i married the protagonist

In his previous life, he had a very unsatisfactory life.

Su Lihan had a previous life, this is his "second life", and this is also the biggest secret that he can't tell the second person in this life.

He was a precocious thinker at the age of 14, and he saw that there was no money in this world, and no one looked down on him, and he couldn't afford what he wanted without money.

Children's likes and dislikes are the simplest.

Sometimes the categories can be divided just by their own clothes, the smart and smart play together, the pretty and beautiful stand together, and the disgusted and bullied will get together...

When other teenagers took money to go in and out of brand-name stores at will, the price of shoes and clothes was several times or dozens of times that of him. He wore cheap clothes.

Didn't I hear someone say that he is like a licking dog behind his back, a little follower, what can he do when he hears these words at the corner?

Fighting such a stupid person will only cause trouble for himself, and he will be punished, even if his family is well-off to retaliate against him, he is unable to fight back.

He could only stand in a corner where no one could see him and wait for the person who taunted him to finish speaking, then put a smile on his face again, pretended he hadn't heard anything, and continued to get along with people.

These are all relationships that may be used in the future.

His father was a gambler and later became an alcoholic and domestic violence. His mother divorced after he was sent to the hospital when he was six years old.

His mother took him away, doing odd jobs everywhere, and later settled down, renting in a dilapidated old building, and he heard gossip and gossip since he was a child.

Looking at the passing woman, she greeted with a smile and went upstairs, "Isn't that the divorced woman with a baby? Why did you buy cabbage again?" Discussions rang out.

"Cabbage is cheap."

"I heard that she was raped by a man, and the divorce came to us."

"Being domestically abused? How could you be domestically abused? You can't be a man beating someone for no reason?" This is curious and doesn't know what's going on.

"Isn't the child your own?" The words came out of another mouth with a malicious smile, "Did the man find out?"

"No, I heard that she is a man who likes to gamble and spends a lot of money. If he loses, he drinks and beats his wife to show his prestige. This woman can't bear it anymore, so she divorces and takes the baby away." Someone who knew the truth said it casually, as talk.

Immediately aroused heated discussions, "No wonder, there is no man in the family, this woman is having a hard time, I haven't smelled meat a few times in the next door to her house, the child's clothes look familiar to me, and I still mutter in my heart It's not that I was wrong."

"What's wrong?"

"Our children are too old to wear. The discarded clothes were picked up by their family and changed into smaller ones. I thought it wasn't my family's, but it turned out to be our family's."

"Really?"

The women sitting in the alley chatting in the sun burst into laughter.

"The life of this family is too pitiful. It's hard for a woman to live a life. If you see anything wrong with the house upstairs in the future, you can help." There are also a few words of kindness in the middle, but soon Overwhelmed by laughter.

Some people seem to naturally like to dig out the pain and embarrassment of others to satisfy their own vanity and competitiveness, and to set off a better life for themselves.

The people sitting in the alley with the small benches didn't notice the weak figure behind them who wanted to come out of the small building, and retreated after hearing the words of the person at the door.

Su Lihan who ran back upstairs took off his clothes and threw them on the ground. For the first time in his life, he knew what it was like to be ashamed and embarrassed.

He wants to wear nice new clothes, he wants to eat good food that he has never eaten before, he wants to leave here, to a place where there are no such disgusting people!

He hates those classmates who put a smile on their faces and mock him behind their backs, but he has to deal with them to please them. If he doesn't blend in with them, he pretends to be with them and dares to resist them with a cold face Laughing, insulting and bullying, he knew exactly what would happen, and he would only get double oppression.

The example of being bullied by a wealthy and backgrounded family in the class to the point where she dared not speak up and dropped out of school is still ahead. Su Lihan cannot allow herself to suffer such a fate.

He thought, he wants money, and he wants a lot of money. He thought of those rich boys in school, wearing new clothes and sneakers, going to the store to buy things and being flattered by others, and he didn't even buy a bottle of mineral water. It's all about rethinking.

He was forced to grow up and know the cruelty of this society, the rich and capable despise the poor and incompetent, and those who gossip are even more unfounded and start to add details based on what they see. Well, those malicious guesses that were spoken out were stabbed in his heart with soft knives.

It seems that there is an invisible rule in society: those who have money and power have the confidence to speak up, and those who have no money and poor life will be looked down upon, gossip, and be bullied.

His mother was just an ordinary woman. For him to have a better future, she desperately sent him to the best school she could let him enter.

It's a pity that he still carries the dirtiest, stupid and despicable genes of that gambler father in his bones.

It seems that no matter how much he studies, his grades are only mediocre. He knows that he will definitely not be able to get into any good university in the future. whitish clothes.

He can already foresee that in the future, he will not be able to find a good job after he graduates from school, and it will be difficult to support himself with the salary of a part-time job, let alone take on the responsibility of his mother's pension in the future.

Fortunately, his fair appearance stood out among his peers. After discovering his orientation, he quickly picked out a man who also liked men and had a wealthy family and secretly talked about "love".

Of course, in his eyes, the so-called "love object" is just a temporary meal ticket, like some beautiful girls with little money, relying on a small face to easily ask for something from their boyfriend have what.

He didn't show anything on his face, but something happened in his heart.

Why do these girls not have to pay anything, just a few sweet words, under the guise of being in love, can live such a nourishing life?

So why can't he do it?

Leaning on her boyfriend's shoulder, looking at the man's red ears, he laughed at the man's innocence in his heart, a fool, with a few hypocritical and useless soft words, he easily chose from him The "boyfriend" I decided to get a large sum of money in the pocket that my mother couldn't save after working in the factory for a year.

With this money, it was the first time he went in and out of a branded fashion store, instead of picking up a white shirt that cost ten yuan a piece in the night market and feeling a little painful, and he had to bargain with others for a dollar or two. .

Wearing beautiful and expensive clothes, and stepping on a pair of sneakers worth several hundred yuan, he gradually gained more and more envious or admiring eyes.

Being protected by his boyfriend, those who used to laugh at him behind his back and ridicule him also began to approach him actively as he changed day by day, instead of him licking his face and squeezing into their circle.

He enjoyed the appearance of being courted and flattered more and more, and became more and more able to deal with the people around him. At that moment, he seemed to have regained the humble self-esteem he had lost.

It wasn't until he was admitted to university that he realized that those rich people were completely different from those he knew in high school.

There are two types of people here: those who are close but not easy to fool and those who are not close but easy to fool.

As before, he was "pursuing" many people quietly and at the same time, and those fools thought he was pursuing them (them) seriously.

It was only later that he discovered that among the group of people he pursued, there were very few fools.

Most of the emotional scenes are better than him. It is because he underestimated this group of people. These people with excellent family conditions are better than each other.

The man who gave him a good face speaks more beautifully than the other, and his feelings for him are more serious and sincere than him, but when you want to ask for something from them, there are many people who turn their faces on the spot and deny people. I just wanted to play with him.

Those who can see through his intentions at a glance, are more likely to ignore him. He also keeps a respectful distance from such people. He loves money and wants money, but he also wants to save face. He doesn't want his true face to be torn off and exposed in the sun. , that would embarrass him.

When he found out that he couldn't be with the rich men, he immediately married the man he had a "love" relationship with in high school and got married right after college.

It was only after he got married that he realized that this person was so mediocre. The "rich" he thought at first was just a lot of money he thought when he was a frog in a well.

Especially after he had seen the affluent life of those rich kids in college, he stayed at home and watched expensive clothes and mansions on TV.

I began to complain about my husband's incompetence, saying that he should stay at home and raise him, so that he would not have to do anything and enjoy the happiness with him. As a result, he wanted something a little more expensive, but he couldn't satisfy him.

Later, I saw on TV that Xu Anze, a high school classmate with an average family background, founded a listed company at the age of 26 and did a big interview in less than two years. He sighed why he didn’t grasp this potential stock at the beginning. There was some remorse and annoyance in his heart, as if a million-dollar lottery ticket had slipped away from his hand, what would it have been like if he had held it back then.

But then I accidentally learned that Jiang Jianfeng, an extremely popular student in University H, which I was admitted to with mediocre college entrance examination results, is also a famous "crown prince" in "Weifu Private Interview" in City A. That is A person who is tens of thousands of times more valuable than Xu Anze.

The trace of remorse in his heart became heavier and heavier, accumulating more and more with each passing day.

Looking at the husband beside him with disgust who washes strawberries for him to eat, the more he looks, the more mediocre he looks, and the only thing he can do in bed is not bad.All the belongings added up are not enough for others to fit their teeth. He is extremely disgusted with his original vision, and even picked such a mediocre person. If there is another chance, he will have the opportunity to approach them at that time, he will definitely!absolute!Will grab one of these!

It wouldn't be such a bad day now.

Unexpectedly, when he woke up, his dream came true, and his life really started again, and he returned to his high school days!

It was when he was closest to Xu Anze that he took the initiative to approach Xu Anze, preparing to get the moon first.

But Xu Anze, who had always been gentle with others at the beginning, seemed to have a butterfly effect caused by his "rebirth", and became very cold, not as approachable as before.

Xu An was even more unmoved by the confession of him, who was liked and welcomed by many people in high school.

He remembered that Xu An who appeared on TV when he grew up admitted frankly that he liked men.

I also clearly remember that when he was young, he looked at him differently, and he liked it a little.

But he had a new life, now from Xu Anze's eyes, he can't see that he likes him at all.

It wasn't until he had saved his life that Xu An softened his attitude and allowed him to approach.

He even didn't expect Xu Anze's entrepreneurial history to be so difficult. He had already started to start a business so early in high school, and his first venture almost cost nothing.

During those days, when he accompanied him to eat steamed buns and pickles, the steamed buns were so dry, and the pickles stuck in his throat that it was unpalatable, if he didn’t go home at night to eat the good meal made by his mother, and secretly gave himself extra meals, he would do all the acting I can't go down.

Xu An, on the other hand, couldn't see the glamorous appearance when he saw him on TV.He almost couldn't hold on, but fortunately, he knew that Xu Anze would shine in the future, so he finally gritted his teeth and insisted on staying with him, and even lent one-fifth of his own money, which was nearly 3 yuan.

Xu An knew that his mother was divorced and had little money, but he didn't know how much the presents he received when he was with people were discounted. There is a reason to tell her that these are all part-time jobs.

When he offered money to Xu Anze, he was still rejected, and finally Xu Anze accepted it at his insistence.

And his "pay" later also got what he deserved.

Although there were a few twists and turns in his plan here at Xu Anze, everything went smoothly afterwards.

Unexpectedly, when he was in college, Jiang Jianfeng, his junior, had an accident here. Once again, his grades improved with Xu Anze's help, and he did not apply for a school similar to Xu Anze's.

I still applied for H University, although the score was nearly [-] points higher than that of H University.

Xu An sighed and said that he could seize the opportunity to apply for other good schools, get a better job and have a better future in the future, and he didn't think it was a pity.

After all, he could go to other better schools, but he didn't come back to get into a good university, to be a social animal, or to work for others.

He came back to catch men and enjoy a good life easily.

As for the plan of not putting all eggs in one basket, he had already made a decision to get close to whomever he was able to get close to on the first day of his rebirth.

Sure enough, his decision was prescient.

Xu An managed to get close to him, but Jiang Jianfeng's appearance and design were useless at all. There were too many people who approached Jiang Jianfeng's beauty, and all of them had better family backgrounds than him.

No matter how he develops his sense of presence, he can't remember him, he has no impression of him, even the small plan he tried to design to gain favor will be disrupted by others, and he doesn't dare to make bigger calculations, he knows him Background, if he finds out, he will not have good fruit to eat.

In the end, he had no choice but to comfort himself, it was already very good to get Xu Anze's favor.

But he felt a little bit unwilling in his heart, because he successfully tricked Xu Anze, so he felt that he could live a better life and reach a higher level. Jiang Jian told him that maybe he could catch him with just a little more effort. .

With this in mind, after successfully marrying Xu Anze, he has been paying attention to Jiang Jianfeng's news.

The more he looked at the other party's indifference to the short-term lovers around him spending money like running water, the more he felt that he could have that kind of life, and even after marrying Jiang Jianfeng, he could live a more luxurious life. I hate Xu Anze.

If Xu An could do better and earn more, he would not have such thoughts at all.

Until he couldn't bear it anymore, he started to "encounter" Jiang Jianfeng, and started to approach him again.

When Jiang Jianfeng had him in his eyes, he could no longer bear the existence of Xu Anze. He blocked the relationship between him and Jiang Jianfeng, and even started to have an intersection with Jiang Jianfeng when he didn't know it. The identity of his husband is also a hidden danger.

So he can't be blamed for plotting against him, Xu An can't give him a better life and everything he wants, and he can't stop him from living a better life.

"What are you thinking?" Xu An, whose hair was pulled so painfully, frowned.

Su Lihan, who had a ghost in his heart, was shocked for a moment, his face was flustered for a moment, and he quickly calmed down: "Ah, I didn't think about anything."

"The hair is finished." He said softly, "You have to go to work in the company tomorrow, so let's go to bed early."

Xu An could feel that something was wrong with his emotions, but he didn't think much about it.

He responded lightly, "Okay." Every time he brought a gift back, Su Lihan would be a little more docile and gentle than usual. This time, it was probably because he came back suddenly today and didn't inform him, Su Lihan was overly surprised.

[The author has something to say: super long, I want to recommend tickets, monthly tickets, thank you~]