What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Little milk dog 45

When the plane pierced through the clouds and left a slightly snow-white trace, Su Lixu looked at the bright weather outside the window, and suddenly began to miss Fu Xingran.

It's not that I haven't traveled on business. I don't know how many times I have held various seminars and academic exchanges at home and abroad since I started working.But for the first time, I felt this feeling, that kind of reluctance, that kind of heart-like feeling of knowing that there is someone waiting for you.

Falling in love has such great power that it took him less than half an hour to get on the plane and less than two hours to leave Fu Xingran before he thought about going back.

Habits are really scary things. I am used to Fu Xingran's scalding temperature, and I feel cold when I leave. Now I want to hug and kiss his big dog.

He sighed slightly.

"Seven days..."

His big dog is right, seven days is really a long time.

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"He's on a business trip for seven days."

He Shi leaned on the back of the chair with a leisurely posture, and then looked at the rare guest Fu Xingran sitting in front of him: "So?"

"During this time, I would like to ask you to help me." Fu Xingran was silent for a moment after finishing speaking.

He Shi didn't answer, and the expression on his face didn't change at all. He still kept the smile that he just saw Fu Xingran, and he waited for Fu Xingran's next sentence.

The office fell into a non-stale silence, and the source of the stalemate between them was resolved was the simple conversation outside Su Lixu's office last time, which also gave Fu Xingran the courage to make up his mind to face himself again.

"I would like to ask you to help me take the test again." Fu Xingran seemed to be resolving with the self who was unwilling to face it, and finally came to a firm answer.

He Shi didn't answer in a hurry, he observed Fu Xingran's expression, but within a few seconds he got the answer he wanted, this guy was serious.

"Do you need to keep it a secret from Li Xu?"

Fu Xingran shook his head: "No need, I want to let him know."

He Shi smiled and adjusted his glasses, looked at Fu Xingran as if admiring him: "Goodboy."

He straightened up and turned on the computer.

"How much do you pay for an hour?" Fu Xingran asked bluntly.

He Pilot paused for a moment with his hand on the mouse, and raised his eyes slightly from the computer, as if he had some interest in Xing Ran's words: "I am very expensive, and it is difficult for ordinary people to get an appointment with me."

The subtext is that you are going through the back door.

Fu Xingran naturally heard He Shi's subtext. Although he didn't know He Shi's level, he knew that Su Lixu had been helping him make appointments with He Shi. He must be a very good person who can get Su Lixu's affirmation.

What's more, Shishi is still such a young professor of psychology, he can take Heshi's courses and he has passed three levels, even though he was fishing in troubled waters during the learning process.

"It doesn't matter how much it is, and there is no need for him not to charge me for his face. If you are willing to help me, then I should pay."

He Shi slightly raised his eyebrows, and he laughed out loud: "Okay, I'll print out the scale for you first, and at the same time we'll talk about the you from the past, would you like to tell me about it?"

This boy who is full of vigor all over his body always restrains his sharpness in front of Su Lixu and reveals the softest and most vulnerable side. He thinks, dare to face it without being afraid, no matter how bad it is, it won't be so bad.

Mental illness can never be cured by medication alone, and the people around and close to you are the most important.

"Love" is the most expensive, rare and effective medicine.

Fu Xingran clenched his hands on his knees tightly. After watching He Shi for a long time, he slowly let go of his fists and put down his guard. He replied, "Okay."

This is what he has to face and cannot escape. Since Su Lixu is already his lover, his psychiatrist can only choose someone else.

And He Shi should be his best choice.

Anyway, he has money.

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Because of the time difference, it was already late at night in Su Lixu's country just after sunset.

The seminar was on the second day, and they arrived early to have a meal with some well-connected psychology team professors and chat about academics and recent research projects.The evening is naturally an unavoidable meal, and there are after-dinner pastimes that can be talked about.

Su Lixu, who was willing to express his views in the past, was obviously a little absent-minded.

This also made the professor aware of Ni Duan.

"Li Xu? Is there something uncomfortable?"

Su Lixu was replying to Fu Xingran's message, and when he heard the teacher calling him, he recovered his senses and raised his head to answer: "Ah, no, maybe it's because I haven't had a rest recently and I'm a little tired."

When the teacher heard that his lover was tired, he naturally wouldn't force him to stay: "Then you should go back to the hotel to rest, we old men may have to chat for a while after we haven't seen each other for a long time."

Su Lixu wondered if he was acting too fishy in troubled waters: "I'd better wait until I send you back, teacher—"

"No need, no need, you don't need to pay for the things that are a few steps away. Your teacher, I'm not seventy or eighty, I'm only sixty!" The teacher patted Su Lixu on the shoulder: "Go and get busy with your affairs, young people have their own problems too." Teachers know everything about themselves.”

Su Lixu was so tacitly laughed by the teacher, he could only lower his head and smile: "Okay, thank you teacher."

Then he said goodbye to several professors present and left the room.

The moment I walked out of the room, I never felt so urgent, even the third urgency was not as urgent as returning home.

Because of the hot message just now:

—Baby, I have taken a bath.

He never felt that he was a person with such high demands on this aspect, but after he met Fu Xingran, he explored his bottom line in Fu Xingran time and time again, and then he realized the potential of the original person is infinite.

The skin is also unlimited.

When he can face his own needs honestly and tolerate Xing Ran's needs, he knows that he is acceptable.

And would love to.

All he wanted was Fu Xingran, he wanted it very much.

From the second they separated, he understood what it meant to be longing.

The room card was inserted into the card slot, and the lights in the room turned on instantly. Su Lixu took off his shoes at the entrance, and put his mobile phone on the shoe cabinet. At the same time, Fu Xingran's deep voice came from the receiver.

"Have you not gone back yet? Baby, I want to see you now."

The feeling of tension and urgency made Su Lixu's breathing become short, and he didn't know why, he only knew that he felt Fu Xingran's urgent need, so he felt the same.

"Taking off your shoes."

As soon as he finished speaking, he heard Fu Xingran's hoarse smile, which made his ears numb through the receiver.

"Remember the time when I saw you were barefoot when I first went to your house, I squatted down to put your shoes on for you?"

Su Lixu didn't know why he mentioned this: "Huh? What's wrong?"

"I was thinking at the time, how can a man's ankle be so thin and beautiful, even the veins are beautiful, if only I could hold your ankle and do something."

Su Lixu's breathing tightened suddenly, he looked down at the half-off socks, his hands trembled slightly: "Really?"

say no more.

"When you entered the kitchen, I kissed my hand that touched your ankle. It didn't feel dirty at all. I was very excited."

Su Lixu quickly took off his socks and walked into the living room barefoot. He unbuttoned the top button of his shirt and suddenly felt very hot.

But Fu Xingran's voice echoed in the living room, making people's hearts wander.

"I still remember that after it rained that day, you asked me to lie down obediently, and I just listened to the sound of your bathing water. Do you know what I did?" Fu Xingran asked with a smile, and the smiling voice came through the receiver. Magnetic, obviously he hasn't said anything yet, but his ambiguous tone makes people's imagination run wild.

Su Lixu thought that he didn't dare to listen anymore, and his heart beat faster and faster.

Knowing that he misses him so much, why use words to stimulate him.

"I'm lying on your bed, wearing your clothes, smelling the quilt full of your smell, listening to the sound of your bathing water, using my hands—"

"Fu Xingran!" Su Lixu couldn't bear to stop this guy from continuing.

"What's wrong?" Fu Xingran asked with a smile.

Su Lixu walked back to the entrance, picked up the phone, was silent for two seconds, and said in a muffled voice: "Don't do this, I can't hug you, you will only miss you more if you say that."

Fu Xingran on the other end didn't seem to expect Su Lixu to say that, he seemed to hear the trembling tone at the end of the phone, and the provocative words stopped abruptly.

"I regret telling you that the seven days will pass quickly. The seven days are obviously 168 hours, 10080 minutes, and 604800 seconds." Su Lixu lowered his eyes, and he stared at the phone call interface: "But I've obviously been away from you since the day I left you." I started thinking about you in seconds."

"Baby, I miss you, I want to hug you."

Hearing Su Lixu's words, Fu Xingran felt that his heart softened in an instant, and now he wished he could fly to Su Lixu's side and hug him.

"I think I like you more than I imagined." Su Lixu switched to the video, and he saw Fu Xingran on the other end of the video. This face instantly satisfied his emptiness at the moment: "Baby, is there a video?"

Fu Xingran met Su Lixu, who was on the other end of the video with his neckline slightly open, and said with a smile, "I'm ready."

The moment their eyes met, they knew each other.

"I haven't taken a shower yet, I'm afraid I'll have to wash again after sweating." Su Lixu walked into the bathroom, first filled the bathtub with water, then put the phone on the shelf above the bathtub, and adjusted the angle.

The night is getting darker, and the intoxication is strong.

Both ends of the video are in a quiet environment, and the sound of breathing is rapid or slow.The eyes are hot, or blurred.Even calling each other's intimate names was accompanied by a sharp rise in temperature.

For them, strong feelings seem to be able to break through this screen.

It also makes them miss each other more than the daily life of sticking together.

Fu Xingran stared deeply at all the magnified details on the screen of the home theater.In the bathtub, the person he loved was leaning against the wall of the bathtub, the blushing eyes, the eyes staring at him with a smile, and the thin sweat dripping from his nose, everything was clamoring against his reason.

He stared at it closely, and the hand that was propped on the sofa fell into it with force. The next moment, the muscles on the arm suddenly tightened, and he called out in a hoarse voice from the depths of emotion:

"Baby."

Su Lixu held his breath and trembled, and it took a while for him to slow down. He met Fu Xingran in the video.

"Do you want to see me when you wake up tomorrow?" Fu Xingran wiped away the moisture splashed on the screen with his fingertips, raised his eyebrows and smiled at Su Lixu.

As if we hadn't separated, when we woke up the next day, he still called 'baby' in his ear.