The heartthrobs are trapped in the Shura field [Quick Pass]

Mo Xiuze was only in his early twenties when he first met Xia Su'an, which was the most arrogant and conceited period.

He and Lin Li have known each other since childhood, and the relationship confirmed by the university has not been separated until graduation. He takes it for granted that he will not change his mind one day, and will be with Lin Li for the rest of his life.

Ke Xiasuan appeared.

When Mo Xiuze came home that day, he found a young man sitting on the sofa in his living room. The young man had a soft and peaceful face, with a pair of very beautiful gray-blue eyes. shy.

Mo Xiuze remembered that he had met the boy several times before, and every time he met, the boy would show him a soft smile and greet him in a low voice.

Mo Xiuze felt very strange, they were obviously not familiar with each other, at most they were strangers whom he had met a few times, why did the boy stop to say hello to him every time he saw him?

Although he was puzzled, Mo Xiuze was unexpectedly not disgusted.

Until his parents told him that the boy was the young master of the Xia family, and they planned to marry the two families.

At that time, Mo Xiuze only found it unbelievable, even very repulsive and incomprehensible at one point, he obviously loved Lin Li, why would he marry someone who didn't say a word?

Mo Xiuze resisted very much, even mercilessly refused on the spot, and then he saw the young man showing a somewhat dazed expression, his eyes full of grievances and helplessness, this appearance is very distressing.

But this distress was quickly suppressed by Mo Xiuze, so fast that even he himself didn't notice the slight change in emotion, it was only replaced by anger.

But in the end Mo Xiuze still agreed. Faced with huge benefits, he agreed without the slightest hesitation. No one forced him with benefits, and he chose benefits on his own initiative.

On the day of the wedding, Xia Su'an was smiling all the time, with a sweet smile, as if he was the happiest person in the world, but he didn't know that all of this was just an illusion.

Looking at Xia Su'an with a sweet smile, Mo Xiuze sneered.

On the wedding night, Mo Xiuze did not return to his room as usual, but went to the study, locked the door, and slept on the sofa alone.

It's not that he doesn't want to go back to his room to sleep, but because that room no longer belongs to him alone.

There is one more person that he hates, who wants to marry him by any means.

Xia Su'an seems to understand that as long as she sleeps in Mo Xiuze's room for a day, Mo Xiuze will not go back to sleep in the room for a day.

Xia Su'an didn't dare to complain, she just packed up her clothes and belongings with some grievances, moved to the guest room, and was relieved to see that Mo Xiuze went back to the room to sleep that night.

When he was just married, Mo Xiuze would still occasionally smile at Xia Su'an, but this smile was mixed with moisture, making it seem false and deliberate.

But Xia Su'an didn't seem to notice anything, just seeing Mo Xiuze smiling at him, he would be like a child who got candy, happy all day long, really stupid, Mo Xiuze thought.

Later, Mo Xiuze was too lazy to laugh, and didn't pay much attention to Xia Suan, and even showed disgust when he saw Xia Suan. Xia Suan just lowered his head every time, as if he didn't dare to speak, helpless and pitiful.

Not long after, Mo Xiuze brought Lin Li back home, completely ignoring Xia Suan's feelings, and on the bed that once belonged to him and Xia Suan, he and Lin Li did the most intimate thing that Xia Suan had never done before. .

The number of times like this is increasing, sometimes when Mo Xiuze sees Xia Su'an, he will make a few words of ridicule, calling him cheap and unworthy.

Xia Su'an's eyes were red, but Mo Xiuze felt a little bit guilty by trying not to cry, but he quickly put such inexplicable emotions behind him.

The relationship between the two gradually became colder. Most of the time, Mo Xiuze was deliberately ignoring Xia Suan. Later, he even asked for a divorce.

Xia Su'an refused, and Mo Xiuze said at the time that there was always a way to get him to sign the divorce agreement obediently.

Until the end, Xia Su'an committed suicide. When he heard Lin Li say this to him, Mo Xiuze's brain was blank for a moment, stiff and even unresponsive for a moment, until he saw Lin Li crying with pear blossoms covered with rain, He just came back to his senses a little bit, put aside those suspicious thoughts in his mind, and chose to believe Lin Li.

But since then, Mo Xiuze began to dream frequently. In the dream, there was a young man with a gentle and peaceful appearance smiling at him and saying hello, and then showing him a ferocious and disgusted expression and saying that he hated him. He was so scared that he immediately opened his eyes. .

After opening his eyes, he found that he was already dripping with cold sweat and his clothes were completely wet.

Not only that, Mo Xiuze also found that when facing Lin Li, he gradually lost his previous patience, and even became bored, including doing that kind of thing with Lin Li, he couldn't arouse the slightest interest.

Mo Xiuze was very puzzled.

When he heard the news that Xia Suan came back alive, Mo Xiuze felt joyful in his heart at that moment, but he was more puzzled, how could a person who committed suicide come back alive?

However, he didn't think too much about it again, and chose to trust Lin Li. He felt that he still loved Lin Li. The recent anomaly might just be because he had frequent dreams and didn't sleep well.

During the few days when Xia Suan came back, Mo Xiuze actively waited for Xia Suan to come to him. Like every time before, he just had to wait where he was.

But to his disappointment, Xia Su'an didn't come, not even a phone call, as if he had been completely forgotten.

Mo Xiuze just felt extremely depressed, and he was very unwilling. He didn't know why he had such emotions.

In the end, he really ran out of patience for waiting, so Mo Xiuze decided to take the divorce agreement and ask Lin Li to accompany him to meet Xia Su'an.

What Mo Xiuze himself didn't know was that what he was thinking in his heart at the moment was not to let Xia Suan sign the divorce agreement, but to use this excuse to take a look at Xia Suan. As for bringing Lin Li, he just wanted to see what Xia Suan would do. Not jealous of him.

When he saw Xia Su'an, Mo Xiuze's heart began to beat uncontrollably, as if he was about to burst his chest cavity.

He found that the youth has become a little different, the youthful feeling of youth has faded away, but it still looks a little immature, but when the eyes look at him, they no longer have the warmth of the past, and they are a little cold, Mo Xiuze Bite the bullet and handed the divorce agreement to the young man, and waited for the young man's reaction with some anxiety and forced calm.

However, what made him unbelievable was that this time the young man signed his name without hesitation, without crying or entanglement, and was very calm, which made Mo Xiuze flustered.

After signing, the young man turned and left without hesitation. Looking at his cold back, Mo Xiuze suddenly felt a sense of panic. His heart was empty, as if he had lost some precious treasure.

Mo Xiuze felt that he should be happy. Didn't he always want to divorce Xia Su'an?

But why does he only feel tightness in his chest at this moment, and it is even difficult to breathe?

Is it really the cause of poor sleep? Maybe he should see a psychiatrist.

The psychiatrist's answer to Mo Xiuze shocked him, and he even found it a bit ridiculous, so he consulted more psychiatrists, but their answers were always the same, which made Mo Xiuze think about himself for the first time. The cognition since then has produced deep doubts, doubting whether his judgment has really gone wrong, isn't it Lin Li who he loves?

When Mo Xiuze saw the album drawn by Xia Suan himself, he understood everything, and he also knew exactly what kind of feelings he had for Xia Suan.

He quickly took action for this. He first took the initiative to contact Xia Suan and wanted to apologize to Xia Suan, but Xia Suan didn't seem to want to get involved with him too much. Mo Xiuze was a little frustrated but did not give up.

He went to Xia's house, and happened to see the young man going downstairs. He blocked the young man's way and wanted to express his feelings to him, but the young man didn't appreciate it, and even resisted it, and told him that he didn't love him anymore.

Mo Xiuze felt a wave of anger and sorrow welling up in his heart in an instant. He tightly locked the young man in his arms, wanting to punish the young man a little, so that the young man would not dare to say such hurtful words again.

But it failed, the young man said he would hate him, Mo Xiuze felt deeply powerless and flustered, just when he was about to say something to make it up, he was interrupted by a strange man who suddenly appeared.

This man and the young man seem to have an unusual relationship, and there is a sense of intimacy between their actions, words and deeds, which made Mo Xiuze lose his mind in an instant, facing the man's attack, he scuffled with the man without hesitation Together, the youth stopped them in the end.

Later, Lin Li kidnapped Xia Suan. When they arrived at the scene, they saw Xia Suan being humiliated by Lin Li.

There was a lot of blood on Xia Suan's face, and Mo Xiuze's eyes were severely hurt by his frightened look like a wounded deer. He didn't dare to look at Xia Suan. It cannot be separated from the matter, after all, he was so close to Lin Li, after all, he is the root of everything.

At this moment, he really wanted to kill Lin Li, and he vented his emotions on Lin Li, but even so, Xia Su'an did not choose to forgive him, and even told him not to look for him again.

As long as Mo Xiuze thinks that he will have no contact with Xia Su'an in the future, and the two will be strangers, his heart will feel as if he has fallen into an ice cave, and his sense of despair will submerge him like a flood.

……

Mo Xiuze sat on the ground next to the bed, surrounded by empty wine bottles, so messy that it was impossible for people to settle down, his pale face had a sickly redness after drunkenness.

With the mobile phone in his hand, he opened Xia Su'an's number in the address book, his fingers hung on the top and did not fall down. After an unknown period of time, he lightly pressed the dial button.

"The number you dialed is busy, please try again later..."

The cold notification sound that he had heard countless times over the years came from the opposite side. Mo Xiuze knew that he had been blacklisted long ago, but he still persisted every day. He hoped that one day Xia Suan would pull him out of the blacklist. Thinking that maybe he still has a chance, he persisted in this persistence for ten years, and he still couldn't let it go.

He threw the phone aside, took out the atlas drawn by Xia Su'an back then, and flipped through it carefully, the paper was slightly wrinkled due to the frequent caress of the owner.

This is the only thing that Xia Su'an left behind. Mo Xiuze would put it next to his pillow every day to sleep, and every time he looked at it, his heart ached like a knife.

Mo Xiuze would often think that Xia Su'an must have hated him very much back then, that's why he left this thing to torture him, making him want to look through it uncontrollably, experiencing regret and despair over and over again, as if reminding him all the time Don't forget the mistakes he made back then, he must use his life's love and not come to atone for his sins.

Mo Xiuze lay powerlessly on the cold ground, recalling the time when he was with Xia Su'an back then, hot tears rolled down the end of his eyes, and he slowly closed them.

I don't know if Xia Su'an is still willing to come to his dream...

The author has something to say:

Emmmmm, I don’t think it’s enough to abuse this scumbag man. Every story is too short, not enough for me to abuse, but if I write too long, I can’t continue writing, so I will add a special episode to write about Mo Xiuze’s inner world. .

At the beginning, Xia Suan was called a young man because Xia Suan was only about 20 years old at that time, and later he was called a young man, after all, he was 25 or [-] years old.

Wait for another chapter~

Dual personality soft cute shou x serious serious mature attack