Shadow for the Emperor

At the age of 20, I died, from drowning.

The queen is my murderer.

Because His Majesty is so kind to me, so kind.

The only thing women in the harem can't get used to is that some people live too well.There is too much cloud in this palace, and everyone is longing for the only ray of sunshine.

I am a lucky person. I have known His Majesty since I was a child, and have experienced ups and downs with him. If my father hadn't collapsed early and His Majesty's mother and queen were restless, I am afraid that the Queen's seat would be mine.

But I don't complain, even if the queen belongs to someone else, the only person who can see His Majesty's sincere smile is me.I'm just worried, what should I do if I leave and leave His Majesty alone.

However, no matter how unwilling I am, I have to leave this world.

Unexpectedly, I was resurrected and appeared in another world, and my soul was infused into other people's bodies.When he woke up, the woman in the white coat asked questions one after another——

"Where is your home?"

"Do you have any family members you can contact?"

"What is your work unit?"

Her words were specious, and I could barely understand them, but she couldn't understand my answer.

At first I thought it was a maidservant from a rich family, maybe it should be from a frontier tribe, otherwise the clothes would not be so strange, and the house would not be so weird.

It took me a long time to gradually understand that this is a completely different world. In this world, although there are women who rely on men to live, what is more important is the equality of men and women and the independence of women.

pretty good.

Women no longer need to hang around a man, no longer domineering or underestimating themselves because of temporary favors and insults, they have their own things to worry about and their own goals.

Gradually, I adapted to the modern society, and came into contact with the entertainment industry by chance. I found that in this industry, as long as I have enough emotional intelligence and a pretty face, it is easy to break out of my own world.

Coincidentally, I have both, and am quite proud of it.

So I entered the circle, and as expected, I became a new generation of national goddess.

Men flock to me, sending flowers, meals, cars, and houses. As long as I hook my fingers, they will run over like pugs.

How could such a thing exist in ancient times?If you don't pay attention to your eyes, you will become someone else's excuse, and you will sue Her Majesty the Queen, and you will die without a place to die.So for the first time in my life, I completely released myself, and at the beginning this phenomenon also greatly satisfied my vanity, so that I didn't think about anything else for a while.

But slowly, when the freshness faded and the essence of the matter was revealed, I felt bored.

Regardless of whether the means are romantic or extravagant, in essence, these men want nothing more than three things, either people, or hearts, or both people and hearts.

But I don't want to give it.

Fortunately, men are quite cheap, the more you carry them, the harder they ask, so my social status is getting higher and higher, and there are fewer and fewer messy men around me.

Now I don’t lack money, I don’t lack fame, I have a fulfilling job, and I have important people at any time. Life should be satisfying, but my heart is still more restless than it was at the beginning.

Human beings have given this kind of restlessness a nice and romantic name called longing.

Yes, when the food and clothing problem was solved and I started to have extra time to think about it, those thoughts rushed towards me like a flood.

I seem to have returned to the ancient times, the days when His Majesty could not sleep in my palace, curled up on the bed wrapped in a quilt, and felt that no matter how tightly the quilt was wrapped, there would always be an inexplicable cold wind blowing in, no matter how tightly I curled up , can't make up for the emptiness in my heart.

That feeling is ten thousand times more uncomfortable than drowning.

So during that period of time, I selected a relatively good suitor among many suitors, tried to date, but couldn't develop, broke up, dated again, broke up again, and so on.

But no matter what kind of man it is, it can't satisfy that greedy heart - it wants a man who is as perfect as His Majesty, wise, domineering, handsome, and pampered.

It's a pity that there is no second Majesty in the world.

I finally despaired and threw myself into my career in the hope of relieving some of the pain.

So when the company told me that let me cooperate with Cangxuan to stir up scandals, which will help increase the topic, I agreed without hesitation.It's not the first time I've done this kind of thing. Anyway, I'm a part of the gossip, so it doesn't matter.

How did she expect to meet him again.

His Majesty, who used to only look at me and smile, took advantage of Xiao Zhe's daze, and deliberately picked up a large bunch of leeks for him, with a vague, childlike smile on his face.

I've never seen him smile like that.

In my heart, there are only two kinds of his smiles: fake smiles and pet smiles.

I didn't know that he would be so childish.

I panicked all of a sudden, and subconsciously covered up my gaffe, I asked Cang Xuan a question casually, never thinking that my voice would be louder, causing Xiao Zhe to look this way.

Xiao Zhe seemed to know Cang Xuan, and when he saw that his hands were shaking so much that he even threw the plate into the trash can, it seemed that the two of them must have had a relationship.

I felt bad all of a sudden, the person who can make His Majesty laugh like that actually has his own love story, wouldn't it be uncomfortable if His Majesty knew about it?

He looked over, and His Majesty naturally also looked over.

The moment I met His Majesty's eyes, the self-control I was always proud of collapsed, but he only glanced at me lightly, and never paid more attention.

I have to admit that this body is very beautiful. Although it is not as good as my previous body, I have always known how to be content.However, at that moment, I couldn't help resenting God, why did you deprive me of my original body, if I was still as beautiful as before, even if His Majesty forgot about me, his eyes should still linger on me for a moment, right?

It wasn't until that time that I discovered what female consciousness and female independence are. I have been struggling in modern society for so many years, and I have only scratched the surface. Concubine Miao of the beloved man's harem.

So when I came back to my senses, I had already left Cang Xuan's side, stood in front of him, and called out "Your Majesty" that I had chanted countless times in my dream.

He recognized me, and later told me where he lived and asked me to meet him.

On the day I was going to his house, I sat in front of the mirror and spent a full five hours trying to make sure my makeup was impeccable. I also picked out the sexiest and most beautiful clothes I thought were the most beautiful, and put on clothes that could perfectly show my curves. The high-heeled shoes were checked again from head to toe before leaving, and finally went out.

The time on the road was longer than these six years, but fortunately, I finally made it through, appeared in front of him, and hugged him fiercely.

He froze for a moment, maybe he was shocked by my beauty, or maybe he couldn't believe that I was still alive, I thought of the best reason to excuse him, and soon, he hugged me back.

Sure enough, he still has me in his heart.

After a long time, I left his embrace, looking at that long-lost face, I couldn't help but want to kiss him.

His eyelashes trembled slightly, like butterfly wings.

Just when I was about to succeed, his cell phone rang.I have always been a sensible person, presumably it was his official business, so I stopped and waited for him to finish.

Thinking about it later, I always regret that I shouldn't have pretended to be virtuous and virtuous at the beginning, but should have kissed him directly, so that I wouldn't be able to feel the warmth of his lips in the end.

It seems that I made a wrong call, His Majesty just asked what was the matter, hung up without explanation, then invited me into the room, opened the red wine again, but before I could sit down, the phone rang again.He glanced at me apologetically, and said, "Let me take care of this house, and sit down casually first, and then walked to the balcony."

I was a little bit at a loss, but fortunately, I have cultivated it for many years, so I took a sip of the wine to calm my heart.

In fact, he has not spoken all the time, maybe there is no sound over there. There are too many harassing calls now. Just when he was about to hang up, I suddenly heard a voice from the other end telling him not to hang up.

That voice was very familiar, I seriously recalled it, it was the man named Xiao Zhe I met last night.

It seems that His Majesty has nothing special about him. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but laugh out loud.But soon, I realized that I was wrong.

His Majesty is not impatient at all.

When the phone was hung up, he didn't turn around immediately, but was still standing there in a daze holding the phone.

The heart fell into the ice cellar at once.

Based on what I know about him, he is definitely not impatient with this Xiao Zhe. Being so stunned proves that he cares. He clearly knows that I am here with him, but he can't help being distracted. He treats him with such high self-control For humans, that says a lot more.

I laughed again, only this time, at myself.

Concubine Miao, Concubine Miao, your six-year career in the entertainment industry has really made you think highly of yourself.

In front of this man, you have always been someone to look up to.

His heart was bleeding, but he was still reluctant to watch His Majesty be at a loss, so he relied on his many years of experience to tell him that talking to the person he loves should not be like that.

After this, taught him again, and again.

Every time the target is Xiao Zhe.

But it's okay, at least he still needs me, I can stay by his side silently, that's enough, and, a person like him, who used to be in Sangong Sixth Court, maybe one day he will get tired of Xiao Zhe?After all, the entertainment industry is an existence full of temptations.

I was wrong again.

Regardless of the consequences, he snatched the film and television adaptation rights of a well-known novel from Mo Lian, and made Xiao Zhe angry.

Cang Xuan pestered Xiao Zhe every day, I advised him to bear with it, after all, he is an artist under his company, strength and fame are also good for a company that is just starting out, he really endured it, but when the company made some achievements, he immediately quietly Cut off the hands and feet of Cang Xuan's connections, and chew and digest those connections, so that Cang Xuan finally became a human pig on the connections.Originally, the contract has not expired, maybe Cang Xuan can stay for a few more years, and find another way out, but he is also a lunatic, and in this kind of end, he still wants to provoke Xiao Zhe and play tricks at the press conference, His Majesty finally couldn't bear it, and attached a A liquidated damages kicked him far away.

Without Cang Xuan being in the way, Hongtu gradually got on the right track again, His Majesty's time became more and more stuck with Xiao Zhe, and I saw him less and less often.

Fortunately, I am still an artist under his banner, and in the company, I can still take a look at him from a distance.

But something happened to Yang Longan.

He was the one who brought me into the entertainment industry back then, and his fortune was about to fall, so I felt that no matter what, I should repay this kindness. What's more, on Hongtu's side, I became more and more redundant, and in Zhitian However, my arrival is equivalent to a powerful shot in the arm.

In the end, I'm just someone who wants to be needed.

Especially when my body is getting more and more broken, I want to prove that there is nothing wrong with me, because at this time, no one will sit down and feel sorry for me wholeheartedly, and I don't want to accept this fact.

This move undoubtedly angered Batty, who was not as good as before at that time. They first asked someone to negotiate with me, telling me not to go into this muddy water. Persuasion was useless. I wanted to leave, but that person refused, pushing and shoving. In between, I accidentally fell down the stairs.

The fact that I have been escaping all this time was finally revealed in the face of this crisis, and I was paralyzed.

"It's better to die than this." I said this sincerely, he held my hand tightly, and the heat in his hand warmed my heart, and I actually laughed out loud.

Afterwards, I kept asking him, the question before I left Zhitian - if I found him before Xiao Zhe, would the person with him be me.

His answer at the beginning was that I was his relative.

But I'm not willing to be his relative, so this time I was lying in bed, I tried to use this advantage to force him to tell even one lie to deceive me.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't let go, he just looked at me with more and more compassion.

I don't want him to look at me like this, but the more he bites his tongue, the more I like to ask, and the more I like to ask vaguely, like, have you changed your mind?Even a little bit?

People who don't know will only think that we have a good understanding.

Of course, this unknown person is Xiao Zhe in my eyes.

Seeing Xiao Zhe's dejected and patient look, I felt an indescribable pleasure.

It's really bad.

Such a boring game, I persisted until I saw my own face in the mirror, and finally stopped.I didn't know that this disaster made me so ugly.

If I had known this, I should have hid far away and let him remember my most beautiful appearance, instead of asking him for answers that have no meaning at all, which is just annoying.

The paralysis is also creeping up, and soon, I will lose the ability to kill myself.Even at this time, I don't regret answering Wen Jing like that—she promised me that if I go back to ancient times, she can arrange another body for me and let me start life again.

What's the point?He's not here, neither is the glamorous one. I, who has adapted to being independent as a woman, can't go back no matter what.

However, even if it is death, my life must be controlled by myself.

Being swayed for the first time, never being swayed for the second time.

So I made two wishes to him, one is to keep the knife, and the other is to remember Concubine Miao seven days ago, instead of me who was disfigured, paralyzed and embarrassed.

There is another wish that I suppress in my heart, and I really don't want to say it out.

I thought, I'll take it to the coffin and let it rot on my heart—

I hope Xiao Zhe can protect you for a long time for me.

The author has something to say: this article has really come to an end here, although it is a bit wordy, but Xiaowu still wants to thank everyone for reading it all the way, okay?

PS: Due to the homework of the fifth grader, the new article may not be published until next week" "I hope the girls who are interested in that article will forgive me.