Rebirth is not a dream

As soon as Chi Su woke up, he froze instantly.

The heat surged up, straight to the forehead!

He, how did he come up with such a discordant proposal last night!As soon as his forehead got hot, he blurted out...Obviously, he is a boy of seventeen or eighteen years old now, but he actually proposed such a thing... Can it make people think wrong? !Moreover, the two of them hugged so tightly, coughing and coughing.

Chi Su was a little shy and annoyed, but he didn't regret it.

The temperature from the color's body is continuously transmitted, making the body warm and the heart warm.

He is still asleep, with his eyes closed, he looks very peaceful, his breathing is even, his face is soft, his long eyelashes cover a very light shadow, his skin is very good, it makes people feel itchy , I really want to step forward and touch it to see what it feels like.

Chi Su moved, and the color hugged him so tightly that he couldn't move.

He blinked, and finally stayed in Seiji's arms obediently. Although it was not very comfortable, it was such a rare close contact. Chi Su enjoyed it very much, feeling this gentle and beautiful feeling by himself silently. .

Speaking of which, the two actually slept together very often when they were young.When he went to visit, it was obviously just a few steps from the next door to go home, but he always stayed at Se's house for the night, and then the children, and finally the two of them slept together as a matter of course.This situation seems to have gradually diminished when he was in high school.

The color and his camaraderie, are a little more complicated.

Color used to be the brother he thought was the best, but then the relationship turned sour that people were caught off guard and subconsciously denied it.Then he experienced a very embarrassing and tragic confession after drinking, and the relationship was once frozen by him. During this period, he also had a deadlock with all the people who had good friends with the color.He thinks that color will hate him, but color always cares about him silently, the "break" he thinks is just a one-sided idea.Going around and going around, the two have been entangled for seven years. He once thought that maybe the two of them should just go on like this, and let no one let the other go on like that.

——Actually, it’s not bad that it has always been like this.He doesn't accept it, but the color will always be by his side.At that time, he dreamed back at midnight and often thought like this.

Now looking back on the past, he realizes that he never cared about the idea of ​​color at all. Asking for nothing is perhaps the most painful thing in the world, right?But he thought about it so naturally, he didn't feel the painful struggle of the color at all.

What broke the stalemate was a celebration, the color, the gentle but strong man showed his fragility and pain for the first time, and he realized that this man had been enduring the pain, bestowing on him, but responding to himself Double the pain.At that time, it was also the first time that "Chi Su" showed his helplessness.

It turns out that color can also hurt and suffer.But because his emotions were buried deep and tightly hidden, he didn't know it... He obviously liked it in his heart, but he could only frown and refuse and look at his most important person sad and painful.

And after that, I don't know if God punished him for not cherishing and retreating cruelly, and then the two of them encountered life and death.What's ridiculous is that it was obviously him who should have died, but he turned into a color to defend him.

If he hadn't had this chance of rebirth, he really didn't know how he would see color in hell, huh...

It's true, I'm glad...

Chi Su was immersed in her own thoughts, and the entangled memories gave her a headache.

I don't know if it's because I know I'm holding my beloved in my arms, and I don't want to wake up so soon and let go, so Lan Yan, who gets up early on weekdays, rarely gets up late.Lan Yan, who got up late, finally woke up, but when she opened her eyes, before she was really awake, she was jolted awake by the sad aura surrounding the person in her arms.

"Xiao Su?"

Lan Yan lowered her head to look at the person in her arms, only to see Chi Su huddled in his arms quietly without saying a word, she didn't know what she was thinking, and the expression on her face was mixed with joy and sadness, with joy and regret.

Lan Yan only felt pain in her heart, as if infected by the aura of the young man, feeling sad.

He hugged the fragile young man even more tightly, trying to use this to dissipate the sadness around him.

"Don't think too much, we want to be happy."

It is the young and youthful Feiyang age, all troubles do not belong to him, his Xiao Su should be happy and smiling.

Maybe he didn't dare to hope, but Xiao Su, who has changed now, should live freely without worries, and he will try his best to protect his smile so that it will never die.

Now Xiao Su who is full of loneliness and sadness is not what he wants to see—seeing Xiao Su like this, he thinks of Xiao Su in the past, cold, gloomy, withdrawn, even if he is anxious about such a Xiao Su, he still wants to There is still no way to change him, and I also think of the frustration and helplessness at that time.

Obviously it has changed so much, why...

Xiao Su, what are you worrying about?

Once again, Lan Yan felt the deep gap between them.

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Begging for Zhizhi……………………… Begging for Zhizhi.