What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Little milk dog 23

——Brother, good night, remember to dream of me, see you tomorrow.

This is the message Fu Xingran sent him after midnight, and he could feel the joy and anticipation through the screen.

But he couldn't sleep.

Su Lixu tossed and turned on the bed, his mind was full of Fu Xingran always looking at him and saying those blunt and undisguised words, which turned out to be said to him, but he didn't feel it at all.

He also criticized Fu Xingran's dangerous idea of ​​always locking people up before, but who knew that the person who was going to be locked up was him.

Then there are the photos and paintings all over the wall, he is more unbelievable, angry?Also angry, subconsciously touched his wrist, is this something that can be done?

He almost thought that Fu Xingran would go crazy and want him.

And that tattoo, is this guy crazy? Put his name on—

left.

He suddenly turned over and sat up. Could it be that Fu Xingran bit him on purpose four years ago? !

"... Fu Xingran." How could this guy learn so many bad thoughts.

Thinking that he couldn't fall asleep, he took the mobile phone from the bedside table, pulled off the jacket beside him, and walked barefoot to the French window without turning on the light.

Pushing open the French windows overlooking the garden, the cold wind of late autumn hit his face in the middle of the night, which made him wake up a little bit.Looking up, his eyes followed the light of the high-rise apartment opposite, thoughtfully.

——My wish is that I can see you every day.

He heard this sentence.

He thought that no one in this world could influence him anymore, that he could live without distractions, and live as he wanted, but Fu Xingran's existence distracted him again.

At first it was because he resembled his younger brother, but now it is obviously not the case anymore, it was Fu Xingran who crossed the line.

His parents left in a car accident when he was graduating from high school, and his younger brother Su Liyang suffered from severe post-traumatic stress disorder after witnessing his parents' death in the car accident, which led to borderline personality disorder.

There was even a tendency towards bipolar disorder and dissociative disorder in later treatment.At that time, he took time to accompany Su Liyang while he was studying in graduate school, but Su Liyang still didn't get better, instead, he developed more serious problems, and finally chose the most extreme way to end his life.

This incident was the most painful thing in his life.

This is also the reason why he can't deal with the star.

He didn't want to see such things happen to the people around him, and he couldn't bear such pain anymore.

——My life was saved by you, even if it is fruitless to pursue you for the rest of my life, then I have no regrets, at least I am working hard for my goal in this life.

——So liking you, I won't regret it.

Su Lixu sighed slightly, he turned on his phone and checked the time, it was 02:30 in the morning, He Shi must have rested.He can only send a message to someone to explain his situation, and plans to ask He Shi to come to his house for a chat tomorrow, but now he can only ask He Shi for help.

Just when he finished sending the message, a call came in, it was Fu Xingran.

He was startled, is this guy still asleep?

He hesitated and didn't answer the phone, and then saw Fu Xingran sent a message:

【I was standing on the balcony, just in time to hear the sound of you pushing the door, are you on the balcony?Or I got it wrong. 】

Su Lixu was a little surprised, can he hear it from so far away?Walking to the balcony and holding on to the railing, he poked his head out of the railing, looked aside, and happened to see another balcony not far away from a wall, and Fu Xingran stuck his head out as well.

Not too far away, the moment they leaned on the railing and poked their heads out to look at each other, time seemed to be frozen in the moment of looking at each other, as if they were surprised to be able to see each other.

"Why haven't you slept yet?" Su Lixu spoke first, because there was some distance between the balconies, but the voice needed to be louder.

"I can't sleep as much as you think." Fu Xingran propped his hands on the railing casually, seeing that Su Lixu came out in thin house clothes, his brows slightly twisted, his chin tilted slightly: "Go in."

The tone was a little heavy, with a bit of order.

Su Lixu: "?"

"If you don't go in, I'll come over and hug you to sleep together." Fu Xingran said again.

Su Lixu turned around and entered the room without saying a word, and locked the door by the way.

Just as he was leaning on the window and thinking about why he was so obedient, the phone in his hand vibrated again, it was Fu Xingran's call.He swiped to answer without hesitation this time, and Fu Xingran's smiling voice came out.

"My brother is so good, I went in as soon as I said."

Su Lixu: "... Fu Xingran, what are you doing standing on the balcony at night without sleeping?"

Isn't this guy thinking about doing stupid things again?

"I miss you so much that I can't sleep. We've only been separated for two hours, and we're separated by a wall, but I miss you so much, what should I do?"

It was already late at night, Fu Xingran's voice slowed down unnaturally, his voice was a little hoarse, but there was an indescribable ambiguity in his smile, let alone saying such words in such a voice.

Su Lixu's back was pressed against the glass door behind him, he slightly put down the phone next to his ear, and pursed his thin lips slightly, as if he was trying to relieve something, but the cool glass seemed unable to relieve the sudden burning feeling in his heart. high fever.

He didn't feel it when the person Fu Xingran confessed to was not him before, but now the person Fu Xingran was talking about was him, and he felt that it might be really difficult for him to be as calm as before when getting along.

A person's sexual orientation is not absolute, and he also thinks so about his own sexual orientation.

"It's very late, I have something to say tomorrow, I'll hang up first." Su Lixu tried his best to make his voice sound calm.

"Tomorrow I want to ask you out to play, as long as you promise me, I'll go to sleep now." Fu Xingran on the other end of the phone started to be domineering again until he achieved his goal.

Su Lixu: "..." It's this guy who put his nose on his face.

Before he could answer, Fu Xingran said again: "Can you give me a chance to ask you out for the sake of obediently putting away the photos? Just treat it as a reward, okay?"

Fu Xingran's pitiful begging voice came from the other end of the phone, which reminded Su Lixu of the appearance of a big dog wagging its tail at him asking for snacks, how fierce it usually looks and how obedient it is when it wants to eat.

Fu Xingran obviously got him into this trick, but he must not indulge this guy too much, otherwise he may be at a disadvantage in the current relationship that has become ambiguous.

And this method may only be applicable to Fu Xingran.

"Fu Xingran, do you want a reward?"

Perhaps the environment is too quiet. Fu Xingran listened to Su Lixu's voice through the mobile phone. The voice transmitted to the ear through the medium was somewhat indescribably magnetic. It was gentle and concealed an unknown meaning, especially the "reward" "These two words.

How long has it been since he heard the word reward, when he was hospitalized before, he wanted Su Lixu's reward very much.

"I want it." Fu Xingran replied without thinking.

"Then go to sleep obediently now, don't think about anything, and I will reward you tomorrow."

Fu Xing's eyes lit up: "What's the reward?"

"secret."

The cool wind of late autumn blew across his cheeks, and the "secret" in Su Lixu's gentle voice knocked on his eardrums, as if he was wrapped in scorching heat and hit his body, Fu Xingran thought that even if he was naked now, he might not feel cold, I don't know how bright my smile is.

"What about the date?" Fu Xingran asked again.

"Fu Xingran, I'm not that easy to chase."

Fu Xingran leaned against the wall, he held the phone tightly, listening to the voice from the other end of the phone, he had never heard Su Lixu's tone like this before.It's not the usual gentleness, but like a flower on the top of a snow mountain, wrapped in ice and snow, cold and charming but unattainable.

So how long would it take him to get close to Su Lixu? He hoped that it could be done sooner, and even fantasized about it tomorrow.

"Brother, I hope it won't be long before I wake up and open my eyes and it will be you sleeping next to me."

Su Lixu leaned against the French window, his eyes rippling with emotion, the mobile phone attached to his ear was like a hot potato because of Fu Xingran's words, the roots of his ears couldn't help turning red and hot.

It was more obvious now that the feeling between them had completely changed.

If he didn't know about Fu Xingran's feelings, or if Fu Xingran's feelings for him were purely like attachment feelings to his family, he wouldn't feel like this.

This layer of paper was deliberately planned by Fu Xingran, step by step, and finally he deliberately pierced it.

Before, he asked Fu Xingran if he understood what liking was, but now it seems that Fu Xingran understands everything, even better than him, and his mouth is full of red-faced words.

—I hope it won’t be long before I wake up and open my eyes and it’s you sleeping next to me.

"It's a good idea." Su Lixu said softly with downcast eyes.

"I just want to be beautiful."

Through the phone, the eardrums were numb with the smile from the hoarse voice.

What beauty refers to is self-evident.

Su Lixu hung up the phone unceremoniously. He was leaning against the wall, with his hands hanging by his side, holding the phone tightly, his heart beating faster, and the emotion that was almost overflowing from his heart made him flustered.

"...that's crazy."