Retrograde actor

At eleven o'clock in the night, Yang Xu was on the phone on the balcony, the cold wind blew over, his muscles were stiff from the cold, but he saw Yang Tianze running out of the house, handing him his coat, and then ran back in a hurry , hugging Ke Yuechen and acting like a baby.

The next day, Yang Xu went out and came back to the deserted room with a chill on his body. Remembering that Ke Yuechen was still here, he opened the door of the bedroom and saw two people, one big and one small, hugging each other. Ke Yuechen leaned half his body. Stepping out of the bed, the pajamas were rolled up, revealing a wheat-colored flexible waist.Yang Xu glanced at it briefly, and thought he was in good shape.

On the night of the 29th of the year, Yang Tianze’s WeChat account was full of dazzling photos. A pile of dumpling skins were placed on the dining table, and a pot of stuffing was placed next to it. Although the person who made the dumplings didn’t show his face, the sleeves The long and clumsy hands showed a moist texture under the soft light, very warm.

Yang Xu looked at it for a while, then dialed a phone number, and it took a long time before he was picked up.The voice on the other end of the phone was completely immune to his sudden low pressure, but said with a warm smile: "Brother Xu, when are you coming back? Will you be home on New Year's Eve next year?"

There was a sudden throbbing in Yang Xu's heart, and he said coldly into the phone: "I don't have a home...you guys have fun, I'm hanging up..."

Even if I go back, that warmth may not be my own.Yang Xu thought blankly, with him in Ke Yuechen and Yang Tianze, maybe it would be even more difficult to have fun... Why go back and make things difficult for others?

He stood up, and a man came across, bowed to him politely, and said: "Mr. Yang, please go back, our boss doesn't want to see you, and reprimanded us not to help you anymore."

Being rejected seven times in three days, Yang Xu's patience has reached its limit.He stood up, took two steps forward, suddenly grabbed a wine bottle, and slammed it against the bar.

The glass cabinet behind the bartender cracked with a bang, the glass splashed, countless precious liquors splashed out, and the female guests screamed in shock from the retrograde.Yang Xu stood in front of the bar, looked at the surprised crowd with cold eyes, and shouted hysterically: "Let that bastard Smith come out, otherwise, I will burn everything here!"

He took out the lighter from his pocket, but before he opened it, a black figure rushed over and wrestled with him. Seeing the situation, several bodyguards joined the battle one after another. For a while, the bar was in chaos, with all kinds of laser beams above his head. Under the light, everyone's faces were red and green, the ground was a mess, and everything that could be smashed was smashed.

Fighting wasn't Yang Xu's strong point, but he wasn't weak when it came to fighting, and within a few moments, everyone was sued.However, two fists were no match for four hands, and Yang Xu was finally pushed out and fell in front of the retrograde bar he had created.

He got up from the ground, and everyone was watching his jokes. At that moment, he was almost overwhelmed by anger and despair, and looked back at his hard work over the years with scars all over his body under the night. The door of Retrograde was open as always, but he could no longer walk in.

No one can understand his mood at the moment, being played with by his biological father who he has hated all his life, and cornered, this is undoubtedly the greatest irony for him.

He sat by the flower bed outside the hotel in the dark, with a desperate thought in his mind - no matter what, my things should not be destroyed by that person.

Even if it is to be destroyed, it must be destroyed in my own hands!

He's here waiting for one last chance, and before that call, he's defined this last struggle as a rupture, to destroy Retrograde before them, no matter the cost.After that phone call, he changed his mind.

On the phone, Ke Yuechen sang a song, which seemed to be a confession to his past, but also an encouragement.Yang Xu looked at the picture from the video, the simply furnished living room had lost its former deserted coat, exuding a tinge of heart-pounding warmth.

The peach charms and plum blossoms full of New Year’s flavor, the seemingly unusually rich New Year’s Eve dinner was billowing with steam, Yang Xu felt a warm sense of strangeness in his trance, recalling those days at his grandmother’s house when he was young, he took a deep breath, Suddenly, I felt that for so many years, some things have been hidden in my heart, and they have never changed.

At the end of the song, the people on both ends of the phone seemed to see through something for a moment. The two hearts were close to each other. Ke Yuechen smiled easily, looked at the camera, and looked directly at Yang Xu's eyes through the screen with clear eyes.The corner of his mouth moved, and finally said: "How about it, is it okay?"

Ke Yuechen said: "Brother Xu, Happy New Year!"

The most sincere and simple blessings flowed quietly across the river of heart, Yang Xu stood up in the night wind, and walked towards the future where his fighting spirit was rekindled.The new year hasn't started yet, but it's almost here.

On New Year's Eve, he knocked on the door of the small apartment in T city.Many years have passed, and the first time I remember going home, someone came to open the door for him, pour water for him, and set up the bath water.

Ke Yuechen said: "A husky without a master doesn't know how to jump around. It's lonely, empty and cold, so you're back."

Yang Xu's depressed mood improved slightly, and he said to himself that you still have self-knowledge, knowing that you are like a naughty pet.

During the New Year's Eve dinner, the New Year's Eve bell rang, and everyone gathered in the hall to cheer. Amidst the noise, they walked to Ke Yuechen's side, and saw Ke Yuechen looking at him, full of admiration and unclear emotions.He gradually sank into those handsome eyes, and couldn't help approaching them, feeling the urge to reach out and touch those eyes, and wanted to touch them, leaning over to kiss the person in front of him fiercely.

That was probably the first time he had the urge to get close to this person, and his feelings uncontrollably vented out. He resisted the inner impulse and said in Ke Yuechen's ear: "If you look at me like this again, I will think you are in love with me." I'm..."

Ke Yuechen had a flustered and shaken look on his face, and Yang Xu's heart was ups and downs, completely uncertain, so he had no choice but to wrap his arms around his shoulders and walk out of the restaurant as if nothing had happened, just treat such a tentative sentence as a bad joke.

Since it's a joke, let's get to the bottom of it. He turned to Ke Yuechen and said, "Warm the bed and sleep with me, can you do it? I'm so angry now, let's have a fight with me, what do you do?"

His voice was so stern that Ke Yuechen didn't even say a word.Yang Xu's heart sank to the bottom of the valley in an instant, and he heard Ke Yuechen say: "Forget it, let's go home first..."

He smiled self-deprecatingly, and went home?What home?Where is a place where there is only one person from beginning to end?

He walked alone in front, quietly listening to Ke Yuechen's blank footsteps behind him, deliberately keeping the same frequency with him, and carefully maintaining a distance, as if he would never follow up and walk side by side with him.

He has been walking alone since he was a child, and even the popularity and warmth shown in the video last night was just an illusion, and he was moved by it out of nowhere, and even rushed back all night... Yang Xu's His heart became indifferent and numb, and he felt that Ke Yuechen behind him was just a passer-by in his life and would never stand with him.

Anyway, the missing piece in his heart made him calm down and start thinking about his future life.

That night, he was extremely exhausted, and when he saw Ke Yuechen's wandering figure at the door of the apartment, the turmoil that he had no clue about for several days surged up in an instant. He suppressed his headache and asked him in the car: "Why are you here?"

Ke Yuechen said: "Mr. Qiu asked me to come over and ask you something..."

The light in Yang Xu's eyes sank, and he was furious immediately. After holding back for a while, he let him get into the car as if nothing had happened, took him to the club, and taught him a lesson by the way, but he was almost pissed off by Ke Yuechen's slowness and stupidity.

However, when only the two of them were left in the huge box, his uncontrollable exhaustion seemed to have found an outlet, roaring and rumbling out, making him too lazy to get angry, and he couldn't even move. I don't want to move, I want to sleep but I can't sleep.

Ke Yuechen said: "Brother Xu, lie down and I will press you?"

Yang Xu, who was physically and mentally exhausted, had a sense of sacrifice for everything, and he didn't bother to think about anything. He lay down on Ke Yuechen's lap. Eyes closed, she still had to make an inch in the end, and moved her finger towards him: "Come closer, block the light!"

Ke Yuechen really followed what he said, carefully helped him block the light, and adjusted his position as much as possible, for fear that he would be uncomfortable leaning on it.Yang Xu was moved for a moment, and felt that although Ke Yuechen had no other advantages, at least he was easy to control. With such a person by his side, he sometimes felt very at ease.

On the way back to the car, Yang Xu smelled of alcohol, his limbs were heavy, but his mind was very clear.He stretched out his hand and deliberately brought Ke Yuechen into the car. At that moment, Ke Yuechen threw himself on top of him. The sunny aura that belonged to this person was very clean, wrapping him ambiguously. Yang Xu subconsciously reached out and hugged his waist In the meantime, do you want to be impulsive?

He clearly knows where Ke Yuechen's Nilin is. He has an upright personality, showing joy and anger. Although his personality has become a lot more forbearing now, he will still rebound violently when encountering things that exceed his bottom line.

However, Yang Xu still wants to know at this moment whether he and Fang Yong...are there any differences in Ke Yuechen's heart.What would Ke Yuechen do to him if he used alcohol to pretend to be crazy and did something outrageous?

Yang Xu half-closed his eyes, feeling Ke Yuechen staying on his body for a moment, his breathing suddenly became short of breath, and when he opened his eyes and saw Ke Yuechen's twinkling eyes, his eyes darkened immediately, and he got up and kissed him.

This kiss was very tentative. However, in order to cover it up, Yang Xu blamed everything on his loss of sex after drinking, making this tentative kiss extremely domineering and intense.

Ke Yuechen reacted for a long time before stopping him with lingering fear, and shouted: "Xu, Brother Xu!"

Yang Xu's reaction was to immediately push him away. In order to cover up his gaffe, he showed his usual playful smile, as if to make Ke Yuechen...don't take it seriously.

But even if he didn't take it seriously, he couldn't bring himself to forget the urge.Like a dazed large dog, Ke Yuechen followed him into the house obediently, and Yang Xu's irritability, which he had endured for a long time, finally broke out.

He pushed the person behind the door, and kissed him forcefully again, just to vent, he really didn't have the strength to deal with so many messy things anymore!

All the lines of reason were completely broken at that moment, and this time it was really out of line.His breath was disordered, he pressed the person behind the door, and asked for it irrationally.In a daze, he let the other party take the initiative. He was surprised for less than a second, and his heart beat suddenly accelerated, and he suddenly had a strong idea of ​​making this person completely his own.

I can give him everything he wants, no matter how difficult the road ahead is, he is sure to clear the obstacles for him, and even push him to the top of the entertainment circle.In exchange for this, will Ke Yuechen follow him wholeheartedly?

Yang Xu was taken aback by his sudden thought, is he... tempted?

If he was really tempted, how could he have such a trade-off idea?

Yang Xu's thoughts were completely confused. After the kiss ended, he deeply felt the changes in his body, but at this moment he didn't want to continue.A love affair and unspoken rules... He doesn't bother to play with this, if in the end Ke Yuechen just clings to himself for the sake of being famous——

When Yang Xu thought of this possibility, he felt very uncomfortable. He held the door with one hand, his face was reddish, but his expression was cold and mocking: "It's just a kiss, so it's not enough?"

Ke Yuechen held the door, but looked at him obsessively and cautiously, and said, "It's...it's okay, Brother Xu, are you in a better mood?"

Yang Xu's heart sank in an instant, and the other party accepted his closeness after a long time, but it was just to calm his mood.

Even the reaction below was just a physical instinct.

He bent his knees and touched Ke Yuechen's embarrassing part badly, stripping him naked in his mind, but in reality, he just smiled lightly, with a wicked joke, and said, "It feels very good? "

Ke Yuechen blocked it slightly, and said, "Aren't you the same?"

Yang Xu took two steps back, looked into the other person's eyes, and felt that Ke Yuechen's appearance could be called truly handsome, and the way he was panting with a red face was very exciting.

but--

Let's stop here, Yang Xu said to himself.

He has no love since he was a child, and he is extremely disgusted with all pretended intimacy. If he really falls in love with someone one day, he will probably not tolerate betrayal at all.

No one can stand his emotional cleanliness and strong desire to control, so no one has ever been able to open his heart.Yang Xu prepared two glasses of high-strength whiskey and poured the spirits into his throat. This night's events should have never happened.

The next day, the game he spent a week laying out reached the critical moment of closing the net.Before he went out, he gave Ke Yuechen a cold look, and suddenly felt that since he was destined to be a passer-by, he had helped this person so much, and it was time to use it.

Thinking of this, he called his assistant in the car, and the invitation was sent to Shihui Building, he greeted Qiu Ming, and everything fell into the net naturally.

Ke Yuechen was dispatched to a neighboring city, followed his arrangement and entered a room under close surveillance, and was caught in a photo near the banquet scene.In fact, when Yang Xu first entered the banquet scene, he encountered Dai Jie's warning. The other party casually raised his phone at him, flipping through the photos page by page.Ke Yuechen and his figure appeared on the small mobile phone screen.

Two people entered the same room and appeared at the same banquet scene one after another, and everyone tacitly understood what level this banquet was, who should be in and who should not be in.

Yang Xu's eyes deepened, but his expression was still cold.The screen on the woman's mobile phone suddenly changed. In front of the first night club, Yang Xu and Ke Yuechen stood facing each other, and inside the taxi, there was a blurry photo of kissing in clothes...

"President Yang," Dai Jie said with a harmless smile, "Even if you can ignore your father and younger brother, you must carefully consider your own reputation!"

"There is more than one copy of these photos. I believe you have already received them in your private mailbox." Dai Jie put away her phone and toasted him triumphantly: "I believe——you know what I want."

Anger flashed across Yang Xu's eyes, but he was suppressed after a while. When he left, he leaned down and said a word in the woman's ear:

"Just to remind you, the last two photos - don't expose them, otherwise, you won't know how you died."

He straightened up and smiled charmingly. His fearless and fearless demeanor filled him with high spirits, without the slightest embarrassment of being threatened.

Even though he had just returned to T City, he clearly knew that the First Night Club was a restricted area, and the forces behind it were unfathomable, and no media dared to expose any news related to it.Otherwise, how could he be so impulsive, acting so boldly with a public figure who is about to be on the cusp of a storm in a street full of people coming and going?

Yang Xu thought of Ke Yuechen again. The last time he contacted him last night, the other party sent: Did you also want to borrow it from me last night?

Yang Xu hasn't answered this question until today. That kiss wasn't a use, it was just impulsive.

At the banquet, he saw the sneaky Ke Yuechen and Yang Tianze poking their heads out behind the sofa, looking around curiously.Although he was shocked, he also felt that the picture was unusually harmonious.He smiled from the bottom of his heart, and looked for an opportunity to bring the director there just right. He didn't have much hope at first, but the idiot's performance did not exceed his expectations. If no one pushed behind him, he wouldn't move at all. .

After the banquet was over, Ke Yuechen handed over a check in the hotel elevator, with a denomination of 500 million, and the other party handed it to him without any hesitation.Yang Xu looked at Ke Yuechen, but he didn't know that the joy in his heart at this moment was a little bit more than the resentment for Mr. Yang's manipulation behind his back.

Yang Xu took a deep breath, knowing that he could no longer get rid of this person's shadow.But for him, no matter how much he likes it, he doesn't necessarily have to take it for himself.Ke Yuechen is not an object, but a person, with thoughts and feelings, and he is not sure to control this person's life.

Yang Xu understands his possessiveness. In terms of feelings, he has a deep shadow of his mother and Mr. Yang. It is too difficult for him to accept someone with confidence.So for Ke Yuechen, it's better to keep a distance.Just like before, help him as much as you can, enjoy his admiration and gratitude with peace of mind, and have the right to raise an obedient pet.

With this feeling in mind, Yang Xu stopped contacting Ke Yuechen when he returned to T City.In the movie "The Imperial Physician", he originally wanted to help push, but while facing Dai Jie's shameless threat, and at the same time facing the pressure from Mr. Yang, his thoughts changed, and his temper that had been suppressed for a long time came up. At worst, everyone will fight to the death!

He had already made up his mind, and all the original film plans were rewritten. Yao Qi and Shi Hui launched a tug-of-war of financial resources and fame, and the two sides were at loggerheads.

In Yang Xu's plan, this is a struggle with all losers.The final result must be that Shihui withdraws capital and Shi Tuan abandons the drama.Dai Jie, who wanted to use Shi Tuan's name to become popular, failed in her hopes, and with that, the original plan for Shi Tuan to bring Ke Yuechen back peacefully would also be ruined.

In the end, neither Yaoqi, Shihui, the film production team, nor the high-minded girl Dai could get what they wanted, but for Yang Xu himself, there was no loss at all.

In his mind, his interests are separate from those of Yao Qi and Mr. Yang.The more upset they were, the happier he was.

But it was Ke Yuechen who made him really angry.

He made an appointment to meet at the playground, and Yang Xu had the feeling that once he was out of the game, the other party was going to ask for help.

Sure enough, Ke Yuechen said: "... Mr. Qiu also said that it's not impossible to be a Cypriot, but don't go too far. Everyone in the circle knows those things. Take a step back... Actually, it's easy to solve..."

Yang Xu became angry in an instant, thinking where did you listen to the last lesson, didn't he tell you not to meddle in such things anymore? !

Yang Xu said angrily: "Take a step back each? It also depends on whether I am a human being, whether I can retreat!"

"This matter can only be broken up in the end. If you feel that I am blocking your way, then there is nothing you can do." He is really not in the mood to say, he has seen a scumbag, but he has never seen such a scumbag!Don't worry about your own affairs, come over to make sandwich biscuits for others, are you happy? !

However, what he didn't expect was that the matter of adding blockage was still to come.Ke Yuechen ran to play by himself, and left him to solve difficult problems for others!Faced with Qin Feiyu's sincere consultation, Yang Xu added fuel to the fire in his heart, while coping with a few words with a blank face, and said in his heart: It seems that I am usually too indulgent with you, and I will blame you for every bit of trouble. This pushes when I what?Free self-service machine? !

Since then, Yang Xu's complexion has not been very good, all for Ke Yuechen to see.Ke Yuechen is a typical lowly type of talent who shines brightly when there is a little sunshine, and rains when a cloud floats over. Seeing him unhappy, he immediately followed him to apologize in fear.

Yang Xu became angry, grabbed his collar and yelled at him into submission, saying, "I didn't mean that... I just wanted to find a reason to meet you... that's all..."

Yang Xu's breathing became quiet in an instant.

Ke Yuechen said submissively: "I...wasn't gay...it's the first time I fell in love with someone...but I think it's impossible for you to have...that kind of feeling for me..."

"I...I think you are too kind to me, as good as a pet dog, giving me charity..."

"I think... one day I will be able to stand beside you as an equal, no longer fearful, but confident, and advance and retreat together with you."

"But now... I feel that the gap between me and you is too big, boundless, like you are walking in front, I can't catch up with you, I can only look at your back, for fear that you will disappear from my sight Same……"

As soon as Ke Yuechen's words came out, Yang Xu was shocked.He once thought that Ke Yuechen might just rely on him and wanted to rely on him to make a comeback, but he didn't expect that the other party had always had such thoughts in his heart, wanting to stand by his side and advance and retreat with him?

Yang Xu has always been very suspicious of feelings. He looked at Ke Yuechen, trying to judge whether the other party was sincere or fake from his face, but Ke Yuechen never dared to raise his head, but a blush crept up his ears quietly, and the whole neck was covered. They were all flushed red, as innocent as a young boy in love.

Yang Xu thought to himself that this person is too cowardly and inferior to even say a love story. Even if he was given a hundred guts... he probably wouldn't dare to betray himself, right?

Would you like to take a gamble?

Thinking of this, he suddenly leaned over and kissed Ke Yuechen again.

This time he was no longer restrained, and there was madness in the temptation, but at the moment when his lips met and Ke Yuechen began to respond, he suddenly understood Ke Yuechen's mood.

That kind of feeling of fear, being with me all day long, and being controlled by me in every move.He noticed Ke Yuechen's cautious joy and the fiery affection in his heart.

Yang Xu is too aware that he has always been strict with his lover. On the one hand, he hopes that the other party can be completely controlled by him, and on the other hand, he hates complete dependence and addiction.This is the sequelae left over from seeing too much old man Yang's entanglement with his underground lovers since he was a child.At the same time, it is also an important reason for his inner resistance to women.

But even if the other party is a man, his requirements have not been lowered at all, so——

"Following me will be very hard. If you think you can bear it, it's up to you."

The author has something to say: In fact, the correct way to open this article is: sick and charming emperor attack x loyal dog potential subject 23333333333

Yang Xu has been deeply influenced by his father since he was a child, so he looks like a dandy (?), but in fact he has a cleanliness (?) in his heart. It seems that I didn't have a good grasp of the relationship between the two. I wrote him too much before. Evil, and I don't know how to promote the relationship between the two, so I had to overthrow and rewrite.Now some friends report that they don’t have that kind of evil feeling... It’s because I’m not strong enough, please bear with me...

In short, thanks to my friends who still support me after reopening, love you guys~~

PS: The first night club is such a mysterious place, it must be related to Liang Xiaowei's family!Don’t tell me, do you still remember his funny brother who likes to call people to the toilet to talk ╮(￣▽￣")╭