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Mr. Nakaya's punch still failed to hit Dazai in the face.

Because he found out that I was awake in the next second, so the person who was about to be beaten changed directly from Dazai to me, and there was a roar with a playful tone, "Are you an idiot?! Are you an idiot? Jing! In that kind of Under the circumstances, [V] was actually removed! Huh?! Do you want to die, you bastard!"

I was holding the thing that Dazai gave me in my hand, and I was struggling like a fish forced to go ashore, curling my tail and shrinking back. Compared with Mr. Nakaya, who was strong and strong, and came to me in two or three steps, I suddenly felt weak and insignificant. Helpful and pitiful.

"Also, dare, run—"

Mr. Chuya gritted his teeth in anger, and naturally he didn't hold back any strength in the grasping force. When he grabbed my wrist, I thought my bones were broken, "Don't move around, you can't just stay there. ?"

At the same time, his other hand was raised directly, and seeing that the gesture was about to come down, I was so scared that I quickly closed my eyes and tried to shrink myself into a ball.

Just when I thought I was about to be hit by a friendship punch, the shock-like pain that I imagined didn't come from my cheek, but instead, I was hit hard on my forehead suddenly. "it hurts……!"

"So you still know the pain?" Opening your eyes, I saw that Mr. Nakaya was full of irritability, and found that I immediately turned cold when I looked at him, and stabbed in a particularly bad tone, "I thought you already I can’t feel what is called ‘pain’ anymore, my lord.”

Okay, he's relented.

After softening his heart, Mr. Nakaya can only scold his own people for at most 1 minute. As expected of him, I really like this.

"...Let go of me, I still have something to say to Dazai." Now that his heart has softened, I immediately pushed my nose to my face and tried to pull my hand back, but he grabbed it even tighter and gave him a super fierce.jpg stare.

"Just say that directly." He raised his chin and pointed in Dazai's direction.

And the mackerel who was named stretched his waist contentedly, put his hands in the pockets of his coat, and hopped briskly towards this direction, "Ah, Jingjun, you seem to be in good spirits." Unlike me, who was locked in a zero-degree refrigerator by my long-lost friend, I felt like I would catch a cold when I went back.”

"Your answer is still the same, isn't it?"

I didn't intend to go around in circles with Dazai.I still have this experience. If I follow his words, the things I originally wanted to ask will definitely be bypassed by him. It is my fault that I will catch a cold and have a fever, so I will be a cow to Osamu Dazai from today on. Not to mention that I will owe a big favor——

"Are you still saying these things until now, Jing-kun?" Dazai looked over like he was looking at the little devil who was stalking him in the shopping mall and wanted to buy ice cream. Apart from the helplessness of not being able to communicate, there was also some vagueness Protruding annoyance.

But other than the slight narrowing of his eyes, his expression remained the same as before, and the corners of his mouth were even pulled upwards.Probably only those who are familiar enough or observe carefully enough can detect the imperceptible anger under Dazai's disguise, "Whether it's me or Chuya, there is no enemy for you here."

"If you want me to say something, the only thing left is 'Welcome back'?"

I pursed my lower lip.

I have to say, as expected of Dazai, while implying accusations and complaints in his words, he also grasped the weakness and flattered me calmly.This level of speech is even better than when I was in the organization.

But if I don't ask this matter clearly, what is the purpose of everything I did before?

What is the purpose of all the sadness and despair of being used, betrayed, and abandoned, and even the awareness of letting go of your human identity?

Even if these efforts are futile and unresponsive, I still want to know the real answer.

"Dazai's choice, is it because he wants me to survive more than Yokohama, or is it because?"

I use the tail of the snake to prop myself up.Thanks to the blessing of this tail, I was able to look at Dazai in height.As for Mr. Nakaya... It's better not to look at his face at the moment, "You are gifted in intelligence, have you already guessed the final answer to the multiple-choice question?"

Dazai sighed, he jumped down from the high stone in the ruins,

"The difference between the two, is there any difference in the current ending? Jingjun is really brainless." He stood in front of me, bent down, and the afternoon summer sun shone from behind him, and the pair Eyes like brown colored glass are looking at me right now,

"How did Zhong Ye answer it? About this choice between two questions."

Mr. Nakaya, who was suddenly cueed, put down the cigarette in his hand, and turned his eyes looking at the ruins of the city back.Presumably he didn't like these nonsensical things in the first place, and he didn't listen to what we were talking about at all. At this time, when he was called by Dazai, he just looked at us with some doubts, "Which topic, the one that Jing was talking about?" ?"

"That kind of thing doesn't matter, it's just a brat's nonsense."

"Look, although I really don't want to admit it, I agree with Chuya this time." Dazai shrugged his shoulders relaxedly, "King-kun's so-called choice between two is just the most obvious language trap."

"The five limited chances for each side to answer is to commemorate the children who died in the Mimic incident. I can also see from this point that this is just a test prepared by Jingjun... In other words, if we really If you only rely on rational thinking and choose to ensure the safety of Yokohama with Kei-kun's death, what will happen?"

Dazai asked knowingly, and could vaguely see the two hands with wet bandages on their wrists clapping together, putting them on the side of his face pretending to be innocent.

Mr. Nakaya couldn't bear to look directly and turned his head away. It seemed that his patience was on the verge of extinction, and he even wished he could leave directly.

"This body is the 'sealing device' of the God-made weapon, the Great Flood. Normally, what I can do is to replace his coming with a part of the 'device'."

"As for the death of the body, it is equivalent to the complete destruction of the 'sealing device', and the whole world will usher in a [-]-day catastrophe," I heard myself explain in a flat tone, "and without In the case of the 'Ark', there must be no survivors in my water, whether human or animal."

"..." Mr. Nakaya gripped my wrist much harder than before.

"Answer me, Dazai, did you guess this and tell a lie to please me?"

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The curse of Jing-chan is still with me even after the ending. When will this article come to an end?

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[Postscript: The Journey of Dao Dao Xing]

Jing-chan is my first complete article (Jing-chan: not yet), at least it is the first article in my column that turns into a small tree. It is really hard to describe how many things I have experienced in the process.

In the beginning, it was just because of the 20-year epidemic at home, I was bored looking for food on the Internet, and accidentally found a non-cp article in the wild. I really liked the character creation and plot, but there were some... well, a little bit in that article. I didn't like the question very much. At that time, I thought "ah, I'd better distribute the food by myself, anyway, I'm idle anyway", so I had the prototype of Beijing sauce, and I silently wrote 12 words, and I gnawed it all by myself. , and then the friend said, why don't you post it online and try it out?

I think it’s right, isn’t it about writing about character?

Large-scale indiscriminate AOE has always been my favorite point. I wrote such a character based on the principle of generating electricity for love. I have to say that during the time I was locked at home, the fall of the three-dimensional dimension gave me deep negative emotions. , Most of what happened to Jingjiang also started from this, I'm sorry my cub!

At the beginning, it was for self-salvation. I don’t know if it was to save Beijing sauce or to save myself from the food shortage.

Mr. Nakaya is the ultimate life goal of Jing-chan, which is a positive contrast in character; as for Dazai, it is a symbol of Jing-chan’s love for human beings. I still insist that Dazai can only save himself, at least Jing-chan can’t help him. , what he can give Dazai is only the bottomless trust and tolerance because of love (pure).

During this period of time, my life has also undergone earth-shaking changes, but these have nothing to do with this article, so I won’t say more.

As for this article, it has gone through a lot of twists and turns, such as signing a contract, joining V, breaking updates, and recovering. I still remember the depressed mood when I was scolded for writing a 3P, and I even suspected that I was not the material for writing an article at all.

But that was nothing, instead, when the little friends in the group tried to comfort me with cuteness, Dao Dao Xing directly broke the defense, and the touch that has survived to this day is also a very precious treasure for me.

I am very grateful to the bosses in the comment area who impressed me deeply, Miaomiao and Yuko who helped me make the cover and write the title of the book, Dashou who drew various fan pictures, all the little cuties who never leave me, and The group of friends who are willing to help me read the text bowed one by one at the same time, sorry, I made a wrong QAQ.

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【Life of Beijing Sauce】

—Extreme innocence is cruelty, and extreme obedience is arrogance.

In the beginning, the only thing that could make Shen Haijing happy was to fulfill her self-worth, that is, to destroy human beings.

But because Bailan used him as Liudiaohua Yushou to destroy too many parallel worlds, once or twice, the cries of 70 billion came into his ears, making him with personality start to reflect, And 270's advice before his death deepened his impression that "it is wrong to destroy the world".

Because Jing-chan was shaken, Bai Lan chose Lily of the Valley, who was more enlightened and loyal to her, as Yushou. Jing-chan was just passively killed by him, and the flood would naturally destroy the world after her death.

This memory, which has spread to an unknown number of parallel worlds, was instilled in Jing-chan's mind ten years ago when they defeated Bai Lan at 27.

Then he was sent to the Avengers Prison, and found peace in the poison gas and coma, and then he was sent to Wenye's world by Bai Lan.

He repented of what he had done before, trying to grasp what he had in his hands. Everyone in □ likes Beijing sauce very much, as if a butterfly landed on his hand automatically, illusory, beautiful and fragile, he shines It is exhausting to carefully control the strength to protect the butterfly. How can there be time to listen to the butterfly's thoughts?

Besides, isn't it just a butterfly, just take care of it and look good. What do you think about me?

This is the origin of Jingjiang's "baozi personality", which is essentially "you are so cute, I like you, I want to protect you, but you don't seem to be very good? That's okay. If I get really angry one day, I will kill you all. Anyway, with 70 The arrogance of billions is nothing compared to your numbers.”

Just like this, Jing-chan is foolishly messing around with the world. Because of his arrogance, he doesn't intend to pay attention to the rules of the human world. It doesn't matter if his subordinates don't respect him. Mr. Mori and Dazai planned that he will be unhappy for a while, Dostoevsky even aroused his rebellious psychology-after all, Beijing sauce is the natural enemy of creatures, and destroying the world is the thing that makes him most happy and reflects his self-worth. This so-called "repentance" "It's totally masochistic.

Until during the vacation, Zhongya reminded him that "he is already a human being."-Almost he should have the appearance of a human being and obey the rules of society.

However, before he could figure it out, the Odasaku incident happened, which dealt a serious blow to Jing-chan, who wanted to be a human being but despised human beings for the first time. One of the plans, who knows.

Then the car overturned completely on the side of the leader Zai. You thought Zai was the one who overturned, but it was actually Jing. He realized that being a human being is of no use. The last volume.

After all, he finally understood that there is no difference between human beings and non-human beings in essence, and he does not need others to recognize his atonement, as long as he has this awareness himself.

In the last volume, Jingjiang gave the right to choose to the butterfly, that is, human beings.

In the end, whether it is life or death depends on the nature of human beings. If he is alive, Jing-chan will be very happy to win the hearts of the people and integrate into society. If he is dead, he will no longer feel sorry for the butterfly.

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It's a pity that Dao Dao Xing's writing skills can't write the story in his heart. I hope that the next book can continue to work hard.

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About the day after tomorrow, I can finish writing the talk about the day after tomorrow, TE·Human Ambition.

Then rest for two days, review and revise this article carefully, and start preparing mango and other episodes. The new article "Those Years of Running with Dazai" will be released this Saturday.

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感谢在2021-12-0713:59:42~2021-12-0807:06:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Ah Ba, Sheng Ge Zui 1;

Thanks to the little angels who threw the grenade: Tang An'an, Sheng Gezui 1;

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Floating Light and Gold, Lingling 2; Sister Hammer, Hexavalent Sulfur, and Past 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 4 bottles of lemon tea; 1 bottle of cat's tail;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!