I rely on healing powers to save my life

Osamu Dazai squatted in front of Shiratori Natsu, and waved his hand in front of him, "Shiratori?"

"Huh?" Shiratori Xia looked up at him.

Osamu Dazai spread out his palms, "Do you know what it is?"

Shiratori Natsu tilted her head, seemed to be thinking for a while, then stretched out her hand, and opened her palm to Osamu Dazai's.

Osamu Dazai didn't know what Shiratori Natsu was going to do, and waited quietly for his action.

Shiratori Natsu paused for a while, as if thinking of something, she moved her palm slightly, and slid her fingers into Dazai Osamu's, touching her palms together, and then closed her fingers.

Fingers intertwined.

Shiratori Natsu looked at Osamu Dazai with a soft smile.

The warm light in the room hit Shiratori Xia's body, making Shiratori Xia look softer than usual.

I don't know if it's because of the alcohol, but the temperature of Shiratori Natsu's palm is higher than usual.

This temperature spread to Dazai Osamu's palm, and then went up along the arm until it came under the third rib in the left chest, and spread throughout the whole body with the breath.

"Are you drunk?"

Osamu Dazai let out a breath, and gently squeezed his fingers together, but he didn't break free.

Shiratori Natsu looked at Dazai Osamu, wrinkled her face and refuted Dazai Osamu, "I didn't."

As if to prove that she was not drunk, Shiratori Xia stood up abruptly, patted herself on the chest, "I'm fine!"

Then Osamu Dazai saw Shiratori Natsu fall straight forward.

Osamu Dazai was startled, and quickly got up to catch Shiratori Natsu.

Osamu Dazai supported Shiratori Natsu, Shiratori Natsu was shorter than him, and leaned against his arms with his head resting on his shoulder, and the hot air from his breath hit the thin clothes on Dazai Osamu's shoulders.

Shiratori Xia closed her eyes, but still said, "I didn't."

Osamu Dazai looked down at Shiratori Natsu and sighed.

"Okay, you didn't."

If the person in front of him was Chuya Nakahara, Osamu Dazai would simply throw him here and leave him clapping his hands, but the person in front of him was Shiratori Natsu.

Osamu Dazai had no choice but to help Natsu Shiratori to his bedroom.

Putting Shiratori Natsu on the bed intact, Osamu Dazai heaved a sigh of relief.

That should work.

Osamu Dazai clapped his hands, turned around and was about to leave when suddenly his fingers were hooked.

Osamu Dazai turned his head, Shiratori Natsu lay on the bed and looked at him with his eyes open, his index finger gently hooked his little finger.

"Dazai, where are you going?"

Osamu Dazai blinked, "It's very late, and it's almost time for me to go."

"Hey, isn't it good to stay here?" Shiratori Xia dragged out a long voice, half-closed her eyes, and her voice weakened, "It's still very early..."

Osamu Dazai said helplessly in a coaxing tone, "Shiratori, I have to go first."

"No." Shiratori Natsu refused to give up Dazai Osamu, and reached out to grab Dazai Osamu's sleeve tightly.

Osamu Dazai tugged, but did not.

Just as Osamu Dazai was about to speak, Shiratori Natsu murmured.

"You are too thin, you need to eat more, and don't think about suicide every day, maybe it is really like what Oda said, you can't find the meaning of life, but obviously we are all by your side, there is no one Does it make you feel good to be alive in an instant, yes..."

"...After all, although you shot me when I first came, and sometimes it's scary to be so smart, I'm still very happy to meet you. Thank you for being with me for so long. You are my place in this world. One of the few friends in the world, I like you very much, if you really die, I will be very sad"

Osamu Dazai was stunned for a moment, and looked at Shiratori Natsu, who closed his eyes, these words were like his dreams.

Shiratori Natsu's small fan-like eyelashes cast a shadow on his face, exquisitely like the doll Dazai saw in the window.

Shiratori Xia is clean, has healing abilities, and has very powerful physical skills, which is completely different from his attitude towards life.

Such a person should be out of tune with him.

Osamu Dazai felt this way until not long ago.

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes and smiled for a while.

Really, do you think so.

Osamu Dazai gave up struggling, and followed Shiratori Natsu's force of pulling his cuff to sit down beside Shiratori Natsu's bed.

Sensing that Dazai Osamu had no intention of leaving, Shiratori Natsu seemed relieved, and the sound of shallow breathing came.

The sleeve of one hand was pulled by Natsu Shiratori, Osamu Dazai supported his head with the other hand and looked at Natsu Shiratori's sleeping face in a daze.

He didn't know that Oda Saku commented on him like that, maybe Oda Saku knew him better than he thought.

Shiratori Xia just said that she likes him very much.

It was as if a straight ball hit him with a bang, which caught him off guard.

No one has ever told him that he likes such words. Mori Ogai is using his relationship with him, Ozaki Koyo and Hirotsu Yanagi can only be called colleagues, Nakahara Chuya is far from liking him, and Oda Sakunosuke And Ango Sakaguchi, as he said, there is always a sense of distance between them.

Osamu Dazai lowered his head and buried it in the crook of his arm.

Unclear emotions swirled in his heart, Osamu Dazai raised his eyes to Natsu Shiratori.

The night shone through the window, covering it with a layer of gauze.

Osamu Dazai closed his eyes, "Good night."

When Shiratori Natsu opened his eyes the next day, Dazai Osamu was in front of him.

Shiratori Xia sat up in a daze, rubbed his eyes, and then made sure that he was not dreaming.

Shiratori Xia pushed Osamu Dazai, "Dazai? Why are you here?"

Osamu Dazai was woken up by Shiratori Natsu, he moved his body slightly, and felt the soreness caused by maintaining the same posture all night.

Osamu Dazai took a breath, "I'm going to ask you this, do you remember what you did last night?"

"What did I do?" Shiratori Xia frowned and recalled, her mind went blank.

"I do not remember."

"Then let me tell you, you borrowed several million from me last night and squandered it all, and then promised to repay the debt with your own body." Osamu Dazai stood up and moved his body.

Shiratori Xia wrinkled his face, "Don't lie to me for nothing, was I drunk last night?"

"Yeah, I kept saying I was fine."

"Where's Chuya and Odasaku?" Shiratori Natsu grabbed her hair and got out of bed.

"Oda Saku sent him back last night."

"Is that so." Shiratori Xia tugged at the clothes on her body, "I'm going to take a shower."

"I have to go back and change."

"Are you going back now?" Shiratori Xia poked her head from the bathroom.

"It's okay to give me a parting kiss, like a wife who sends her husband to work." Osamu Dazai said and made a gesture of putting on a tie.

"Goodbye, I won't give it away." Shiratori Xia retreated into the bathroom.

Osamu Dazai smacked his lips, put on his shoes and walked out of Shiratori Natsu's house.

Just as he closed the door, Osamu Dazai turned his head and saw Chuya Nakahara coming up the stairs.

The two were taken aback when they saw each other.

Nakahara Chuya frowned, his eyes fell on Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai was still wearing yesterday's clothes, with the neckline open, standing disheveled in front of Natsu Shiratori's house, as if he had stayed overnight at Natsu Shiratori's house.

Osamu Dazai saw that Chuya Nakahara came here early in the morning, narrowed his eyes and laughed.

Nakahara Nakaya quickly walked up to Osamu Dazai, gritted his teeth and said, "What did you do yesterday?"

"What can I do?" Osamu Dazai spread his hands.

Before Nakahara Chuya could breathe a sigh of relief, Osamu Dazai continued, "I have done everything that should be done and should not be done."

Nakahara Chuya widened his eyes, and was immediately ignited by Osamu Dazai.

Nakahara Nakaya grabbed Dazai Osamu by the collar, "You bastard, what are you talking about?!"

Osamu Dazai looked down at Nakahara Chuya with a calm expression, "Didn't you hear what I said?"

"Answer me, what did you do!" Zhong Yuan Zhong also said in a calm voice.

Osamu Dazai broke his smile, and was about to stimulate Chuya Nakahara again.

With a bang, the door behind him opened.

Shiratori Xia stood in front of the door with a toothbrush in his mouth, "Dazai, Chuya, don't fight at my door in the morning."

"Oh good." Zhongyuan Zhong also instantly restrained his temper and let go.

Dazai frowned.

"Chuya, why are you here, Dazai, don't you want to go home and change?"

"Yeah, go home and change." Nakahara Nakaya walked into Shiratori Natsu's house, glared at Osamu Dazai and closed the door.

Osamu Dazai shrugged and walked towards home.

"Why are you here, Chuya." Shiratori Xia took two steps back to make room for Chuya Zhongyuan.

"I heard that I was drunk last night, so I wanted to come over and take a look." Nakahara Chuya glanced at their mess yesterday, "Why is Dazai at your house?"

"I'm drunk too, Dazai helped take care of me." Shiratori Natsu picked up the clothes to wear today.

Zhongyuan Zhong also breathed a sigh of relief, and instantly became vigilant again, "Don't keep such dangerous people at home overnight, it will be dangerous."

Shiratori Xia responded casually, "Okay, by the way, are you going to the building today?"

"Go."

"Then wait for me, let's go together."

Shiratori Xia simply tidied up, went back to the bedroom to get dressed, and smiled at Zhong Yuan, "Let's go."

Zhong Yuanzhong also walked over without driving.

The building is not too far away, Nakahara Chuya and Shiratori Natsu walked towards the building side by side.

The snow on the ground a few days ago has not yet melted, and it creaked when stepped on it.

Shiratori Natsu rubbed her hands together and put them in her pockets.

Zhong Yuanzhong also saw Shiratori Xia's movements, thought for a while and handed it over.

Shiratori Xia looked at Nakahara Chuya in confusion, and after thinking for a moment, passed her hand over.

Nakahara also held Shiratori Natsu's hand and stuffed it into his pocket.

Nakahara Chuya's hands were very warm, and his pockets were also warm.

Instantly saved Shiratori Natsu.

Shiratori Natsu narrowed her eyes happily.

Zhongyuan Zhong also turned his head away, and did not let the villain who started dancing and celebrating directly in his heart show on his face.

There were not many people on the street in the winter morning, and the two walked quietly, chatting about recent events from time to time.

Arriving at the building, Shiratori Natsu naturally withdrew her hand.

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at the empty pocket and was lost for a moment.

Arriving at the infirmary, Shiratori Natsu had just put down his coat when he heard a man in black say that Mori Ogai wanted to see him.

Shiratori Natsu and Nakahara Chu also looked at each other, they didn't know what Mori Ogai was going to do with Shiratori Natsu.

Shiratori Xiaying came down, greeted Hoshino and went upstairs.

There is no urgent work in Zhongyuan, so he is waiting for Shiratori Xia in the infirmary.

With nothing to do, Zhong Yuanzhong started walking around the infirmary.

On Shiratori Xia's desk was a book he often read, Zhong Yuan Zhong also opened one, and the maple leaf label came into his eyes.

Nakahara Chu also raised the corners of his mouth, thinking that Osamu Dazai had made it by Natsu Shiratori himself, and bit his back molars hard.

After more than half an hour, Shiratori Xia came back.

Shiratori Xia lowered her head, looking like she was thinking.

Zhong Yuan Zhong also asked, "Is the leader looking for something for you?"