I'm not a canary of a boss【Entertainment】

He just wanted to find a reason for himself to let go, and an excuse for Duan Chen to leave with peace of mind, but when he saw the other person face to face, his little rationality was washed away by the sadness overflowing in his heart.

Is it... I really lost my mind?

His words were hurtful, and he was also in great pain. His figure under the coat was trembling all the time, and he looked down at his palms that had been pinched with deep scars, and stopped making a sound.

Come on, let's go.

You are so close to me, what should I do?How can I control myself, how can I make up my mind to let you go.

Qin Huai suddenly felt a burst of despair.

Even under Joe's threat, the emotion didn't quite take hold of him.But how can any effort change this powerless despair?

Duan Chen was also staring at him, taking in all his reactions.

If someone else had said those words just now, he could immediately awaken the most reckless impulse in his body, making the other party regret the past and be in pain.But when Qin Huai said it himself, it hurt him ten thousand times more than the former.

But Qin Huai... How could he humiliate himself like this with someone he wished he could hold in his hands?

This is his life.

Duan Chen felt that he was really out of breath this time.If he is a chimney, the kind that will smoke in minutes, not only smoke, but also explode.

"Why didn't you mention that you were dragged down by me? If it wasn't for me, you would still be filming safely, you wouldn't be tossed until half your life is almost gone, you wouldn't be injured, you wouldn't suffer abuse, and you wouldn't almost Son died there!"

His eyes were red, and there was pain between his brows.

Qin Huai's skin was so sensitive that he would turn red every time he exerted more force, and he was even more afraid of pain. Even though he didn't say anything about getting an injection, he had to turn his head away.

How much does he hurt?

Duan Chen had made up his mind a long time ago and tried his best not to let him get hurt in the slightest.He could see the injuries he suffered while filming, although his heart ached, there was nothing he could do.

But all the injuries he suffered now were all caused by himself.

When Duan Chen hugged him that day, he felt warm liquid as soon as he touched it, his hands were blood-stained, and he was shaking so much that he could hardly hold him steady. Only the blood gas pierced the nasal cavity, pouring him to the point that tears were about to flow down immediately.

He is a man who is rarely emotionally unstable, let alone expressing sadness so directly.But if it wasn't for the rush to send Qin Huai to treatment that day and not daring to disturb him, Duan Chen really didn't know how to calm the pain in his heart.

Qin Huai...how could he be injured so badly?

But his target has always been a person who is very interesting when he should be, very sensible, and very annoying.

If it was in the past, he would have complained about the pain long ago, but the high fever persisted for several days, and now the wound still hurts from time to time. When Qin Huai sat across from him, he didn't say anything except his face turned pale.

Duan Chen felt uncomfortable watching: "I know...I didn't protect you well, I dragged you down, but can you give me another chance?"

Qin Huai shook his head, and said softly, "Don't take all the faults on yourself."

"I don't blame you, because when I decided to be with you, I made all the preparations. Accepting the good and accommodating the bad, this kind of thing seems to me like a nightmare that can't be worn away forever, But it’s also the scenario I envision when I do my worst budgets.”

"So, if you feel guilty, you don't have to force your relationship to continue because of this guilt. This is a disrespect to the two of us, and... I don't want to be overturned."

Qin Huai tried his best to laugh and spoke softly, but the atmosphere was still very heavy, making him wish he could find a place to hide.

After all, he has long discovered that Duan Chen is a possessive and jealous person. Although he does not interfere in work and social situations out of politeness to others, once such irreversible things happen, it will be difficult for him. Said it was unacceptable.

Duan Chen was anxious, he didn't know which thread was right, he suddenly reacted, his temples twitched violently.

"You said something about Lu Mingqian?"

He remembered the crux of the problem: "Since you want to hear it, I'll tell the truth. If you get hurt in any way because of this incident, I will really feel uncomfortable in my heart."

"...Um."

Duan Chen couldn't bear to see the other party's pale face, but he was afraid that if he didn't make up his mind to make it clear this time, Qin Huai would still torture himself in his heart.

"Because I didn't protect you well, because it was my affairs that got you involved. I've always been afraid, lest you be wronged a little, but if the injury on your body was caused by me, how do you let me face myself?"

Qin Huai was like a delicate porcelain doll, with a pale face, and she kept silent, raising her eyes to listen to him, and the blood on her cheeks gradually rose.

His fingertips tucked into his cuffs revealed a little uneasiness that was well concealed, like a child who did something wrong, and wanted to explain, but only sighed when the words came to his lips.

Duan Chen also sighed: "What do you think of you? What do you think of me?"

Otherwise, considering the other party's injury, he wished he could immediately go up and shake Qin Huai's shoulder lightly, and ask him how he said those words.

Killing and punishing one's heart is nothing more than this.

"You are not an item, you are a living person, Ah Huai. Even if something happened, it would be their fault, mine, but not yours."

They catch you because you are my weakness.

You hurt a little, I hurt a lot.

Even Joe understands the truth, why don't you understand... Ah Huai.

He explained to the other party sentence by sentence, and Qin Huai listened very seriously, his eyes were very bright, shining under the refraction of the light: "You may have no weakness."

Duan Chen sat straight over, took his hand, clenched it tightly in the palm, and rubbed the soft fingertips, then the knuckles, and the palm.

"When I had no weakness, I didn't live to be 35 years old. In this life, there is always something to think about, maybe a person, an event, or a promise. Only with these meanings can we see the colorful world , life happiness is precious."

Qin Huai hesitated: "But I..."

"You are my meaning, the softest part of my heart—maybe it's called a weakness, but in fact, you saved me." Duan Chen staggered his shoulders to support him, and tilted his head at the corner of Qin Huai's lips. Kissed lightly.

If there is a place in the heart that is soft enough, the outside will be extraordinarily strong.

I need you, Huai.

"It's the last time, okay? If you do it a few more times, I'm going to have a cardiac arrest." Duan Chen knew that his heart was soft, so he simply moved himself out, regardless of whether it was auspicious or not, he insisted on catching people.

Sure enough, the face of the person opposite became even paler.

When he was taking the medicine just now, Qin Huai was already like a roasted ant nailed to a bamboo stick. He was flustered and didn't know what to do: "How do you feel now? Does it still hurt? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Heart problems are no small matter.