I fell off the horse after breaking up with Xia You

The self with sutures on his forehead stood in the sea of ​​messy consciousness and said: "Your lover, from body to heart, has long been rotten, he really pretended to be like that in front of you, is it true?" Bar?"

This is not the case.

Xia Youjie subconsciously wanted to say that to him, but following the words of the other party, more memories emerged.

He couldn't connect those memories together, but the negativity still enveloped him in those fleeting fragments.He had a killing intent uncontrollably, but the saddest thing was that the killing intent was not aimed at the "self" in front of him, but towards Koji and his lover.

With the awakening of this memory came another gift from the future self.

—Blooded lovers.

In the chaos, only the memory brought to him by the curse spirit is extremely clear. It is a scene belonging to the future, and it is also a fragment of the future.

The memory is still alive.

The blond boy had a happy expression, and he leaned close to his ear, leaving a kiss on his cheek.Anyone can see the infatuation and dependence in his eyes, it's like seeing his own world.

Very strange, one of his eyes is covered with gauze, which looks very strange.

Amagi Koji's voice was very soft: "Jie - today is not the day for a date, and you suddenly called me out, do you miss me that much?"

Xia Youjie smiled and rubbed his hair: "Yes, that's how I miss you."

It was rare to hear such straightforward love words, Koji Amagi blushed.He kicked the stones under his feet and said after a long time: "I miss you very much too. I have been seriously dreaming about you every day recently."

It's too cute to say that.

If it was normal, Xia Youjie would definitely not be able to resist kissing the other party's lips, trying to see more embarrassing expressions on the other party's face.But today, when he heard this sentence, his attitude was very strange.

He said to his lover, "What did you dream about?"

Is the sealed memory loose?

His eyes were dark.

Unexpectedly, Amagi Koji whispered: "It's just...an adult's dream, we kissed, and...we did other things."

That's such a straightforward and cute hint.

Amagi Koji is a little shorter than him, and Koji is the type who develops very late, maybe he won't start to grow up until he is over 20 years old. Although this situation is rare, it is not uncommon.

But now, with his figure, Xia Youjie can still rub the other party's hair easily.The blond hair was messed up by him, and Amagi Koji held his hair and muttered, "You are so annoying."

But his movements were not like this, he rubbed his hair affectionately against Xia Youjie's neck, extremely dependent.

Xia Youjie said casually, "No matter what I do, you will understand me, right?"

Koji Amagi didn't even think about it: "Of course! Ryu and Emi will support you well, don't worry!"

Xia Youlong and Xia You Huimei are his parents' names.Mr. Amagi Koji didn't want to call them by their names properly, even the honorifics were messed up, and in most cases, they were called by their names directly.

Xia Youlong didn't mind this, and Huimei felt that such a title, as if she was also a girl, was very happy, so this habit has been preserved like this.

When Xia Youjie heard Guangsi's words, he just said calmly, "You should call them father and mother."

Amagi Koji was stunned, he murmured: "Why?"

Xia Youjie said calmly: "It's only natural to change your mouth after naturalization. After you get married, you can no longer yell 'Long' and 'Hui Mei'. You should properly call them father and mother, they are also your family. .”

Amagi Koji blushed, and he buried himself in his lover's arms.

After a long time, he whispered, "But, I'm not yet of marriageable age..."

Xia Youjie said casually: "So I used the channel of a conjurer, and naturally there is a way to get married. How about it, do you want to agree?"

Amagi Koji raised his head, and from this angle, he could even see the fascination in his eyes: "I promise!"

So Xia Youjie also laughed, and he said, "In this way, you are mine."

In the next second, a sharp dagger pierced Amagi Koji's abdomen.

Most of the weapons used by conjurers are magic equipment, and there are very few cases where non-spell equipment is used.For them, harming others with ordinary weapons has a very special meaning.

As far as the curse masters are concerned, that means that when they use ordinary weapons to hurt others, they use the identity of "ordinary people" instead of "people with curse power".

Xia Youjie said to him gently: "Sleep, when you wake up, you will see a new world. Father and mother have been waiting for you for a long time, don't let them wait too long."

Koji Amagi looked at the wound on his abdomen without even struggling, and just accepted it calmly.He didn't ask why, nor did he reprimand the other party.

He didn't seem to feel the pain, and it seemed that the person who was dying was not himself: "You will come to accompany me, too?"

no answer.

So Amagi Koji asked again: "You won't leave me alone, will you come to accompany me?"

A silence.

Amagi Koji is very strong, he was taught to learn superb boxing since he was a child.From the very first second they met, he felt the murderous intent of his lover, and he even vaguely sensed what was about to happen.

But he didn't run away, didn't point it out, he didn't even resist.

Although with his strength, it was a breeze to dodge a mere dagger, but he didn't do it in the end.

Koji Amagi guessed that Xia Youjie would soften his heart in the end.

It's just that he guessed wrong.

Xia Youjie didn't know anything about these things, he said calmly: "Everything has reincarnation, and death is not the end."

That is a statement that contains a certain religious meaning.

After death, there will be reincarnation, there will be rebirth, and maybe the past life will be remembered.Therefore, the parting in this world is not forever, and there is no need to feel sad or suffer because it is not a real death, and all lives will eventually pass through reincarnation and circulate endlessly.

After hearing such a statement, Amagi Koji just handed him a coin.

He covered his wound with his hand just now, and now his hand is full of blood, so that there is blood in his smile.

Guangji's blond hair also dimmed at this moment, he said to Xia Youjie: "Do you still remember what you said to me when we first met?"

Xia Youjie said slowly: "Toss the coin three times, if it comes up heads three times, then one day you will reunite with the deceased."

Amagi Koji smiled.

He clutched his wound with an unusually gentle expression: "Then are you willing...to reproduce the miracle of that time for me again?"

Xia Youjie took the coin and hesitantly threw it into the sky.With a crisp sound, the coin rolled to the ground, spinning and stopped not far from them.

is the opposite.

Koji Amagi seemed to have finally exhausted his strength, he murmured: "Since fate has chosen this way, there is no other way, Jie, I don't hate you."

He looked at the coin that was upside down, his eyes dimmed a little bit.

So Xia Youjie heard the words that made his future self live in a nightmare all his life.

——His lover's vitality is draining, and he is gradually stepping into irreversible death.Facing such an ending, Amagi Koji neither resisted nor feared, not even the slightest bit of resentment towards him.

Before dying, Amagi Koji thought of rats, dead souls, and black lions.So he calmly accepted this fate.

Amagi Koji looked at his lover, and he begged: "Please don't leave me alone, please go with me."

At that time, Xia Youjie just emphasized again coldly: "This is not death, after death is reincarnation. We will definitely meet in the new world."

So Koji smiled and said, "I love you."

That was the deepest curse he could give the other party.

Jetta--

Numbing the heart with the saying of reincarnation of life and death.The sins he committed can no longer be washed away, he can't look forward to his own afterlife, he can only look forward to the afterlife of others.

Sinful and disgusting.

And Amagi Koji gave him a curse.

From then on, no matter whether he believes in reincarnation or not, and whether he still retains this love, whenever he hears this sentence, he will think of today's curse.

There is no way to get rid of it, no way to resolve it, it will devour souls until the end.

After reading this memory, I haven't experienced this future yet. Now only Xia Youjie, who has neither seen the ugliness of human beings nor committed irreparable crimes, is covering his head like this, while his body is being robbed and invaded. In the pain, he slowly sat on the ground along the wall.

He clearly realized that everything he saw now was deliberately shown to him by this curse spirit.

There is no evidence to prove that these are things that will happen in the future, and they may be fabricated by the other party.He should be calmer now and contact those who can help him, Noctua Moth is on the right path, family is in the nitrate, or enlightenment.

But he dialed his lover's phone.

The blood-stained future is vivid in his mind, and the lively and gentle lover has been reduced to a corpse before his eyes.Without even resisting, he just took his life away.

He could feel that the killing intent still remained in his body, and it was even difficult for him to control his body at this moment.The moment he sees Koji Amagi, I am afraid that the scenes he saw will reappear.

No.

So as long as all connections are cut off, at least his loved ones can live.The so-called "we can still meet after reincarnation" in the memory is just an excuse for self-paralysis. If there is really reincarnation, how can a sinful person like him meet Guangji.

It became increasingly difficult for him to control his body, and violent emotions wandered in his body.

Such a profound curse crossed time and space, and finally came to him.

No matter how painful it was, he wanted to keep his loved ones alive.There is no need to stay by the murderer's side, and there is no need to look forward to the so-called cycle of life and death.

Xia Youjie dialed the familiar number, and the broken phone made the voice of the call blurred.

In the silence, he said slowly, "Let's break up."