I rely on healing powers to save my life

"I like dogs very much, I think they are very cute." Shiratori Xia retracted his eyes and said.

Osamu Dazai curled his lips visibly, expressing his dislike for dogs.

He straightened up and said, "Speaking of which, what is Shiratori doing here?"

"Today is a day off, I'm wandering." Shiratori Natsu stood up, "If there's nothing else, I'll leave first, Mr. Dazai."

"Do you hate me so much?" Osamu Dazai tilted his head and looked at Shiratori Natsu.

Shiratori Xia looked back with the eyes of "Why do you know what you are asking".

Osamu Dazai shrugged helplessly, "Okay, okay, there were some episodes during the meeting. To compensate, how about I show you around Yokohama today, you are not familiar with Yokohama, right?"

"How did you know?"

"Guess."

"Hey." Shiratori Natsu cast her gaze on Dazai Osamu, who had a sling hanging around his neck, securing his right hand.

"What happened to your hand?"

"Ah, it's nothing, I accidentally broke it." Osamu Dazai waved his right arm.

Shiratori Xia withdrew her gaze, and after thinking about it, she still asked, "Do you need me to help you treat it?"

To his surprise, Osamu Dazai said without hesitation, "It's okay."

Shiratori Natsu looked up at Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai said briskly, "It's just a few minor injuries, and your abilities don't work on me."

"why?"

"I didn't tell you that my ability is unqualified in the world, and it can nullify all the abilities I come into contact with, so your ability, Shiratori, is also the same."

Shiratori Natsu blinked, this was indeed the first time he had heard of Osamu Dazai's ability.

Ability nullification should be a very tricky ability for the opponent of the ability user.

Osamu Dazai stretched his waist, "You are also on vacation anyway, let's go for a walk?"

Shiratori Natsu really had nothing to do, so she walked up to Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai obeyed what he just said, and dutifully introduced Yokohama to Natsu Shiratori.

It's just that the introduction is not so serious.

"This is a place guarded by the army. Try to avoid it when there is trouble."

"This is a slum, it's messy, and no one cares about it. If you want to do something, you can pick it there."

"That's the port, it's our territory, you should know."

"By the way, there is a very tall building at the port. If you jump into the sea from above, you will be washed away by the sea. It can be regarded as a holy place for suicide."

Hearing this, Shiratori Xia couldn't help but ask, "Why do you know?"

"Because I tried, but unfortunately I didn't succeed." Osamu Dazai replied with a smile, "If you are interested, I still have a complete suicide manual that I can lend you."

"No, it's not necessary, I'm not interested in suicide." Shiratori Xia Li declined Dazai Osamu.

"Is there any reason for Shiratori to live?"

Osamu Dazai thought Shiratori Natsu would give him an ideal or a dream, but Shiratori Natsu thought for two seconds and opened his mouth to deny it.

"No."

Osamu Dazai looked at Shiratori Natsu curiously.

Shiratori Xia said, "However, people don't necessarily need a reason to live, as long as there is a reason not to die, for example, if you are hungry, you want to eat pork cutlet rice bowl again."

The boy's eyes were serious, without the slightest intention of having fun.

He thought so purely, facing the world so complex that it could be called ugly.

Osamu Dazai looked away.

He understood why Nakahara Chuya got close to Shiratori Natsu.

Chuya Nakahara's extremely willful speech at the beginning reappeared in Osamu Dazai's mind.

"People live for the happiness and love and hate of the moment."

Unlike the ideals of Mori Ogai and others, Chu also lives for emotions, and so does Shiratori.

He is the type who will try to live without meaning.

Central Plains is also like a powerful fire that keeps burning, and Shiratori Xia is soft but firm.

Dazai lowered his eyes.

"Speaking of which, Shiratori's ability is healing."

"Ah."

"This ability has no offensive power, and it will make you the first target the enemy wants to kill."

"It's true," Shiratori Xia recalled, "but it's not all bad. This ability gives me the power to save others. It is my strongest when facing the most powerless death of all. when."

Osamu Dazai was about to say something when the phone in his pocket rang.

Osamu Dazai raised his hand to answer the phone, and after saying something, he turned off the phone and looked back at Shiratori Natsu, "Suddenly I have to work overtime, do you want to come?"

Shiratori Xia thought about it and nodded.

When the two arrived at their destination, Guangjin Liulang was already waiting here.

"Mr. Dazai, and..." Hirotsu Yanagi froze when he saw Shiratori Natsu behind Dazai Osamu.

"I am Shiratori Natsu." Shiratori Natsu bowed politely.

"Hello, Shiratori, I'm Guangjin Liulang." Guangjin Liulang stretched out his hand towards him.

Shiratori Xia also stretched out her hand, and the two of them clasped their hands together.

"How far has the matter progressed?" Osamu Dazai looked around and looked away.

"Two people were caught, but they committed suicide from the poison in their mouths first, and I found this from them." Guangjin Liulang handed the note in his hand to Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai took the note, on which was the transaction address.

"This is a trap." Osamu Dazai said.

Guangjin Liulang was taken aback, but before he could speak, Osamu Dazai handed the note back.

"Since they have kindly invited you, there is no reason not to go."

Guangjin Liulang responded, "I understand."

Shiratori Xia didn't quite understand.

Do you want to go even though you know it's a trap?

Dazai Osamu and Hirotsu Yanan said something, and then the large army moved in that direction, and Shiratori Natsu followed them.

Follow the address to that place, it is an alley with buildings on both sides.

Osamu Dazai glanced around, his eyes fell on several directions, and he made several gestures with his hands behind his back.

Seeing the gesture, Hirotsu Yanagi gave a look to the people below.

Osamu Dazai deliberately amplified the volume and said, "Is there no one here? It seems that we missed something."

As soon as the voice fell, a group of people came out from the shadows.

The leader opened his arms, "Welcome, Port Mafia."

Behind that person, Osamu Dazai saw several familiar faces.

Those were originally from the port mafia.

Osamu Dazai looked at the man with interest, "Are you the one who keeps poaching people from the port mafia?"

"It can only be said that they chose a better side." The man shrugged, "Now it seems that the port mafia is nothing special. I thought you were so difficult to deal with."

"Why do you say that?"

The man raised his hand, and two figures holding guns appeared on the buildings on both sides.

He said disdainfully, "You are already surrounded by us. In such an environment, it's hard for an immortal to fly."

But he soon discovered that even though he was being targeted by a gun, there was no trace of panic on Dazai Osamu's face.

Even with a smile.

That look seemed to be just watching a child playing in front of his eyes.

This kind of look suddenly reminded him of how he was struggling in front of the port mafia before, and the things he had planned for several months seemed to be having fun in front of them.

This feeling caused the man to be furious all of a sudden, he pulled out his pistol and pointed the gun at Osamu Dazai, "Don't look at me like that!"

At the same time, the people behind Osamu Dazai pulled out their guns and aimed at the opposite side, and the atmosphere suddenly became tense.

Osamu Dazai didn't care, and walked forward, "What are you afraid of? We are just poor and weak port mafia trapped by you now."

The man frowned, pointed the gun at Osamu Dazai's forehead, but trembled slightly.

He shouted, "Shut up, and don't step forward."

Osamu Dazai spread his hands, "What are you afraid of? I don't have a weapon in my hand. On the contrary, you have a pistol in your hand. As long as you pull the trigger, you can give me the death I dream of."

The man's hands became even stronger, "I said don't go forward again!"

With a bang, the gun went off.

Dazai's eyes were cold.

The man was a little dazed.

He didn't shoot.

What about the gunshot?

Thinking of something, the man turned his head suddenly, and the two people on the building had been replaced by men in black.

The gunshot had just come from there.

The man stared at Dazai with wide eyes.

When did he do such a thing under his nose?

The faint light in the alley shone on Dazai Osamu's face, and Dazai Osamu's expression was hidden in the shadow of his hair, making him look blurry.

The man pulled out a ferocious smile, "Do you think we only have these two ambushes?"

"If you're talking about four other snipers, two bombs and people behind me trying to outflank us, I really didn't think of that."

Osamu Dazai's eyes widened when he said the words.

What Dazai said was already all his hole cards, but how could he know.

Cold sweat dripped from the man's forehead.

He had thought that today's action was foolproof.

Osamu Dazai raised his hand, and the man in black behind him was ordered to pull the trigger.

A howling sound sounded behind the leader.

The man had no way to distract himself, because Osamu Dazai was approaching him step by step.

He stepped back in a panic, but tripped and fell to the ground because of his panic.

He looked up at Osamu Dazai in a panic, and what he saw was the dark muzzle of the gun.

Osamu Dazai didn't give him a chance to speak at all, a gunshot rang out, and the man fell to the ground in response.

Dazai looked down at the man.

Shiratori Natsu looked at Dazai Osamu's back.

Shiratori Xia's mind suddenly sounded the previous evaluation of Oda Sakunosuke to Dazai Osamu.

"He's an overly shrewd kid, surrounded by an inescapable loneliness."

For the first time, Osamu Dazai's image changed in Natsu Shiratori's heart.

What kind of person is Osamu Dazai?

Shiratori Xia couldn't figure it out.

Going home at night, Shiratori Xia took a detour to find Nakahara Chuya, and told him what happened today.

"Did Dazai ever contemplate suicide?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also handed him milk and snorted disdainfully, "He is a suicidal maniac."

"Suicide madman?" Shiratori Xia took a sip of the milk, then stretched out her tongue to lick off the beard around her lips.

"Since I met him, he has been thinking about suicide every day. The book he often reads is the complete suicide manual, and the things he often does are trying to die." on the wall.

"If you have to say it, he may be looking for the so-called meaning of living." Zhong Yuanzhong also curled his lips.

Shiratori Natsu gently rubbed her fingertips on the cup, and after thinking for a moment, she said, "What kind of person is Mr. Dazai in Nakaya's eyes?"

"The brain is very strong and trustworthy, but I hate him, his outlook on life, and I can't understand how lightly he is like a weak flame, as if it will go out when it is blown."

Zhong Yuanzhong also frowned, "Why do you suddenly care about him so much?"