Port Mafia executives have something to say
Chapter 17 Dazai
The author has something to say:
OOC warning! ! ! !
excess of personal understanding
private surplus
excess of everything
I personally tried my best to dissuade you, why don't you skip two chapters and read [Top the Pot Cover]
From a humanitarian, realistic, and psychological point of view, I really think he is very pitiful.
But I am not qualified to save him, no one in this world is qualified.
He is destined to spend this sad life alone forever, self-destructing on the way to find the answer.
— or self-redemption.
In order not to affect the reading experience, the next chapter will disregard the author's detailed interpretation of the man's character. Although the holiday is not over yet, I still returned to Yokohama.
When I saw Lo Niang wearing a white cake dress on the streets of Ikebukuro, my first thought was that Alice should look good in it.
Alice-chan, who has almost no contact with me...
It dawned on me that I had nowhere to go but the Port Mafia.
Did the leader also expect this, so he asked me to visit Ms. Suzuki on purpose?What is he trying to tell me?
——The other party is doing well in Tokyo, don't worry.
No, the leader is not such a simple and kind person. As I said, he is a small-hearted person.
—The time has come to test your loyalty to the port mafia, bring that woman's head back to me...?
... The leader of my family is just a little narrow-minded, and he is not really as stupid, ahem, and unpretentious as he showed in front of Alice.
And let's be honest, if he'd been blatantly expressing that to me, it'd probably have turned out to be the exact opposite.
I'm willing to serve him, but I'm not unconditionally loyal - if I were, I wouldn't be sent to the dungeon.
Well, it really is this.
[It's time to move on, for the port mafia. 】
……
Today is the last day of vacation.
Nearly four months have passed, and the honorable queen of Yokohama no longer has the scars from the Dragon Head War that day. She just flicked the gunpowder/powder-smelling ash twice proudly, and continued to sit on the golden throne, admiring , Looking down, this piece of land that belongs to itself is like a luminous pearl, which is still dazzling even in the middle of the night, and the people who are as close and strange as an ant colony.
For rest, my daily check-in place is to take a round of the Ferris wheel first, and then walk along the coastline to the seaside cafe to eat a cake.
As a result, while we were eating, a pair of "father and daughter" who were arguing suddenly walked into the store. In line with the idea of "at least I'm still on vacation, let me be spared", I avoided them and quickly paid the bill and left.
……
I didn't know where to go for a while, so I could only walk in along the river garden road. On the way, I seemed to see a group of familiar black suits flopping in the river to salvage something.
Although I really want to help my colleagues, it is a pity that my [V] is a standard combat ability, and its practicality is so poor that it is useless at all.
I could only stand gloomily and watch them work.
But logically speaking, if I can control the temperature of the seawater, it shouldn't be a problem to let it shape and freeze.It's just that this is a very delicate operation technique, and now I can only roughly create huge waves-to put it bluntly, I simply and roughly use the impact of sea water falling from a high place-I can't do what I imagined. degree.
For all people with supernatural abilities in this world, supernatural abilities are usually accompanied by some special restrictions, and this is especially true for powerful supernatural abilities.
[Amidst the Dirty Sorrow] itself has very high requirements for the instantaneous operation of the gravity vector change.Not to mention the filthy form of the big open, I heard that when Mr. Nakaya was sent back during the "Double Black" night, his body deteriorated so badly that he could only breathe a sigh of relief. I don't know how he recovered the next day. alive and kicking.
[Disqualification in the World] is almost invincible in terms of supernatural powers, but the requirement is to have direct contact with supernatural powers or the supernatural powers themselves.Mere contact with the physical form attached to the supernatural ability cannot seal the supernatural ability itself, not to mention that there are many long-distance or non-contact supernatural abilities that can be activated in this world.
Suppose there is a stone that Mr. Chuya controls and hangs over Dazai’s head, he touches it and then hahahahaha cough cough...
In this way, the restriction of [V] on me is probably that it must be used close to the body, and it fits closely to me and also isolates me.It is so tight that when the water surface rises above the nose, it cannot breathe and can only rely on an oxygen device, and it is so isolated that it cannot use the water flow to enhance its mobility.
By the way, what is the maximum range I can manipulate?
Thinking about supernatural powers was interrupted when I saw something that was fished up by the Mafia members at the port.
……
"!!!"
"!!!!!!"
The brain is blank.
……
"what happened?!"
By the time I realized it, my body had automatically rushed over, grabbed one of them by the wrist, and questioned sharply.
"Who did it?! How is the headquarters now?! Immediately arrange an emergency hospital! Get me through to Ozaki!"
what's going on?Why didn't my sister and Odasaku-san inform me of such a serious situation?And just now the leader took Alice to quarrel in the coffee shop, what if the enemy took this opportunity to assassinate him? !
"No, Mr. Jing, this is—"
"What are you losing your temper with, Jingjun, you have interrupted the rare nap time."
The person who was rescued just now muttered irritably, "The person at nine o'clock, please move a little to the right, the sun is shining on me."
is he all right?I immediately let out a sigh of relief, as long as we have Dazai on our side, with his ability, no matter how bad the situation is, he is sure to turn the tables.And from the original intention, no matter what, I don't want my companion to die in front of my eyes, it's really too——
"—Mr. Dazai's, uh, personal preference, it doesn't matter much."
"…………"
"Mr. Dazai often does this, it's harmless, please... no, don't worry?"
"…………"
"... Mr. Jing...?"
"…………"
I mechanically turned my head in slow motion to look at the member who was speaking. He had just climbed up from the river, his suit was still dripping, and he hadn't had time to put on his leather shoes. He stumbled and explained to me.
Although it's summer and it doesn't matter if you wear wet clothes, it's going to be night soon, and the temperature difference in coastal cities is still quite large, which is as big as my current mood ups and downs.
One of the most vicious combination of "Double Blacks", the most feared man in the port mafia was thrown into the river unconsciously, just like when two parties are fighting and suddenly find that the other party has thrown your nuclear weapon into the water Similarly, the first reaction of a normal person must be that something big happened in the headquarters, right?
And you tell me it's his joke?
What kind of fucking delusion is this? !
Was Osamu Dazai also drugged? !
"Throw it back."
"……what?"
I turned around and stared into the member's eyes, suppressed my anger and said every word, "Throw that garbage back into the river. Now! Immediately!"
The other party showed a embarrassed expression: "Well, Mr. Jing, even if it is you, such an order is really..."
Dazai turned over slowly like a street slumber sleeping soundly at noon, turning a deaf ear to our conversation, even if he was kicked by me in the middle, he pretended to be dead without any response.
I felt like I was going to explode in the next second.
But the remaining rationality tells me that the other party is under Dazai's management, even if I am higher than him, it is impossible to listen to my words and throw my boss into the water.
But it doesn't matter, if you don't throw it away, I will do it myself.
I grabbed Dazai by the collar and pulled his upper body off the ground, and I dragged him into the river.
...can't be dragged.
Pull harder.
...still can't move.
"puff."
Who is laughing? ! ! !
I turned around in anger, and a row of black suits behind me had already retreated 50 meters away to observe the ants. I looked down again and saw a mental patient who had attempted suicide bent over and suppressed a smile. Seeing me looking at him, I finally stopped Holding back himself, he laughed out loud happily.
"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, you are so weak, Jingjun, did you not eat—"
this person……!
I slammed his collar away, maybe because I didn't expect that I would let go suddenly, his head hit the stone edge laid by the river firmly, making a "boom".
Dazai Zhizhang's laughter was interrupted suddenly, he covered the place where he was hit, his cute and pretty face wrinkled into a ball and writhed on the ground: "It hurts! It's too rough Jingjun, be careful I will let the elder sister Deduct your wages!"
"Pain? Do you still know pain?!"
"...?"
I don't know if it's because I yelled too loudly, but Dazai stopped his voice for a moment and curled up as if he was frightened, and then peeked over from the gap between his arms. A little dazed, I seem to have seen him show such a look somewhere.
But now I'm at the peak of my rage value, I don't have the time to recall the mere look I saw some time ago, it's not bad that I didn't dig out this bastard's eyes!
"What's wrong with you?! What's wrong with you, Osamu Dazai!" I felt my hands trembling.
"Is suicide something you can joke about?!"
"What if I really die?!"
"I'll make you kill yourself! Make you kill yourself! You fucking—"
What is in the mind, fear, panic, worry, Ikase's body was blown to pieces in an instant...
I thought, I thought I was about to lose again...
……
Because of my indecision, my indecision, my negligence, my fault, I am about to lose again what I have worked so hard to cherish and protect...
——It was Osamu Dazai's "innocuous" joke.
……
"—How many times do you fucking think you can die!!"
Dazai's unrepentant, stupid and funny look just now was replayed repeatedly in front of my eyes, which directly caused my blood pressure to rise rapidly, and gold stars flashed in front of my eyes.I yelled so much in one breath, I couldn't breathe and coughed for a long time, my throat hurt, and my tears came out from the cough.
"..."
Dazai was kicked several times by me in a fit of anger, but he didn't respond at all. I didn't save any strength when I kicked him. Doesn't he feel pain?
"..."
"..."
"..."
... so tired.
I feel tired physically and mentally.
I don't know if I just finished venting my anger, and I suddenly feel disheartened and feel that the whole thing is very boring.
It's not a day or two since Dazai is stupid, it's just that he's a little more stupid (literally) than others.
as he likes.
Dead is better.
Don't stay here to cause trouble for the world.
It annoys me to see him.
I was a little tired from shouting, and the emotional ups and downs from shock to anger made me dizzy and legs weak, so I simply sat on the stone edge to rest, and wiped away the tears that I just coughed up.There was a sudden chill behind my back, and when I turned around, I found Dazai was still staring at me in the original posture of rolling over with his head in his arms.
"What are you looking at?" I said unhappily, and as soon as I spoke, I realized that my voice was hoarse, and I couldn't help but feel a little depressed.
I don't care what he is doing, he is not someone from me, he jumped into the river and his head was flooded, did I also get flooded?
"..."
He didn't speak, just stared at me.
I simply ignored him.
The summer breeze blowing by the river is very comfortable.
After closing my eyes and resting for a while, I felt myself regain my senses a little bit. Just as I was about to get up and leave, I realized that Dazai got up from the ground at some point, lowered his head, and sat down quite close to me.
I moved a little uncomfortably to the side.
He didn't move, his hands were neatly placed on his knees, the wet bandages tied between his hair and his arms, and even the dirt from rolling on the ground just now, and there were a few footprints on the white shirt that I kicked just now , I feel a little... a pitiful look of being wronged.
Sober up, Shen Haijing, since when has this guy been so pitiful?Poor is always the one next to him.
........................
I glanced at him quietly.
........................
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Could it be that I kicked him stupid just now?
...........................
Heh, heh, I'm not guilty at all.
Now I want to run, no, the reason why I want to leave is that I have used up my Dazai data limit this week, so now I don’t want to talk to him from the bottom of my heart, and I don’t even want to see him.
"..."
"Mr. Jing."
Just when I was about to get up and leave him behind, Dazai suddenly asked a question slowly.
"What's the point of being alive?"
"It's better than you dying."
Although I have a guilty conscience, it doesn't prevent me from going back without even thinking about it. Why should I be guilty if he wasn't kicked by me?
"But death is also a part of the continuation of life. Jing Jun, whose hands are stained with blood, also understands? Your [Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea] has a smell of corpses that can't go away. When you are close to death, Jing Jun is the only It must be my senior."
Dazai said in a very polite and modest tone that I had never heard before, "In this case, can you teach me a little bit?"
What the hell question... I turned my head to look at him, and I happened to meet the eyes that were looking at him.
He is staring at me.
"—————————"
Empty, dull, cruel, lonely—
familiar eyes.
"..."
what.
That's right.
So this is ah.
No wonder I hate him so much, I thought it was just a simple personality disagreement.
An overwhelming emotion overwhelmed my brain, and I realized it was fear.
——The oldest and most powerful emotion of human beings is fear*
……
……
I want to cry a little bit, but I feel strangely ridiculous to myself who wants to cry.
"..."
"Are you going to tell me that it's good to eat delicious food, see beautiful flowers, and meet interesting people—"
I couldn't believe that my voice was so soft, even in my hearing, the increasingly violent heartbeat was louder than my speaking volume, as if I was afraid of shocking something.
For example, my unbearable memory.
"Everything is meaningless. It is the unchanging scenery of the porthole of the cruise ship. It is the plot of the novel that has been spoiled. I have seen the movie with the finale long ago."
"So you want to explore the meaning of death."
I can't believe that Dazai Osamu's eyes are like a child who saw a birthday cake, yearning, longing, and trying hard not to interrupt this annoying birthday song.
"After all, when everything else in life is at your fingertips, you will find that death is the only mystery that cannot be solved in the end. It is a one-way ticket for one party. No one can answer your questions, and no one can know the answer to it."
"So you figured you'd go find it yourself."
"The last, fun, puzzle in the world."
I paused because my throat was sore, because my voice was hoarse from overuse, and because I was a little scared of the next answer.
"Am i right?"
Dazai didn't answer me, he just stared at me quietly with that expression of enduring something.
"..."
"..."
Head hurts.
【...This is really unexpected.Hey, Jing-chan, what should we do now? 】
For some reason, the world has been shaking since just now.
I thought it was an earthquake.
Now it seems that I am trembling.
It wasn't like shaking hands from anger just now.
But because of excessive fear, the whole body, even the teeth are trembling.
[But it's already here~ There is a saying that goes well, come and come.You can't continue to be afraid.Now that you know what kind of person is in front of you, come on, Jing-chan, how about being strong and facing him bravely? 】
... can't do it.
【...Ahahaha, how about trying to escape in that case, you see, people also said that escaping is shameful but useful.The first step is to jump into the river first. 】
... can't do it.And I can't swim.
【right.But this answer...is really important, for this kind of people.In this case, just make up one to deceive him, and tell him that as long as he eats a container... Well, it seems that he can't be deceived. 】
...Is my second personality(?) so bad?It feels comparable to the one next to it.
【Sorry, I'm not as weird (hei) weird (ni) as this guy. 】
So what, why do I complain about myself?Am I a bit too competent for being a Tucao servant?And it's just a sub-personality?
[Are you still scared, Jing-chan. 】
...much better, thank you.
【Feel sorry. 】
?Why the sudden apology? ?
The second personality (?) in my brain stopped talking after inexplicably apologizing, and I tried to poke TA but there was no response.
……
"Hasn't Jingjun considered it yet?"
Dazai, who had been quiet for a long time, suddenly made a sound, which made me tremble all over in fright. His psychological defense line, which had just been repaired, broke half of me with a single sentence, and the remaining half was also crumbling.
He stared at me, and slowly revealed a familiar sweet smile:
"Do you want me to guess for myself?"
I feel like I'm holding my breath—
"You bastard, you still dare to hang up on my phone during the mission!"
At the same time, another voice sounded like thunder.
Immediately, I saw Dazai's calm expression change. He was in a hurry as if he was about to arrive at Cinderella whose disguise was revealed at midnight. He stared at me for a moment with pure darkness eyes without any emotion. Senran's killing intent made me feel like I was in an ice cave.
Then he looked towards the embankment and clicked his tongue inaudibly.
"It's in the way."
In the next moment, Dazai resumed his usual provocative tone and casual smile:
"I'm sorry Chuya, although you worked so hard to come here, it's a pity that no one here needs a small hat stand, small."
"Believe it or not, I'll crush you to death in a second!"
A dark red locomotive roared directly from the embankment, and stopped neatly in the middle of Hebin Road with a beautiful flick.
Mr. Nakaya, who still had a bloodstain on his cheek, rolled over from the car, "Bastard! That stronghold obviously has three times more firepower! How dare you take the opportunity to slip away by providing false information?! See if I won't do it—deep sea? You Why are you here, what are you doing!!"
As soon as I saw him, I jumped up and hugged him. I was beaten on the back several times and didn't let go, sticking to him tightly.I didn't feel it when I huddled into a ball just now, but now I move around and realize that my whole body is soaked in cold sweat.Even though it was summer, it was still a bit cold when a gust of wind blew over.
Mr. Nakaya, who was still losing his temper, gradually softened at this time, pushed me roughly twice with his hands, and muttered irritably.
"It's very hot. Hey! Don't be coquettish, come down quickly."
Lying motionless on his shoulders and pretending to be dead, besides being around Mr. Nakaya can give me a sense of security, I feel that I will be killed by Dazai wherever I go.
Mr. Nakaya pushed me twice but didn't push me, and seemed to let me hang up.Then I heard him ask Dazai in a low voice: "What's the matter? Didn't the deep sea mean that he will come back?"
"Who knows, maybe he was frightened by seeing the dwarf falling from the sky." Then came Dazai's voice, "How about I take him to the hospital for a checkup, and then go back to the headquarters first to see Mr. Mori?"
I do not want!I'll go straight to the morgue after the inspection!
I immediately squeezed Chuya-san even tighter.
Want to rip me off unless you rip off your rock leather collar first!
Mr. Nakaya also seemed to have noticed something was wrong. I was pulled back by him, and then I heard his suspicious voice, "Hey, did you do something to him?"
"I'm sure you don't believe what I said." Dazai said in a casual tone, motioning to his subordinates who were standing not far away, "Why don't you just find someone to ask."
……
"Mr. Dazai and Mr. Kyo had some...fist disputes."
Standing in front of the three of us, the subordinate replied tremblingly.
Dazai suddenly pulled the corner of his mouth and gave me a wink.
What the hell... I reflexively hid to the other side of Mr. Chuya, and then suddenly realized a very serious thing:
From the perspective of the subordinates who couldn't hear our conversation from a distance, the so-called "dispute" was only my one-sided kicking and insulting to Dazai, who was half of the boss.
And in a sense, this kind of behavior can be regarded as a kind of "rebellious" behavior in the other world, not the kind of adolescence, but a more serious angle.
But Mr. Chuya must have misunderstood, after all, the other party is that Dazai.
For example, if my pure physical ability is abandoned in his hands, he will only be bullied. In other words, even Mr. Nakaya, who is a top-notch physicist, will only be bullied for no reason. What did fate do to us? ...
"what?"
As expected, Mr. Nakaya misunderstood, and he raised his voice in disbelief, "So this bastard is so incompetent that he takes pleasure in torturing little devils?! It's enough to be responsible for yourself, Shen Hai is not your subordinate. "The latter sentence was addressed to Dazai who was standing next to him with his hands folded.
"Hi hi."
To Dazai, this level of censure was simply painless.But to my surprise, he didn't intend to explain the whole thing clearly at all. He just shrugged his shoulders indifferently, raised his hands and pushed back a step, and gave the initiative of questioning to Mr. Nakaya.
He was a little close, and I couldn't help but vigilantly dodged to the other side of Mr. Chuya.
Dazai was so calm, but his subordinates were very hesitant and struggled to tell the story: "It's not like..."
Mr. Nakaya clicked his tongue impatiently, "Don't hesitate."
"Yes, Mr. Jing should have been frightened by Mr. Dazai's entry into the water this afternoon, so the two had some disputes. Mr. Jing..."
The other side hesitated again.
Holding the brim of his hat with his left hand in a black patent leather glove, Mr. Chuya's voice immediately cooled down: "Say."
I was a bit guilty at first, and I was startled by his stern voice that I had never heard before, and then I felt a hand patting me on the back twice comfortingly.
"Yes, yes! Mr. Jing, he beat Mr. Dazai with fists and kicks! Above!"
The subordinate was also terrified, and he closed his eyes and said loudly.
"Oh," Mr. Chuya said subconsciously, "Isn't this a good job—no, what did you say—???"
With an expression of disbelief on his face, he tore me off his back abruptly and shook me twice.
"Him? Beat that guy up? You, it's not the first time you know Shenhai, right? Leaving aside the question of whether you can beat him or not, this guy is so exhausted that he can't even lift his chopsticks for 10 minutes." people?"
"Subordinates—"
Dazai spoke at this moment.
He took a step forward, his voice was cold, I couldn't see what his expression looked like from this angle, but his subordinates looked like they had seen a ghost:
"You've said enough, that's all."
Is it my delusion?
Is Dazai helping me?
......... Speaking of the angle of his sideways, the footprints on the shirt that I kicked are showing in this direction. It really is intentional, right? !You don't want to let me go at all!
Mr. Nakaya, who also saw the footprints, lifted me out from behind and stared at me with a puzzled expression, as if he knew me again.
"...Deep Sea? Deep Sea Jing?"
"..."
What else can I say, believe it or not, although on the surface it seems that the beaten Dazai is more miserable, but the one who suffered a deep mental blow and even needed a SanCheck was on my side.
OOC warning! ! ! !
excess of personal understanding
private surplus
excess of everything
I personally tried my best to dissuade you, why don't you skip two chapters and read [Top the Pot Cover]
From a humanitarian, realistic, and psychological point of view, I really think he is very pitiful.
But I am not qualified to save him, no one in this world is qualified.
He is destined to spend this sad life alone forever, self-destructing on the way to find the answer.
— or self-redemption.
In order not to affect the reading experience, the next chapter will disregard the author's detailed interpretation of the man's character. Although the holiday is not over yet, I still returned to Yokohama.
When I saw Lo Niang wearing a white cake dress on the streets of Ikebukuro, my first thought was that Alice should look good in it.
Alice-chan, who has almost no contact with me...
It dawned on me that I had nowhere to go but the Port Mafia.
Did the leader also expect this, so he asked me to visit Ms. Suzuki on purpose?What is he trying to tell me?
——The other party is doing well in Tokyo, don't worry.
No, the leader is not such a simple and kind person. As I said, he is a small-hearted person.
—The time has come to test your loyalty to the port mafia, bring that woman's head back to me...?
... The leader of my family is just a little narrow-minded, and he is not really as stupid, ahem, and unpretentious as he showed in front of Alice.
And let's be honest, if he'd been blatantly expressing that to me, it'd probably have turned out to be the exact opposite.
I'm willing to serve him, but I'm not unconditionally loyal - if I were, I wouldn't be sent to the dungeon.
Well, it really is this.
[It's time to move on, for the port mafia. 】
……
Today is the last day of vacation.
Nearly four months have passed, and the honorable queen of Yokohama no longer has the scars from the Dragon Head War that day. She just flicked the gunpowder/powder-smelling ash twice proudly, and continued to sit on the golden throne, admiring , Looking down, this piece of land that belongs to itself is like a luminous pearl, which is still dazzling even in the middle of the night, and the people who are as close and strange as an ant colony.
For rest, my daily check-in place is to take a round of the Ferris wheel first, and then walk along the coastline to the seaside cafe to eat a cake.
As a result, while we were eating, a pair of "father and daughter" who were arguing suddenly walked into the store. In line with the idea of "at least I'm still on vacation, let me be spared", I avoided them and quickly paid the bill and left.
……
I didn't know where to go for a while, so I could only walk in along the river garden road. On the way, I seemed to see a group of familiar black suits flopping in the river to salvage something.
Although I really want to help my colleagues, it is a pity that my [V] is a standard combat ability, and its practicality is so poor that it is useless at all.
I could only stand gloomily and watch them work.
But logically speaking, if I can control the temperature of the seawater, it shouldn't be a problem to let it shape and freeze.It's just that this is a very delicate operation technique, and now I can only roughly create huge waves-to put it bluntly, I simply and roughly use the impact of sea water falling from a high place-I can't do what I imagined. degree.
For all people with supernatural abilities in this world, supernatural abilities are usually accompanied by some special restrictions, and this is especially true for powerful supernatural abilities.
[Amidst the Dirty Sorrow] itself has very high requirements for the instantaneous operation of the gravity vector change.Not to mention the filthy form of the big open, I heard that when Mr. Nakaya was sent back during the "Double Black" night, his body deteriorated so badly that he could only breathe a sigh of relief. I don't know how he recovered the next day. alive and kicking.
[Disqualification in the World] is almost invincible in terms of supernatural powers, but the requirement is to have direct contact with supernatural powers or the supernatural powers themselves.Mere contact with the physical form attached to the supernatural ability cannot seal the supernatural ability itself, not to mention that there are many long-distance or non-contact supernatural abilities that can be activated in this world.
Suppose there is a stone that Mr. Chuya controls and hangs over Dazai’s head, he touches it and then hahahahaha cough cough...
In this way, the restriction of [V] on me is probably that it must be used close to the body, and it fits closely to me and also isolates me.It is so tight that when the water surface rises above the nose, it cannot breathe and can only rely on an oxygen device, and it is so isolated that it cannot use the water flow to enhance its mobility.
By the way, what is the maximum range I can manipulate?
Thinking about supernatural powers was interrupted when I saw something that was fished up by the Mafia members at the port.
……
"!!!"
"!!!!!!"
The brain is blank.
……
"what happened?!"
By the time I realized it, my body had automatically rushed over, grabbed one of them by the wrist, and questioned sharply.
"Who did it?! How is the headquarters now?! Immediately arrange an emergency hospital! Get me through to Ozaki!"
what's going on?Why didn't my sister and Odasaku-san inform me of such a serious situation?And just now the leader took Alice to quarrel in the coffee shop, what if the enemy took this opportunity to assassinate him? !
"No, Mr. Jing, this is—"
"What are you losing your temper with, Jingjun, you have interrupted the rare nap time."
The person who was rescued just now muttered irritably, "The person at nine o'clock, please move a little to the right, the sun is shining on me."
is he all right?I immediately let out a sigh of relief, as long as we have Dazai on our side, with his ability, no matter how bad the situation is, he is sure to turn the tables.And from the original intention, no matter what, I don't want my companion to die in front of my eyes, it's really too——
"—Mr. Dazai's, uh, personal preference, it doesn't matter much."
"…………"
"Mr. Dazai often does this, it's harmless, please... no, don't worry?"
"…………"
"... Mr. Jing...?"
"…………"
I mechanically turned my head in slow motion to look at the member who was speaking. He had just climbed up from the river, his suit was still dripping, and he hadn't had time to put on his leather shoes. He stumbled and explained to me.
Although it's summer and it doesn't matter if you wear wet clothes, it's going to be night soon, and the temperature difference in coastal cities is still quite large, which is as big as my current mood ups and downs.
One of the most vicious combination of "Double Blacks", the most feared man in the port mafia was thrown into the river unconsciously, just like when two parties are fighting and suddenly find that the other party has thrown your nuclear weapon into the water Similarly, the first reaction of a normal person must be that something big happened in the headquarters, right?
And you tell me it's his joke?
What kind of fucking delusion is this? !
Was Osamu Dazai also drugged? !
"Throw it back."
"……what?"
I turned around and stared into the member's eyes, suppressed my anger and said every word, "Throw that garbage back into the river. Now! Immediately!"
The other party showed a embarrassed expression: "Well, Mr. Jing, even if it is you, such an order is really..."
Dazai turned over slowly like a street slumber sleeping soundly at noon, turning a deaf ear to our conversation, even if he was kicked by me in the middle, he pretended to be dead without any response.
I felt like I was going to explode in the next second.
But the remaining rationality tells me that the other party is under Dazai's management, even if I am higher than him, it is impossible to listen to my words and throw my boss into the water.
But it doesn't matter, if you don't throw it away, I will do it myself.
I grabbed Dazai by the collar and pulled his upper body off the ground, and I dragged him into the river.
...can't be dragged.
Pull harder.
...still can't move.
"puff."
Who is laughing? ! ! !
I turned around in anger, and a row of black suits behind me had already retreated 50 meters away to observe the ants. I looked down again and saw a mental patient who had attempted suicide bent over and suppressed a smile. Seeing me looking at him, I finally stopped Holding back himself, he laughed out loud happily.
"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, you are so weak, Jingjun, did you not eat—"
this person……!
I slammed his collar away, maybe because I didn't expect that I would let go suddenly, his head hit the stone edge laid by the river firmly, making a "boom".
Dazai Zhizhang's laughter was interrupted suddenly, he covered the place where he was hit, his cute and pretty face wrinkled into a ball and writhed on the ground: "It hurts! It's too rough Jingjun, be careful I will let the elder sister Deduct your wages!"
"Pain? Do you still know pain?!"
"...?"
I don't know if it's because I yelled too loudly, but Dazai stopped his voice for a moment and curled up as if he was frightened, and then peeked over from the gap between his arms. A little dazed, I seem to have seen him show such a look somewhere.
But now I'm at the peak of my rage value, I don't have the time to recall the mere look I saw some time ago, it's not bad that I didn't dig out this bastard's eyes!
"What's wrong with you?! What's wrong with you, Osamu Dazai!" I felt my hands trembling.
"Is suicide something you can joke about?!"
"What if I really die?!"
"I'll make you kill yourself! Make you kill yourself! You fucking—"
What is in the mind, fear, panic, worry, Ikase's body was blown to pieces in an instant...
I thought, I thought I was about to lose again...
……
Because of my indecision, my indecision, my negligence, my fault, I am about to lose again what I have worked so hard to cherish and protect...
——It was Osamu Dazai's "innocuous" joke.
……
"—How many times do you fucking think you can die!!"
Dazai's unrepentant, stupid and funny look just now was replayed repeatedly in front of my eyes, which directly caused my blood pressure to rise rapidly, and gold stars flashed in front of my eyes.I yelled so much in one breath, I couldn't breathe and coughed for a long time, my throat hurt, and my tears came out from the cough.
"..."
Dazai was kicked several times by me in a fit of anger, but he didn't respond at all. I didn't save any strength when I kicked him. Doesn't he feel pain?
"..."
"..."
"..."
... so tired.
I feel tired physically and mentally.
I don't know if I just finished venting my anger, and I suddenly feel disheartened and feel that the whole thing is very boring.
It's not a day or two since Dazai is stupid, it's just that he's a little more stupid (literally) than others.
as he likes.
Dead is better.
Don't stay here to cause trouble for the world.
It annoys me to see him.
I was a little tired from shouting, and the emotional ups and downs from shock to anger made me dizzy and legs weak, so I simply sat on the stone edge to rest, and wiped away the tears that I just coughed up.There was a sudden chill behind my back, and when I turned around, I found Dazai was still staring at me in the original posture of rolling over with his head in his arms.
"What are you looking at?" I said unhappily, and as soon as I spoke, I realized that my voice was hoarse, and I couldn't help but feel a little depressed.
I don't care what he is doing, he is not someone from me, he jumped into the river and his head was flooded, did I also get flooded?
"..."
He didn't speak, just stared at me.
I simply ignored him.
The summer breeze blowing by the river is very comfortable.
After closing my eyes and resting for a while, I felt myself regain my senses a little bit. Just as I was about to get up and leave, I realized that Dazai got up from the ground at some point, lowered his head, and sat down quite close to me.
I moved a little uncomfortably to the side.
He didn't move, his hands were neatly placed on his knees, the wet bandages tied between his hair and his arms, and even the dirt from rolling on the ground just now, and there were a few footprints on the white shirt that I kicked just now , I feel a little... a pitiful look of being wronged.
Sober up, Shen Haijing, since when has this guy been so pitiful?Poor is always the one next to him.
........................
I glanced at him quietly.
........................
………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Could it be that I kicked him stupid just now?
...........................
Heh, heh, I'm not guilty at all.
Now I want to run, no, the reason why I want to leave is that I have used up my Dazai data limit this week, so now I don’t want to talk to him from the bottom of my heart, and I don’t even want to see him.
"..."
"Mr. Jing."
Just when I was about to get up and leave him behind, Dazai suddenly asked a question slowly.
"What's the point of being alive?"
"It's better than you dying."
Although I have a guilty conscience, it doesn't prevent me from going back without even thinking about it. Why should I be guilty if he wasn't kicked by me?
"But death is also a part of the continuation of life. Jing Jun, whose hands are stained with blood, also understands? Your [Twenty Thousand Leagues Under the Sea] has a smell of corpses that can't go away. When you are close to death, Jing Jun is the only It must be my senior."
Dazai said in a very polite and modest tone that I had never heard before, "In this case, can you teach me a little bit?"
What the hell question... I turned my head to look at him, and I happened to meet the eyes that were looking at him.
He is staring at me.
"—————————"
Empty, dull, cruel, lonely—
familiar eyes.
"..."
what.
That's right.
So this is ah.
No wonder I hate him so much, I thought it was just a simple personality disagreement.
An overwhelming emotion overwhelmed my brain, and I realized it was fear.
——The oldest and most powerful emotion of human beings is fear*
……
……
I want to cry a little bit, but I feel strangely ridiculous to myself who wants to cry.
"..."
"Are you going to tell me that it's good to eat delicious food, see beautiful flowers, and meet interesting people—"
I couldn't believe that my voice was so soft, even in my hearing, the increasingly violent heartbeat was louder than my speaking volume, as if I was afraid of shocking something.
For example, my unbearable memory.
"Everything is meaningless. It is the unchanging scenery of the porthole of the cruise ship. It is the plot of the novel that has been spoiled. I have seen the movie with the finale long ago."
"So you want to explore the meaning of death."
I can't believe that Dazai Osamu's eyes are like a child who saw a birthday cake, yearning, longing, and trying hard not to interrupt this annoying birthday song.
"After all, when everything else in life is at your fingertips, you will find that death is the only mystery that cannot be solved in the end. It is a one-way ticket for one party. No one can answer your questions, and no one can know the answer to it."
"So you figured you'd go find it yourself."
"The last, fun, puzzle in the world."
I paused because my throat was sore, because my voice was hoarse from overuse, and because I was a little scared of the next answer.
"Am i right?"
Dazai didn't answer me, he just stared at me quietly with that expression of enduring something.
"..."
"..."
Head hurts.
【...This is really unexpected.Hey, Jing-chan, what should we do now? 】
For some reason, the world has been shaking since just now.
I thought it was an earthquake.
Now it seems that I am trembling.
It wasn't like shaking hands from anger just now.
But because of excessive fear, the whole body, even the teeth are trembling.
[But it's already here~ There is a saying that goes well, come and come.You can't continue to be afraid.Now that you know what kind of person is in front of you, come on, Jing-chan, how about being strong and facing him bravely? 】
... can't do it.
【...Ahahaha, how about trying to escape in that case, you see, people also said that escaping is shameful but useful.The first step is to jump into the river first. 】
... can't do it.And I can't swim.
【right.But this answer...is really important, for this kind of people.In this case, just make up one to deceive him, and tell him that as long as he eats a container... Well, it seems that he can't be deceived. 】
...Is my second personality(?) so bad?It feels comparable to the one next to it.
【Sorry, I'm not as weird (hei) weird (ni) as this guy. 】
So what, why do I complain about myself?Am I a bit too competent for being a Tucao servant?And it's just a sub-personality?
[Are you still scared, Jing-chan. 】
...much better, thank you.
【Feel sorry. 】
?Why the sudden apology? ?
The second personality (?) in my brain stopped talking after inexplicably apologizing, and I tried to poke TA but there was no response.
……
"Hasn't Jingjun considered it yet?"
Dazai, who had been quiet for a long time, suddenly made a sound, which made me tremble all over in fright. His psychological defense line, which had just been repaired, broke half of me with a single sentence, and the remaining half was also crumbling.
He stared at me, and slowly revealed a familiar sweet smile:
"Do you want me to guess for myself?"
I feel like I'm holding my breath—
"You bastard, you still dare to hang up on my phone during the mission!"
At the same time, another voice sounded like thunder.
Immediately, I saw Dazai's calm expression change. He was in a hurry as if he was about to arrive at Cinderella whose disguise was revealed at midnight. He stared at me for a moment with pure darkness eyes without any emotion. Senran's killing intent made me feel like I was in an ice cave.
Then he looked towards the embankment and clicked his tongue inaudibly.
"It's in the way."
In the next moment, Dazai resumed his usual provocative tone and casual smile:
"I'm sorry Chuya, although you worked so hard to come here, it's a pity that no one here needs a small hat stand, small."
"Believe it or not, I'll crush you to death in a second!"
A dark red locomotive roared directly from the embankment, and stopped neatly in the middle of Hebin Road with a beautiful flick.
Mr. Nakaya, who still had a bloodstain on his cheek, rolled over from the car, "Bastard! That stronghold obviously has three times more firepower! How dare you take the opportunity to slip away by providing false information?! See if I won't do it—deep sea? You Why are you here, what are you doing!!"
As soon as I saw him, I jumped up and hugged him. I was beaten on the back several times and didn't let go, sticking to him tightly.I didn't feel it when I huddled into a ball just now, but now I move around and realize that my whole body is soaked in cold sweat.Even though it was summer, it was still a bit cold when a gust of wind blew over.
Mr. Nakaya, who was still losing his temper, gradually softened at this time, pushed me roughly twice with his hands, and muttered irritably.
"It's very hot. Hey! Don't be coquettish, come down quickly."
Lying motionless on his shoulders and pretending to be dead, besides being around Mr. Nakaya can give me a sense of security, I feel that I will be killed by Dazai wherever I go.
Mr. Nakaya pushed me twice but didn't push me, and seemed to let me hang up.Then I heard him ask Dazai in a low voice: "What's the matter? Didn't the deep sea mean that he will come back?"
"Who knows, maybe he was frightened by seeing the dwarf falling from the sky." Then came Dazai's voice, "How about I take him to the hospital for a checkup, and then go back to the headquarters first to see Mr. Mori?"
I do not want!I'll go straight to the morgue after the inspection!
I immediately squeezed Chuya-san even tighter.
Want to rip me off unless you rip off your rock leather collar first!
Mr. Nakaya also seemed to have noticed something was wrong. I was pulled back by him, and then I heard his suspicious voice, "Hey, did you do something to him?"
"I'm sure you don't believe what I said." Dazai said in a casual tone, motioning to his subordinates who were standing not far away, "Why don't you just find someone to ask."
……
"Mr. Dazai and Mr. Kyo had some...fist disputes."
Standing in front of the three of us, the subordinate replied tremblingly.
Dazai suddenly pulled the corner of his mouth and gave me a wink.
What the hell... I reflexively hid to the other side of Mr. Chuya, and then suddenly realized a very serious thing:
From the perspective of the subordinates who couldn't hear our conversation from a distance, the so-called "dispute" was only my one-sided kicking and insulting to Dazai, who was half of the boss.
And in a sense, this kind of behavior can be regarded as a kind of "rebellious" behavior in the other world, not the kind of adolescence, but a more serious angle.
But Mr. Chuya must have misunderstood, after all, the other party is that Dazai.
For example, if my pure physical ability is abandoned in his hands, he will only be bullied. In other words, even Mr. Nakaya, who is a top-notch physicist, will only be bullied for no reason. What did fate do to us? ...
"what?"
As expected, Mr. Nakaya misunderstood, and he raised his voice in disbelief, "So this bastard is so incompetent that he takes pleasure in torturing little devils?! It's enough to be responsible for yourself, Shen Hai is not your subordinate. "The latter sentence was addressed to Dazai who was standing next to him with his hands folded.
"Hi hi."
To Dazai, this level of censure was simply painless.But to my surprise, he didn't intend to explain the whole thing clearly at all. He just shrugged his shoulders indifferently, raised his hands and pushed back a step, and gave the initiative of questioning to Mr. Nakaya.
He was a little close, and I couldn't help but vigilantly dodged to the other side of Mr. Chuya.
Dazai was so calm, but his subordinates were very hesitant and struggled to tell the story: "It's not like..."
Mr. Nakaya clicked his tongue impatiently, "Don't hesitate."
"Yes, Mr. Jing should have been frightened by Mr. Dazai's entry into the water this afternoon, so the two had some disputes. Mr. Jing..."
The other side hesitated again.
Holding the brim of his hat with his left hand in a black patent leather glove, Mr. Chuya's voice immediately cooled down: "Say."
I was a bit guilty at first, and I was startled by his stern voice that I had never heard before, and then I felt a hand patting me on the back twice comfortingly.
"Yes, yes! Mr. Jing, he beat Mr. Dazai with fists and kicks! Above!"
The subordinate was also terrified, and he closed his eyes and said loudly.
"Oh," Mr. Chuya said subconsciously, "Isn't this a good job—no, what did you say—???"
With an expression of disbelief on his face, he tore me off his back abruptly and shook me twice.
"Him? Beat that guy up? You, it's not the first time you know Shenhai, right? Leaving aside the question of whether you can beat him or not, this guy is so exhausted that he can't even lift his chopsticks for 10 minutes." people?"
"Subordinates—"
Dazai spoke at this moment.
He took a step forward, his voice was cold, I couldn't see what his expression looked like from this angle, but his subordinates looked like they had seen a ghost:
"You've said enough, that's all."
Is it my delusion?
Is Dazai helping me?
......... Speaking of the angle of his sideways, the footprints on the shirt that I kicked are showing in this direction. It really is intentional, right? !You don't want to let me go at all!
Mr. Nakaya, who also saw the footprints, lifted me out from behind and stared at me with a puzzled expression, as if he knew me again.
"...Deep Sea? Deep Sea Jing?"
"..."
What else can I say, believe it or not, although on the surface it seems that the beaten Dazai is more miserable, but the one who suffered a deep mental blow and even needed a SanCheck was on my side.
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