Warm sun under the leaves [rebirth]

Chapter 41

After Li Xuan left that day, Xia Tian still locked himself in the room, but the situation was much better.At least he can talk to people, and his mother gradually has a smile on his face.

"Do you want to go out for a walk? School will start in a few days, and you should take care of yourself."

Xia Tian nodded, but remained motionless.

His mother seemed to want to say something else, but the knock on the door forced her to go downstairs.

It's not that he's not worried, if it goes on like this, it's not certain that Xia Zai will suffer from other diseases.

Xia Tian let go of his thoughts, didn't think about anything, and after a while, he felt that someone came by his side.It doesn't look like his mother, he frowned, and turned his head to see that it was Ji Huien's face that was [-]% similar.

Ji Caiying! ?Xia Tian's heartbeat paused for a moment.

"Xia Tian, ​​didn't you say you would accompany me to pick up skates last time? I've been waiting for so long, why didn't you ask me out?"

Xia Tian doesn't remember that he said this, and Ji Caiying appeared at his house at this time...

Xia Tian looked at the other side of the window and saw Li Xuan standing on the second floor of his house looking at him.

It turned out to be the case.

Xia Tian nodded: "I'm sorry, I'm not in the mood."

"But you promised me."

Xia Tian looked up at his mother at the door, "I don't want to go out, why don't I ask my friend to accompany you to buy it."

"Xiaotian, how can you break your promise to others. The weather is nice today, let's go out for a stroll."

Xia Tian opened his mouth, but still refused.Ji Caiying didn't care about him so much, she dragged Xia Tian's hand outside, Xia Tian couldn't hold her back, and was dragged all the way downstairs.

When I went out the door, I saw the guard who was assigned to follow him, and Xia Tian shook his hand irritably: "I don't want to go. It's like letting the wind go."

Ji Caiying stared at him with eyes filled with tears at some point.Xia Tian jumped in fright, turned his head away.

"Go, Xiao Tian. Xiao Liu will not hinder you."

His mother seemed to have ordered Xiao Liu something, but Xia Tian didn't hear clearly.Seeing Xiao Liu hesitate for a while, he finally nodded.

In the end, Xia Tian couldn't hold back his mother and Ji Caiying, and went out.

It's been a long time since I went out, the sun scorching my body is like scorching people's spirits.Ji Caiying held Xia Tian's hand all the way, she was very lively and likable.Xia Tian thinks that the two sisters of the Ji family have different personalities but each has its own characteristics, and each has its own advantages.

Xiao Liu followed from afar, Xia Tian almost thought he didn't exist.

But in fact, what kind of tricks can he play under his nose?

If it was summer before, he could still have the belief that a newborn calf is not afraid of tigers, but now, after seeing the guards' watertightness, he would not even dare to think about it.If Li Xuan wants to be tough, he can only commit suicide.

He and Ji Caiying were really shopping, buying clothes and shoes, and finally went to the skate counter.Ji Caiying really bought a pair, Xia Tian would suspect that she really just came out to show off.

"Well, since you've been with me for a day, I'll help you."

Um?Looking sideways at this girl, Xia Tian heard her say: "I feel quite guilty towards you, I didn't apologize for scratching your foot last time, and today you are with me for another day, I have to do something anyway. "She raised her eyebrows upwards, smiled sweetly at Xia Tian, ​​then hugged Xia Tian's neck and kissed him on the cheek.

Xia Tian was taken aback, but did not push away.

She pulled Xia Tian and jumped onto a bus, and Xiao Liu also followed.Xia Tian looked at her suspiciously, and then they got off at a stop near the school.

Xia Tian suddenly understood a little bit.

Perhaps, that person was waiting for him there.

His heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and he couldn't hear what Ji Caiying was talking to Xiao Liu.

When they got there, Ji Caiying took out the key and winked at Xiao Liu.Xiao Liu actually didn't go upstairs.

"What did you tell him?"

"I said the above is my home, and I want to take you home for dinner, please wait a while. Otherwise, my parents will doubt it, and it's hard for me to explain."

"Can he trust you? He's a professional..."

Xia Tian did not go on to say, maybe his mother has something to explain.He was not in the mood to figure out the doorway inside.

Ji Caiying didn't enter the house, and said with a smile: "I'll watch the door for you, don't run away and hurt me."

Xia Tian thanked her and walked towards the house.Ye Ping is busy in the kitchen, and it smells like the braised fish that Xia Tian likes.Ye Ping didn't look back, but was busy in the kitchen.Looking at the soup pot on the side, Xia Tian knew that there must be pork rib soup in it.

Standing at the door of the kitchen and looking at this person's back, Xia Tian's heart gradually calmed down.

After the last dishes were put on the plate, Ye Ping turned around and said, "You're here, just in time for dinner."

Xia Tian nodded, washed his hands as he asked.

The two faced a table of dishes, eating slowly.Xia Tian wanted to ask many questions, but when he actually saw him, he couldn't ask them.

Ye Ping helped him pick up a bowl of vegetables, and looked at him with a smile.Xia Tian couldn't eat any more, so he put down the bowl.

"What's the matter, isn't it delicious?"

Xia Tian lowered his head: "Can we not act like nothing happened?"

Finally he broke the silence.He grabbed Ye Ping's hands, but the opponent bounced off like a poisonous snake and beast.Ye Ping doubted his own reaction, looking at Xia Tian.

"What did they do to you?"

Xia Tian began to panic. He knew that there was an aversion therapy in psychotherapy, which could make people disgusted with something physically.Could it be that the current Ye Ping has already started to feel sick when he sees himself?

"No, don't be nervous. They didn't do anything to me, they just guided the treatment."

Speaking of the word treatment, Ye Ping smiled bitterly.Xia Tian rushed up to hug him: "We are not sick, we don't need treatment, why don't you resist? You accept everything and leave me alone to fight, it's very selfish!"

Ye Ping didn't push him away, but murmured: "I'm just a selfish person."

"Come on. We're obviously fine."

"Well, I also want to be on good terms with you. But you know how bad it would be to be known by family members at this time. I don't want to fight at this time. I have no strength and there will be no results. Until now In the end, even the career that I want to work hard will collapse." Ye Ping escaped from Xia Tian's arms, and looked at him seriously: "This is the reality."

Xia Tian's heart was throbbing, "You didn't even discuss it with me, you made a unilateral decision."

"Yes. You are immature." Ye Ping asked Xia Tian as if thinking of something: "You are different from me, I think you seem to remember some things, but not comprehensive. Are you Xia Tian?"

"If it's summer, would you completely agree with what you said?"

Ye Ping remained silent, but Xia Tian became irritable: "I am Xia Tian, ​​and I am not him. I know what I want better than him, and I am braver than him."

"That's not brave, it's irresponsible!" Ye Ping interrupted him, he held Xia Tian's face: "You are an adult, you should understand what I did."

"Don't be funny, the moment you heard about this incident, you didn't think about our relationship, all you thought about was the impact this incident would have on you. You will be despised by others, and you are afraid that this incident will spread The capital, and then cause obstacles to your so-called career!" Xia Tian roared: "You have never thought about our relationship at all, you have planned to give up since then! Give up without discussing with me, leaving me alone, Watch me fight fearlessly, ramming like a caged animal. You are cruel."

The depression in his heart could not be vented, he wanted to tear the person in front of him apart, how could he betray himself like this.Walking around the room restlessly, looking at the table full of dishes, Xia Tian was even more disturbed and slammed the table.

"Can't you love me?"

Ye Ping stared at him: "Love?" He laughed out loud, crossing his arms and laughing so that his whole body began to tremble: "You can't count on me at all, what love are you talking about."

Xia Tian was so hurt that he howled and rushed to bite Ye Ping.Not wanting to hear such hurtful words come out of his mouth was unbearable, wishing to gag that mouth forever.

How could he be so tough, how could he say such heartbreaking words.

Biting Ye Ping's neck, delusional to kill him like this.

Ye Ping didn't resist, and let Xia Tian eat it.He gave up on himself just as he gave up educating this person.

"The two of us probably shouldn't be together."

Xia Tian stared wide-eyed, staring at the person who was talking to the ceiling.

"I always think too comprehensively, but you don't understand. I don't know where the confidence comes from. I think you are the only one who will stand by me in this world. Maybe I am wrong." Ye Ping said slowly, Xia Tian's heart also stopped beating bit by bit following his words.

He stretched out his hands and held Xia Tian's face: "I thought what I did was very obvious. I also think that there is no need for redundant explanations between us. This matter happened, and there must be one person to carry it. Why must it be done in strength?" How about fighting when you are immature?"

Ye Ping looked into Xia Tian's eyes, he seemed to have a lot to say, but in the end he only said one sentence: "Our thoughts are so different, we can't balance, hurt each other, forget it."

forget it……

The three words were like taking away Xia Tian's soul, causing him to fall to the ground.

Ye Ping stabilized himself and walked towards the wine cabinet.He had already opened a bottle of red wine.

The bright red color suddenly appeared in front of Xia Tian: "Cheers."

Goodbye cheers.

Xia Tian raised the wine glass, no matter what, he couldn't drink it down.

But Ye Ping took a clean breath, packed up his clothes, and walked to the piano: "Xia, I want to give you a song."

Xia Tian looked up, Ye Ping tilted his head and smiled childishly: "I shouldn't have sung to you at this time, but maybe this is the chance."

Ye Ping moved his hands flexibly on the keyboard, and the prelude of the song poured out slowly.Xia Tian's heart was grasped when he heard it, and he kneaded it fiercely.

This piece he only played once, the piece he wanted to give to Ye Ping, the piece he refused Ye Ping to buy at a high price, just like this broke into Xia Tian's ears unsuspectingly.

I can't believe it, Ye Ping has only read the score once, and only heard it once, why can he remember it.

Ye Ping's voice is gentle and soft, Xia Tian has heard him sing rock and roll, but now it seems that no matter what he sings, he is so infectious.

Ye Ping's lyrics are like talking about love.

Because the song is a depressive narration of love, coupled with his lyrics, it makes people cry.

He heard that the love Ye Ping said was like a white flower blooming in the swamp of despair.

Many images flashed through my mind, slowly flowing along with the song.

Ye Ping trusted and smiled.They fought side by side to discuss the future; they walked into the church at the same time to welcome the marriage that was not satisfied with each other; they laughed together and welcomed the continuation of life together;

Who said that this is not a lifetime?

If it wasn't for Ye Ping's sad face, he would never have appeared in that bar.

No one could see his panic.He wanted him to cry in his arms, to be his support.

However, at that time, he was already his reliance.

I once said with a smile: "I will not let anyone bully him."

But now listening to Ye Ping singing, he could feel his heart crying.

The music became lighter and lighter, and Ye Ping finally finished singing.

He stood up, walked to Xia Tian's side, and squatted down: "I'm going abroad, Li Xuan said you want to see me. I think, no matter what, I have to say goodbye to you. Maybe I had expectations, but you see, It’s like this again, it’s going to be cold without taking a bite.”

Looking at the dishes on the table, Xia Tian was speechless.

Ji Caiying outside the door patted the door to urge him, Ye Ping put his arms around him and kissed him on the forehead.

"Goodbye."

After speaking, he walked to the end of the corridor and closed the bedroom door.

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