mr frank is faithful to love

(FR. Hilde Frank)

Ethan sang a love song he wrote himself, and later, cried and said a lot.

After singing the song, the band accompaniment stopped, and there was no sound at the scene, only occasional people screamed and comforted, saying "Don't cry", or "Don't cry, Zuo Boyao".

Looking around the entire venue, some of the star lights in the hands of the audience are off, some are flashing, but many are still on, Charlotte's light is in my hand, and she herself has been crying for a long time holding a tissue.

The white light beams shone on the stage, and the area near Ethan was the brightest. When he finished singing the song, the lights became a little dim. Ethan took a deep breath and took a half-minute break before speaking.

He said: "Thank you for listening...well, I shouldn't be crying at such a rare moment, affecting everyone's emotions."

There were eager applause, shouts, and appeasement from the audience.

"Thank you," Ethan continued, "Actually, I think that many people who like my singing think that I am not very good. Sometimes I have a bad temper, speak very straightforwardly, and often offend people on the show, so I am always criticized on the Internet. scold……"

The band teacher's piano sounded, and it was still the song Ethan sang just now.

It's called "Love is Indispensable".

"I was not obedient since I was a child," Ethan continued, sucking on Sese's nose, "I was very rebellious and lacked love since I was a child. Although my mother came today, I still have to tell the truth. Maybe I don't care on the surface. I care about me, and I don’t want to ask my mother to do more for me, because I know that I am already very happy, but sometimes, I still feel very sad that other people and their parents can get along so well.”

A sea of ​​white stars under the stage undulated and flickered slightly. At the same time, there were many voices shouting "Zuo Boyao, I like you very much".

Or yell "you're fine".

"But this is a song about love, it's obvious, it has nothing to do with my mother, it has nothing to do with my friends, and it has nothing to do with my dad who I don't know very well, but it has something to do with me," Ethan continued to choke, he Slightly buried his face, and spoke in a cool and crying voice, "Many fans must know that I am not someone who has never been in love, but you guys have to help me cover it up on the Internet, telling others that I am simple and have no complicated emotional experiences. But I know very well that some people already know who I have been with, how many people I have been with, when I am in love and when I am single, know that I am naive in private, not a noble person, know I have a lot of problems... The lyrics of this song are very long. It is really difficult for me, who is not good at learning since I was a child. I wrote it for a long time, changed it many times, and went to several places in Beijing to find inspiration. , and then... Desperately recalling what happened before, after finishing writing, singing it once, and crying myself the first time."

Charlotte was sobbing and hitting my legs, she turned and stared at me with red eyes.

Ask in English: "Why didn't you cry?"

I looked at her face for a long time before I said a sentence in English: "I want to hug him."

I seemed to lose consciousness all over my body. I didn't know where I was, and I didn't know how long I had been staring at Charlotte. Because there were too many people, we had to get closer. Charlotte opened her red eyes and moved her lips. Say something.

"No one can save me," I said to myself.

On the big screen, the light near Ethan was a little brighter. He raised his arm to wipe his tears, and there was a string of beautiful silver thin bracelets on his wrist. He said: "Pedestrians in the heavy rain, kites without strings, shadows looking forward to the night , love is indispensable. In fact, this is not the end, there are two lines left in the lyrics, I did not sing, if one day I make the last two lines public, then, my life must have a new beginning.”

"In the past, I had a first love. I was only in junior high school at that time, and I had several exes. I think love is just like that. Although being in love is good, being single is also good. We used to be together. Stay together well, and we won’t be entangled or nostalgic after separation,” Ethan was still speaking smoothly just now, but at this point, he suddenly choked up so hard that he couldn’t make a sound, lowered his head and slowed down for a while, and then continued, “I’m sorry, I later The love made me... made me a different person, and I realized that people are actually hard to convince themselves. There is only one sentence in this song, "Love is indispensable" is the past, and the rest is the present, and it may also be the future. .”

Finally, when the lights were brighter, Ethan raised his head. The picture quality of the big screen made his face hazy, but his eyes appeared darker and brighter. He smiled with tears in his eyes.

Said: "I know that few people in this circle frequently mention love, because they are afraid of being interpreted, misunderstood, or disliked, and my agent does not allow me to mention it, but I still mentioned it today, even though I cried Yes, but I still hope that you, everyone has good expectations for love, because love is good, and bad things are all human beings."

The show was about to end, so I told Charlotte that I had booked a box at the hotpot restaurant and asked her to eat together.

But she said, "Shall I watch you quarrel with Zuo Boyao?"

Later he said: "I still have to be measured. Although I don't want you two to meet, there are still some things that you need to talk about and digest in person. He has been like this tonight. If I still go with him, am I too bad at observing his words? .”

I said: "No, I'm not being polite, and I don't mean anything else. I just think that Ethan must be hungry so late after the end. Instead of giving him something else, it's better to let him have a good meal. We didn't eat anyway. Let's go together."

"I know," Charlotte sighed, probably in order to express more accurately, so she kept saying in English, "I really don't want to go, I think it's too simple, but the truth is very complicated and difficult to solve, I thought After today is over, I will be happy, high, and touched, but rock and roll can't save me, you go and have dinner with him, Hua I have already entrusted someone to send it backstage to Zhang Dou."

Charlotte blinked her red eyes, took a deep breath, and said sadly, "After tonight, I wish you could love him forever, but you didn't."

So, only me, Ethan, and Zhang Dou were left for dinner during the midnight snack time. Zhang Dou had nothing to say. After sitting down, he drank a cup of hot water and a cup of soy milk. Except for looking at his phone, he just looked at me and Ethan.

In fact, Ethan was not as unhappy as he imagined. After the concert, he seemed to have completed a major exam. The rest was exhaustion and comfort. His face was clean after removing makeup, and his hair was long and thick again. , dark, and straight, he always reaches out to tidy it up, and grabs it casually.

While eating hot pot, Zhang Dou stabbed Ethan.

"How much did you eat today?" I asked.

Ethan was wearing a red apron from a hotpot restaurant, and he peeled the crayfish with gloves on. Zhou Yiyi had just delivered the lobster. After delivery, she refused to accept my request to keep it, and went to the lobby to eat with the driver.

Ethan licked his red mouth and said, "I just had breakfast."