCG——Dragon War——TSC——Jinmu——Goodbye——】

Memories from the 30 years of wind, frost and rain flooded in, drowning the panicked Yongjin Yingliang, and the whole person crashed immediately.He sat on the opposite side of Jin Muyan with a stiff face, his memory center was blocked, his language function was disrupted, and his originally clear and pure emotions were also messed up in an instant.

A few minutes passed.

Or maybe it was his forgotten 30 years past, which brought an end to his busy life.

Yongjin Hideyoshi's blank eyes rested on this warm picture, which was him sitting and chatting with Kaneki Ken, who would marry his wife and have children in the future. He was wearing a mask with a smiling face on it, looking like a scarecrow who could only laugh.

The last conversation between them was like putting an end to their previous life.

"Don't force yourself."

"Well, so is Ying."

"Oh, goodbye then."

Don't force it, say goodbye, why is it so sad and relieved to say it.

Probably because I finally knew——

【You don't need me anymore. 】

The helpless rabbit has found a partner, and with the little rabbit, he is on the road to being a half-life winner.But the rabbit who left contentedly smiled, but was so lonely that he was about to die.

Ah, and then he really died...the death was expected, and he tried his best to hide the news of his death before he died.

This is not surprising. I have dealt with ghouls and abandoned dragons, and traveled around the world. The friction and disputes between humans and monsters have never stopped, and crises lurk behind many contradictions.He is a human being, not a ghoul with extremely high resilience and combat effectiveness. Many things cannot be solved by the mind. He has been lucky for so long, and it is enough to survive to watch Kaneki step into a new life before dying. .

This is—the life of a man named Yongjin Yingliang.

In the fast food restaurant, Yongjin Yingliang's eyes were empty, and the brown eyes lost their brilliance for the first time, as dim as ordinary stones, and the transparent liquid slipped down and flowed on the boy's unharmed face.

For Kaneki Ken who has never seen Ying cry, this is like being struck by lightning.

"Britain?!"

The black-haired boy panicked and wanted to touch his tears to prove that he wasn't hallucinating, but Yongjin Yingliang's abnormality only lasted for a short time, and then he covered his face and squeezed his throat and said in a funny way: "Suddenly I feel so sad ah!"

"I didn't expect Kaneki to abandon me and fall in love with such a beautiful girl."

"What are you talking about..." Jin Muyan's voice trembled, trying to comfort Ying, feeling that something happened to Ying, "I didn't abandon you, didn't I come to discuss with you?"

Yongjin Yingliang lowered his head, wiped his face suddenly and showed a bright smile.

"Be deceived by me!"

"Ah... no... no... yes...!"

Ken Kaneki didn't know what to say at all, looking at the corners of those tear-filled eyes, he answered awkwardly.

【Why...Ying laughs so sadly...he's crying...】

【do not Cry……】

【English……】

The faint voice in his heart was as pitiful as a rotting bird dying.

Kaneki Ken actually hated himself for saying those words to Ying.

How could it hurt Ying!

Ken Kaneki, who regards Yongjin Yingliang as his only friend, squeezed out a smile: "Ying, you don't like her——no, I mean, if you think she and I are not suitable, I will give up! Yes, we finished eating Just go back!"

This is Kaneki Ken, a person who can give up his favorite things for his friends.

Poor and fragile.

When the shell is opened, the inside is full of substances that cannot support a "person" alive.

Yongjin Yingliang almost wanted to shake his head, he couldn't do anything to force the other party by using his uncontrollable crying for a while.The problem is that Kamdai Rise is too dangerous, Kaneki falling in love with her is no less than committing suicide, that is not a woman worthy of liking and who can accompany Kaneki for the rest of his life!

If it is for Kaneki not to be tricked to death, it may be possible to use friendship to destroy this relationship...

But Yongjin Yingliang's body froze.

he saw-

A few meters away, Shendai Lishi raised his head from reading the menu, his eyes with clear eyelashes under the glasses were full of charming water, as if he was disturbed by the movement here.

Under the shallow smile, the other party stared at this side without any emotion.

[Kaneki Ken is the prey of God Dairishi. 】

In the eyes of gluttons, Yongjin Yingliang who does not meet his appetite is not worth mentioning, only Kaneki Ken is valuable.

She only prefers weak and innocent teenagers.

Thinking of this, Yongjin Yingliang was forced to calm down, and gave up when he reached the point of agreement.

"Kinki, sit down."

Ken Kaneki was the one who couldn't calm down, with confusion and confusion on his face, and was pushed back to his seat by Yongjin Yingliang.

He tried his best to use his remaining rationality to think about what was going on with Ying.

Can't stand friends falling in love?

Among the two of them, Ying has always been the most sensible person... always smiling brightly, how can such a person be so sad that he collapsed in front of him, or that something happened to Ying's family, and he couldn't control it in his heart.

There is another possibility in the novel... Ying... He... No, no, it's too bloody.

"Ying...do you like that lady too?"

"no!"

Yongjin Yingliang replied firmly, no matter how blind he is, it is impossible to fall in love with a ghoul.

On the opposite side, the blind and ignorant Kaneki Ken was lying on the gun.

"Then why?" Jin Muyan bit his lip, he couldn't feel at ease until he figured out this matter!

"Ying, tell me—I'll accept any answer."

Yongjin Hideyoshi, who was looked at by this pair of eyes that entrusted all his feelings and was so gentle, really wanted to sigh, and others would feel a sense of satisfaction, but he knew that Kaneki Ken didn't know how to refuse at all!

People who are too gentle can't protect themselves.

Just like in the previous life, Yongjin Yingliang helplessly witnessed Kaneki Ken walking on that painful and thorny road.Be it selfish or despicable, he can do anything for Kaneki Ken's happiness, isn't this the time to choose his destiny?

Kaneki has a vague liking for the opposite sex to Miss Lee Shi, while Miss Lee World has a desire for appetite and teasing towards Kaneki. It is very difficult to give up the two together, but it is not impossible.

Jinmu's most important person... is him.

Suddenly, Yongjin Yingliang's heart moved, and an unprecedented thought was born uncontrollably.

"Can you really accept any answer?"

"Ah."

When Kaneki Ken saw that he was willing to say it, his unopened facial features were filled with a little joy.

A rough stone that has not been carved by suffering has no sharp edges and corners, and cannot bloom the brilliance of life. However, Kaneki Ken, who retains trust and softness in the world, is the person Yongjin Yingliang dreams of and wants to protect.This joy infected Yongjin Yingliang, who was exhausted, and made Yongjin Yingliang feel relaxed. Kaneki said that he saved the other party, but when he walked to the edge of the cliff and pulled Kaneki himself, he was also overwhelmed by the other party's tenacity. Saved?

To live is to have a future.

Stupid bunny.

Yongjin Yingliang forced back the moisture in his eyes, blinked in a concealed manner, and his throat was dry.

He spoke in a relaxed tone that was afraid of revealing his heart.

"The reason I don't want you to hang out with her is—"

Ken Kaneki put his hands on his knees, his fingers curled up, and he was seriously waiting for what Yongjin Yingliang would say next.

However, Kaneki Ken couldn't think of the next sentence even though he had consumed so many brain cells.

"I like you."

I love you and don't want you to get hurt.

do you understand?

The nearest maid waiter and several guests in the BIGGIRL restaurant were shocked, staring wide-eyed at the blond boy breaking through the restrictions of the world, and confessing to another black-haired boy with a sincere smile!

This is Japan!The most open-minded country for men and women, but very conservative in terms of homosexuality!

Even if you really like each other, there is no need to confess in public, right?Could it be that the boy with the blond hair doesn't think about his family, doesn't think about his future, dare to use such a sentence to decide his own future?

The reborn Yongjin Yingliang was able to answer from the bottom of his heart.

--I can.

Cowardly rabbit, he only joked seriously this time, and only said this sentence bravely.