Rebirth is not a dream

What is the most important thing in a person's life?

Chi Su has never thought about this problem in his life.

When he saw Lan Yan protecting him and leading him away with a limp, this question suddenly appeared in front of him strangely.

"Color... What is the most important thing to you?"

The low and low words are different from the suppressed words in the past, as if they could be blown away by the wind at once, with a distressing confusion.

At that time, Lan Yan smiled at him lightly, as bright as if the darkness of many days had been dispelled, which made people tempted: "The most important thing to me is right in front of my eyes."

What I want to protect, what I want to cling to, is by my side.

Chi Su lowered his head, and his heart hurt like it was being squeezed.

It's been a long, long time since I've felt this way.But it seemed that only yesterday was such a sad feeling that was about to break my heart.

He never understood why he always had to escape, why he had to resist, and why he had to cruelly reject the last warmth in his life.

But when he finally saw that person smiling at him with a pale face, he suddenly understood in that instant.

Maybe it's fear, it's fear.

Fear that the warmth and beauty will disappear soon, fear that the person will no longer smile at him, protect him, and love him.

If you are afraid of getting it and losing it, it is better not to have it!

but……

Who will tell him?Who can tell him? !

why why……

Why has he never really got it, why is he still so sad seeing his life passing away in his arms... so sad that he seems to be unable to breathe, sad to explode in the end!

Who can tell him?How should he survive!Without that person, what should he do...

What is the meaning of being alive?

There are many answers.

And what is Chi Su alive for?

In order to see the people around you disappear one by one?

This is so sad.

So sad that I can't help but want to cry.

A warm white light, like the warmth of the color hugging him, is nostalgic and fascinating.

Chi Su, what are you living for in this life?

What is it, for what?

— for the color.

……

As soon as I opened my eyes, the sky blue ceiling came into view.

Blue is his favorite color. It seems that he can see a lot through this piece of blue. Every time he sees this piece of blue, it can always calm people down.Just like the color, the person is quiet and gentle, always let him indulge involuntarily, but, wanting to fall into the gentleness but always cowardly retreat because of various reasons.

Chi Su stared blankly, as if unable to regain consciousness, his dark and bright eyes were empty, and his whole body was full of sadness, as if he hadn't woken up from the heartbreaking scene .

After a while, he finally sat up.

Clutching his chest, the bursts of pain still remained, and he looked around helplessly.

Familiar decoration, familiar room, familiar feeling.

--here is?

home...

Family?

How many years, he has no home.

The pain in my heart gradually faded away, and finally disappeared without a trace, as if it had never appeared before.Instead, a strange feeling appeared in Chi Su's heart. It was like a mixture of anticipation, fear, and tension, with a complex feeling that he didn't know.

Pushing open the door, there was no one in the familiar aisle, instead there was a noise from downstairs.

The strange feeling in Chi Su's heart became more and more profound.

This, is it really at home?The home he lived in for 19 years?How can it be?Obviously he left 7 years ago...why, is he still there now?

"Xiao Su." A pleasant voice sounded, with obvious indifference and a hint of concern: "So early, why did you run out in your pajamas?"

Chi Su froze suddenly, looking at the beautiful woman not far away, unable to say a word.

"I'm talking to you, why are you like this!" Zuo Wanting frowned displeased at Chi Su's stupid look.

Chi Su shook his head in disbelief.Zuo Wanting thought it was an answer, and her displeasure became heavier.

"There are guests in the morning, get dressed before coming out!"

The implication is to let him not be ashamed.

Chi Su was completely dumbfounded, but nodded in response and turned back to the room, the expression on his face was dreamy, strange and shocked, very weird.

mother... home...

Is this a dream?

How can it be so realistic...

Chi Su was at a loss in his heart.

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So it started, I hope to catch up with the progress as soon as possible!