mr frank is faithful to love

(FR. Zuo Boyao)

Qi Hao couldn't stand my entreaties, so he could only take out a few bottles of liquor hidden in the firewood room. The next day was Saturday, so he indulged himself to drink two glasses with me.

In fact, I mainly drink.

After roasting the peanuts in the fire, Qi Hao peeled them off, put the peanuts in a plate, and then sprinkled salt slowly, he said: "It will be too hot to start the fire after a while."

"Then how do you boil the water? Use an electric kettle?" I asked, threw up the peanuts, and opened my mouth to pick them up.

Actually, I don't like to drink white wine, but this month when there are few stars, I suddenly want to get drunk. Qi Hao shook his head, and after thinking for a long time, he said: "We still need to make a fire, in the yard, and boil water in a big pot .”

"When are you going to the county seat?"

"Only go when you have something to do."

"I want to go." I looked at him with sincere eyes, hoping to get a surprise answer.

But Qi Hao shook his head, and he said: "It takes a day to go there, and I don't have time to prepare lessons. If I have time, I might as well go to the children's home where their parents are not around, and help them with farm work."

"Don't you have a moment to live for yourself?"

Qi Hao's eyes were fixed on the dying fire, he thought for a while, then raised his eyelids, looked at me expressionlessly, with firmness in his indifference, and said, "I've been living for myself. "

"I really don't understand you, do you really plan to stay here forever?"

"Maybe... I will go back in the future, but it must be a long, long time in the future. I don't need to think about it now."

To be honest, I really can't talk to this kind of person, and he is not crazy about anyone, he will not become active because of other people's enthusiasm and concern, he has always been so calm and steady.

I also started peeling the roasted black peanuts, and my fingers were also dyed black. I said, "But I have to go back. I have been here for more than ten days. I will stay for more than a week before I have to leave."

"Well," Qi Hao nodded casually, and after a long silence, he raised his eyes and asked, "Have you finished writing the song?"

"It's about the same. I will arrange the music again when I go back. I decided to add a little bit of the ethnic style here. It feels very good."

"Well, let's go when you finish writing, I feel like you don't like to stay."

I said: "No one likes to stay, if they like to stay, how can you motivate those children to go out every day."

Qi Hao didn't answer, and rubbed the black ash on the wet rag beside him. He poured wine for me, and poured wine for himself, and said, "I quite like staying here."

It’s really hard to tell whether he’s telling the truth or a lie, or maybe it’s just a casual joke. I drink one cup after another, as if I’ve returned to the rebellious period in an instant. I couldn't wear the cold mountaineering jacket recently, so I gave it to Qi Hao.

I said, "I've only worn it two or three times. Anyway, it's quite heavy to take home. The humidity in the mountains is heavy. When it's cold, you can wear this to get up early to boil water."

Qi Hao held the clothes and said, "I don't want it."

"It's okay, take it, it's not a good thing, just keep it as a souvenir, and when you see this dress again, you will still remember that there is a friend like me."

"Thank you. This brand costs tens of thousands of dollars. Although I can't afford it, I still recognize it."

"It's old, it's not new, it's worthless."

Qi Hao said: "You drink too much, maybe tomorrow you will know that you are impulsive."

"No," I said, shaking my drowsy head, "I didn't drink much, I'm sober."

Later, I still clearly remember that I called Frank in the middle of the night and talked a lot of nonsense to him, but Jiu Zhuang was a coward, not to mention that I was not a coward. In short, I was full of courage at that moment, just like in a dream Put all worries behind you.

The next day I slept all morning. When I woke up, Qi Hao was repairing chairs in the yard. He knocked and knocked for a long time. He came in and saw that I woke up, so he asked, "You know you made a phone call last night?" Bar?"

I covered my aching head, yawned, and said, "I know, I know...I know it too well, I don't know where the courage comes from."

I frowned, and buried my face with a strange expression in the pillow. The pillow was stuffed with cotton and orange peels that Qi Hao dried himself, which smelled fresh and pleasant.

"Baked glutinous rice cake, do you want to eat?" Qi Haoyun asked calmly.

As soon as I heard that there was something to eat, I finally woke up completely. I didn't care about the messy hair, so I lifted the quilt to air myself, and replied: "Eat, eat, eat!"

"In the kitchen pot, get it yourself."

"No meat?"

"No."

I covered my face and meditated for a while, relying on my mind to drive away the occasional drowsiness. Although there is no meat, it is a very good feeling to be able to eat hot glutinous rice cakes when I wake up. After all, I was still under the cloud of public opinion dozens of days ago. Live a life of darkness.

At that time, I finally realized that the human spirit is dying.

But I didn't tell Qi Hao about my experience, because he had no idea who I was, which is what I hoped.

At dusk on a sunny day, I went to the broken house alone to watch the sunset, and suddenly hummed a melody, and then, I played the chords naturally.

I wrote down this melody, sang it and listened to it over and over again. It is indeed extremely beautiful, and it is most suitable for making love songs, but I don’t think I am suitable for writing love songs now.

Qi Hao asked me to give his students a music lesson. I found this request a little embarrassing, and said: "I have never been a teacher, so I don't know how to teach them. What songs do primary school students sing now? I have to Baidu first. one time."

"You don't need to teach anything, I just want them to see things they haven't seen before, listen to fresh music, and let them know that the world is big and all-encompassing."

I'm not a nice person, but when it comes to music, it's hard to say no. Qi Hao praised me so highly just to let his children listen to music.

It's hard not to say yes.

So, I set the class time for the day before I left, and I didn't know those children well, so I even looked at their roster in advance.

"It's raining," Qi Hao's hair was drenched, he rushed in from the school gate, and said, "Fortunately, it's not when school is over."

"Go to bed early, it's so late." I put the phone away, lay flat on the bed, and said.

I didn't plan to check my phone at first, but because of the rain news brought by Qi Hao, I wanted to check the weather forecast, and I saw a text message on my phone, it was not a promotional advertisement or a courier pick-up code, but it was from Frank.

He said: What about a round moon?I have been waiting.

I replied: Primitive people?Text messages are used...

I still couldn't control the sharp language system, and complained about him immediately, but I still anxiously checked the photos of the moon from my phone, but I couldn't find them no matter what.

I sat up from the bed, put on my slippers, and rushed out the door. The slippers got wet and made a "guji guji" sound. When the big raindrops covered my whole body, I calmed down and woke up.

It's raining, and thick black clouds cover the entire sky, where is the moon coming from.

I was drenched all over, and I sneezed as soon as I approached the dormitory, and I leaned against the door for a long time without recovering.

I typed a line: the moon is not round, sorry.