Pain at minus 7 degrees Celsius

Xiao Hao stayed at home for two weeks. The old lady cooked the food herself, and made him various soups and waters that nourish blood and qi. In the first two days after I was discharged from the hospital, I was pale and frightening.

However, everyone can clearly feel that this person is basically forced to smile every day. Except for his nine-to-five work, the rest of the time is actually staying alone in the bedroom in a daze or driving out for a whole night without coming back.

The old lady was worried that Xiao Hao would go out and have a good time like many years ago, so she insisted on forcing the old man to call the guards to drive into the car and followed Xiao Hao all the way around Zhengege city, and the final destination was In front of his and Cheng Yue's original apartment.

Seeing his son standing in front of the car with a lit cigarette butt in his mouth without saying a word, looking at the dark window on the top of the building for several hours but not going in, the old lady was so sad that she kept wiping her tears, and the old man looked serious But all the way silent and did not speak.

When Xiao Hao went home to change his clothes the next morning, the old lady had prepared breakfast early in the morning and was guarding in the living room. When she saw him, she got up and greeted him.Xiao Hao caught a glimpse of the old lady's slightly flushed eye sockets and felt very uncomfortable, so he pulled out a smile that he thought he was very happy and pulled the old lady into the restaurant.

The old man had already filled the meal and sat on the main seat. The meal was tasteless due to his own thoughts. Xiao Hao went upstairs to change his clothes and just came out of the bedroom when he saw the old man standing at the door.

"dad?"

"Come with me to the study."

Xiao Hao went into the study and found the cupboard where the old man kept the tea leaves. He saw the Mingqian Longjing that Cheng Yue entrusted someone to buy before, and his expression was slightly dazed for a while.

"Xiao Hao, what are you thinking?"

"Dad... no... nothing."

"The Longjing brought by Ah Yue is always more delicious than other people's. You can see that the buds are upright, the soup is clear and fragrant, and everyone who is used to drinking tea knows that this Longjing is especially famous for its one bud and one leaf. For the best."

"Dad, you didn't ask me to come here to discuss tea with me, did you?"

"You've been restless lately. Drink some tea to calm your mind. Come and try the taste of Mingqian Longjing." The old man ignored Xiao Hao's question, but just raised his head and motioned him to sit down, and then concentrated on rinsing the tea set .

"How about my old man treating you to three cups of tea today?"

"Dad is suddenly so interested in elegance?" Xiao Hao looked suspiciously at the tea making movements of the old man's hands, and there were three teacups in front of him, and handed him the tea one by one.

"These three kinds of tea have different meanings, try to taste one."

"Isn't it all the same water and the same leaves? Doesn't it make a teacup and affect the taste of the tea?" The old man smiled and didn't speak, just squinted his eyes and watched him drink the first cup of tea in one gulp.

"How about it?"

"It's a bit bitter."

"This first tea is slightly bitter, representing the first half of a person's life, full of suffering and setbacks, continue to drink another cup."

Xiao Hao didn't know about the old man's sudden change of character, but he still drank the second cup as promised.

"This cup is not bitter, but a little sweet."

"This second tea represents the second half of a person's life, accompanied by sweetness and warmth."

"What does the third cup represent?"

Without waiting for the old man to speak, Xiao Hao picked up the third teacup and wanted to drink it down, but the old man stopped him by raising his hand.

"Sip this cup slowly, and the third tea represents old age. Looking back on the past, I am full of emotion."

"One bitter, two sweet, three aftertaste?"

"Good summary."

"dad?"

"Xiao Hao, what you summed up is the names of the three teas I brewed for you today. This life is like tasting tea. The so-called benevolent sees benevolence and the wise sees wisdom. Everyone has different opinions when they drink it. However, only those who know how to live can brew tea with flavor at any time. Do you understand what I mean?"

"I..."

"Emotions and life can also be equated to a certain extent. It is bitter and sweet before slowly savoring the taste. Two people who have no intersection at all come together and slowly experience the pain you think, and then always There will be times when the sun is shining brightly, and when everything settles down and then recalls, the taste will be different. You clearly think about Ayue but keep silent and don’t mention it, let us follow suit. Don’t you think , A Yue's sudden disappearance, whether it was due to resentment or other reasons, shouldn't be? These days, the forced smile is just an appearance for me and your mother, are you resenting him in your heart? "

"I...Dad, I blame him a little bit. No matter what he thinks in his heart, no matter how hard I try, he still hasn't really accepted me. "

"Why do you say that?"

"This kind of farewell without saying goodbye is like many years ago. Regardless of Aze or Ayue, it seems that I can't keep it."

"I told you at the beginning, if you decide to love again, don't regret your choice at that time. Since you have identified A Yue, why are you thinking of retreating now? My son of the Xiao family, love is love, and if you don't love, you are No love, no one is as decadent and self-harming as you."

"Dad, do you think I'm hurting myself too?"

"It's not just me, from outsiders' point of view, I can't escape this kind of view. Ayue is stubborn and proud, but he is not an unreasonable person. Why do you choose such an extreme way? No matter whether Aze is entangled or what, Or your way of dealing with it yourself is wrong, so you should have expected A Yue's indifference. Thinking that you cared more about his affairs and never thought of frankly telling you about his predicament, so you Do you feel like you don't care?"

"I just feel a little tired."

"Xiao Hao, people are often animals that seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. Even in love, it's the same. You blame him and annoy him like this, but have you ever thought about what you were doing when he encountered such a thing? You If you glance at the scrolling news or take the time to browse the newspapers, these things are not difficult to find. Needless to say, you don’t have time, and you choose to hide the same thing in your company. Why do you ask him to be honest with you? ?”

"I want to be his support, I don't want him to carry so much alone."

"You ask him to do what you can't do yourself. It's really a bit of a bully."

"bully?"

"Think about it for yourself. I have regretted it once. Your mother and I just don't want to see you sink and lose yourself. In addition, if you want to move back to live, you can move back. We can mend your body, but we can't mend it after all. your heart."

"Dean Cheng, I don't recommend you to leave the hospital in such a hurry." Yan Huachong frowned and looked at the medical record folder in his hand. The blood test sheet that the nurse just brought over was still on it, and all the indexes were still low and even in some aspects It's not as good as Cheng Han's inspection results.

"It's been nearly half a month, and I already feel better." Cheng Yue's face was still pale with no trace of blood, but he was still smiling, leaning against the head of the bed still looking weak, Is it dizziness? Now it’s commonplace and even fixed time. Although being played by the nurse didn’t consume his physical strength, it still seemed to be fighting a small battle, and the voice of speaking was naturally still so hoarse and weak .

"Dean Cheng, although I only specialize in blood, I still understand basic medical knowledge. I read your gastroscopy report. The intermittent bleeding has not stopped during this period, which is harmful to your recovery. You I will be discharged from the hospital at that time, and I don't believe that your recovery at home will be better than that in the hospital."

"Don't worry about this. I'm just doing research on this myself, and I'll pay attention. You heard it too. Old Feng is about to explode his phone recently. If I don't show up again, maybe he'll leave alone. .cough cough..."

After fully waking up, the nurse asked the nurse to take his mobile phone, and within 2 minutes after turning on the phone, there was a vibrating call reminder, and it never stopped. Most of them were text messages and calls from Feng Zhichu, obviously he hadn’t heard from him for several days. The news was quite frightening, the last text message popped up and the person was planning to book a plane ticket to the United States, Cheng Yue didn't dare to delay and asked the nurse to hold the phone to his ear and talk to him to barely fool him.

The man also heard that his voice was hoarse and weak, and he was not sure whether he was tired from a business trip or because he had a stomach attack. After saying a few words, he hung up the phone. Every day after that, Feng Zhichu called as if he had a meal at a fixed time. Give Cheng Yue a few words of innocence, and talk about the recent situation of the hospital.Cheng Yue's heart warmed up for a while, Feng Zhichu didn't say or ask, but wanted to use the most roundabout way to care whether he was all right outside.

And Xiao Hao. . .As if in a waking dream, the tentacles are nothingness.

The author has something to say: