the world

My name is Lanxue, not my surname is Lanxue or my first name is Lanxue, but my surname is Lan, which is rare, right?

Since I was a child, I have always been the only person in my class whose name is only two characters, so whether it is roll call or drawing people to answer questions, I am always the one who wins the lottery most often.

It sucks, and I never skipped a class all the way through college because of it.

Shimoda University, an ordinary university in Tokyo, is a university that high school students in Tokyo can get into as long as they study hard, but for me, I have tried my best.

Because my high school study and life started in the third year of high school.Just like those passionate protagonists in the college entrance examination inspirational movies who worked hard a year or even a few months before the college entrance examination, I was a bad girl with nothing to do in the first two years of high school, and then I woke up in the summer vacation after the end of my sophomore year.

Just like Cinderella put on her crystal slipper, the little princess lost her golden ball by the river, and Snow White’s crystal coffin was jolted, I met a miraculous girl in the summer vacation of my sophomore year.

She is carrying a huge drawing board, which is several times larger than the drawing boards carried by art students I have seen.

Even with such a heavy and huge drawing board on her back, her gait is still so light.

I remember very clearly that she was wearing a white dress that day, with a blue ribbon on her shoulders, and her long black hair hung down, which was the standard black long straight.Although she carried such a large drawing board on her back, I felt that she was very pretentious, but her noble temperament made me unable to agree with my suspicion.

That was the first time I saw someone with such a "noble" temperament.

Hey, you don't think I'm the kind of young lady who feels ashamed and starts to feel inferior when seeing a young lady in a white dress, right?

What I would hate is the woman who ran up to me to dress up because she was wearing a white dress, and the young lady didn't make me hate it.

In this lackluster daily life, seeing such a beauty can be regarded as polishing the boring life.

Such a beautiful person must have lived a sweet and smooth life. Being loved by everyone is a life I can only imagine.

"I am back."

Like every summer night, I took off my shoes, said "I'm back" to the empty home, and then went to the kitchen to heat up the semi-finished bento bought at the convenience store.

I heard footsteps coming from the door, thinking it was the express delivery of my online shopping, and wanted to go to the cat's eye to have a look.Before I reached the door, I heard the sound of the door being turned. My blood seemed to freeze. Who was it?If it's mom and dad, it's impossible to open the door so silently!I made a decision right away, rushed into my room, locked the door behind me, and fumbled for the phone in my pocket.

The phone is not in the pocket.

When I was heating up the lunch in the kitchen, I took out my phone to check the information, and then put it on the cooking table in the kitchen.

I could hear footsteps in the living room and the door being shut.I hurried to the window and started calling for help, but my family lived in an apartment on the twelfth floor, and the sound of calling for help was completely drowned out by the wind.

I was supposed to stay at my dad's house today, but I knew my dad's new wife was pregnant, so I didn't go.If it was theft, he should have figured out my schedule, but he didn't expect that I was still at home today.

Could there be such a stupid thief? !Don't you know to ring the doorbell to see if anyone is inside before stealing? !

I'd rather he stole while I wasn't around than now that I'm up against a delirious thief.

"It's not that I can't fight." I took out the utility knife in the pencil case, "I'm a bad girl anyway, it's nothing to scratch the knife a few times, anyway, I'm not yet an adult, and it's a big deal to change my life."

The thieves outside, seeing the lighted living room and the still-running microwave, realized that there were people in the room, and started banging on the only locked door.

I stood by the door, and I was the blind spot of the thief when he knocked open the door. As soon as he knocked open the door, I stabbed the utility knife into his stomach.

If it fails, it may anger him, and I will be repaid by him with multiple pains.But I will not give up my offense just because of this possibility, and obey a thief who invaded my house.

If I obeyed, it would not be me.At this moment, this is my own battlefield, and I don't have to worry about anyone else, so I won't obey.

I was very happy in my heart. In these chaotic days, I finally had a chance to no longer submit. I didn't have to suppress myself, and I completely followed my own mind to do it.

The thief should regret stealing my home, right?

Yes, my home, only my home.

The doorbell rang just as the door was just about to be knocked open with the last kick.

The thief stopped kicking my door and pretended no one was home, but the doorbell never stopped.

I heard a young woman's voice from the video intercom in the lobby: "Hello, I am the delivery person for the goods you bought on the Xiaostrawberry platform. I just heard a knocking sound coming from inside. Is the owner right? Wrestled? I am very worried about the situation inside. If no one opens the door in another minute, I will judge that you have encountered an accident and call the police and emergency number for you."

This is the delivery person for my online shopping. It sounds like a delivery person I have never seen before. He is very careful and alert.I sighed in admiration, and another hope arose in my heart. At the same time, I could feel the footsteps of the thief outside the door who were clearly wandering impatiently.

However, because she is a new delivery person, she will not recognize my face. As long as the thief opens the door and pretends to be the owner of the house, she can easily deceive me.

I heard the sound of the door being opened, and the harsh sound of the door turning, he should only have opened the door a crack.I put my ear on the door and listened carefully to the movement outside.

"Excuse me, are you 'I am Lu Luxiu's wife'?"

"...Yes." It was the thief's voice, and I took careful note of the character of his voice.

"Please sign for it here." The deliveryman's voice was pleasant, "I like Lu Luxiu very much, too."

"...well enough."

"I don't know what happened to the noise just now? I was really taken aback."

"...ah... this is because I plan to decorate myself recently... I didn't expect to surprise you, sorry, sorry."

"It's okay, I'm relieved to see that you're okay."

"Thank you, hurry up and deliver the next order, don't delay your work."

Ha, just listening to what he said, he is really a nice gentleman.

However, when I was shopping online, I filled in my real name, not a name like "I am Lu Luxiu's wife", did the delivery person make a mistake?Such a low-level mistake should not be, is it just because I am a novice that I made a mistake?

I thought I would hear the sound of the door being closed next, but there was indeed a muffled grunt of a man, and the sound of the door being completely opened.

"Hello? Is it the Public Security Bureau? This is..." The female voice accurately reported the address of my home. Subdued by me."

When I opened the door, I saw a straight black girl in a courier uniform and a peaked cap. Her face was unforgettable at first sight.

The eldest lady of a wealthy family, who was originally thought to be a big lady, did not live a life loved by everyone, but a delivery lady who even needed to work part-time to make money.

"Actually, 'I am Lu Luxiu's wife' is the nickname of the high-ranking client I sent. This man also wrote 'I am Lu Luxiu's wife' on the receipt. Isn't it ridiculously stupid?" The girl Tilting his head, he smiled at me.

At that moment, I had a feeling of destiny, that is - this girl and I could become very good friends.

I had the happiest summer vacation with that girl.

Her name is Taki Wakaba, and she will be entering my high school at the end of this summer vacation, so she can be regarded as my junior.Although she is two years younger than me, we are as close as twins.

She is an art student, aiming at the Tokyo National Academy of Fine Arts; what about me?I don't plan to go to college, but I hope Taki Wakaba can fulfill her wish.

Taki Wakaba has a sketchbook, and she records her inspirations in the sketchbook every day. What makes me very happy is that Taki Wakaba draws me every day. The me she draws is always so pure and innocent.

Am I that cute in Taki Wakaba's eyes?

Because of Taki Wakaba, I experienced the feeling of worrying about gain and loss for the first time.If Taki Wakaba enrolls, she will definitely hear my rumors.

My broken family, my celibacy, my unhappiness all began with that incident.No one will know about such a thing and still treat me as a friend. My only bargaining chip is the memories of me and Taki Wakaba in the past two months.

I want Taki Wakaba not to forget me, if I part ways with him after she enters school, I want her not to forget me as a friend.

"Ruo Ye, you will definitely become a very good painter in the future! There is a shortage of artists with a pure art path in China, and I think you will definitely become one of those masters." I swallowed, "...you Can you draw me? Not the usual sketches, but... body painting, draw me naked."

Taki Wakaba agreed, and she officially set up her easel and drawing board, and I took off my clothes like the heroine of "Titanic".I don't feel ashamed or embarrassed.

The feeling of being carefully portrayed by Taki Wakaba's charming eyes made me feel like my whole body was burning.

"Lanxue, what do you think of human nudity?"

"...flaw...shame?"

"Flaws, because when the naked body is exposed to others, both the exposed person and the viewer will immediately have a feeling of wanting to cover it up. The clothes that cover the human body are associated with cover-up, and the cover-up is associated with defects. From flaws to shame. I can probably understand how you feel."

"I didn't think that much, but what you said seemed to be an idea that I didn't describe in my heart."

"Because art requires divergent thinking and ideas, and the exercises I do every day are also the same." Taki Ruoye's eyes linger between my body and the drawing board, and the conversation with her always makes me feel relaxed and comfortable, "The human body is also A language, women's body is the crystallization of art, looking at your own body from another angle, you will have a very different feeling."

"Luo Ye, you really like art. I'm so happy for you to be able to do what you like."

"Okay—the painting is finished." Taki Ruoye unfastened the clip on the drawing board, picked it up and looked at her own painting.

"Show me." I wanted to get the painting.

"Lanxue, do you want to say something to me?" Taki Ruoye put the painting behind her back.

"Huh?" I was stunned.

"A person's behavior will definitely reflect her thoughts. You chose to treat me naked/naked and gained pleasure from this behavior, but this pleasure seems more like compensatory. You have thoughts in your heart You want to be honest with me, but you choose to escape. Use your body to be naked to replace your heart." Taki Wakaba's charming eyes probably not only describe my body, but also penetrate my body Heart, "As I said, the human body is also a language. You use your body to tell my thoughts, so, can I take it as you telling me that you have something you want to talk to me?"

My hunch was true.

"NaNa" said that there must be another me in this world, living the life I want to live.

Then there must be a person in this world whose soul can match 100% with me, who can see through my disguise and find out my madness.