Pain at minus 7 degrees Celsius

Looking at Xiao Hao's comatose sleeping face, his face was almost the same color as the quilt on his body, and the monitoring equipment beside him was intertwined and stretched into the quilt, and with his shallow breathing, the usual data in it was beating. It was extremely dazzling and uncomfortable, drips and plasma from the left and right of the top of his head flowed tirelessly into his arms along the infusion tube, but his face was still terribly pale.

Cheng Yue slowly pulled the chair over and sat down, groping to reach for Xiao Hao's hand, but stopped abruptly when he stretched it out halfway, curled his fingers or retracted them.

Lin Kong traced the contours of his face again and again with his eyes, he frowned slightly, the blue shadow under his closed eyes showed that the owner of this body was deeply tired these days.Cheng Yue suddenly realized that since they were together, Xiao Hao would frown more times than before, and, as Li Ze said, he mostly stayed at home and went out to socialize when he rested on weekdays The number of times can be counted on the fingers, it seems that he really hindered his normal communication, if in the past, Xiao Hao would not be as stretched as he is now when encountering things like the company?

It is said that people with too strong personalities are not easy to get happiness, like a curse, tightly hooped on his head, reminding that the warm and trivial life of these two years is nothing but a short and gorgeous stage play. The spotlight is extinguished, and what is left is a person's empty loneliness and despair.

He just bent over outside, unable to breathe because of heartache, Xiao Hao regretted every single word he missed, and his guilt towards Li Ze lingered in his ears, Cheng Yue found out that he was still as timid as ever when he was that person, He didn't have the courage to listen any more, and he was afraid to say the long-lost "I love you" from Xiao Hao's mouth, but he wasn't the one to whom he escaped from the ward in a panic, leaning against the wall at the door of the ward, feeling weak.

He should actually understand how Xiao Hao could easily say no to Li Ze after spending 7 years sticking to a hopeless relationship, not to mention that he was the one who just replaced his life with his own.

He knew that Xiao Hao saw his figure when he turned around early in the morning, and he was still with Li Ze, so at that time he knew that Xiao Hao would not chase him out. He also tried to forget each other in Jianghu, but he didn't expect that Xiao Hao would use such a decisive way to redeem him.

"Xiao Hao, the men of your Xiao family seem to be very good at self-harm and self-abuse. Just like Xiao Pei put his death to death and was born later, he exchanged his half life for Yuan Duoduo's companionship for the rest of his life. Follow along. But, Xiao Hao, you have forgotten that I am not Yuan Duoduo, if you use this method to redeem your sincerity to me, then you are thinking wrong this time."

It was a day after Xiao Hao woke up. The powerlessness caused by excessive blood loss made it extremely difficult for him to do simple things such as opening his eyes and moving his fingers. Finally, he saw clearly that the person in front of him was Xiao Pei. The tired and slightly pale handsome face did not have Cheng Yue.

"you're awake?"

"Why are you here?"

"What's wrong? I'll call a doctor for you."

"Don't, help me up and sit for a while." Xiao Hao could only turn to Xiao Pei for help because he couldn't use his strength.

Xiao Pei leaned on the bed and looked at Xiao Hao coldly, his eyes were clearly filled with cold anger, his men didn't move, and even when he spoke, there were traces of anger. "You can't move now, just lie down." Even so, Xiao Pei helped Xiao Hao get up a little and put another pillow under his head.

"Xiao Hao, let me say this to you! Do you know how naive you are? How old are you and you still play this kind of self-torture method? Do you want to kill yourself by caesarean section or self-mutilation? Do you know that the old man knows your heart Is it almost impossible to recover from the illness?"

"What did you say?" Xiao Hao's eyes were slightly closed. Hearing that Xiao Pei had never been so angry, he actually didn't know what kind of mood he was in when he picked up the fruit knife. He even felt the knife sinking into his abdomen. At that time, the cold touch seemed to tear the whole body apart. I just woke up but the pain was still as clear as before. At this moment, I suddenly heard what Xiao Pei said, and I was so excited that I leaned on the side of the bed and wanted to sit up. Naihe fell back again, feeling weak all over.

"Ahem... How did the old man know?"

"When Cheng Yue was on the phone, I sat opposite him and played chess with him. Do you need me to remind you how sensitive his hearing is?"

"How is the old man?"

"Doing oxygen therapy in the ward below, it is estimated that it is almost finished."

"Where's A Yue?"

"I don't know." It's not that Xiao Pei didn't see the loneliness and disappointment that flashed in Xiao Hao's eyes. He and Yuan Duoduo accompanied the old couple back to their hometown. The old man was still talking to him a second ago. The days made Xiao Hao take Cheng Yue back to live for a few days. The green mountains, green waters and fresh air are good for Cheng Yue's body, and then Cheng Yue's phone rang.

The old man even took the opportunity to put him in the army and said with a smile that he really had a sympathy with Cheng Yue. He also casually picked up the phone and made a joke with a smile, but Cheng Yue's voice on the other end of the phone was hoarse and tired. It was barely audible, saying that something happened to Xiao Hao, and told him to rush back.

The old man is from a military background, and he was in the special forces when he was young. His keen hearing is no problem. Even though he was struggling to hear, he listened to every word, and immediately took the phone from his hand. Then he asked Cheng Yue what happened, Cheng Yue hesitated and hawed at the other end, and was finally forced by the old man to give a general account of the matter.

He rushed back from his hometown to the hospital almost overnight. The old man had a heart attack when he saw Xiao Hao and even heard Li Ze's name. He went to the emergency room. Cheng Yue never showed up. Tian was going on a business trip and asked him to come back and take care of Xiao Hao.

In fact, he somewhat understood Cheng Yue's thoughts. From the time he met him, he knew that this person would never tire of laughing and laughing with them, but he was a person who couldn't shake sand in his bones. Although he had never experienced betrayal, he had experienced too much being abandoned. Xiao Hao infiltrated into his life little by little with such a shameless attitude, but in the end, it ended in such an absurd ending.

"He called and said he was going on a business trip."

"Oh, I see." Xiao Hao closed his eyes again and stopped talking, his slightly undulating chest still revealed his current mood, and Xiao Pei sat beside him and stopped talking.

A Yue, you still don't believe me, you don't know how flustered I was when I saw your indifferent eyes, I'm not impulsive, other than wanting to force A Ze to let go, I want you to know my determination .However, it seems that I was wrong.A Yue, you have been standing outside the door, you have heard from the beginning to the end that I no longer love Li Ze, but you still leave resolutely.

You never took me to heart and never shared with me everything that happened to you, good or bad.

Perhaps, as you said at the beginning, you can live well without me.Many times I feel that I will be a decoration. As your lover, I even need to hear from other people about such a big thing that happened in the hospital. Where do you put me?

Maybe I was wrong at the beginning, because I shouldn't force you.

Xiao Hao slowly put his hands on his abdomen which was wrapped in thick gauze, the burning pain inside spread all over his body, but it was not as good as the disappointment and loneliness that cooled down in his heart bit by bit. Such plain waiting is the most pious belief in life. Although Cheng Yue is indifferent to him, he is changing a little bit, but he seems to have forgotten that this kind of waiting is mostly a one-man show by himself.

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