mr frank is faithful to love

(FR. Zuo Boyao)

This time it was a dinner with a music producer, and he couldn't leave even if he wanted to, until he entered the box, Zhou Yiyi was still saying, "It just so happens that I booked this one."

I took off my coat and hung it on the hanger and asked, "Do you remember when I said that if Frank was with that guy, I'd really like to die."

"Then let's talk casually... Zuo Boyao?"

It was the first time I saw Zhou Yiyi's cautious expression, so I sat down, and another person who made a dinner appointment called and said he would be there in 5 minutes, Zhou Yiyi asked the waiter for two glasses of boiled water, and she said, "Look at the menu first. "

I turned to the first page of the menu, glanced casually, then turned to the second page and said, "I'll order when someone comes."

"Okay, but let's take a look first and see if there is anything you want to eat."

"Sister," I turned my head abruptly, stared at her with terrifying eyes, and said, "I can't take it anymore."

Although it is out of sight, when I think of Frank and Nozawa having a meal or having a lively conversation more than ten meters away, I want to escape quickly. Although it is a bit exaggerated to say that I am going to die, I am indeed about to collapsed.

Zhou Yiyi said: "He is just an ex. You should know that your ex has no obligation to clean up. If you think so, you are punishing yourself, and it has no effect on others."

I looked up at her and said, "What if I rushed out to find him now? That would make a difference."

"Don't go crazy, Zuo Boyao, I have business to do today."

Zhou Yiyi frowned tightly, and her eyes burst into anger. She stood close to me, staring intently at my eyes, which contained prohibitions, warnings, and fear.

"Sit down," she could tell that she was trying to keep her tone calm, and she said, "If you're really curious, I can ask later to see what's going on, but you can't Goodbye to him, do you want your life, or a love that is all over the place?"

Zhou Yiyi's breathing became short of breath.

I said, "Actually, I don't want to meet him."

"I know, but sometimes it happens, and you should be prepared to encounter it at any time, and even if he is with that Japanese, you have to bear it."

The conversation between Zhou Yiyi and I was far from over, but was interrupted by a guest who pushed the door in. Today we are going to talk about the new song, so I must stop all extreme emotions. Zhou Yiyi arranged to order food. When the guest and I When the chat started, she went out.

I know, she is looking for Frank.

I ordered a millet sea cucumber pot bottom, and chose some seafood and vegetables. Zhou Yiyi came in 5 minutes later, without mentioning anything, and joined our discussion about music. After the pot boiled, she drank a bowl of soup with an expression Has been a superficial smile.

It was already dark when the dinner was over, and Zhou Yiyi started to talk to me when I went outside to say goodbye to the guests. She said, "I called the German out to talk alone, but he said he wasn't with his assistant."

"He's lying," I said.

Zhou Yiyi put on a mask, and we walked to the side of the road, waiting for the car to come, she said: "But he might be a little angry, so I went back after a few words, he said we are not together, if you don't believe me , then I can't help it."

"I see."

"You don't want to die, do you? Give me a promise, or I won't be able to sleep at night again."

To be honest, I don't know if I will die, but I still shook my head at Zhou Yiyi, obviously I was willing to give up, but this time I was the passive one, I gave Nozawa a chance, he Now it's probably getting what it wants.

In fact, I was pretty happy, at least when I was with the band. We recorded the new album to be released in the next year, lived, ate and chatted together.

Time flies, the year is coming to an end, think about it, Frank and I were not together in January, and by December, we had separated.

We stayed in Wuhan together, experienced life and death together, and did many things together that we will never forget. The handmade ceramic cup he gave me is still in the cabinet at home, but it has never been used. I think, I might find someone else The opportunity is given away intact.

Will I have other lovers in the future?Yes, but it may be a long, long time in the future, so long that I am completely out of the current state of life, so long that I am no longer who I am now. At that time, all my scars will be completely healed, and the scars will grow flat. I can love unscrupulously again.

But now, even if you choose to let go, it is impossible to reach the level of indifference.

I went to live with my mother for a few days and made Shandong steamed stuffed buns with her, because my grandpa wanted to eat them. My mother said that her company had planned an ingenious Christmas ball and asked me if I wanted to have a go.

"In addition to the staff, there are some friends of mine, in short, very private and very interesting." She said.

"I'm not going." I said.

But if not, what is there to do for Christmas?

Thinking back a few months ago, I planned to go to Haikou with Frank to spend Christmas and New Year’s Eve. Halfway through the plan, it was put on hold for various reasons and then abandoned.If she decided to occupy Feizi's Christmas time now, she would certainly not agree to it if she wanted to go on a date. If she went to a car friend's party, would she be asked about her relationship with Frank?

Didn't tell my mom I was going to her company prom, but I decided to go anyway, looking for a solid suit from my closet for show, and feeling old and dull.

So, I went shopping in the mall for most of the day, and then bought clothes.

On Christmas Eve, work is still non-stop. Fortunately, I do what I like, so I don’t feel boring. Zhou Yiyi lives alone, so I will stay at her house. After Christmas Eve, we are in the living room Sitting on the carpet drinking white wine, eating snacks, and chatting about various things.

Last year's NBA Christmas game was broadcast on TV, because this year's game hasn't started yet.

The Christmas tree in the living room is a real fir tree. Zhou Yiyi drove it back by himself. There are lights and decorations on it, as well as some candies. Halfway through our chat, she went to the bedroom to answer the phone, maybe it was a work phone , anyway, she was very angry after picking it up.

Zhou Yiyi suddenly said to me: "Your hair has grown."

I said, "It's okay, it's just not so short, and it's not too long."

Indeed, the tail of the hair just swept to the shoulders, which looks very suitable for the identity of a rock musician, but sometimes it looks like a girl. I smiled and pulled back the hair that blocked my view.

I told Zhou Yiyi: "Just right, I bought a skirt."

"skirt?"

"A beautiful red dress."

Then, I told her about dressing up for the prom. The new dress I bought was a knee-length red suspender dress, the most beautiful kind of red, naughty, passionate, and exciting.

A red dress should go with red shoes, red nails, and red lipstick.

What kind of a costume party would it be if I showed up in my current form.