Shadow for the Emperor

No matter how Xiao Zhe looked at it, he couldn't see anything from Wen Sheng. To him, the other party was at best a colleague who had worked with him. It was hard to imagine that just two or three days ago, they would be what Wen Sheng said. "Lover" is still the kind of relationship that is good enough to give up everything for the other party.

Could Wen Sheng have lied to him?

Xiao Zhe thought about this question seriously, and then felt that the probability was 0.000001——A movie king, a big boss of a group, how could he make up such absurd stories to coax him?What's more, the ring mark on his hand also truly reminded him: there is a part of the past that has been forgotten.

For a while, it was difficult to accept this unreliable Arabian Nights, so Xiao Zhi ran away.

Wen Sheng didn't stop him, but told him two things before he fled:

He will join Julie's play, playing the lover who doesn't appear much, and this can be regarded as his last work after quitting the entertainment industry.

Another thing is, I am afraid that in addition to giving up love, he also gave up family affection.

So is this why he doesn't mind Qin Ruanyao appearing in front of him?If you don't care about it, you won't hate it.

He either stayed in a hotel, or made announcements, but he didn't dare to go home.

After returning home, facing the relatives he may have loved very much, he didn't feel any concern at all. Only logical thinking told him to do this and do that, but Qin Ruanyun didn't feel it, and still poured out his heart Treat him wholeheartedly.

He really couldn't face such a situation.

It's too unfair to Qin Ruanyun.

After staying like this for three days, Julie, who has always been efficient, notified the start-up, so he had to bite the bullet and go to the crew.

The first scene is the scene where the scientist asks the protagonist to make a choice.

The character played by Wen Sheng is lying on the hospital bed, wearing pale makeup, wearing a ventilator, and sleeping peacefully.The doctor said that if he didn't wake up after tonight, he would sleep like this forever.

The scientist stood beside the protagonist Lincha, "You still have five hours to make a choice."

"I promise you." Lin Cha said, "but give me another four hours, and one hour for you, is that enough?"

"enough."

"Cut!" Julie was not very satisfied with the effect, pointing out that the protagonist's expression was not heavy enough, "Again."

After the scientist finished speaking, it was the protagonist's turn again.

Xiao Zhe put on a serious expression, but was stopped again, the reason was that there was more than enough heaviness and not enough sorrow.

Once again, with a sad mask, it was said to be too exaggerated.

Just such a simple scene, repeated back and forth more than a dozen times, the director was not satisfied, and in the end everyone could see that she was suppressing her anger.

Before I knew it, it was the break time, but that simple line was not matched with the emotions it should have.

"Show your sense of substitution. When you persuaded me, didn't you really get into the drama?" Julie left the camera dissatisfied and went to eat. Before leaving, she asked Xiao Zhe to think about it in a bad tone, get into the state quickly, and don't waste everyone's time .

Xiao Zhe was very helpless, he was really devoted and serious in acting, why the director always said that the acting was fake.

"Remember the scene I filmed with Manman?" Wen Sheng sat beside him, and put the chicken liver into Xiao Zhe's lunch box.

He doesn't like to eat this stuff, but Xiao Zhe has always liked it very much.

The other party made the action of picking up vegetables so smoothly, Xiao Zhe didn't know what to do, so thank you, it is said that the relationship between the two should be very close, isn't it hurting?Don't say thank you, he himself feels that he can't pass the etiquette.Not wanting to burn more brain cells on the chicken liver, he could only focus on thinking back to Wen Sheng's question, "Isn't that the film you took the movie king?"

"Well, what else?"

"What else?"

"It didn't go well at first."

"and then?"

"You tell me how to act, and then it will go smoothly."

"Have I ever done such a thing?" If he doesn't remember at all, does that mean that the process was not as simple as teaching Wen Sheng to act?

Doesn't it mean that only those that involve too deep feelings will lose the memory?

How deep was it involved in the beginning?

"You said, to amplify your feelings."

"I know." The aspect of acting experience is not lost, "I just..."

"Can't find the feeling magnified?" Wen Sheng told the truth that Xiao Zhe didn't dare to admit, "Do you believe me this time?"

"I believe it." No matter what a person is, after living for more than 90.00 years and approaching [-], it is impossible to not have any related heart-wrenching feelings. Even if you read a romance novel, you can more or less have a sense of substitution, right?I can't find it at all, so [-]% [-] is where something went wrong.Xiao Zhe couldn't help but smiled wryly, "So, without feelings, I'm going to ruin my career?"

"Take a leave of absence."

"It's just started, what leave do I ask for?"

"If you can't get the feeling back, it's just a waste of time not to take time off."

"Can you help me find it?"

"As long as you are willing to."

It was Wen Sheng who asked for leave with Julie, and once he invited the two of them, God knows that Julie, who was already upset, would be angry, but when Wen Sheng came back, he just announced lightly: "She agrees."

The next process was the same as a romance movie. Wen Sheng spent four days taking him to all the places the two of them had visited in this city, and revisited as many other cities as possible. awaken his memory.

It's a pity that most of the protagonists of the romance can recall, at least they can feel a little hazy, right?As long as Xiao Zhe didn't take this bloody route, he couldn't remember a little bit.

So romance dramas are all lies.

On the fifth day, Qin Ruanyao called, saying that Qin Ruanyun accidentally fell and was in critical condition, so they were forced to return to the starting city.

"What's going on? Where did you fall? Why is it so serious?"

"When she went to the kitchen to cook, there was water on the floor, so she slipped and fell. The doctor said that the blood clot that had not completely disappeared was shocked, and the blood clot shifted, causing convulsions and shock, and the location was too complicated. Even if it was removed by surgery, it would affect the to the nerves, causing serious consequences."

"How could she have a blood clot in her brain?"

Qin Ruanyao was very surprised, "Didn't you know this a long time ago? It happened several times before, and it was diagnosed in Shanghai. If it wasn't for this fall, alas, the doctor said that the blood clot was much smaller than before. It wasn't that I accidentally fell... Ah Zhe, you look so bad, you...don't be too sad, even though I also..." At this time, she couldn't comfort her anymore, she started to cry as she spoke.

She cried so hard that she didn't even have the strength to stand still.

Xiao Zhe took her over and comforted her numbly.

What exactly has he lost?

Qin Ruanyun's blood clot, which was like a time bomb, he forgot, and because of guilt, he stayed outside for a long time and did not go home.As a result, this situation occurred.

Is God using a cruel way to help him escape?He didn't dare to see Qin Ruanyun, but it didn't mean he wanted her to leave like this.

The pain in my heart is blunt, as if someone took a very blunt object and poked it on the person. At first, the strength was not strong, and I didn’t feel much, but then the poking became stronger and stronger, and I felt that a large piece It hurts, but I can't tell where it hurts.

This pain is so frustrating.

But how he feels, the doctor doesn't care.

"She's awake, but I'm afraid she won't be able to survive tonight." The doctor announced coldly, "The patient said that he wants to talk to his nephew, you two, who is her nephew?"

"Me." Xiao Zhe said woodenly.

He should keep her, he thought.

He hated this "should".

"Ah Zhe, you look so bad." Qin Ruanyun was lying on the hospital bed with fluffy hair, making her face extremely small.

"I've been busy recently, I'll be fine after going back to sleep for two days."

"No matter how busy you are, don't fight with your body. Young people, don't always think that your health is good. You will only know how uncomfortable it will be when you are old."

"I'll pay attention. You..."

"I'm fine." Qin Ruanyun wanted to laugh, but she had no strength left, the muscles on her face froze, and she had to take a few breaths before recovering.

"Stop talking, go to sleep first and have a good rest."

She is rarely stubborn, "No, I want to talk to you."

"it is good."

"Your mother often comes, I didn't stop, are you angry?"

"No, why do you ask that? Didn't I say I don't mind?"

"But after that day, you were different. You avoided me, as if you didn't want to see me."

"I... haven't." His defense was weak.

Qin Ruanyun couldn't see it, but he didn't know the real reason, he just thought he still cared, "Don't hate."

"I really don't hate." He couldn't hate anymore.

Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, moistening her ears and temples.

Seeing this, Xiao Zhe hurriedly took out a tissue and wanted to help her wipe it off. Unexpectedly, Qin Ruanyun grabbed him with surprisingly strong hands, "I...I wanted to bring it into the coffin...but I'm afraid of you, let me put it on." No less...don't hate, really...she is not the one you should hate...I don't want you forever...she...she..."

The electrocardiograph made a beeping sound.

"Don't worry, speak slowly, I'll listen, don't worry." Xiao Zhe had to sit down again, afraid that Qin Ruanyun would lose all his strength in grabbing him.

"She's not your biological mother, I... am."

"You... what did you say?" The dull pain began to become sharp, and seeing Qin Ruanyun close his eyes, Xiao Zhe felt panicked, "What did you say!"

"You, Cangzheng and I... That year, her child died, and she almost collapsed. She always thought that the baby belonged to her. Brother-in-law, brother-in-law sent her abroad for treatment... Part of her memory was lost, so I remembered the baby... I ...I will be wrong and I will be wrong..." She continued to shed tears, "My baby, my baby..."

The ECG sound stopped abruptly.

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