mr frank is faithful to love

(FR. Zuo Boyao)

When I woke up at 09:30 in the morning, there were a lot of new messages on my phone. I lay flat, stared at the whole column of red numbers, and started to be dazed.

"Your agent called just now, and I answered."

Hearing someone talking, I sat up abruptly, not because I forgot what happened last night, but as expected regret, I couldn’t believe it, I wasn’t wearing any clothes, my hair was messy covering one eye .

"Is there anything wrong with her?"

"I don't know. She said she'll call you at lunch."

I closed my eyes, sighed slowly, put the phone on the pillow on the other side, and simply arranged my hair. I could hear the sound of footsteps moving. After a few seconds, Frank stood beside the bed. Having already put on his shirt and pants, he said, "Lie down again when you're tired."

"Aren't you at work?" I asked.

Frank put the tie around his neck and tied a Windsor knot skillfully. He said, "I'm late. Fortunately, I have nothing to do today."

"Don't worry about me, let's go."

Sitting naked on someone else's bed like this, especially when I saw Frank standing in front of me refreshed and neatly dressed, I was somewhat embarrassed. I said, "Do you have any clothes? I'll wear some clothes."

He picked up the clothes from the sofa and threw them over, saying, "Here, your vest and trousers will be washed for you in the morning."

"I have clothes in my suitcase."

"The box is in the room upstairs, do you want me to get it for you?"

My eyelids were still too heavy to open, so I said in a slightly hoarse voice, "No, just wear this, thank you."

At this time, before I got out of the bed, I was lowering my head and playing with the clothes that had been dried and ironed. Frank stood by the bed for a while, and then sat down on the edge of the bed. He tilted his head to look at me, maybe I didn't have a good expression, so I put my hands on my cheeks and raised my head.

He asked in a low voice: "What's the matter? The expression is so ugly, are you uncomfortable?"

My eyes were still half closed, and I said weakly: "What the hell am I thinking..."

Frank patted my face lightly, and asked, "Did you catch a cold? I even turned on the heater, in case you would be cold."

"Can I go?" I asked.

"I remember someone said last night that they would stay for two days, was it you?"

I put on the vest and put on the underwear under the quilt. Then, I buried my face in the quilt, blinded, and said, "Actually, I'm just too lonely. I have no other intentions, and I didn't lie to you."

This sentence was exchanged for a long silence. Later, Frank said: "Okay, don't mention this again, just say it once. This kind of thing is very normal, and there is no need to explain so much."

He paused for a moment, and said: "It's not who took advantage of it, it was your wish."

"Do you think... I'm a scumbag?" I asked.

Frank picked me up from the quilt and gave me another pajamas to put on. He put his hands on my face and said, "Okay, stop thinking about it, no one thinks like that."

I took a deep breath, and I still didn't ask the question I wanted to ask the most. However, I had the correct answer in my heart, so I didn't mind.

Frank and Nozawa, have there been many nights like this?

At noon, Frank went to work, and he left lunch for me. I sat alone in the dining room, wearing Frank's pajamas, picked meat with chopsticks, and called Zhou Yiyi at the same time.

She wanted to chat with me about a show, and later asked if I had a good rest last night and if I had insomnia.

I wrapped my hair covering my eyes, took a deep breath, and whispered, "I slept with him, neither of us drank much last night."

"What about security measures?"

"Yes, I bought it when I came."

She was silent for a while, and said: "Protect yourself, after all...we don't know everyone."

Later, Zhou Yiyi didn't say anything more. It seemed that she was already numb to the matter between me and Frank, just like I was numb to Li Zishuo.

The only thing Zhou Yiyi struggles with is Nozawa, and I am the same, although we haven't said it, but we still have a faint worry,

In the evening, Frank came back. He brought me a lot of food and asked me if I was full at noon and if I had a nap.

I had already changed my clothes and was sitting on the sofa looking at my phone. I said, "I'll be leaving later. You're so busy. It's inconvenient for me to stay at your house."

"Tomorrow is Saturday," he said.

"It's not a matter of the day of the week." I stood up, and Frank was opposite me, and I said, "I have a temporary job, so I have to go back to Beijing."

"What's the matter? Tell me."

I shook my head and said, "It's nothing. I just have a job. I'll see you next time. I'm not going to die."

I believe my expression must be very polite and gentle, I looked into Frank's eyes, and then, uneasily looked away, staring at the vase in the corner.

A few seconds later, Frank held my shoulders, and he pressed a very light kiss on my mouth.

At that moment, my mind was full of everything I imagined about him and Nozawa.

So, I raised my arm and broke free, and pushed Frank hard, but I couldn't make an indifferent expression, I would only be more embarrassed than the person who was pushed away.

"I am leaving."

When I squatted by the door to change my shoes, my fingers were trembling. I left with my suitcase in a panic as if I was fleeing for my life. Frank followed me outside the door. He grabbed my arm and said, "Let's go tomorrow, this late."

"Let go first," I said, "it's nothing but I need time, and I'm sure you understand me."

A few minutes later, Zhou Yiyi came to pick me up, and she had a few words with Frank outside the car, but I don’t know the content, I just remember Frank told me: “Let’s have a good rest, we’ll talk another day. "

I went back to the hotel feeling as expected.

Zhou Yiyi said: "Don't do this, I really can't stand it anymore, if you are worried, we will go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow, and I will arrange the confidentiality work."

I lay on the sofa with my legs bent, and asked softly, "Do you think I really love him that much?"

"How do I know?" Zhou Yiyi sat on the carpet having dinner, she stared at the TV, and said calmly, "You guys break the cans, I give up, persuading people in this kind of thing is thankless."

That night, I went to the Bund to relax alone. The wind was a bit strong, but it was very warm. I received a text message from Frank on the way.

He wrote: Have you eaten yet?

I replied: eat.

I wrote: With my attitude today, do you still care about me so much?

He wrote: I will be good to you and give you time to heal yourself.

I replied: I am afraid that the next Nozawa will appear again.