BOSS always asks me to promise

Three meals for two for four seasons, such a simple happiness is something Situ Jue can't reach.

Time is being stolen bit by bit by invisible thieves.

This time, it was different from any sword-striking or cold war. The undercurrent surged under the calm lake, as if one was accidentally sucked in by the sudden vortex.

A slender traction is pulling the two ends, one end is connected to Situ Jue, and the other end is connected to Chenyang. Any excessive movement may break this string. Under the relaxed posture, there is hidden caution, Situ Jue is like a male bird lightly pecking at his partner's feathers, encircling his lover tenderly and just right, and all he can see is this unlovable person.

Situ Jue cooks the three meals a day every morning. Although he doesn't know much, he would rather learn and sell the recipes than cook for Chenyang himself, because he thinks that he will never cook again in the future. There is no chance.

The simple tidying up was left to Chen Yang, they were like a young couple doing the most commonplace things.

Before Chenyang got up, Situ Jue would squeeze toothpaste for him and put his towel aside. When he came out of the shower, he could just smell the aroma from the kitchen.

Watch unattractive TV with him, tell him jokes that he may not think are so funny, call him baby, hug him and kiss him from time to time, hold his hand and stroke those slender and beautiful fingers over and over again , tracing his eyebrows and eyes over and over again...

"Baby, drink some hot water to warm your stomach." Situ Jue took a box of ice cream from Chen Yang that was more than half eaten, and stuffed him with a cup of hot water. "Remember to drink more hot water after eating ice cream." Water, or my stomach will hurt again in a while."

Chen Yang nodded, holding the lukewarm teacup against his lower abdomen, he felt a warm current close to his abdomen before drinking, and began to drink in small sips under Situ Jue's gaze.

With a smile on the corner of Situ Jue's mouth, he rubbed his black hair, like an adult telling a child about to leave home, "In the future, I won't be around, so eat less." I'm afraid no one will prepare hot water for you. I don't remember, if you have a stomachache at night, who will rub it for you.

"You drink slowly."

Maybe it was too uncomfortable, although he tried his best to pretend, but Situ Jue's heart is fleshy after all, as time passed, what he can get and what he can do is getting less and less, he is afraid that he can't control his emotions and leave quickly On the balcony, I lit a cigarette irritably.

When he was with Chen Yang, he tried his best to control and seldom smoked, and it was the same in the past two days, but now he is getting more and more irritable, and he is also more and more afraid of separation. Apart from smoking to vent, he doesn't know how to relieve it.

The open window was mixed with a drizzle of rain. Half of the white smoke was blown out of the window by the wind, and the other half was misty on Situ Jue's handsome cheeks.

The ash on the cigarette was already very long, and the slender fingers held the cigarette out of the window and flicked it lightly. After taking the last puff, Situ Jue let out a long breath with his back leaning against the window, and casually inserted the cigarette butt into the flowerpot.

He raised his head, closed his eyes, and put his hands in his pockets, like a forgotten stone sculpture on an island, with a lonely and sad expression. His facial features, which were originally deep, had become more sunken due to his preoccupation and lack of sleep during this time. It looked a little more gloomy.

Chen Yang was sitting on the sofa, from his angle he could just see Situ Jue's every move.

This man who once desperately nodded his feet just to look up, now guards himself carefully every day.

The countless unscrupulous frolics in the past, the mouth that said "I love you" countless times, carefully looked at every inch of him, this picture is so perfect, but unfortunately, there is no so-called perfection in the world.

Deceit and injury were originally allowed to be forgiven, but some things were too much, and there was really no way out.

If he told himself that he had someone in his heart from the beginning, maybe he couldn't really give his heart to himself completely.

If he didn't do so much for himself at the beginning, and didn't show so much care and affection, maybe he wouldn't get into too early and too deep.

When the time is right, when something feels almost equal, is it just another story?

It's a pity that there is no what if, and we both know what the ending of the story is, so before that moment comes, before the sharp sword hanging over your head falls, meet the person you want to see, do what you want to do, and don't leave any regrets Come on!

"The rain seems to be lightening, let's go for a walk!" Chen Yang walked to Situ Jue and said softly.

"Okay," Situ Jue nodded with a smile.

The drizzle weaves obliquely, densely, and blows to the face with gusts of wind. The rain is not heavy, and there is no umbrella. The two walk side by side on the trail in the community.

Because of the rain, only one or two hurried people passed by occasionally, and the world was so quiet that it seemed that there were only the two of them left.

"The head is covered with icing sugar." Situ Jue rubbed Chen Yang's black hair that was soaked in rain and looked like a layer of icing sugar. Chen Yang tilted his head to the side and slightly raised the corners of his lips.

This shallow smile is like raindrops falling on the plantain, with a light flick, it touches a piece of softness.

Situ Jue suddenly stopped, looked up at the gray sky, looked down at Chen Yang's clear eyes, couldn't help pinching his chin and forced him to kiss him a long kiss.

The cold rain hit the face, mixed with a trace of warmth, and it was hard to tell whether it was tears or rain.

"Do you like it here?" The neighborhood has convenient transportation, but it is quiet amidst the hustle and bustle. It feels like a hermit in the city. "If you live here, do you like it?"

Chen Yang didn't understand what Situ Jue meant, he only stayed for three days, what did he like or dislike?

"Oh, that's alright."

It's fine... as long as you like it, it's all worth it.

"Go home! It's raining heavily."

Situ Jue let go of Chen Yang, and walked to the front first, his hands in his pockets were clenched into fists, he was controlling, he didn't dare to cry, he couldn't say to keep him.

After a short distance away, Situ Jue stopped again, his back was still facing Chen Yang, his legs were separated a little, he bent his body slightly, patted himself on the back, and said, "Come on!"

Chen Yang froze on the spot, before he could react, Situ Jue repeated, "Hey, come up, I'll carry you."

This familiar movement reminded him of that night, when Situ Jue walked behind his back for a long time like this...

Leaping lightly, Chen Yang was lifted up by Situ Jue, with both hands supporting the person behind him, Chen Yang wrapped his arms around his neck, and couldn't help pressing his face on his back.

Familiar people, familiar tastes, familiar feelings...

On the way, I met a few people who cast strange glances, Situ Jue still had no expression, Chen Yang closed his eyes and felt all this quietly.

On the way home with Chen Yang on their backs, the two of them remained silent, only the sound of Situ Jue's feet stepping on puddles, the sound of the wind whistling past his ears, and the sound of his heartbeat coming from his back.

"I'm about to enter the elevator, let me down!"

"Don't let go, we'll talk about it when we get home."

Chen Yang knew he couldn't hold him back, so he had to let him carry himself into the elevator.

As soon as they entered, a mother and child came in. The half-grown little guy saw Chen Yang on his back, rolled his eyes, and laughed all of a sudden, "Mom, why does my brother still want to be human when he is so old?" Back!"

The child's mother was so embarrassed that she hurriedly moved the child behind her, and smiled at Situ Jue and the others. She didn't know how to answer this question, and couldn't stop secretly looking at the two of them.

Chen Yang couldn't hide his shyness. He wanted to break free from Situ Jue and come down quickly, but was imprisoned by Situ Jue to death. Situ Jue answered with a calm smile, "Because my brother will always be spoiled in my eyes." baby!"

The child opened his mouth wide, blinked his eyes, looked at his mother, then at Situ Jue and Chen Yang who buried his head.

The child's mother looked awkward and clear, with a polite smile on her face.

Chen Yang's arms around Situ Jue's neck tightened unconsciously, and he buried his head lower, not knowing what response he should give.

We are all separated, why do we still have to do this, why bother?When the bell rings in the early morning, even the best memories will be gone. Instead of worrying about gains and losses, it is better not to give anything.

After getting out of the elevator door, Chen Yang broke free involuntarily.

"Stop making trouble, hurry up and go in." Chen Yang Xian Situjue stepped into the house.

After entering the house, Situ Jue stood at the door for a long time before he calmed down, and looked at Chen Yang's back with a bitter smile.

In the evening, the wind stopped and the rain stopped.

On the last day, it finally cleared up.

As night falls, a faint moonlight is faintly exposed under the mist, and a few stars that are flickering and flickering are sporadically lit, just like a wayward child randomly grabs a handful of fine sand and throws it into the sky.

Situ Jue and Chen Yang stood side by side on the terrace and looked up at the starry sky. They will say goodbye in a few hours. Thousands of words are always empty after all.

It was so quiet that even the faintest breathing could be clearly caught.

"You..." The two spoke almost at the same time, and both of them froze for a moment when they spoke.

Situ Jue smiled and said, "You talk first!"

Chen Yang breathed a sigh of relief, shook his head, looked at Situ Jue, "You should talk first." What am I going to say?I don't know, and I don't know how to say it.

Situ Jue thought for a while, frowned, pinched the roots of the mountain, his eyes were out of focus for a short moment, but he quickly adjusted, and pretended to be relaxed and said: "Chen Yang," Situ Jue rarely said formally like this Calling his name, "...sorry!"

"..." Situ Jue said sorry to himself many times, but only this time made Chen Yang feel particularly different, "I forgive you."

Forgiveness was caught off guard. Surprise, surprise, and questioning were clearly written on Situ Jue's face... It took a while to react, and he took Chen Yang into his arms, choked up and said, "Thank you, baby, I...it's true ,Love you!"

"..."

"Let me hug Chen Yang for a while longer. After midnight, there will be no chance." Situ Jue tightened his arms holding Chen Yang a little more, the feeling of powerlessness that he wanted to hug tightly was gradually weakening. Defeat this mighty man.

"If you don't know what to say to me, then just listen to me! I'm afraid I won't be able to say it later if I don't say it now."

"it is good."

"I have loved two people deeply in my life, one is Gu Xi, and the other is you. At first I couldn't believe it or admit that I love you, because I think falling in love with you is a betrayal of Gu Xi, so, I stubbornly thought it would be good to treat you as Gu Xi, so that it would not be considered a betrayal. But when I found that I couldn't control my feelings, I had to admit that you are different, you are not his substitute, you are Someone I love."

"But I hurt you after all. You are right. I was too selfish. I broke into your life and forcibly stripped you from the original normal world. You said you were unhappy, so now we terminate the contract. Give you back your normal life, give you back the original happiness, and let everything go back to normal."

For Situ Jue, the long night and loneliness are like breathing, he has already gotten used to it, but without himself, Chen Yang can live better.

Listening to Situ Jue's words, Chen Yang choked up silently, and tears fell on Situ Jue's shoulders, but he still couldn't open his mouth. This confession and repentance were like the moment when the sun is about to break dawn and leave the sea level , the most helpless cry from the depths of the sea.

"Baby, I love you..." Situ Jue caressed Chen Yang's tear-filled cheeks, looked affectionately at those dazzling eyes, and watched drops of crystals dripping from his eyes.

He kissed Chen Yang's hot tears, his lips, stroked the brand of the contract that had entangled the two of them for more than ten years, and lowered his head to cover his neck with a kiss.

The burning sensation slowly spread from the neck, penetrated into the skin, and spread to the whole body. The body became soft, the scene in front of him gradually became distorted, everything around him began to become distorted, and Situ Jue's face became more and more blurred...

"Baby, without me in the future, you have to take care of yourself..."

I love you, so I am willing to let go and exchange my endless life for your freedom.

I love you, so I am willing to sleep in the endless darkness and lift you up from the abyss.

The author has something to say:

Sir, go slowly...

Situ Jue: No, I will come back, when?

Situ Jue: I don't know, ask my mother.

Well... It depends on the situation. If I'm in a good mood, you should come back early. If I'm in a bad mood, don't come back!

Situ Jue: Without me, this story would not be exciting.

Fuck off, this story wouldn't exist without me.

Situ Jue: Mom, I was wrong.

Hmm... Your mother is typing in a hotel on a business trip, don't make noise, just kneel down.