mr frank is faithful to love

(FR. Hilde Frank)

About three months ago, Nozawa left my house.

At that time, I finished my five-day work in Shanghai. During this period, Nozawa made two phone calls, both of which were made during my meeting, so I didn’t receive them all. In fact, I didn’t want to answer them, and I didn’t reveal it. Positive attitude, and not uncontrollably negative, I know that Nozawa is different from many people I know, he can do anything.

I got off the plane and drove home. After I entered the door, I didn’t see Nozawa’s slippers. Then, I didn’t see the messenger bag he often hangs on the hanger, and I didn’t see his thermos. Afterwards, I was cleaning I saw Nozawa's letter in the guest bedroom, so I was sure he had really moved.

The letter was written in German and dated five days ago, the day I flew to Shanghai.

He wrote: Frank, I still choose to leave in the first place.

Last night, I recalled everything and every experience after being with you. I thought about it several times and kept it in my mind completely. I hope I will not forget it in my life, because this is the happiest experience since I was born. .The first time we met was a year ago, you seemed to be very busy that day, I entered the third round of interviews, still don't know who I'm going to be an assistant, in the last round of interviews, you finally showed up, you only asked I have a question, I answered it well, you nodded several times.

Falling in love with someone when you meet them for the first time can be unfortunate.

I heard from my friend that you are Zuo Boyao's rumored boyfriend, and I told him that I am not interested in gossip, but what I thought was why am I not Zuo Boyao?He was lucky enough from birth to be able to do anything he wanted, but even luckier, he was with you before I even met you.I originally thought it might just be a rumor, but then, until I saw him in the company lobby, I also saw you who loves him and who is different from usual.

In fact, many people spend their lives in dissatisfaction. Dissatisfaction is a good thing, and sometimes it is also a bad thing.I am not living a bad life. I can find a fair job in a place like Beijing, but after meeting you, I am still not satisfied. I am a person who has worked hard since I was a child. I have read so many books and can complete a lot efficiently. Work, for a certain period of time, I fell into doubts, why did you choose Zuo Boyao, I think he is not as good as me.

Sometimes, the incomprehension brings anger, which makes me unable to control myself.

Frank, I tell you these truths, not to admit my mistakes, let alone to make you hate me, I just want you to know that the unfairness of the world has almost destroyed me, and the reason is just because I want to continue to like you.

When I couldn’t learn German well, I only slept four hours a day, and I was still reading when I was in the hospital with a fever. I have learned this language, and I have also experienced unimaginable setbacks. Therefore, I rarely speak English in my life. German, but because of you, I began to thank myself for my persistence. I thought that if we went to live in Germany, we could always communicate in German.

I still need to say I'm sorry, my mistake failed your love, and also failed the opportunity God gave me.

Last night, when you brought up the Yule Ball, my first thought was that you would forgive me, my second thought was a small mistake, and my third thought was never to break up .

If I continue to stay here, and wait until you come back from a business trip to calm down, we can have a good chat, maybe this matter can be resolved peacefully.

But after a whole night of thinking, I seem to want to understand many things, Frank, do we really have the courage to go on together?

During this period of time, I feel more and more that I cannot do without you, but for you, my existence is not special, even dispensable, you respect me, treat me with a good temper, and take care of me .

But you never said you love me.

I think, in this love, I have tried my best.

So, I plan to move away. From then on, we may never have the chance to meet each other. The time when I lived in your house was the time when I was closest to love. I lied because of love, and I was blamed and questioned by you until I was at a loss. Or, the punishment is a little too severe.

I think it's because you finally found a reason to vent your dissatisfaction, right?

Although we parted at this point, I still couldn't stop loving you, so my spirit suffered endless torture, all because of you, I think, the first step out of this house, my new stage of life is about to start .

But brand new does not mean forgetting, but turning happiness into sadness. I hope that my life will be better and better, and of course, I also hope that your life will be better and better.

I miss our trip to Chongqing together. At that time, I went to izakaya and visited Raffles City. Although I had the opportunity because of work, I didn’t feel any pressure. Maybe you are so kind to everyone. But for me, no one in this world can replace you.

I also miss eating Cantonese food so many times together. You always take good care of my taste. I can’t eat spicy food, so I choose Cantonese food. Whether it’s tea in summer or side stove in winter, I like it very much.And, I miss the egg and tomato noodles you made the most, and I may never have the chance to eat them again in this life.

I won't blame you for not being warm enough to me, because I know that some people can't devote themselves wholeheartedly to love, which is hard to change, and I won't blame you for never forgetting Zuo Boyao, because for many people , the love that hurts the most impresses the most.

All I have for you is love, past, present, and future.

Now, I still have to leave your world. When I was packing up my things, I found that we hadn’t given each other a meaningful gift. Some of the clothes I bought for you didn’t remove the tags. You must wear them in the future. , don't be reluctant.

Having written so much, I am actually afraid of the end of this letter, because this is the last chance to speak to you. Frank, although it is unfortunate to fall in love with someone when we first met, I hope that from now on, your life and my life will be full of luck.

That's it for now, Frank.

Yota Nozawa.

XNUM X Year X NUM X Month.

In October, autumn comes in Beijing.

At the end of the day at Universal Studios, Charlotte said she would go back to study early, so she declined the evening meal. My friend insisted on giving us a full day, but after persuasion, Charlotte still couldn’t stay. Later, as the appetizer for dinner When I was already up, Charlotte suddenly sent me a message.

Wrote: You don't want to get back together with Ethan do you?

I replied: You wanted to leave just now, I didn't drive you away.

Ethan was sitting there with a knife and fork, talking to my friend about racing, and luckily I understand the topic, so it wasn't a situation where I had nothing to say, but it was kind of weird, and my friend knew me Been with Ethan.

He probably misunderstood the purpose of my calling Ethan to play today, so he kept saying good things about me, or over-interpreted the normal communication between me and Ethan, and laughed there.

After dinner in the evening, Ethan's company car came to pick him up, so he left first.I went back with my friend, got in the car, and I said to him: "Seriously, don't do that, I just invite people to play, and I don't know what to do with you."

"Hey, such a gentleman?" He held the steering wheel, suddenly smiled, and said, "I thought... No matter what, it must be a scene where the overlord takes the lead."

"What nonsense."

"No nonsense," my friend was still laughing, and said, "I haven't seen him much before, and today I know why you fell into it in the first place. He is so beautiful. Even Charlotte, that female model, is not as sweet as anyone else."

"Shut up, you." I looked out of the car and said.

"It's really sweet, my little heart can't stand it."

I've always known that this friend is outspoken, and besides, this kind of praise is very normal, but I don't feel comfortable hearing it, and I can't get angry with him because of trivial matters.

I gritted my teeth silently and said, "Tianya has nothing to do with you."

"What's the matter? Are you really jealous? It has nothing to do with me, and it has nothing to do with you." My friend couldn't help laughing out loud.

"No, I'm not jealous." I said.