I'm not a canary of a boss【Entertainment】

Qin Huai didn't sleep well this time.He left the breath of life and death, and was changed into a soft and comfortable room.

But his pain was far from over.

Qin Huai thought of Joe, Carson and Langdon. Every hideous and distorted face left indelible scars on his body.

Maybe... without the nerve-stimulating drugs, those days would have been the nightmare of his life.

Qin Huai lay on the bed, but still turned around over and over again.The hair on his forehead was wet with sweat, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and his face was pale.

"Duan Chen... Duan Chen!"

He subconsciously stretched out his hand, but found nothing.This time no one caught him, Qin Huai rolled directly from the bed, hitting the ground like a piece of heavy wood.

Shocked by the dull pain, Qin Huai immediately woke up.

Strange to say, in such a suffocating place, he never showed any weakness from the beginning to the end, but when he came back, he was weak and wanted to be accompanied.

Qin Huai sorted out the sounds he heard, combined with the surrounding environment, and roughly figured out what was going on.

He supported the side of the bed and slowly pulled himself up from the ground.After finishing this seemingly easy but very difficult movement for Qin Huai, he subconsciously looked out the window.

The sun outside was bright and clear, most of it was covered by the curtains, with only a faint ray shining on the table, no matter how much the sun moved in a day, it would not dazzle the eyes of the person on the bed.

Qin Huai couldn't help but look at it for a while longer.He seemed to have not seen the sun for a long time.

He sat quietly by the bed, raised his eyelids and looked out seriously and intently, to capture the way it shone in.

The afternoon sun is beautiful, slanting around the courtyard with the wind, and then wandering into this warm room.The halo rotates, and the person who said he wants to watch the sunrise with him is not around.

Qin Huai didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't control himself not to think about it.

Duan Chen is very busy.

Even in a foreign country, he must have a lot of things to do, and he has no conditions to accompany him.

So he really didn't think about it anymore, and was about to find a tool that could communicate with the outside world, when the door of the room was gently opened a crack.

Mo Mo's surprised face appeared behind the door. Seeing that he had woken up, he boldly pushed the door open: "Brother Huai, are you awake? You scared me to death!"

After seeing Qin Huai's injury, Mo Mo also turned pale with fright.After returning from the deep mountains, in addition to his fears, he was even more afraid that Qin Huai would never come back again, so he suffered day and night, and in just a few days, he lost several catties.

His eyes were red, and he stumbled a few times when he wanted to speak: "I'm sorry...Brother Huai, if I didn't run around at that time and my mind cleared up, you would be fine."

"It's not your fault." Qin Huai shook his head, and realized that his voice was hoarse when he spoke, "Those people came for me, not because of me, and you will not be in danger with me."

He paused: "Have you met Duan Chen?"

"President Duan?" Mo Mo was taken aback, remembering that the other party left early in the morning, he opened his mouth, "He left early. Brother Huai, do you want to call him and ask?"

He originally meant that the other party had something to leave early this morning, but in Qin Huai's ears, it had a completely different meaning.It turned out that after Duan Chen sent himself here, he left.

why?

Will he feel that he is a burden, causing him a lot of trouble invisibly?But in Qin Huai's perception all along, Duan Chen is not this kind of person.

Qin Huai took a deep breath slowly in his heart, hesitated for a while, and looked at Mo Mo: "Have you noticed... any unusual reactions from him recently?"

As an assistant, Mo Mo stayed by Qin Huai's side for a long time, and gradually realized the fact that he and Duan Chen had a good relationship, but he didn't know the specific relationship between the two.

Mo Mo thought for a while: "Mr. Duan seems to be in poor health and is still taking medicine. I heard Mr. Lu chatting with him, and there is something in his heart. It must be a heart problem."

Qin Huai was startled, originally his face was much paler due to illness, but now he looked even paler, lifeless, like a toy figure whose key parts have been removed.

He seemed to have been punched in the face, his eyes and ears were buzzing, and he couldn't hear the words behind him clearly.Until Mo Mo walked out, Qin Huai still sat there in that posture, his fingers were a little numb from the pressure.

Actually... that's the reason.

It sounds surprising, but if you have to dig deeper, no one can say anything to accuse.

Qin Huai immediately thought of the worst possibility.After being imprisoned for so many days, Duan Chen probably thought that he had been touched, and he was afraid, so he avoided seeing him.

He had to accept the reality that the other party disliked him a bit.

Qin Huai couldn't describe his feeling at the moment, it was painful and wronged, mixed with a kind of numbness and helplessness.He thought that the other party would care more about the danger in front of him and his own life.

Obviously he was not wrong.He almost died too.

Therefore, even if Duan Chen wants to break up with him because of this matter, Qin Huai will not attribute the mistake to himself.

The sourness in my heart is sour, but many things in the world can be judged by right or wrong?He was right, and neither was Duan Chen.

If there is a gap in the heart, it is uncontrollable. Even if you pretend not to see it now, it will become a thorn in each other's hearts. The longer it drags on, the deeper it will be.

He was powerless to blame Duan Chen for anything, the last thing he could do was to give himself enough dignity.

Qin Huai has always been afraid that he would live an undignified life, this was the only thing he could hold in his hand when he had nothing left.

He can give up his dignity in order to survive, but he cannot give up himself in order to please the world.

So Qin Huai didn't say anything, just thinking about the past, thinking... If it's just like this, it's fine.The sun was still very clean, but when it fell on him, it no longer had the magic to wash away the tired body and mind.

He had never been so calm before, and took stock of everything since the two got along.

During this process, Qin Huai suddenly discovered that the details and bits and pieces that he thought he could not remember clearly were still so clear when he wiped off the water stains on the surface when he picked them up from the long river of memory.

Finally, Qin Huai let out a long breath.He is sure that in this relationship, he has nothing to owe, and there is nothing he needs to make up for the other party.

If Duan Chen is determined to break up, he will agree.

Qin Huai was very afraid that if Duan Chen didn't say anything now, he would find other reasons to separate from him in the future.Only then will he really not know the reason, and he will be hit and hurt again.

He didn't want to hear about any more so-called mistakes.

What's more, even if you delay now and forcefully prevent the other party from breaking up, it will only waste the energy of both parties and make them embarrassing for each other.

Even if Duan Chen felt guilty now, it was only for a while.What is more terrifying than this relationship ending without a problem is the cold violence from time to time in the future. Will he not know what is wrong and suspect that the other party is unhappy every day because of him?

enough.

In his whole life, he has had enough moments of underestimating himself, and there is no need for another day of trembling.

You can't blame anyone for getting this far.You can't get into a dead end and make things difficult for yourself.