the world

After I am sensible, I know that I am a genius.

I always wondered why other people think so long about certain problems, but then I realized it was simply because they were not smart enough.

My father is the powerful Takenaka Dendrobium of Shanming, and the Takenaka Ichi clan is also the first retainer of the daimyo Saneda Shumei.Therefore, when I was young, I got an education that ordinary people would never have access to, and I met all kinds of people.

"You will definitely become an outstanding general in the future and inherit your father's demeanor."

They always say that, but no matter how much they affirm and praise me, my father just doesn't like me.

My father had ten sons and I am the ninth.

My father never took the initiative to come to see me. I could only watch him secretly through the crack of the door and behind the tree, secretly expecting to be discovered by my father and then call out my name.

I did it on purpose. When my father's gaze swept to this side, I didn't avoid it, and then looked at him expectantly.

"Whose child is this?"

He asked his subordinates, who replied, "This is Mrs. Li's child."

"...It's him."

I ran away, my father didn't know me.

I don't know where to run, since you don't like me at all, why do you want me?Why not throw me away?

In the end it was my mother who found me, she hugged me, wiped away my tears, "I'm sorry, you are already very good, it's not your fault that your father doesn't like you, it's because of me... "

After that, my mother cried in pain. She cried more sadly than me, and her heart was broken.

"Why...? Mother, don't cry." I imitated my mother and wiped away her tears.

My mother was beautiful, even with a wry face and crying.

"But at least...I want to protect you. Don't doubt yourself because of your father's opinion of you. In my heart, you are the best and unique person in the world." My mother hugged me tightly.

She is always so gentle, she always only wants me to be good, and it is enough for me to have a mother.

Even if my father doesn't like me, I still want him to see my ability, and I want my mother to rely on me, so that she doesn't have to bow her head and be cautious in front of the main room.

I have reached the age where I can learn martial arts. I studied with my older brothers. It only took me half a year to catch up with them. Whether it is studying or practicing martial arts, I am No.1.

What I like to see most is the unwilling expression of my brothers when they fall behind me.

"A'Du, let your brothers do better next time in the exam, don't take No.1 again." While playing games with me, my mother said suddenly.

"......why?"

"I'm just an abandoned concubine. You are too sharp. Sooner or later, she will attack you."

"I can do it, why don't I do it? Is it necessary to be so subdued and humble to survive under others? I don't want to! I want to be a general, I want to fight the enemy, get the territory, and then let my mother take care of me Domineering in the territory of the country!"

"You..." A painful but sweet smile appeared on the mother's face, "But the only thing I hope for is that Du can live well in this world."

"What are you afraid of! A man is born like this!" The uncle came over and said loudly.

"uncle!"

I rushed forward. My uncle led troops to fight outside on weekdays and rarely came back, but he has always been very kind to me. Besides my mother, he is the person I like the most.

"Let me talk to him for a while," said the uncle, and the mother came out of the room.

"Your talent is far superior to others, and you will definitely become a great person in the future. After that, I will teach you archery. After all, it is what I am best at." Uncle touched my head, "Now I am still here, and I can take care of you all." , I am very happy that you have the heart to protect your mother. There are some things your mother will not tell you, so let me tell you."

I nodded, sat upright and listened to my uncle.

"Your mother used to be the concubine of the lord of another country. After Sanzhi Xiuming conquered the other country, he saw her beauty and astonishment, so she took it into the concubine. The lord of the other country has a lot of bad deeds, so Sanzhi Xiuming was often ridiculed as a smug heart. Rejection. The amazement brought by beauty will eventually pass away. After that impulse passed, Saneda Xiuming treated your mother like this. But your mother is so innocent, she was unable to make her own choice from the beginning to the end. " Uncle's expression was solemn, "Du, your father is actually not a very special person."

When I threw away my desire for fatherly love and the pursuit of a father's existence, I did find that my father was not a great person.

No matter how obvious the facts were, my father would always punish me when I had conflicts with my brothers.When everyone praises me, the person who sincerely belittles me is also my father.When I was injured and sick, and I tossed and turned, my father never asked me, and my mother couldn't even ask for medicine, so I had to rely on my uncle to overcome all difficulties and send it.

Once, my brother snatched my toy, and I had a fight with him.

I didn't hit hard, but my hand was broken by him. I didn't say it. Anyway, no one would care except my mother and uncle.

I was fined to chop firewood all night, and my elder brother, who suffered a little skin trauma, was lying on a comfortable bed at the moment, enjoying the care of the maid and the condolences of his father.

If I really chop firewood all night, my hands will probably be useless. If I don’t chop, I will be punished more severely.

How could my father care about my hand even when I almost died from a high fever?

I was sore and tired, and when I thought of my mother begging my father on her knees, my heart ached so much that I was about to die.Even though I can do everything better than anyone else, I'm always in a situation where I can't do anything.

I squatted on the edge of the yard wall and cried.

"What's the matter, why are you crying so sadly?"

I looked up and saw a black-haired priestess sitting on the fence at some point, looking at me.

"I heard that Shan Ming's Zhu Zhongdu is a child prodigy, but why is the child prodigy sitting here and crying?"

Instead of making me feel aggressive, she lifted my spirits a little bit on this lonely winter night.

Even if it's just talking.

"My hand is hurt, but I have to finish chopping the firewood in this yard." I said sobbing.

"May I come in?"

It's not something I can decide, but I don't care.

"of course."

The black-haired witch jumped in, her posture was very light and neat, "Show me your hands."

I put my hands in front of her, and she gently lifted my sleeves layer by layer, which made me cry again, "I want to grow up quickly!"

"Growing up is fast."

The witch picked up a handful of water from the water tank and poured it on my arm. I felt an itch, and without any pain, my arm healed.

"It's amazing!" I stretched my arm, "Is this divine power? You... did you come here because you heard my voice? Thank you!"

"I'll chop wood with you."

This winter night has become interesting and wonderful. The black-haired witch seems to have been to many places. I am chatting with her while chopping wood, listening to her tell those interesting stories, and I am not tired at all.

I just made a little effort, and the warehouse was full of firewood. I can even imagine their incredible expressions during the day.

"Miss, what's your name?" I asked.

"Miss sister?" The witch seemed a little puzzled by this title.

"We are no longer in an ordinary relationship. When I develop, I will cover you. You are older than me, but you are still very young. I will call you 'Miss Sister'."

"We've only known each other for one night, and you call me 'Miss Sister'."

"I'm going to be a great person in the future! You are now the third in my heart!"

"Who are the first two?"

"My mother and uncle, they are very good people! My father is a bastard, and I will surpass him sooner or later."

My little sister and I fell asleep while chatting. When I woke up, it was already bright, and I was covered with a blanket. My little sister was gone, and the warehouse was full of firewood.

I'm going to find her, I thought.

Before I could act, I knew the identity of Miss Sister.

The woman of heavenly knowledge, the witch who travels all over the world, the messenger of the gods, has powerful and mysterious power.

That's even better, I'll find her later.

Even though she is very powerful, I don't think I was boasting in front of her that night, I was telling the truth.

A few years later, my life in the Takenaka family finally ushered in a turning point—my uncle died in battle.

When I heard the news, I couldn't believe it at first, and then I tried my best to get information about that battle.

After the analysis was confirmed, I rushed directly into Zhu Zhonghu's military tent, where he was having military discussions with his subordinates.

"Why are you here, go back quickly." He just glanced at me lightly.

"Did you lose the previous battle? I really don't know which idiot came up with the strategy." I spread the map flat on the table, regardless of other people's voices, and directly suppressed them loudly, "This terrain, obviously Is the highly mobile cavalry more beneficial? Why would they be transferred to that side? If it were me, after occupying this area, the first thing I would do is..."

I explained them one by one, leaving them speechless.

"In short, those who want to appear in this strategy are either the only idiots in the world, or—" I looked directly at my father, and said three words one by one, "on purpose."

I was sent to Qingyuan Temple to become a monk by my mother, and I was bound to go there.

I looked at my mother's teary eyes. Years of rubbing made her skin no longer beautiful like pearls, but it was always the same in my eyes, and my heart was in turmoil.

If I'm not even at Zhuzhong's house, who can protect my mother!

I escaped again and again, and was captured by the monk again and again.

Even though I would be beaten severely every time I was arrested, I never gave up.

My growing martial arts and my accumulated experience allowed me to flee longer and longer distances each time, but each time I could not reach Shanming.

The last escape was also the furthest I escaped, but it also came to the end of the road, when I met unexpected people.

"Little prodigy, why are you here?"

The black-haired witch was sitting in front of the carriage, a tall man was driving the carriage, and a little boy was sitting beside her, she said to me, just like on the wall back then.

"Miss!" I gritted my teeth, "Please help me!"

When I entered Shanming, I learned that my mother had died half a year ago. She was tortured to death by the royal family, and her death was extremely tragic.

I didn't enter Zhuzhong's house, that familiar and cold cave, and I didn't want the surname "Zhuzhong" anymore.

I once promised my mother that I would become a general, get the territory, and let her be the mother of the general, so that I would not have to look at people's faces or rely on others.

She protected me with the last bit of her strength, but I can never repay her.

But at least, I can do one thing for her, and that is to avenge her.

"I don't even know her name. I only know the character 'Li' that the man gave her. She must not like this name. If I knew it, I would have asked my uncle." I couldn't find her bones, only A tombstone was erected for her, with the words "Mother of Adu" on it, and my tears fell, "Takenaka...just a Takenaka...I will make that man pay for all this. I If I want to occupy Shan Ming he serves, I will step on that man's head!"

I have never regretted my arrogance, and from now on, I have no need to hide and suppress myself.I started thinking about what else I could do and what I should do.

"You are very young, and you still have a lot of time." The black-haired priestess wiped away my tears, but it made me shed hot tears even more uncontrollably.

"I have nowhere to go, whether it's home or anywhere else, I have nowhere to go back."

"If you have nowhere to go, come to me." The black-haired priestess held out her hand to me.

"...I can't go with you now, but one day I will go to your side." At that time, I obviously wanted to hold that hand.

"why?"

"Because you have picked up a lot of people, right? You picked them up, right? If I were picked up by you, wouldn't I be the same as them? In your eyes, I will be as ordinary and ordinary as them Right? So I want to go to your side by myself. Even if it will attract others' attention, even if it will die because of it, I don't want to be an ordinary person. I will never bow to anyone in my life, and I will not let anyone press Lower my head."

"Have you figured it out yet?"

"I've made up my mind. I'll go back to the temple until I'm fully winged. At that time, don't forget me, girl of heavenly knowledge."

For the last time, I didn't call her Miss Sister, but Tianzhinv.

I also no longer called Zhuzhongdu, but changed my name to Lianhaidu.

One day, I will go to her side by myself and meet her again.

I firmly believe it.