mr frank is faithful to love

(FR. Zuo Boyao)

Frank thought that I would become famous overnight, and that I would be known by many, many people. The night before the recording, he said, "Are you ready?"

I said, "For me it's just the music that needs to be prepared."

I don't care about being famous at all. Originally, I didn't live in a closed environment, because there are many friends around me who face the public. Besides, there are not a few people around me who become famous without any effort.

So, that's not some divine and rare gift.

Others think that I am a weirdo, and I am willing to be a weirdo. The production company of this show puts its own artists who will be highly praised in the future into a group of contestants. This makes it hard to believe that there is no shady scene at all. Wen Duo is very unhappy. He went outside to smoke, and I talked with Frank on the phone. Afterwards, Wen Duo said to me viciously: "If the final champion is an artist from Baili, let's fuck him."

"Be specific."

"Using the Internet and the media," Wen Duo frowned, biting the dead skin on his lips between speeches, he said, "They just bully honest people. In this show, some bands have no background and come from grass roots. Yes, some people believe that they can win with strength and confidence, but they don’t know that they are standing in a trap from the very beginning.”

I asked: "Are you going to expose? Are you sure? I can tell you that if there are unspoken rules that no one notices, it will not be called shady. In most cases, shady is willing to be known by you, but you have nothing to do. "

Wen Duo is very stubborn, in fact, I am too, but now, I can't promise anything to him, because I don't know the specific direction of the future.

The band program brings together all kinds of marginalized people from all directions, marginalized in fashion, marginalized in character, marginalized in aesthetics... commonly known as "Asian pussy".

Feizi leaned close to my ear and said, "There are not good people in this room."

I chuckled lightly, agreeing.

The band members always have some art-related arrogance. Even in the circle, they can't let go of airs. Some are silent, some are enthusiastic and humorous but have provocative eyes, and some are soft and quiet but not approachable.

And our RawMeat has all these types.

Liao Yiran prepared all the clothes and put on makeup by herself. She couldn't bear the sight of a makeup guy with dozens of faces. After tidying up by herself, she came over and poked the makeup artist of the program group on the back, asking him to change the makeup in a silent way. makeup egg.

I was not as leisurely as her, so I just sat in front of the mirror and let others fiddle with it. Feizi, who had put on makeup, was still wearing a white T-shirt and shorts, colorful patterned high-top socks, and sandals.

Then, she sat on the bar chair in the dressing room and spun around, eating ice cream and oden.

The outbreak of the epidemic was not too long ago, so our recording started at noon without an audience, and I heard that there is a high probability that it will not end until the early morning of the next day.

Frank came to find me by car, and he said, "This place is so far away."

"I'm going to sue now."

"What's wrong?" he asked.

I sneezed twice in a row. In fact, the weather was not cold. I replied, "I don't get off work until early tomorrow morning. If someone dies from overwork, who will be to blame?"

"All night?" Frank handed me the snacks he brought to make me hungry. Since he met me, the usage rate of his car has increased by [-]%.

So I asked: "Every time you drive out the car because of me, don't you feel sorry for the gas money?"

"No one cares about money." He stroked my hair.

The two of us stood in a piece of grass near the studio. The surrounding area was so desolate, there were no tall buildings, and there were not many people. I was wearing a thin coat, and I was face to face with Frank. He kissed me before he left.

He hugged me tightly again, I hang my hands out of breath, I was swayed by him, and then my mobile phone rang, Liao Yiran said: "I'm upstairs, I saw you."

"Do you want to report it if you see it?"

"Be careful, there are people taking pictures outside."

"Then should I bide?"

I'm kind of wondering, I don't care about taking pictures, is Frank shameful?No, I'd love to let them all know, and kiss in front of the homophobes.

Liao Yiran said: "Think about it, if you want to finish recording the show smoothly."

The only reason I compromise on certain things is because of the hard work of other people in the band.

It was raining during the first recording, and I knew that there were even a few famous people here, because their fans brought coffee over and distributed it to everyone.

Rainy days, hot coffee, these are actually not romantic enough, but when there is someone who is always thinking about it, the scenes and situations are subtle, and at night, they are always uncontrollably emotional.

I think about the day I told Frank I liked him.

The first adjective is embarrassing, but the stronger feeling that emerges immediately is heartbeat. What kind of love is my previous love? It didn't even have the ultimate heartbeat.

Me and Feizi, Liao Yiran, Wen Duo, and Zhao Yun performed an original song, a Chinese song, "Death of the Beloved".

"The straw grows outside the window, and the pond;

Breath kisses the water, and the evening wind;

Tears slipped through the palm of my hand and fell into the river;

An unexpected trip, a broken dream.

Watching the fireworks, I forgot to write your name on the fireworks;

Take a sip of soup and remember to buy that pot for you;

Fog and glass, reflect me in your image;

It's not time to love well yet, someone already guesses that you hate me. "

Wen Duo's keyboard, Fei Zi's bass, Zhao Yun's drums, and Liao Yiran's guitar. "

My refrain—

"Plucked a star for you in the lamplight,

Leave me a light in the middle of the night,

I read a few poems to you in the old place,

On the map, erase your travel plans,

Advise me.

I am dead,

Because you are dead. "

The studio was neither hot nor cold, but the nervousness and devotion to the performance made the sweat drip down my chin. I don’t know what others will think of our works, but I like Liao Yiran’s lyrics very much.

She first used the swaying gentle poetry, and then the style of painting suddenly changed, becoming plain and straightforward. It is a kind of simple investment, which is falling on the planet of art.

Simplicity is a rare thing in good music.

After the end, I slept all the way in the car facing the morning light, and when I arrived at the hotel, I woke up again. I stood on the balcony and sent a message to Frank.

Said: After get off work, we passed the test very well. Feizi, Wen Duo, Liao Yiran, and Zhao Yun are all very good!

He also said: I am also great.

I thought Frank didn't get up, but I didn't expect the message to be returned in seconds. He said: Awesome, go to sleep, put down the phone and close your eyes.

He added: I am proud of you.

At this time, I suddenly had guesses and expectations about the unknown future. Before, I had everything I thought about, and I lived day by day, pursuing the ultimate joy and excitement, without thinking about what kind of person I would be.

And such an excellent Frank, studying in a prestigious school, climbed up step by step, and became an executive of an international company. He will not give up his self-reliance because of his rich family. If I really live like a child forever, then we will always If you don't have the right idea, you won't keep going.

I really have a sense of crisis.